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The green neon from the sign above the door bled through the rain on the windowpanes. Rory sat on a stool at the far end of the mahogany bar, her delivery jacket draped over the neighbouring seat, the smell of Sichuan pepper and sesame oil still clinging to her hair. Silas wiped a tumbler with a cloth, his silver signet ring catching the dim light. The maps on the walls seemed to absorb the conversation, swallowing the low murmur of the few regulars parked at tables behind her. The door swung inward, admitting a gust of wind and a man in a charcoal overcoat. He stamped his shoes—Italian leather, Rory noted, the kind that cost more than her monthly rent—and ran a hand through hair cut sharp against his skull. He scanned the room with the habitual assessment of someone used to corner offices and litigation deadlines. Then his gaze snagged on her. He stopped. The door clicked shut behind him. 'Aurora.' His voice carried the remnants of a Cardiff lilt, polished now, sanded down by elocution or ambition. Nobody here called her Aurora. To Silas she was Rory. To the chefs at Golden Empress, she was Carter. The name sounded like a subpoena. She turned on the stool. Her fingers found the crescent scar on her left wrist, a reflex she thought she'd buried years ago. 'Nate.' He approached, leaving wet footprints on the floorboards. Up close, the change was brutal. The boy she'd known at university had been all angles and nervous energy, hoodies stained with highlighter ink, a jawline lost somewhere in his twenties. This Nate had filled out, the wool of his coat straining against shoulders that hadn't carried that weight before. A scar bisected his right eyebrow, silver and precise. He smelled of cedar and money. 'I almost didn't recognise you.' 'The coat's new.' 'The everything's new.' Silas placed a glass of something amber in front of the empty stool beside her. Nate looked at it, then at Silas, who had already turned his attention back to the shelf of bottles. The old spymaster had a talent for vanishing without moving. Nate sat. His trousers creased perfectly. 'Still drinking gin?' 'When I can afford it.' He laughed, a dry click in his throat. 'Christ. Aurora Carter serving kung pao chicken in Soho. Do your parents know?' 'My parents know I left. That's the update they requested.' He winced. The bar light caught the lines around his eyes, deeper than they should have been at twenty-six. He lifted the glass Silas had provided, swirled it, drank. 'It's good. Japanese?' 'Silas doesn't stock anything that crosses the Channel without purpose.' Nate glanced at the older man, who was rearranging bottles with methodical calm. 'Friend of yours?' 'Landlord. Boss. Depends on the hour.' 'Right.' Another sip. The silence between them pooled, thick and dark. Outside, a siren dopplered past. 'You cut your hair.' Rory touched the blunt ends of her black hair, still damp from the evening's drizzle. 'It was easier.' 'It suits you. You look harder.' 'You look like a recruitment poster for corporate law.' He didn't deny it. His thumb traced the rim of the glass. Once, those thumbs had held banners at protest marches, had fumbled with zines in the student union, had trembled when he argued contract law with professors who dismissed him. Now they were manicured, the cuticles pushed back, a thin band of platinum on his left ring finger catching the light. 'Mergers and acquisitions. Two years in. Clifford Chance.' He rolled the glass between his palms. 'Congratulations.' 'Don't. Please.' He met her eyes. His were grey, unchanged despite everything else, and they held the same earnest panic she remembered from the night before her finals, when he'd found her crying in the law library over a textbook she already knew by heart. 'I didn't come here looking for you, if that's what you're thinking. Client dinner fell through. I needed a drink that wasn't in a hotel lobby.' 'The Raven's Nest doesn't appear in guidebooks.' 'No.' He looked around at the black-and-white photographs, the maps pinned with thumbtacks, the green neon throbbing against the wet glass. 'It looks like a place you'd hide.' 'I'm not hiding.' 'Aren't you?' He set the glass down too hard. A drop leapt onto the back of his hand; he ignored it. 'You vanished, Rory. One day you're sitting in Costa on Queen Street, telling me you're going to nail the constitutional law exam, and the next you're gone. Phone dead. Email bouncing. Your mother told mine you'd moved to London for a job. No forwarding address.' Rory's fingers tightened around her own drink. Ice shifted, cracked. 'There wasn't time for goodbyes.' 'There was time. You just didn't take it.' The accusation sat between them, heavy as a gavel. She remembered that last week in Cardiff. The flat she'd shared with Evan growing smaller, the air thinner. She remembered Nate's voicemail, something about celebratory pints after exams, his voice bright with a future she'd already decided not to share. She'd deleted it. It had seemed cleaner that way. 'You were always going to end up in London,' she said. 'The pupillage, the silk, the whole performance. I didn't want to be the ghost at your banquet.' 'That's shit. That's absolute shit and you know it.' Silas paused in his wiping. The cloth squeaked against glass. Nate lowered his voice, leaning closer. His breath smelled of whisky and peppermint. 'I knew about Evan.' Rory's spine straightened. The ice in her glass cracked, a sharp report against the sudden stillness. 'Not everything.' Nate stared into his drink. 'But I knew. The way he spoke to you at the Christmas ball. The bruise on your shoulder that March. You lied and said you'd walked into a door, and I let you lie because I was swamped with moot court prep and I didn't want the drama.' He swallowed. His Adam's apple bobbed. 'I should have punched him. I should have done something. Instead I sent you a text asking if you were coming to the end-of-year barbecue.' Rory looked at the mirror behind the bar, at her own reflection floating among the bottles. Her bright blue eyes stared back, older now, the skin beneath them bruised with sleeplessness. She saw Nate's reflection too, the expensive cloth of his shoulder almost touching hers, the distance between them measured in years and choices. 'It wouldn't have mattered.' She set her glass on the bar. 'I had to leave on my own terms. If I'd told you, you'd have fixed everything. You always fixed everything.' 'And that was worse than you disappearing?' 'It was different.' He laughed again, but the sound cracked. He pulled at his collar, loosening a silk tie she hadn't noticed. 'I'm not fixed either, you know. I wake up at four in the morning wondering whose life I'm living. The flat in Canary Wharf. The wife who likes my salary more than my conversation. The scar.' He touched his eyebrow. 'Golfing accident. Can you imagine? I don't even like golf. I took it up because the senior partner suggested it.' Rory turned to face him fully. The boy was still there, trapped behind the jawline and the tailoring, drowning in the cost of his own transformation. She remembered him at nineteen, drunk on cheap cider, quoting the Human Rights Act to a group of disinterested rugby players, fearless and ridiculous. That Nate would have hated this one. 'You wanted this.' Her voice dropped. 'You wanted to matter.' 'I wanted to matter. There's a distinction.' 'Is there?' He didn't answer. He finished his drink and gestured for another. Silas poured without comment, the bottle tilting, the liquid rising. The green neon flickered, bathing Nate's face in a sickly hue that rendered him a stranger for a heartbeat. 'I saw your dad last month,' Nate said. 'At the Bailey. He didn't look well. Thinner. He asked if I'd heard from you.' Rory's hand went to her wrist. The crescent scar itched, a phantom sensation from a childhood she'd left behind. 'What did you tell him?' 'The truth. That you were dead to Cardiff.' He paused. 'I didn't mean it literally.' 'He'll outlive us all just to prove a point.' 'He misses you. They both do.' 'You don't know that.' 'I know grief when I see it, Rory. I traffic in it daily.' He turned the glass in his hands, watching the light refract. 'I miss you too. The version of you that existed before. The version of me that existed with you.' The bar seemed to contract around them. The maps on the walls showed borders that no longer applied, countries renamed and redrawn. She felt the weight of every unspoken word they'd accumulated, a ledger neither of them could balance. 'You can't get it back.' She looked at the mirror behind the bar. 'The person you were.' 'I know.' He looked at her then, stripping away the years with his grey eyes. 'Have you found who you're supposed to be instead?' Rory opened her mouth. The door to the street swung open again, admitting a gust of wind that rattled the photographs in their frames. Silas reached for the bourbon. Nate waited, his breath held, the question hanging in the green-tinged air between them.