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The first deadbolt thunked. The second followed. The third required more force, the mechanism stiff from disuse. Rory pulled the door open and the words she'd prepared for Eva—about the takeaway she'd brought, about the rain—died in her throat. Lucien Moreau leaned against the doorframe, one hand resting on the head of his ivory cane, the other tucked into the pocket of a charcoal suit that probably cost more than six months of her rent. His amber eye caught the light from the hallway. The black one didn't. "You moved." "I didn't tell anyone." "Clearly." Ptolemy wound between her ankles, purring loud enough to vibrate through the floorboards. Lucien's gaze dropped to the cat, then back to her face. "You're feeding Eva's cat." "I'm catsitting. What do you want, Lucien?" He didn't answer immediately. His attention tracked down the length of her—damp hair from the rain, the Golden Empress jacket she hadn't bothered to remove, her bare feet on the cold linoleum. The scar on her left wrist caught his focus for half a second before he looked away. "May I come in?" "No." "I didn't walk across London to stand in your hallway." "That sounds like a personal problem." A laugh escaped him, short and rough. "Three months. Three months of nothing, and you're still—" "Still what?" He stepped forward without waiting for permission. She stepped back. He was inside now, the door falling shut behind him with a click that echoed through the cramped flat. Books towered on every surface. Scrolls peeked from beneath stacked research notes. The air smelled like old paper and the curry from downstairs. Lucien surveyed the chaos with an expression she couldn't read. "You're living in a disaster zone." "It's organised chaos." "It's a fire hazard." "You're not my landlord." Rory crossed her arms. "Eva's not here. Whatever business you have, take it elsewhere." "I don't have business with Eva." The statement hung between them. Ptolemy jumped onto a stack of journals, sending two sliding to the floor. Neither of them moved to pick them up. "Then you definitely have the wrong flat." "I have the right flat. I have the right person." Lucien set his cane against the wall, the ivory handle catching the dim light. "I have been looking for you since April, Rory." "And I've been not looking for you since April." Something shifted in his expression. The careful mask he wore—the one she'd spent weeks learning to read, months ago—slipped for just a moment. "You didn't call." "You didn't either." "You disappeared from the hospital. I found out from Silas three days later that you'd left your flat, quit your other job, and weren't answering your door." "I needed space." "Space." He repeated the word like it tasted wrong. "You told me you needed space, and then you vanished. I thought—" "What? That I'd gone back to Evan?" Lucien's jaw tightened. The amber eye blazed. "I thought something had happened to you. I thought he'd found you. I thought a lot of things, none of them good, and all of them while I was sitting in a hospital bed with a wound that should have killed me." Rory flinched. The memory surfaced anyway—the blood on her hands, his blood, the way he'd shoved her behind him when the thing came through the summoning circle. The way she'd run. "I couldn't stay." "You could have told me that. You could have left a note. You could have done anything other than making me think you were dead in a ditch somewhere." "What difference would it have made?" "It would have—" He stopped. His hands curled into fists at his sides. "It would have made a difference to me." Ptolemy meowed. The sound broke something in the air between them. Rory turned away, moving to the tiny kitchen area and turning on the kettle. Something to do with her hands. Something to put between them. "I'm not good at this." "At what?" "At whatever this is. At people who care whether I live or die. Evan didn't—" "I am not Evan." The words cracked through the flat like a whip. She turned. Lucien had closed the distance between them without her hearing him move, and now he stood close enough that she could smell his cologne—something expensive, something French, something she'd spent too many nights memorising. "I know you're not." "Then stop treating me like I am." "I'm not—" "You left." His voice dropped. "You left, and I understood why, I told myself I understood why, but you didn't call. Not once. Not even to tell me you were safe. And I sat in that bloody hospital wondering if the last thing I'd ever said to you was that stupid joke about the demon and the wine list, and I couldn't—" His voice fractured. Rory saw his throat work. "I couldn't remember if I'd told you." "Told me what?" "That I—" The kettle clicked off. The silence that followed was deafening. Lucien turned away. His shoulders rose and fell with a breath that looked like it cost him something. "I shouldn't have come." "Lucien—" "No. You were right. This was a mistake." He reached for his cane. Rory's hand shot out and caught his wrist before she could think better of it. His pulse jumped beneath her fingers—too fast for someone who made a living being unshakeable. "Don't." "Don't what?" "Don't walk out again. Not before you finish what you were going to say." He stared at her hand on his wrist. She could feel the warmth of him, the faint ridges of old scars beneath his sleeve. "You know what I was going to say." "I want to hear it." "Why? So you can leave again?" "So I can decide if I'm going to stay." That stopped him. His mismatched eyes lifted to meet hers, and she saw something raw there—something she'd only caught glimpses of before, in moments when he thought she wasn't looking. "You left once." "I know." "You could leave again." "I could." "And you want me to say it anyway." "I'm asking you to say it anyway." Ptolemy knocked another book off the pile. The curry smell drifted up through the floorboards. Rain tapped against the single grimy window. Lucien's free hand came up. His fingers brushed her jaw, feather-light, like he expected her to pull away. She didn't. "I loved you." Past tense. The word landed like a stone in still water. "I loved you, and you left, and I have spent three months trying to convince myself that was fine, that I didn't need to hear it back, that I could just—continue." "Lucien—" "But I can't. I can't continue. I can't walk past your old flat and pretend it doesn't hurt. I can't sit in Silas's bar and pretend I'm not listening for your footsteps on the stairs. I can't do any of it." His thumb traced the line of her cheekbone. She felt the tremor in his fingers. "So I came here. To say it. To get it out of my head and into the air so I can stop carrying it alone." Rory's grip on his wrist tightened. She could feel her own pulse now, hammering against her ribs. "You think I don't hear your voice when I'm falling asleep? You think I don't see your blood on my hands every time I close my eyes?" Her voice cracked. "I left because staying would have destroyed me. I left because I was already halfway in love with you and that terrified me more than any demon ever could." His hand stilled on her face. "What did you just say?" "You heard me." "Say it again." "I was halfway in love with you." She swallowed. "I'm more than halfway now. I think I might be all the way there, and that's why I ran, because the last person I loved—" "I am not Evan." "I know." "Say it again." "You're not Evan. You're not him. You're—you're the man who threw himself in front of something that could have killed him to give me time to run. You're the man who brings me wine I can't pronounce and pretends not to notice when I steal his cigarettes. You're the man who looked at me like I was worth something even when I didn't believe it myself." Lucien's breath caught. "Rory." "I'm sorry I didn't call. I'm sorry I made you worry. I'm sorry for all of it." His forehead dropped to hers. She felt the exhale leave him, shuddering and warm. "Three months." "I know." "Three months of thinking you hated me." "I could never hate you." "Three months of—" "Lucien." She pulled back enough to meet his eyes. "Shut up and kiss me so I can prove it." The smile that broke across his face was unlike anything she'd seen from him before—unguarded, relieved, almost young. Then his hand slid to the back of her neck and he pulled her in and his mouth found hers. Ptolemy meowed again, loud and indignant, clearly offended by the lack of attention. Neither of them broke apart.