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The third deadbolt stuck the way it always did, and Rory had to put her hip into it, rattling the chain before the mechanism finally gave. She was already talking when she pulled the door open, a half-formed complaint about the curry smell from downstairs dying on her lips. Lucien Moreau stood on the landing. He looked exactly the way she remembered and nothing like she'd hoped. The charcoal suit was immaculate, cut close through the shoulders and tapered at the waist as though he'd stepped out of some magazine editorial rather than climbed three flights of stairs that smelled like turmeric and damp carpet. His platinum hair was slicked back, not a strand loose. The ivory handle of his cane caught the hallway's jaundiced light and threw it back, pale and cold. She hadn't seen him in four months. Four months, two weeks, and — she refused to count the days. "No," she said. His mismatched eyes — one amber, one black — tracked across her face with the careful attention of someone reading a contract for hidden clauses. The corner of his mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. "Bonsoir, Rory." "No," she said again, and meant it even less than the first time. She gripped the edge of the door with both hands. The crescent scar on her left wrist showed pale against her knuckles. "Eva's not here. She's at the British Library until close. You can come back, or better yet, you can ring her like a normal person." "I did not come for Eva." The words settled between them like a stone dropped into still water. Rory felt the ripple of it move through her chest. Behind her, Ptolemy meowed from atop a precarious stack of leather-bound grimoires, his tail curling around a jar of dried sage. The flat was its usual catastrophe — every surface buried under Eva's research, the scrolls and annotated maps and Post-it notes in six colors that constituted her best friend's filing system. A mug of cold tea sat on the windowsill. Rory's delivery bag from the Golden Empress was slung over the back of the one chair that wasn't occupied by books. She should close the door. She knew she should close the door. "You look well," Lucien said, and something about the way he said it — quiet, stripped of his usual performative charm — made her jaw tighten. "Don't do that." "Do what?" "Be gentle with me. You don't get to show up here and be gentle with me." He absorbed that without flinching. She'd always hated that about him, the preternatural stillness, the way he could take a blow and simply fold it into himself like he was adding a card to a deck. It made her want to push harder, dig deeper, find the thing that would finally crack that polished surface. She'd found it once. She wished she hadn't. "May I come in?" he asked. "Why?" "Because what I need to say will take more than a doorstep, and I would rather not say it in a hallway that smells of tikka masala." Rory stared at him. He stared back. That black eye of his — his father's eye, the one from Avaros — always seemed to absorb light rather than reflect it, and she'd once made the mistake of telling him it was beautiful. The amber one was worse, though. The amber one was the human one, and it held everything the other did not. Right now it held something she couldn't name and didn't want to. She stepped aside. He entered the flat the way he entered every room — with precise economy of movement, cataloguing exits and angles in a single sweep. Old habits, she supposed, for a man whose profession required knowing who might be listening and where the closest way out was. He set his cane against the wall beside the door, handle facing out. Ready to grab. She noticed that the way she always noticed things about him, involuntarily, like breathing. Ptolemy jumped down from the grimoires and threaded between Lucien's ankles, purring. Traitor, Rory thought. She didn't offer him tea. She didn't offer him the chair. She leaned against the counter that separated Eva's tiny kitchen from the rest of the chaos and crossed her arms. Her hair — black, straight, still damp from the rain she'd walked through on her way back from a drop-off in Shoreditch — left wet marks on the sleeves of her jacket. "Four months," she said. He stood in the center of the room, hands at his sides. Without the cane, without the usual props of his trade, he looked somehow less armored. "Four months, two weeks," he said. The bastard had been counting too. "You said you needed space." Her voice came out flatter than she intended. She'd rehearsed this conversation a hundred times in the predawn dark of her flat above Silas's bar, staring at the ceiling while the bass from the jukebox pulsed up through the floorboards. In every version she'd been sharper, colder, more controlled. In every version she hadn't felt like someone was pressing a thumb against the soft place beneath her sternum. "You said the work had to come first. You said—" "I know what I said." "Then why are you here, Lucien?" He looked at her. Not the quick analytical scan he'd done at the door, but the other kind of looking — the kind that had gotten them into trouble in the first place. The kind that had happened in the back room of the Veil Market three days after they'd met, when he'd traced the scar on her wrist with his thumb and asked her who had hurt her, and she'd told him the truth because something in that black eye made lies feel pointless. "Because I was wrong," he said. The words hung in the air. Ptolemy settled on a stack of scrolls and began washing his face with studied indifference. Rory's arms tightened across her chest. "You're going to have to be more specific. You've been wrong about a great many things." That almost cracked him. She saw the micro-expression, the flicker at the edge of his mouth that on anyone else would have been a full grin. "I was wrong to leave the way I did. I was wrong to frame it as a matter of practicality when it was a matter of cowardice. And I was wrong to believe that four months of silence would do anything other than confirm what I already knew." "And what did you already know?" He took a breath. She'd never seen Lucien Moreau take a breath before speaking — he was always fluid, always ready, always three moves ahead in four languages. The hesitation did something terrible to her resolve. "That you are the only person in this city, in any city, who has ever made me want to stay in one place." The silence after that was enormous. She could hear the curry house below, the clatter of plates and the muffled Bangla of the kitchen staff. She could hear rain hitting the window behind her. She could hear the small, desperate part of herself she'd been trying to smother for four months and two weeks screaming that this was what she'd wanted, what she'd ached for through every shift at the Golden Empress and every sleepless night in the flat above the bar. "That's a hell of a thing to say to someone," she whispered. "I know." "You can't just walk back in with a beautiful sentence and expect—" "I don't expect anything." He took a half step closer. Not crowding her. Giving her every chance to retreat. That was the thing about Lucien — for all his underworld dealings, for all the demon blood in his veins, he had never once pushed past a boundary she set. He'd simply waited on the other side of it with those impossible eyes and that patient, maddening stillness. "I am not asking you to forgive me. I am asking you to let me earn the chance to try." She uncrossed her arms. It felt like laying down a weapon. "Your French is showing," she said, and her voice cracked on the second word. He blinked. "Pardon?" "'Earn the chance to try.' No Englishman talks like that. You only get that formal when you're nervous." And there it was — the crack. His composure broke, just a fracture, but enough for her to see what was underneath: not the fixer, not the broker, not the half-demon who moved through London's shadows like he'd been born to them. Just a man standing in a cluttered flat full of someone else's books, terrified that the only person who mattered was about to tell him to leave. "I am nervous," he admitted. Rory laughed. It came out raw and wet and not at all the way she wanted it to, and she pressed the heel of her hand against her eyes because she was absolutely not going to cry in front of Lucien Moreau in Eva's kitchen while a tabby cat watched from a pile of occult research. "Rory." His voice was closer now. She lowered her hand and he was there, a foot away, near enough that she could see the fine weave of his charcoal lapel and catch the scent she'd tried so hard to forget — sandalwood and old paper and something underneath that was purely, unfairly him. His hand was raised, hovering near her jaw but not touching. Asking. She looked at his amber eye and then his black one. She remembered every reason this was a terrible idea — the underworld, the danger, the fundamental impossibility of a half-demon information broker and a delivery girl from Cardiff who hadn't even managed to finish her law degree. She remembered the morning he'd left, the way he'd stood in her doorway with his cane in his hand and his face carefully blank and said this cannot continue, and how she'd refused to cry until she heard his footsteps reach the bottom of the stairs. She remembered all of it. Then she turned her cheek into his palm. His hand was warm. His fingers curled against her skin — tentative in a way she'd never seen from him, the pad of his thumb tracing the line of her cheekbone like he was committing it to memory, as if he hadn't already mapped every angle of her face in a dozen stolen moments across London's hidden places. "You hurt me," she said, looking up at him. Not an accusation. Just a fact, laid bare. "I know." His thumb stilled. His jaw was tight, and this close she could see the muscle working there, the cost of holding himself in check. "I will spend a very long time making that right, if you let me." "I haven't decided yet." "Then I will wait." She reached up and wrapped her fingers around his wrist. She could feel his pulse under her thumb, quicker than he wanted her to know. The beat of it steadied something in her, proof that underneath the suits and the composure and the demon lineage, his blood moved the same as hers — fast and reckless and afraid. "You can start by making me a cup of tea," she said. "The kettle's behind the stack of Sumerian tablets." The fracture in his composure widened into something real — a smile, small and startled, that reached both eyes, the amber and the black alike. "Sumerian tablets," he repeated. "Welcome to Eva's flat." He laughed, low and quiet, and she didn't let go of his wrist. Not yet. She stood there in the cramped, cluttered kitchen with the rain coming down and the smell of curry rising through the floorboards and a cat named after an astronomer purring in the background, and she held on, and he let her, and for the first time in four months and two weeks the tight knot behind her ribs began, very slowly, to loosen.