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The green neon above the doorway threw a thin sickly light across her face. Aurora Carter paused on the threshold, shoulder brushing the rain-slick glass, the smell of lemon oil and spilled beer rolling into her like an old bruise. The Raven's Nest had always looked smaller in pictures. Up close, the maps on the wall looked like countries someone had folded into secrets. Black-and-white photographs stared down from frames, people with flinty jaws who did not have time for useless things like explanations. She had a bag slung across one shoulder, the Golden Empress logo pressed into the canvas. A late run. The kitchen had wanted an extra hand. She had said yes because it meant being busy, because people in the kitchen spoke in orders and numbers and that kept the rest of the city from crowding inside her head. A man at the bar turned his head. He had the same face she remembered and he did not. The jaw was the same stubborn plane; the hair kept its auburn but silver threaded through it like frost on a fence post. A neat beard framed his mouth. He kept a right hand on a glass and the left foot tucked back; the slight limp showed itself when he shifted weight and the old injury reminded the room who was in charge. A silver signet ring caught the neon and blinked once. Silas Blackwood looked up at her and did not smile. Instead he set his glass down with a small precision and watched her come forward as if counting the years like coins. She flattened her palms on the bar. The crescent-shaped scar on her wrist caught the light when she moved; she had stopped hiding it months ago but the old reflexed wanted to tuck it under a sleeve. Blue eyes measured him and looked away, then back. The felt of the city stuck to the hem of her jacket. She had imagined this moment a dozen ways and none of them had worn the look on his face. "Rory," he said, the name a soft scrape, like a file on wood. Her thumb dug at the strap and she let out a breath that would have been a laugh in another life. "Silas." He pushed the glass toward her without taking his eyes off her hands. The whiskey sloshed but did not spill. He did not offer it; he just shifted it like a chess move and the room waited with them. "You live above my bar," he said, and appreciation, annoyance, and something older tugged at the edges of the word. He set his right hand on the counter and the signet caught the light again. "Or you have been living there." She blinked. The word "above" tasted odd after all the things that had moved between them over the years. "I moved in last winter," she said. "Eva sorted me out. She said the flat had a cracked sink and a landlord who never asked questions." He watched her fingers curl as if he could still see the younger version of her tucking herself into stairwells to avoid adults with answers. "You disappeared," he said then, the phrase harsher than the single-name greeting. "Not a note, not a warning. One day you were in Cardiff and the next you were gone. We are terrible at leaving accounts open, you and I." The bar hummed around them: low talk, a dartboard scoring, the barstool next to him empty like a stage for ghosts. Silence landed between their words like a small animal, aware of itself and shivering. She straightened. "You left first," she said. "To Prague, then somewhere else. That was years before I even knew what I was supposed to do with my life. I watched the news for your name and I told myself there would be a story in it for me. I signed up for law school because someone told me it would give me answers." He closed his eyes for the fraction of an instant; the limp set in with the small catch of memory. "Prague was supposed to be clever," he murmured. "It turned out it liked to cut along clever lines. I came back wearing a different skin and no one looked closely enough to notice. Or perhaps they noticed. Perhaps they liked the new skin more." Her laugh came out thin. She had practised both bitter and wry. "You always wore new skins like suits. You wore them so well people forgot you were changing." He rubbed his thumb along the rim of his glass. There was a long pause with the kind of gravity that made the map on the wall look like a stage prop. "You were supposed to be in Cardiff," he said. "At the lecture about evidence. You were supposed to argue remorselessly about what it meant to say the truth. I remember telling you once that truth was a problem someone else had to clean up later. You looked at me like all the world had become a puzzle and you were just going to solve it." She pushed a stray hair behind her ear. The crescent scar showed again, pale against her skin. "I was trying to be the kind of person who solved things," she said. "Books told me to be certain. Then Evan told me what certainty looked like until certainty felt like punishment. I left before the sentences hardened." Silas's mouth tightened. He set his hand flat on the counter. "Evan." The name carried into the space between them with an ache that sounded almost like apology. "I had heard...He was not someone to be met with gentleness." She let out a breath that smelled of rice vinegar and damp street. "He left bruises that liked to look tidy. The kind with a line that said 'explainable' if anyone asked. I learned how to place them so they would not ruin the calendar." Silas's fingers tapped once, twice. He considered something and then let it go. "You should have told someone," he said. She tilted her chin, small and purposeful. "You were not there." He stilled, the words falling like a dropped coin. The maps above them shifted with the neon. He looked older in the way people looked older when they had been allowed to keep their pride in exchange for the rest of themselves. "I left the world to follow a lead," he admitted. "I thought I was protecting people. I thought I could keep distance and another life, and that would be the end of it. Instead I became someone who leaves. It is a talent I cultivated to avoid being noticed. A poor talent when someone you care about needs you." She did not move. The room had shrunk to the size of their conversation. "You were good at being absent," she said, not a question. He forced a short self-deprecating smile. "I was trained to be a ghost. I became practised." Silence folded around them, not oppressive but heavy. A man laughed at the back and beers clattered. Silence came back like a tide. "I dropped Pre-Law," she said finally, the confession pulled out like a splinter. "I thought I could out-run the part of me that kept trying to make sense of things. I worked at the restaurant because the orders were simple. Chop. Fry. Deliver. People gave me tips and did not ask for transcripts. I told myself I would heal with time." "Time does not make apologies," Silas said, soft. "It simply rearranges." The word 'apologies' scraped at her. "You used to be so sure," she said. "About what would happen if you pulled a string, if you found a thread. You always thought the city would respond like a machine." He tapped his ring, a small habit that had remained when everything else had not. "The city is less like a machine than like a person with secrets," he said. "It keeps them in pockets. Sometimes if you pick the wrong pocket you find happiness. Other times you find damage and you do not get to give a refund." She had learned to watch people when they told stories as if the truth lived in their hands. She leaned in a fraction. "Did you ever regret leaving? Really leaving?" He let out a breath that trembled. "I regretted arrogance first," he said. "Then I regretted the times my arrogance allowed me to believe I had a right to pull the world apart and stitch it back together. I regretted the jobs that promised a simple fix and delivered a lifetime of noise instead. I regretted losing your voice in the chorus because I had convinced myself I sang louder." She tasted metal in her mouth. "I regretted staying," she admitted. "I regretted being small and letting someone rewrite my borders. I regretted not calling you because I thought you would tell me to be brave in the way a file tells you to follow procedures. Brave felt like an instruction manual." Across the bar a woman set a cloth into a glass and hummed. They stole selves back for a moment, two people who had not been given the same map. Time had etched its routes into them both. "You have a scar on your wrist," he said, not a question but a small noting. His gaze dropped to the pale crescent as if he wanted to map it into memory. She turned her wrist so he could see. "Childhood," she lied with a small twist of mouth that did not convince her own bones. He smiled without moving his lips, an expression that slowly became the set of his whole face. "You always preferred the narrow truth." He drained the rest of his glass and set it down with a soft clack. "Do you want me to make you a coffee, or would you prefer to keep working? Golden Empress is open late. I can set you up with a corner and a cup." She considered the offer and found herself surprised by how quickly she had been willing to accept. "A coffee," she said. "Black. No sugar." He moved easily behind the counter, fingers finding a cloth and a kettle like a man sliding back into shape. The limp showed when he reached to a shelf and then disappeared as if he kept it in reserve for moments that required aristocracy. While he prepared the coffee, he looked at the photographs on the wall without touching them. "I keep these," he said. "So I remember what looks like confidence when it is a front. They help me remember that people are messy in the same useful way they are dangerous." She let the words settle. "You looked dangerous once," she said. "I thought you knew how to get us out of things. I thought you had plans." "I had plans that came with compromises," he replied. "You were always too honest to take those compromises." She smiled then, small and quick. "Someone has to be honest or we become professionals at mastery." His laugh was a small thing that came out like a cough and then grew. "You have become good at being practical, then." "I am a delivery person now," she said. "I navigate streets. I have a system and a bag. I put other people's dinners on time and pretend that keeps me from thinking too much at night." "You are not pretending," he said. "You are doing." He set down two mugs—coffee in one that steamed, and a small glass of water beside it. "I was bad at doing for a long time. I did things that people expected of me and then I left them in a drawer and forgot the batteries." She lifted the mug and it was warm in her hands. The steam fogged her breath. "You always had pockets for regret," she said. "Do you keep them neatly folded?" He closed his eyes, felt the weight of the years behind them. "I keep them so I can find them when I need a lesson," he admitted. "Then sometimes I forget and they spill in the night and I have to sweep." She swallowed and said nothing. The city outside beat rain against the neon, and the bar around them continued to orbit with the small dramas of other people's lives. Inside, time sat with them like an old acquaintance, making no demands. "You left," she said after a while, "and I thought that was the end of the story. I thought I could close the book and start a new one. Instead I found myself reading the margins." He studied her face. "Books in the margins are where the real work lives," he said. "Sometimes they are the only map that helps." Her eyes flicked to his ring and then away. "What made you come back?" she asked. He did not answer immediately. He set a saucer in front of her and folded his hands like someone about to measure the truth. "Prague made me come back," he said finally. "The operation went wrong and a young man died. I carried his photograph in my wallet for months and it did not lighten. I left because I was trying to be a different man, but the other man's weight stayed. I came back because I was tired of carrying the wrong things." She reached for her cup and did not realise her fingers trembled until she felt the heat. "I left Evan because I realised I could not be responsible for his temper," she said. "I left because the house started to feel like a map that only had one route." He nodded slowly. "Maps can lie by omission." He looked at her with something like a steadiness that had been missing from his younger face. "You do not have to be trapped by one map. You can redraw." She laughed then, short and unbelieving. "You are being very generous with metaphors tonight." He shrugged a little. "It is the bartender in me," he said. "We hand out metaphors like napkins." She took a sip and the coffee was hot and real and it folded into her like a small reconciliation. They both listened to the bar for a moment, two people who had been apart long enough to have become different sorts of strangers. A busker's tinny guitar filtered in from the street, and someone in the corner cleared their throat as if preparing to speak. The doorway breathed and the neon buzzed. The map on the wall looked like the outline of a hand, fingers spread. Silas kept his hands on the bar and watched her. "There are things I should have said years ago," he confessed. "There are names I should have spoken. I did not. I was cowardly and proud in equal measure." She set her cup down and let the sound slide out of the rim. "I have a list of things I should have done," she replied. "I made it into a ledger. It is mostly blank. I didn't want to cross out 'call Silas' and find that it had turned into something too late." He reached, not to take the cup but to rest his hand nearby as if to mark a boundary. "It is never too late to start an account," he said. "It is only late when you pretend you already balanced the books." She considered the hand near her coffee and then looked up, directly at him. "Do you ever think we are both just trying to re-balance the books?" "I think we are," he said. "And I think we will make mistakes while we try." She smiled and the expression softened the lines around her eyes. "Good," she said. "Mistakes are at least honest." He gave a brief, genuine smile in return. "Start with one coffee," he said. "Sit. Tell me about the Golden Empress and the kinds of tips people give." She laughed, the sound rolling out lighter than before, and moved to the stool opposite him. "They give cash, mostly," she said. "They give coins to clerks and patience to cooks. They do not give solutions." "Then we will make do," he said. "We will take coins and patience and see what they buy." The door opened as a gust of rain pushed in and someone called the name of a friend like an animal calling for its mate. The conversation at the bar tilted, faces turned. A waiter dropped a tray nearby and glass rang. They had started circling the old maps of themselves, edging toward something more honest. The city kept moving, uninterested in their reckoning. They both knew the list of things they had not yet said, and the list of things they had said badly. Lightning flashed beyond the window and for a moment the map on the wall burned white. They watched it together, two old friends tracing lines they had not expected to revisit.