AI The door opened with a sigh that wasn’t quite a sigh, more a distant creak of weathered hinges and the city’s wheeze outside. Light spilled across the hall like a spear tossed carelessly into a room you hadn’t meant to enter, and Rory felt the air tilt with the sudden presence of someone she hadn’t expected to see again. The hallway smelled faintly of curry and rain and old pages, a scentscape that lived in Eva’s Flat as surely as the cat did, a cat named Ptolemy who looked at you as if measuring your soul against a stack of ledgers.
Lucien Moreau stood in the doorway and let the frame swallow him like a tailored shadow. The light framed him in a way that made the room feel suddenly smaller and more potent all at once: platinum hair slicked back, a flawless charcoal suit hugging a body that had learned to move with the quiet inevitability of a blade being drawn from a sheath. His amber and black eyes held Rory’s gaze without flinching, as if the room’s air merely tinted the edges of his vision rather than chilled him. He moved with the soft assurance of someone who’d learned to anticipate every door that might open for him—and to walk through them unafraid.
The ivory-handled cane rested casually in his left hand, the end tapping once against the floor as if to test the rhythm of the room. The cane wasn’t just a prop; Rory knew Lucien’s could conceal a blade with a surgeon’s care, a line of metal that would appear only if you pressed the right place on the right night. She could see it now, the way he angled it toward the light, a glint along the ivory like a quiet threat he wasn’t ready to unleash, not here, not yet.
“Rory,” he said, the French edge to the name easing into English with a practiced ease. He almost smiled, but didn’t. Not precisely . It was more essential—almost affectionate, in that way lovers who’d learned to read each other’s thresholds could be, before the distance closed around them again.
Her name on his lips did something to the room, something dangerous and bright that made the memory of old conversations—held between them in the hush of late nights and late decisions—storm to the surface and rattle the frames of the shelves like a wind through glass.
Rory stood still in the doorway, taking him in with quiet, practiced caution. The flat’s glow didn’t quite reach her eyes, which were the color of a clear winter sky, bright blue and electric with a careful sort of resolve. She wore a cardigan that had seen better days and a pair of jeans that had earned their keep by not giving up on her at the worst hours. The crescent scar on her left wrist caught the light when she moved, a pale, crescented crescent against the ink of her skin—a childhood memory she wore as quietly as she wore her own skin.
Ptolemy, the tabby, materialized from somewhere between the stacks with that silent, predatory grace of a creature who’d spent lifetimes learning every person’s routine. He arched his back, tail high, then dipped his head toward Rory as if acknowledging a long-standing alliance. He studied Lucien with a pawful of disdain that only a cat born in a city of secrets could manage, the feline equivalent of a well-placed insinuation.
“Do you always arrive with a silent audience, or is this the first act of a play you forgot to read?” Rory asked, her voice even, even when the quiet tremor she felt traveled up her spine like a fuse being lit .
Lucien’s mouth twitched, meeting her humor with a fragment of something that could have been warmth or merely a glimmer of wry amusement. “You know I do not come unannounced for small matters, Rory. Not when I can read the room and determine it is not the place for noise.” He stepped inside, closing the distance with the ease of someone who’d learned to move through rooms the way a shark moves through water—never to collide, always to pass through with minimal effort and maximum impact.
The sound of the door’s last bolt sliding shut behind him—three deadbolts, Rory noted in the compact, familiar way she counted things—felt like a seal breaking on an old agreement, something heavier than a mere door closing. The realization warmed her with a stubborn, stubborn thing: she hadn’t expected to see him again, not here, not in Eva’s Flat where the cat watched with a patient, disinterested glare.
“Eva’s Flat, then?” he asked, a hint of dry humor playing at the corners of his mouth. “Or have I stumbled into your other world—one where the shelves lean in judgment and you pretend they aren’t listening?”
Rory didn’t smile. Not yet. She set her bag on a chair and folded her arms, which only made the scarf around her neck look more like a formality, a badge she wore to remind herself not to let him see how he still affected her. “This is Eva’s Flat,” she said with a slow, steady breath. “Three deadbolts for a reason. And a cat who reads people the way you read a map—one subtle tilt of the head and he knows whether you’re lying.”
Lucien’s eyes softened, just for a moment, the way a flame softens when rain threatens. He stepped closer, the cane tapping again, a metronome in the charged air between them. “I am not here to lie, Rory. Not tonight.” He paused, as if weighing the next words, then added more softly , “And not without reason has the door been opened for me.”
She felt the old ache at the mention of reason—because with Lucien, every reason came wrapped in danger and desire, a package that had never learned to be unwrapped without risk. The room felt smaller still, filled with the careful weight of what was left unsaid between them, a dozen unsaid things like a crowded room that had learned to speak in their absence and whisper when they re-entered.
“How did you find me?” she asked, not because she doubted his resources—Lucien’s reputation as fixers and information brokers in London’s supernatural underworld was a map all by itself—but because the question felt like a gate that might keep him at bay if she held too tightly to it.
“I have means. And I have a memory,” he said, lifting a brow, the baton-like cane resting in his palm as if he’d suddenly discovered a missing instrument to a long-forgotten symphony . “But I’m not here to trade stories in a hall of echoes . I’m here because something wants you, Rory. Something dangerous enough to pull you from your routine of deliveries and stacks and the careful, measured life you keep behind the door.”
Ptolemy nosed at Rory’s ankle, a momentary distraction that pulled her back from the edge of a memory she hadn’t dared to visit. The cat’s fur warmed under her touch as she bent down and stroked a slow line from his ears to the base of his spine, feel ing the cat’s body dip into the touch with a quiet trust that felt almost sacred after all the time she’d spent learning to trust her own reflexes.
“What is it that wants me?” she asked, standing again, wary and sharp. The scent of spice drifted in again from the street, a reminder of the world beyond this quiet, book-lined room—the world Lucien walked in and out of with the ease of a man who didn’t fear the shadows so much as used them to his advantage.
Lucien watched her, not with desire alone, though there was no denying the pull of their past—fierce and intimate, the kind of pull that could set a room alight and leave nothing but ash in its wake. He was careful with his words, careful with his posture, as if to avoid triggering a wound that hadn’t healed so much as learned to live with the pain it caused.
“A name you once trusted,” he said quietly, almost too softly for the cat to hear. “A target who is not merely human. A threat that moves through both of our worlds—the mundane and the otherworldly —in ways people convince themselves are impossible until they discover they were wrong all along.”
Rory’s breath hitched in a way she hadn’t expected, the city’s thrum outside slowing for a heartbeat as if the world itself paused to listen. The last time she’d heard that kind of warning from Lucien, it had meant something terrible was about to happen, something that would demand choices she hadn’t wanted to make and would pull her further from the quiet life she’d built with Eva, from the person she’d hoped to become, away from the person she’d believed Lucien could be with her, if only for a little while.
“And you? You’re here to use me again,” she said more to the air than to him, because saying it aloud would admit something she wasn’t sure she’d survive admitting. “To pull me into the currents you swim in, the ones that don’t leave room for a life you can touch without realizing you’re breaking something important in the process.”
His eyes softened again, a glimmer of something that might have been remorse or a confession in another moment, another life. “If I were here to use you, Rory, I would not have knocked on three deadbolts and waited for you to answer with a weapon hidden in your throat.” He leaned in just enough for her to catch the scent of mint and something darker—the spice of the night market and something old, a memory of smoke from a fireplace when a fight had once burned too close to the more fragile parts of them both. “I am here because you are the only person who ever knew what I could be when I stopped lying to myself about what I wanted. And because there is a danger coming that will require every fiber of what we used to be—whether we admit it or not.”
The memory came for Rory with a sudden, clean clarity: a night long past when their bodies had almost spoken for them, and their mouths had learned a language that wasn’t the one they used in daylight. She remembered the way his hands had found the lines of her body as if mapping a secret, how his breath had warmed the corner of her mouth as he whispered something reckless and impossible. And she remembered, with a painful ache that surprised her with its clarity, the moment they’d parted—when he’d turned away and left with a promise or perhaps a threat, and she’d stood there on the threshold of what could have been a life they’d built together and decided against it because the risk felt heavier than the dream.
She stepped back, just enough to create a physical space between them that felt necessary as a barrier, as if she could fold the room around herself and press it flat to stop the old ghosts from climbing back inside her. “You left me,” she said, the words tasting like iron on her tongue, sharp enough to cut through the quiet. “You left me to some other future you believed would be safer, where you wouldn’t have to decide if I was going to stand by you when the world didn’t want you to.”
Lucien’s face tightened, a line of pain and calculation flitting across his features before he masked it again with that practiced, cool calm he wore like a suit of armor. “I did what I had to do,” he said simply. “But I did not forget you, Rory. And I did not stop wanting what we could have had if the world hadn’t colluded to drive us apart.” He lifted the cane, tapping the wood against the floor as if signaling the start of a test rather than a retreat. “We are not the people we were. But we are still the people who learned to survive because we learned to trust each other when there were no guarantees.”
Her jaw tightened, the muscles there bunched like the taut strings of a violin waiting for a bow. She wanted to reach out, to close the distance between them not with flight or fear but with something honest and undeniable. She wanted to press her palm to his cheek and ask him to tell her what he’d do if she asked him to stay, what he’d risk, what he’d lose. She wanted to pretend, for a moment, that the old life hadn’t ended with the ache of a goodbye that hadn’t quite become an apology.
“Tell me you’re here for me and not for what I can give you,” she whispered, a tremor in her voice that surprised her with its fragility. “Tell me you’re here because I matter to you in a way that isn’t a negotiation or a debt or a weapon you intend to use against someone else.”
There was a pause, a careful, loaded silence in which the entire room seemed to hold its breath. Then Lucien lowered the cane, his fingers curling around the ivory grip as if to steady himself against a gale he knew was coming . He met her gaze again, and for a heartbeat his eyes seemed to soften into something almost tender, a vulnerability that didn’t fit the image of the man who could negotiate a city’s most dangerous bargains and walk away with his reputation intact.
“I am here for you,” he said, his voice lower, almost hushed, as if the floor could carry away the confession and keep it safe. “Not for what you can give me in terms of information or cover, but because you matter to me in a way nothing else has managed to. If you’re willing to hear me out, I’ll tell you every thing you want, Rory. And maybe we’ll decide how to move forward from there.”
That was the moment when the past erupted into the present, a fuse struck and lit by his presence, by her warning tone, by the cat’s swift, knowing glance, by the way the city itself seemed to lean closer to listen. And Rory—cool-headed, intelligent Rory—felt the ground tilt under her feet in the same old way: not fear, but a danger she hadn’t allowed herself to admit to in a long time, the fear that the truth might finally demand something she wasn’t sure she could give and still call herself intact.
She stepped forward, not willingly surrendering the room to a surge of longing she refused to name aloud, but offering something more honest than a lie would be: a beat of space between them, a breath he could gather if he chose to take it. “You’ve arrived with a pitch and a promise and a history that won’t be dismissed with a single line,” she said, her voice quiet enough to be a confession and loud enough to feel like a stance. “If you tell me what you want and what you’re prepared to risk to get it, we’ll decide whether we want the same outcome or something else entirely.”
Lucien inclined his head once, a small acknowledgment of the risk she offered back. He stepped closer, not so close as to erase the boundary she’d drawn, but close enough that she could feel the heat of him in the space between them. He lifted a hand, palm open, as if to show she wasn’t weaponizing him into a fight he could not win. “You want the truth,” he said softly . “And you want to know whether the truth comes with you in it. I cannot promise you an easy path, Rory. I cannot promise I will always know the right thing to do. But I can promise you that I won’t pretend I’m something I’m not, not with you. If we walk this road again, we walk it with honesty between us.”
The words hit her with the force of rain on a tin roof—unexpected, cleansing, and loud with a truth she’d learned to pretend wasn’t hers to bear. She felt a flutter in her chest, a delicate, dangerous thing that wanted to unlock the part of her that still believed in him, in them, in the possibility of a life stitched together from shared secrets rather than separate defenses.
“Then tell me what this road looks like,” she breathed, the words almost drowned by the soft, close weight of the room. “Tell me what you see us becoming if we choose to walk it.”
His mouth hovered over the lip of a word, then settled into a line that wasn’t a smile but something almost like relief. “I see a road that runs through the heart of danger,” he said, eyes steady on hers. “I see a path that will demand courage and sacrifice, not because we owe it to others, but because we owe it to ourselves to be honest about what we want. If you’re willing to take the first step with me, Rory, I’ll lay bare every part of what I am and what I fear; I’ll show you what I’m willing to risk to keep you safe, even if that means I risk losing you again.”
Her breath let out in a slow, deliberate sigh, the sound a fragile thing that betrayed the tremor inside her. She thought of the crescent scar on her wrist, a childhood accident that had taught her not to look away from pain, not to pretend it wasn’t there. She thought of the years between Cardiff and London and the way life had arranged itself into quiet, meticulous rooms where danger came in on quiet feet and left nothing but exhausted air behind. And she thought of Lucien, the man who could always find a way to stay long enough to test the edges of her resolve, long enough to remind her that love—if it was love at all—was not something you could cage with a door and a key, not when it thrived in the space between two people who refused to pretend they didn’t want each other, despite the cost.
“I want the truth, too,” she finally said, her voice steadier than she felt, a small, stubborn flame catching in her chest. “And I want the choice to walk away if the truth becomes too much for me to bear. But if you’re telling me you’ll walk with me even if the night is empty and the road is steep, then you’ve got yourself a partner who’s not afraid to face the storm with you.”
If the corners of his mouth finally found the gravity of a smile, it was not a grin of triumph but a smile that bore the weight of relief and something gentler and more human—something that could belong to a man who’d learned to live with the risk of failure and still choose to try again.
Then the room shifted with the quiet intrusion of distance—the city’s hum beyond the thin pane of Eva’s Flat, the chalky scent of rain on brick, the soft rustle of pages in Rory’s stacks, a memory coiling into the edges of her thoughts. Ptolemy pressed closer to Rory’s leg, an animal witness to the exchange of truths and the earth’s slow turning of the night. The cat’s green gaze met Lucien’s for a heartbeat, then relaxed into something almost amused, as if even a creature born of moonlit alleyways understood the gravity of old flames flickering to life again.
“It’s late,” Rory went on, the practical note returning to her voice with the inevitability of a stair-step after a long fall. “We can talk until the morning, or we can talk through the night and decide if we want to face what’s coming together or apart.” She paused, then added with a rare, almost shy candor, “If you want to stay, you’ll need to tell me you won’t leave again when the first sign of trouble appears. And you’ll have to tell me you’ll do the hard thing if that is what’s required.”
Lucien’s eyes softened further, the amber and black within them shifting like a storm-sky lit by a distant lightning strike. He did not promise her the world, but what he offered felt like a crossing of a bridge she hadn’t expected to see, a bridge built from the very real willingness to stand and take the hit. He stepped closer, not so close as to erase the line she’d drawn, but close enough that she could feel his heat in the space between them, the warmth of his presence speaking louder than his words.
“Then we begin with the truth,” he said, and the words landed with the decisive weight of something that could change the course of a life. “There is a threat you and I both know too well, one that is unprepared to be trifled with by those who think they carry the strongest swords or the sharpest words. We start there, Rory. Tonight. And we decide whether the night will end with a kiss or a decision to part that won’t feel like surrender, not if we’ve learned to be honest with ourselves.”
Her mouth trembled , not with fear but with a stubborn, stubborn longing that refused to surrender to doubt. She met his gaze with a quiet insistence that was almost a dare. “Then speak plainly, Lucien. What is the threat? What does it want? And what does it require of me, if I’m to walk into it with you?”
His answer came in a low, measured voice, one that carried the cadence of a man who’d learned to speak in the language of risk and reward alike. “A target who isn’t bound by human rules. A game that isn’t played with fists or swords but with information, loyalties, and the kind of fear that lures you into corners you never expected to see. It wants your trust, Rory. It wants your silence, and it will test your restraint with every step it takes. I want you to trust me enough to walk alongside me, to keep those you care about safe, to risk more than you’ve ever allowed yourself to risk.”
The words perched between them, heavy and undeniable, and Rory felt the old ache in her chest—the ache that meant she’d once believed in something as simple and devastating as a choice to stand with someone who understood how to fight the world and still choose to stay. The choice now wasn’t only between loyalty and fear; it was between a future she’d fought for, the one she’d built from patient, careful decisions, and a future with Lucien that might demand every edge of her strength, every vulnerability she’d sworn to hide from the world.
Ptolemy’s tail gave the room its final punctuation, a slow, knowing flick that seemed to say the cat approved neither of their fears nor their hesitations, but would be content to observe how they navigated them. He settled again on Rory’s chair, a quiet sentinel who could bear witness to a night that could become either a hinge or a ruin.
Rory exhaled a breath she hadn’t known she’d been holding. The city’s noise pressed a little closer, the street lamplight turning the dust motes in the air into spinning stars inside the room. The warmth of Lucien’s presence remained, not a threat but a possibility, the kind of possibility that made a person feel taller than the walls that had always seemed to know their secrets.
“Then we begin with the truth,” she repeated, her voice steadier now, not a lie but a dare. “If we’re to walk into this night together, you tell me what you’ve done, what you know, and what you want from me that isn’t wrapped in danger. Then we decide what kind of dawn we’re willing to face.”
Lucien inclined his head once more, a small, almost respectful nod. “We start with the truth, Rory. And we finish with the choice you’ve always been strongest at making.” He paused, then added, almost as if coaxing a memory back into the light, “And I’ll wait for you to decide what that dawn will look like—together, or apart.”
The cat stirred, a soft, almost approving chuff, and Rory found herself smiling—not the cold, practiced smile of the professional who faces danger with a plan, but something warmer, something she’d thought herself incapable of summoning again. It felt like a thread drawn from a weathered tapestry , the one that had always tied her to a future she’d believed she could inhabit with a man who could hate and love in the same breath.
“Then tell me what you came to tell me, Lucien,” she said, stepping away from the doorway and toward the heart of Eva’s Flat, toward the shelves that held Rory’s sanctuary and the unsaid promises of a night that might just become something more than a test of wills. “Let’s begin where we always began—with the truth, and the risk of what it means to choose each other, even when the world is waiting to pull us apart again.”
He followed her toward the stacks, their footsteps a soft rhythm that sounded almost like a heartbeat in the quiet space. The cat watched, the room narrowing to the two of them and the weight of their shared history pressing down like a weather front ready to break. The night outside pressed in through the window’s thin veil, a reminder that the city never slept easily, and the night had a way of revealing what the day’s daylight had kept hidden.
And for a moment, as Rory stood with the memory of fear and longing hovering at the edge of her breath, she allowed herself to imagine what it would feel like to step forward into that uncertain dawn—not alone, not swallowed by the past, but with Lucien at her side, offering the raw, dangerous honesty that had always drawn her to him even as it had driven her away.
If they walked this road, they would walk it together. And if they did, the night would no longer be a boundary but a bridge, and the morning would arrive not as a verdict, but as a choice they had finally decided to make—together, despite the shadows that still clung to the corners of Eva’s Flat and the world beyond its door.