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The door swung inward on the three slow clicks of the bolts, and Rory’s breath hitched before she fully saw who stood on the other side. He filled the threshold like a painting might fill a frame—tailored charcoal suit, hair slicked back until it gleamed, ivory cane pinned to his palm with the casual, dangerous ease of a man used to people leaning on him for the wrong reasons. One eye was black as spilled ink; the other was molten amber catching the low light from the kitchen. Even after everything, Lucien had a way of making the room tilt toward him. She would have told herself she was calm. She had worked late shifts, learned to corner fear into pockets behind her ribs where it didn’t show. But up close there were things you couldn’t practice away: the swell in her throat, the way the back of her neck prickled, the automatic tightening of the pale crescent scar at her wrist where her fingers curled over one another. She kept her hand hidden until the other passed phrase into the doorway as if he had been invited in by memory and not by any courtesy of knock or text. “Rory.” He sounded softer than she expected—French vowels licking the name like a key across cotton. It was an old note, used in afternoons that tasted of coffee and cigarettes, and it landed in her chest like a stone. “You should have called,” she said, and her voice betrayed a dryness she did not mean. Bitterness leaned in where relief might have stood. Lucien’s mouth thinned; shadows pulled at the hollows of his cheeks. “I tried,” he said. “More than once.” She didn’t move. The flat had always been Eva’s—half a fortress, half a library—but lately it had become Rory’s borrowing place: a kettle, a stack of delivery receipts next to a pile of tattered occult texts Eva swore she’d return. Ptolemy, a tabby with the air of a landowner, slid from beneath the sofa and performed the slow, approving rub against Lucien’s trouser leg that all cats confer as a judicial opinion. The cat’s purr bridged the space between them with absurd, domestic calm. “You have three deadbolts and you thought coming without warning was a sensible thing?” Rory said. She kept to the doorway a fraction of an inch; leaving distance like a perimeter. Whatever he’d been was no longer safe terrain. Lucien’s smile was a small thing. “I have people who can open doors without keys,” he said. “And people who would tell me which way the wind blows when it’s about you.” He stepped across the threshold anyway, and the room rearranged itself around him. The curry house below throbbed, a warm, greasy bass line through the floorboards. Books leaned in impossible angles from the chair and mantle, their titles nicked and patched. Smells—paper, strong tea, the faint iron tang of dust—swam with the memory of him: tobacco, citrus, something metallic at the edge of it that set a nervous taste on her tongue. When he closed the door he did it with a care as if the hinges might give way under history. For a moment neither of them spoke; the silence hummed with everything they'd left unsaid. “You could have texted,” Rory said finally. Her voice steadied when she could make it practical. “You never used to just—arrive.” “Times change.” He moved as if to hang his cane by the coat rack but stopped, letting it rest against his palm. “People change.” “Some things don’t,” she replied. “Like the way you vanished.” That word—vanished—hit him, softened the set of his jaw. She could see the old guilt crowding a warmer expression onto his face, like light trying to push through storm clouds. “I left because it was the only thing I could do to keep you safe.” “You left because you thought you were protecting me,” she said. “You also left me with nothing but the mess you made. You left because it was easier for you, Lucien.” He closed his eyes—one stark black lid, one amber—and when he opened them again the amber glittered like a raw jewel. “I thought distance would be mercy. I thought if I disappeared, whoever was looking for me might stop looking for you.” “And did they?” The question was small and furious. Lucien shook his head. “No.” He looked at the books scattered across the table, at the sticky notes, at the teacup with a lipstick ring on it. The sight of the life she’d made in his absence made something like a break in his face. “But I found someone who could, and then—” He let the sentence trail. Ptolemy leapt onto the arm of the sofa and surveyed them both like an impartial tribunal. He flicked his tail with infinite contempt toward Rory for allowing this, then wiggled his whiskers and decided Lucien might be acceptable after all. “You left me when I needed…” Rory stopped, the word collapse into an ache she had kept folded. Needed was too weak for what she’d needed—consistency, someone to set the world’s edges straight when Evan’s words made them blur. Evan, with his habit of looking at her hands. Evan, with slammed doors and promises of future pain. She had fled because silence was safer than being prodded by excuses. Lucien had been another kind of weapon—sharp, clean and then gone. “You needed more than I could give you then,” Lucien said. He crossed to the window and touched the glass as if he could steady the London night beyond it. The glow of the curry house’s neon sign washed across his face, making the amber of his eye burn. “I wasn’t equipped to be a good thing for you.” “You made that decision for me.” Her words sounded brittle. “You decided what I could handle without giving me the choice to decide for myself.” There was a long, quiet moment where the past lay between them like a wound. Rory felt the weight of it; it pressed under her ribs, bitter as bile. Her hand found the edge of the doorframe and she kept a finger hooked on the wood as if it were an anchor. The old crescent scar on her wrist had become part of her, a pale arc she could trace with the thumb of her free hand. She would have rather he had seen it and blinked with concern; instead she felt foolish for how much she wanted that flicker of care. Lucien moved toward her and stopped just within the light, a polite distance that was the opposite of everything she wanted and needed. “I have been irresponsible,” he said quietly. “And I have been cowardly.” “You’re a fixer, Lucien,” she said. “You make things happen. You don’t get to call it cowardice when things break—” “Because I like to think I’m in control?” He tilted his head. “Maybe. I expected the world to bend to my plans. I expected I could open and close doors like they were windows and everything inside would be safe. It was conceit. It’s why I left. I thought: better to remove the disturbance. But you were part of the disturbance, and that was the mistake. I should’ve asked you to choose.” He sounded like a man rehearsing grief into words. The admission split something open under her sternum that had stayed stitched; anger that had been sharp and clean began to bleed into something muddied and dangerously sweet. “You knew things,” she said. “You moved between human business and—” She stopped. Saying demon would make it real. Lucien’s face remained steady; his lips thinned. “You used your life without telling me the stakes, Lucien.” He swallowed. “I do not keep my life as a blunt instrument, Rory. I tried to protect you from it.” “And you failed,” she said. “And then you left.” A muscle moved in his jaw. He looked suddenly tired, and for the first time that evening he looked like someone who had not slept in close to forever. “Yes. I—” He moved, then hesitated, as if calculating whether closeness would render him violent or tender. Then he took one step closer, and the air between them shifted the way a door might swing on a frame—quiet, inevitable. Rory braced. “Don’t.” His hand brushed the hollow of her wrist. It was the lightest touch, nothing like the force of Evan’s, nothing that belonged to the world where people punished you for being yours. Lucien’s fingers skimmed the crescent scar as if committing it to memory. He did not wince. He did not comment. He let his fingertips rest on her skin and his thumb made a slow, almost reverent circle. “Tell me I was wrong to go,” he said, voice so low it might have been a confession. “Tell me I ruined it.” “You told me you would meet me,” she said. “At the bridge. You said the next morning. You said you wouldn’t let me go. You let me go.” The word let threaded through him like a knife. He sank onto the armchair as if the action might steady him. “I had reason to believe you would be safer if I didn’t show up. I thought—I thought distance would give you a chance to run entirely away from that life.” “And you couldn’t trust me to make my own run?” Her laugh was a brittle thing. “You think I haven't been running since I was nineteen?” “You were always running for the wrong things,” he said softly. “I wanted to give you something different. That’s the arrogant thing about me. I thought I knew the shape your life should take.” The room smelled of ink and curry and the faint metallic tang that seemed to follow Lucien, like rust off a gate. Outside, Brick Lane hummed and hummed, people laughing and shouting into the night, indifferent to the small, violent weather system they had stumbled into. Rory wanted to tell him to go. She wanted to slam all three deadbolts and be done with him. Instead her palm rested against his wrist where he had touched her, warm and oddly safe, and the ache behind her ribs smoothed just enough that she could hear her own breath. “You’re not the only one who’s had to choose,” she said finally. “I chose to leave Evan. I chose to come here. I chose to start a life that didn’t include you.” “I know.” Relief flickered across his face, as if he’d been granted absolution he didn’t deserve. “And yet—here I am.” He was nearer now than he had any right to be. Rory could see the faint veins at the back of his hand, the brittle scar at his knuckle she’d always found oddly handsome. Up close, the heterochromia was startling; his amber eye seemed almost too bright against the black, like a coin against velvet. It made him look wide-eyed where he wanted to look savage, which was perhaps the cruelest trick of all. “What do you want, Lucien?” she asked. He hesitated, searching her face as if the answer might be written there in a language only he could read. “To tell you the truth,” he said. “To stay if you let me. To try to undo what I did. Not because I think I can, but because it is the only thing I can do right now.” Something in that—call it shame, call it a long-buried hope—made her step forward despite every sensible impulse to remain barricaded. She closed the distance until the seam of his jacket smelt of rain and something sweet, and the space between them narrowed to inches. He looked at her as if memorizing. “I have not been thinking of myself lately,” he said, and it was so absurd and honest it washed over her. “Mostly of you. Bad men and worse bargains circle me. It would be easier for me to walk away and let that be our history. I cannot do that.” Rory swallowed. The world reduced itself to the tilt of his head, the amber in his eye, the steady warmth of his hand at her wrist. Her pulse thudded, loud enough to fill the room. She had trained herself to be practical, to think, to wedge emotion into boxes she could label. Sitting on top of those boxes right now was something dangerously tactile—a want that had nothing to do with logic and everything to do with the way Lucien's breath hit her face as he leaned in. A laugh escaped her. It was half-broken and half-astonished. “You’re insufferably melodramatic.” “And you’re infuriatingly correct,” he said. He closed his hand over hers—firm, not claiming. “Either you tell me to leave, or you tell me to stay. Either way, tell me something.” She had rehearsed this moment countless times in the small living-rooms of her mind—what she would say if he came back with brimmed hats of apology and the scent of rain. None of her rehearsals had anticipated the softness of the moment, the way his thumb made another small circle over that pale crescent on her wrist. “Stay,” she said before she’d had time to cover it in armor. The word surprised both of them with its simplicity. It was not forgiveness. It was not absolution. It was a small, perilous truce. Lucien’s mouth softened; he nodded once, as if a decision had anchored something inside him. He didn’t kiss her—he didn’t need to—though the space between their lips hummed with unspent promises. Instead, he let his hand drop, his fingers lingering against her skin like a promise. Ptolemy, affronted at the intimacy, leapt between them and sat down decisively on Rory’s foot, forcing both of them to take a breath, to laugh, to break the fragile spell. Outside, the curry house bell chimed as the late-night server called to someone. The light on Brick Lane flickered. Lucien had come without warning and, for the first time since the three bolts had turned on their own in the middle of a life, Rory let the door stay open behind them, not for the wind but for the possibility that sometimes coming back was as courageous as leaving.