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The first deadbolt slid back with a grinding protest. The second followed, then the third, and by the time Rory pulled open the door she'd already decided exactly what she was going to say. Something cutting. Something that would make him turn around and walk back down those narrow stairs and out of her life for good this time. The words died somewhere between her brain and her mouth. Lucien Moreau stood in the cramped hallway with rain spotting the shoulders of his charcoal suit, one hand resting on the ivory handle of his cane, the other hanging loose at his side. His platinum hair was slicked back as precisely as ever, not a strand out of place despite the weather, and his mismatched eyes—one amber, one black—found hers and held. "You're bleeding on Eva's doormat," she said instead. He glanced down. A thin line of red traced from his left knuckles to his wrist, dripping steadily onto the worn Welcome mat that had seen better decades. "Ah. So I am." "That's going to stain." "Probably." Neither of them moved. The curry house below was doing a brisk evening trade, and the smell of garam masala and cumin wafted up through the floorboards, mixing with the older scent of paper and dust that permeated every corner of Eva's flat. Somewhere inside, Ptolemy let out a low, grumbling meow. Rory's hand tightened on the doorframe. The small crescent scar on her left wrist itched, the way it always did when her pulse kicked up. She hated that she noticed. Hated that after three weeks of silence, the first thing her body did was catalog him—the precise cut of his lapels, the way he held his weight slightly favoring his right leg, the faint shadow beneath his eyes that said he hadn't been sleeping either. "Did you come here to bleed on things, or was there an actual point to this?" Lucien's mouth curved. Not quite a smile. Something more complicated lived in that expression, something that made her chest tighten in ways she'd spent the last twenty-one days trying to forget. "I came to apologize." That stopped her. In the three months she'd known him, Lucien Moreau had never once apologized for anything. He deflected. He charmed. He changed the subject with the fluid grace of someone who'd been manipulating conversations since before she was born. But apologize? "Okay," she said slowly. "I'm listening." "Not in the hallway." His amber eye flicked past her to the chaos of the flat behind—the towers of books threatening structural collapse, the scrolls unfurled across every available surface, the cat currently squeezing through the gap between her ankle and the door. "May I come in?" Ptolemy wound around Lucien's cane, sniffing the ivory handle with great interest. Traitor cat. Rory stepped back. She told herself it was because standing in the doorway was letting the heat out, not because some stupid, stubborn part of her wanted him close enough to touch. "Five minutes." Lucien entered the flat with the careful precision of a man accustomed to navigating spaces not designed for him. He ducked under the hanging lamp Eva had bought at a car boot sale, sidestepped a stack of medieval Welsh manuscripts, and came to rest near the single window that looked out over Brick Lane's neon jumble. The rain had picked up outside, streaking the glass, turning the streetlights into smeared watercolors. Rory closed the door. Didn't bother with the deadbolts. "Talk." He set his cane against the windowsill. Without it, something about him looked different—less put-together, more uncertain. She'd never seen him without it in hand before. "The night at the warehouse," he began. "I should have told you what I was before we went in. You had a right to know what you were walking into. What I am." Rory crossed her arms. "What you are. Right. And what exactly is that, Lucien?" "You know what I am." "I know what you told me. After. When I had a knife to your throat and every reason to use it." Her voice stayed level, but her hands had curled into fists beneath her arms. "Half-demon. Your father's from Avaros. You've been playing both sides of London's supernatural sewer system for years, and you didn't think that was relevant information before you dragged me into a nest of ghouls?" "I was trying to protect you." "Don't." The word cracked out of her like a whip. "Don't you dare stand there in your thousand-pound suit and tell me you were protecting me. You were protecting yourself. You were protecting your operation, your contacts, your neat little arrangement where everyone owes you something and you owe nothing to anyone. I was just—what? A useful tool? A delivery girl you could point at problems?" Lucien flinched. Actually flinched, a small jerk of his chin like she'd laid a hand on him. The black eye caught the lamplight and swallowed it whole, while the amber one burned warmer. "No," he said quietly. "You were never that." "Then what was I?" He didn't answer right away. The silence stretched between them, filled with rain and distant traffic and Ptolemy's purring as he butted his head against Lucien's injured hand. Lucien looked down at the cat, and something in his expression softened in a way she'd only seen once before—the night he'd walked her home from the Golden Empress, the night before everything went wrong, when he'd stopped at her door and lingered too long and she'd thought, stupidly, recklessly, that he might kiss her. "You were the first honest thing in my life in a very long time," he said. "And I didn't know how to hold that without breaking it." Rory's throat closed. She turned away before he could see the effect of those words on her face, moving to the tiny kitchen area and filling the kettle with more force than necessary. The water pipe groaned in protest. "That's not an apology," she said to the kettle. "That's poetry. They're different things." "Is it not an apology if I mean it?" "You don't get points for sincerity when the apology is three weeks late and I had to find out you're part demon from a third party." "Silas talks too much." "Silas didn't tell me. I figured it out myself when your eyes did that thing in the warehouse and your shadow moved wrong." She slammed the kettle onto its base. "Silas just confirmed it. After I cornered him with a broken bottle and asked very nicely." A pause. "You cornered Silas with a broken bottle." "He's six-four and made of muscle. I'm five-six and made of spite. It worked." Something that might have been laughter ghosted across Lucien's face. "I don't doubt it." The kettle clicked on. Rory gripped the counter's edge and stared at the peeling laminate and tried to get her breathing under control. This was exactly what she'd been afraid of—that he'd show up with his measured words and his complicated truths and make her feel things she'd spent weeks trying to bury. "Eva's in Swansea," she said. "For the weekend. So whatever you're thinking, the answer is no." "I wasn't thinking anything." "Your face was thinking something." "My face does that." A soft step behind her. Not close enough to touch, but close enough that she could feel the warmth of him, smell the rain and the faint undertone of sandalwood that clung to his suits. "Rory." "Don't call me that." "It's your name." "It's what you called me when you were lying to me." Another silence. She heard him exhale, slow and controlled, and when he spoke again his voice had dropped to something rawer. "Aurora." Her name in his mouth, in that accent that turned the syllables velvet-soft, did things to her resolve that she was not prepared to examine. She kept her eyes fixed on the kettle. It had barely started to bubble. "The ghouls at the warehouse," she said. "You knew they were there. You knew it was a trap for someone, even if you didn't know it was for me. And you let me walk in first." "Yes." "Why?" "Because I was a coward." The word came out jagged, like it had torn something on its way out. "Because I've spent fifteen years in this city building a network of debts and favors and careful arrangements, and the one person I wanted to protect—I couldn't figure out how to do it without losing you. So I did the only thing I know how to do. I maneuvered. I calculated. I told myself the odds were acceptable." "And I nearly died." "And you nearly died." His voice broke on the last word. Actually broke, the polished veneer cracking wide open. "I have watched humans die before. Hundreds of them. It is the single certainty of your species, and I have never once—" He stopped. She heard him drag in a breath. "I have never once been afraid of it," he finished. "Until you." The kettle began to scream. Rory shut it off with a sharp click and stood there in the sudden quiet, her back still turned, her heart hammering against her ribs so hard she was sure he could hear it. "You should go," she said. "Probably." "I'm not going to forgive you." "I know." "This doesn't fix anything." "I know that too." She turned. He was closer than she'd expected—close enough that she could see the rain still caught in his eyelashes, close enough to count the threads in his suit. His injured hand hung at his side, forgotten, blood dried brown against his pale skin. The black eye watched her with something ancient and hungry in its depths, while the amber one held all the things he'd never learned to say. "You showed up at my door bleeding," she said. "After three weeks. Without calling." "Your phone is disconnected." "I know." "You're angry." "I'm furious." "Good." The corner of his mouth twitched. "You should be." "I don't want to feel this way about you." The words escaped before she could catch them, honest and hurting and entirely too true. "It would be easier if I didn't." Lucien raised his uninjured hand, slowly, giving her time to pull away. She didn't. His fingertips brushed her jaw, feather-light, and she felt the tremor in them—felt the control it cost him to keep the touch that gentle. "I know," he said again. And then, softer: "I don't want you to stop." Ptolemy chose that moment to weave between their legs, tripping Lucien, who stumbled forward into her, and suddenly she was pressed against the counter with the solid warmth of him against her and his face inches from hers and every rational thought she'd had in the last three weeks evaporated like steam. "Don't you dare," she whispered. "Dare what?" "This. Whatever you're doing. Don't you dare—" He kissed her. Not the careful, calculated move she might have expected from him, but something desperate and real, his hand sliding into her hair while the other braced against the counter beside her hip. He tasted like rain and tea and something darker underneath, something that hummed against her lips like a low current. Rory kissed him back. Hated herself for it. Couldn't stop. When they broke apart, both breathing hard, she grabbed his lapels and held on. "You're still not forgiven," she said. "I wouldn't expect to be." "And you're buying Eva a new doormat." "Of course." "And Lucien?" She pulled back far enough to meet those impossible eyes. "Next time you have something to tell me, you tell me before the ghouls. Not after." He pressed his forehead to hers, and she felt the exhale leave him like something fundamental shifting inside his chest. "Next time," he agreed. Outside, the rain continued to fall on Brick Lane, washing the neon lights into watercolor streaks across the glass. Ptolemy sat on a stack of medieval Welsh manuscripts and watched them with the particular satisfaction of a cat who had engineered exactly the outcome he'd intended.