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The rain had been falling for three hours when Rory pushed through the door of the Raven's Nest, shaking water from her jacket onto the mat Silas kept there for precisely that purpose. The bar was nearly empty. A Thursday in late October did that to the place — too far from weekend, too close to payday, the regulars still deciding whether to commit. She meant to go straight up the back stairs to her flat. She had an essay to finish, a bowl of cold noodles from the Golden Empress waiting in her fridge, and wet socks. But Silas caught her eye from behind the bar and lifted his chin toward the far end, where a woman sat alone with a glass of red wine and her coat still buttoned to her throat. "Someone's been asking," he said, low. "For me?" "For Aurora Carter." Rory set her bag down on a stool. Nobody called her Aurora anymore. Not even her mother, on the phone at Christmas. She looked again, properly this time, and the woman turned her head as if she'd felt the weight of being looked at, and for a second Rory didn't recognise her at all. Then she did, and the recognition landed hard enough that she had to put a hand on the bar to steady it. "Maeve." "Oh thank God." The woman laughed, and it was the laugh Rory remembered — short, startled, more an exhale than a sound. "I was starting to think I'd got the wrong bar. Some man in a green coat told me to try Soho, and I thought, Christ, Soho's enormous, I'll be forty before I find her." "You're already thirty-one." "Don't." Rory slid onto the stool opposite. Up close, the changes catalogued themselves without her wanting them to. Maeve had been soft at university — round-cheeked, always slightly flushed, as if she'd just come in from a run. Now her face had gone angular. There was a hollow beneath her cheekbone that Rory had never seen before, and her hair, which used to be a riot of unbrushed copper, was cut blunt to her jaw and streaked with something close to ash. She wore a gold band on her left hand. Rory hadn't known about that. She hadn't known about any of it. "You look different," Rory said. "So do you." "Do I?" "You've stopped biting your nails." Maeve reached across and touched Rory's wrist, found the crescent scar there with the unthinking familiarity of someone who used to know every inch of her. "And you've lost weight." "I walk a lot. I deliver food." "You deliver food." "Part-time. I'm finishing the degree." "Pre-Law?" "Law, now. Actual law." Rory turned her wrist out of Maeve's hand, not unkindly. "What are you drinking?" "Something red. I didn't look." Silas had already poured a second glass without being asked and was polishing a tumbler at the other end of the bar with the studied indifference of a man who heard everything. Rory took the wine he nudged toward her and drank half of it before she'd worked out what to say next. "Cardiff," she said. "I thought you were in Cardiff." "I was. I left." "When?" "Eighteen months ago." Maeve watched her own fingers on the stem of the glass. "I thought about calling. I wrote your number down three times on three different bits of paper and lost all of them. Then I ran into your dad at the Tesco on Queen Street, and he said you were in London, and he said it in that voice." "What voice." "The one that meant don't ask." Rory nodded slowly. Her father, who had opinions about everything, had learned one particular silence for the subject of his daughter's last year in Cardiff. It was almost, she sometimes thought, the kindest thing he'd ever done for her. "I heard about Evan," Maeve said. "Right." "I wish I'd—" "Don't." "I wish I'd noticed. At the time." "There wasn't anything to notice, at the time." "Rory." "There wasn't." Rory found she was turning the glass in slow quarter-circles on the bar. "You had your own stuff. You were doing the PhD. You had Tom." "I don't have Tom." It took a moment for that to reach her. She looked up. Maeve was still staring at her wine, as if the sentence had been addressed to the glass and she was waiting for its reply. "Since when?" "March." "Maeve." "It's fine. It's — it's not fine, but it's done. He's in Bristol with someone from his department. She's twenty-four and writes about Wordsworth." Maeve smiled, the kind of smile that was mostly mouth. "I couldn't even be angry, in the end. She's got a better claim on him than I did. She actually likes him." "You liked him." "I liked who he was when we were twenty-two." That sat between them for a while. Outside, a taxi sluiced past the window and threw its headlights briefly across the old maps on the wall. Rory thought about the flat they'd shared in their second year, the mildew on the bathroom ceiling shaped like Italy, the way Maeve used to sing in the kitchen, off-key, songs she made up as she went. She thought about the last time she'd seen her — graduation, a photograph taken on the lawn, both of them squinting into the sun, Maeve's arm around her shoulders, Evan just out of frame. "I should have come to find you," Rory said. "After." "No, you shouldn't. You needed to get out. Eva told me. She said London was the only place far enough." "Eva talks too much." "Eva saved your life, I think." "Yeah." Rory drank the rest of the wine. "She did." Maeve turned the gold band on her finger, loosened it, pushed it back down. She hadn't taken it off yet. Rory wondered if that was grief or laziness or something she didn't have a word for. "Why'd you come looking now?" Rory said. Maeve didn't answer straight away. She looked up and around the bar, at the green neon bleeding through the front window, at Silas with his polishing cloth, at the stairs that led up to somewhere Rory apparently lived now. "Because I didn't know who else would recognise me," she said.