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The door swung inward on a squeal of old hinges and the smell of warm oil and turmeric from the curry house downstairs drifted through the gap. Aurora froze with her hand still on the knob. On the threshold, under the narrow landing lamp that threw everything in harsh flats and brighter shadows, stood Lucien Moreau like an arresting photograph—tailored charcoal suit, slicked-back platinum hair catching the hallway light, ivory handle of a cane tucked under his arm. One eye was amber in the lamplight, one black as she remembered. He looked like trouble wrapped in silk. For a second she couldn't find her voice. Her mouth formed his name and it came out small and brittle. "Lucien." He did not move. The corner of his mouth tilted, carefully, as if gauging whether she would throw the door closed or let him taste the corridor's stale heat. He smelled faintly of smoke and something sharp—bergamot, maybe, or a cleaner she associated with Lucien-specific stores of danger. He was five years older and somehow not older at all. He had always been good at appearing inevitable. "You look well." He said it like a question, like a test. His voice slid up and down smoothly with the same French rhythm that had sounded like both a promise and a threat the last time they’d spoken. He folded his gloved hand over the cane's handle, the ivory catching a glint. "Rory." There were things to say—accusations, a list of the better words for abandonment—and a long, knotted history behind the door she’d only half latched against the world. She had not expected him. He had promised he would not come back. She had told herself she was beyond throwing open doors for ghosts. "Why are you here?" she asked finally. She heard fingers along the wood of the door as if for balance. Her voice was steadier than she felt. Lucien's amber eye slid to her left wrist where, for a reflexive moment, she had wrapped the hand over the small crescent-shaped scar she’d had since she was eight. He had tried to touch it once, in a kitchen doorway three summers ago, and she had flinched away before his fingers reached her. He watched the movement now with a look that was something like regret and calculation. "Can I come in?" he asked. Not a request for permission, exactly, but an invitation to choose. Standing there, in the narrow space between Brick Lane’s damp stairwell and Eva's flat, he looked absurdly out of place—too clean, too controlled for the cluttered little box of a home that Eva kept. He had the kind of improbability that made him look as if he'd been cut from a different life seam and pasted into hers, a man who belonged to the lanes of the city that whispered about more than just humans. Aurora could have slammed the door. She could have stepped back, clicked three deadbolts into place, and gone to bed with the sound of his shoes on the stairwell buried by the radiator's hiss. She thought of every night she had held the phone and hoped he'd call, or not call, and what each absence had felt like. She thought of the last words they'd said—sharp, brutal, final—and of the way he'd turned away. Instead she unlocked the first deadbolt and let the chain hang like a question. "Why?" she repeated. The flat smelled of paper and old coffee, books stacked precariously up to the windowsill and postcards tucked between physics texts and tattered mythologies. Eva's cat, Ptolemy, lifted his chin from the arm of the sofa and blinked with bored philosopher patience. Lucien took a slow step over the threshold as if the threshold were a rope he was testing. He kept his hands where she could see them; the cane angling like punctuation against his leg. "Because something trailed me," he said, and for the first time his voice dropped—no theatrics, no polish. There was an honesty in the rawness that made her pulse hitch. "Because you deserve an explanation." "You're very on-brand with the melodrama tonight," she said, sharper than she intended. Her mouth held the shape of a smile she didn't want. "Explain. Or go." He sank into the overstuffed chair near the window without being asked, folding his legs with the pigeon-toed grace of someone who was always polite about taking space. The chair groaned under him like an old secret. Ptolemy, intrigued, hopped down and padded between them, head-butting Lucien’s knee like a tiny, feline adjudicator. He twined himself against the cane and blinked in a sunny, unimpressed way. For a second Aurora forgot to breathe. The cat sniffed at Lucien’s jacket and seemed to decide he was tolerable. Lucien watched her over Ptolemy's back as though he were savoring her reaction. "There was threat. Against you. Against what you would become if I let it close." He chose his words with that same care he used when giving names in four languages. "I left because the shadow I carry is served by people who don't care about collateral. I thought—foolishly—that absence would be the cleanest protection. I thought not being there would not make me a target and therefore would not scorch you." Heat rose up through her chest. Some part of her wanted to tell him off for the perfect, selfish logic of it. Another part, the quieter, steadier one that had learned to read signs and silence, knew him. Knew the way he measured words as if they could be used to scaffold truth. "You thought you could decide for me," she said. "You thought you could take choice from me because I'd be safer bored and alone." He flinched like a man struck. For a second his composure wavered and she saw, in the halflight of the room, the small, fragile humanity he tried to keep threaded in his suit. "I did not think—I did what I thought I had to. You were involved because of what I am. Because of what I brought near you. I should have told you both things: what I could be and what that would mean for you. I did not." His admission landed between them like a heavy stone. It did not soothe as much as it demanded a response. Aurora had built the last year on the platform of his leaving. She had learned to arrange her life around the hole he left—less because she wanted to punish him than because she did not know how to reconcile the man who had protected her and the man who had walked away without a backward glance. She crossed the room to the kitchenette, boiling an overfull kettle as if water could wash away complications. The kettle clicked and hissed, steam fogging the window that looked down on the curry house's awnings. She felt ridiculous, small, incandescent with a loneliness she had rarely admitted out loud. "You could have asked the obvious question," she said. "Would you come back for me? Could you promise you'd stay? Why leave me to decide whether I wanted a life that included the things you brought with you?" Lucien leaned forward, unbuttoning his coat with deliberate slowness. The gloved hands revealed fingers, slender, pale, with a faint scratch along one knuckle she didn't remember. He held up an implausible little thing between two fingers: a paper the size of a matchbox, folded until it was as small as pity. "I would have asked. I would have stayed, if not for the cost. The people who hunt for what I carry—they will not stop at me. They take the easier path. They come for the closest warmth. I thought—stupidly, cruelly—that I could keep you safe by taking the noise myself." "You didn't take anything," she said. It was too easy to bring up the past lacerations, the nights she had cried into the cheap pillows Eva kept, the nights she had walked the street outside Golden Empress trying to remember herself. "You left me the noise with no map." He swallowed. His amber eye flashed. "I left you a yellowed map with parts missing," he said. "It is still my fault. I have been trying to put the pieces back. I have someone tailing me now, Rory. And when they find me, they will look for the traces. For whoever was with me when I was careless." She felt a prick at the base of her throat and, absurdly, remembered the rain the night he left—how it had made the lamplight swim and how she had watched his coat swallow him and then close on him like a book. "So you come back now," she said. Her voice had started small and gathered strength like a tide. "You come when the danger follows, and you expect me to let you through three deadbolts." "I'm not expecting anything," he said, standing. He moved with a grace that made the air hold its breath. "I'm asking. I want you to know, if there's anything left between us, you can decide without my will pressed into your hand." She watched him. He set the cane against the radiator, not touching it with the flourish he'd once used to suggest a flourish. It looked more like a tool than an accent now, a thing he carried because he had to. Ptolemy leapt up onto the chair after him and circled his calf, blinking once at her as if to say: humans are complicated; nap instead. Aurora felt something unspool in her chest. There was still a pull—a gravity that wasn't all blame or hurt: the easy tilt of laughter across bad coffee, the way he'd translated street signs in Spanish on a night they'd been drunken and reckless, the way his hand had fit the curve of her wrist once, not to claim but to steady. That memory was a delicate bruise. "There are things you haven't told me," she said. "People you haven't named. You can't be half-hidden in my life and expect me to pretend it didn't sting." "I know," Lucien said. "I will name them. I cannot promise they'll be pretty or simple. I cannot promise you'll like the names. But I'll tell you. I'll tell you everything I can without dragging you into parts of the world that eat people for sport." She considered the three deadbolts and the brittle peace of a life she'd constructed to keep from breaking on the quay of someone else's storms. She thought of Eva's insistence that doors lock for a reason, and of the bar below the flat where Silas fetched her curry wrappers when she worked late. She thought of the small crescent scar on her left wrist and how, despite everything, the feel of Lucien's apology warmed her like a draft. "One night," she said at last. "One conversation. No promises beyond that. You tell me everything, and then I will decide if I want you walking back into my life like this—unannounced and unguided." Relief and something else—something like the clean intake of breath before kissing—flickered across his face. He nodded once, short, decisive, like he had settled a bet only he had been trying to win. "One conversation," he agreed. He reached toward the kettle with an innate civility and, because old rituals ground a person like glue, he poured the water into two chipped mugs. The flat filled with steam and the smell of burnt paper that always lived in Eva's place. Ptolemy, unimpressed with both of them, curled onto Aurora's shoe and asserted himself like a tiny monarch. Lucien sat back down, the cane leaning at his side, his eyes steady on her. "There's a name you should know first," he said. "It is the sort of name you cannot unlearn." She braced herself and uncrossed her arms. The lamplight made his amber eye glow. In that small room above Brick Lane, with curry drifting up and old papers whispering on the shelves, they sat like two things forced back into orbit, and Aurora felt, with a clarity that made her chest ache, how little she wanted to shut the door on a man she had never stopped tracing in her mind.