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The first deadbolt sounded like an accusation. The second, like a question. By the third, Rory had already decided she was going to slam the door in his face. She didn't. Lucien stood on the narrow landing above the curry house as though the stairwell had been built expressly to frame him: one gloved hand resting on the ivory head of his cane, the other tucked into the pocket of a charcoal suit that had no business being so immaculate after a wet London evening. Rain beaded on his shoulders. A single drop clung to one white-blond eyebrow before he blinked it away, and his mismatched eyes — amber and black, the black one always a touch slower to meet hers — settled on her face with an expression she refused to name. "You didn't call," she said. "I did, actually." His voice was low, unhurried, the faint brush of Marseille beneath the Mayfair polish. "Three times. You let it ring." "That was the call." "Ah." A ghost of a smile. "I misread it as an overture." Down below, a bell jingled and the smell of cumin and charred onion climbed the stairwell between them. Rory didn't move from the doorway. She was barefoot, in one of Eva's oversized jumpers, her hair still damp from the shower, and she hated that he had caught her like this — soft-edged, undefended, the little crescent scar on her wrist exposed because she'd pushed her sleeves up to do the washing-up. Ptolemy wound figure-eights around her ankles, purring at the visitor like a traitor. "Eva's not here," she said. "I know." "Of course you do." She folded her arms. "Then what do you want, Lucien?" He tilted his head, considering her the way he considered wine lists and witnesses — with that terrible, attentive patience that had always made her feel read. "A conversation. Five minutes. I'll stand in the hall if you prefer." "I prefer you in Marseille." "Now that," he said, "is a lie. You prefer me in that restaurant on Dean Street. The candles made me look kind." Heat climbed her throat. She hadn't expected him to name it — the night eight weeks ago, the one they'd both walked away from as if it were a door quietly closed. She'd told herself afterward that the wine had been very good and the candlelight better, and that whatever had hummed between them across the table had been a trick of both. Then he'd walked her to the cab, set his hand at the small of her back, leaned in — and stopped. Stopped, with his mouth an inch from hers, long enough for her to feel the warmth of his breath and the cold restraint beneath it, and then he'd said, *not yet, ma chère, not while you still flinch when a man moves too fast behind you*, and put her into the taxi alone. She had been furious for a week. For the second week, furious and something worse. By the third week she'd started not answering his calls, because she couldn't bear the sound of his voice without the rest of him. "Five minutes," she said, and stepped back. The flat swallowed him. He looked absurd in it — a bespoke silhouette navigating Eva's towers of grimoires and half-drunk mugs of tea, stepping delicately over a sprawl of photocopied cuneiform. He set his cane against the radiator. He did not sit. Rory shut the door. Three deadbolts again, slower this time, because her hands had begun to shake and she didn't want him to see. "Drink?" she said, too brightly. "No." "Well, I'm having one." She went to the kitchen corner and poured a finger of the cheap whisky Eva kept for emergencies involving ex-boyfriends and tax letters. When she turned, he was closer than she'd left him — still a careful distance, still not crowding, but close enough that she could smell the rain on his wool and beneath it something warmer, like clove and old paper. "Talk," she said. "I was wrong," he said. She nearly dropped the glass. "About what." "About the cab. About putting you in it." "Oh." Her laugh came out thin. "Well. Glad we cleared that up. Goodnight, Lucien —" "Aurora." No one called her that. Not Eva, not Yu-Fei, not her mother when she wasn't furious. He said it the way he said French — as though each syllable deserved its own small ceremony — and it undid something in her ribs she'd been bracing all week. She set the glass down before she spilled it. "You don't get to decide for me," she said. "That's what it was. You decided I was too fragile. You decided I needed protecting from my own —" She waved a hand between them, at the air that had gone suddenly warm. "— from this. You're not my father, Luc, and you're not my bloody therapist." "No." He took a step. The floorboard complained. "I'm a man who has watched you flinch at the sound of a car door, and who did not trust himself to kiss you and also to stop if you needed me to stop." "You didn't even ask me." "I know." "You decided." "I know." "I'm not —" Her voice cracked, inconveniently. "I'm not made of glass, Lucien. I got myself out. I got on the train. I found Eva. I make my own bloody decisions about who I —" She stopped. He was very close now. She hadn't moved, and he hadn't rushed, and yet somehow the kitchen had shrunk to the width of his shoulders. "I know," he said, for the third time, and it sounded, at last, like an apology. His hand came up slowly, so slowly she could have stopped him with a breath. He did not touch her face. He brushed, instead, two fingertips along the inside of her wrist — over the small crescent scar, the pale parenthesis of a childhood she'd long since outgrown. His glove was off. She hadn't noticed him remove it. His skin was cool and his touch was nothing at all, and it went through her like a struck bell. "Ask me now," she whispered. The amber eye caught the lamplight. The black one did not. "May I?" he said. She nodded, because her voice had gone somewhere she couldn't follow. He did not kiss her mouth. Not yet. He lifted her hand instead, turned it over, and pressed his lips, very carefully, to the scar on her wrist — as if apologizing to every part of her at once, as if beginning somewhere he could be trusted to stop. Ptolemy, on the windowsill, yawned and looked away, bored of mortals and their slow, stubborn bravery. Outside, on Brick Lane, the rain kept falling. Inside, Rory closed her eyes and let herself, for the first time in a very long time, not decide anything at all.