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The amber light of The Raven's Nest pooled across the bar like spilled whisky, catching the edges of old maps pinned to the walls and turning black-and-white photographs into ghosts of themselves. Rory sat on her usual stool at the far end, nursing a half-finished pint of bitter while Silas polished glasses behind the counter. A Tuesday night. Quiet enough that the clink of glass against cloth sounded like small bells. "Your friend from the restaurant called," Silas said without looking up. "Said you left your thermal bag in the kitchen again." "I'll get it tomorrow." "You said that yesterday." Rory lifted her glass. "Then I'm consistent." Silas huffed something that might have been a laugh and moved down the bar to serve a couple arguing softly over a shared bowl of chips. The door opened. Cold air swept in, carrying the smell of wet pavement and exhaust. Rory glanced toward the entrance the way one glances at anything peripheral—without expectation, without interest—and her hand tightened around her glass. The woman who stepped through the doorway wore a charcoal wool coat that probably cost more than Rory's monthly rent. Her hair, once a wild explosion of copper curls that she'd refused to tame with anything stronger than a prayer and a scrunchie, hung in a sleek blonde bob that framed her jaw like armour. Gold studs in her ears. Leather gloves. The kind of shoes that clicked with authority. But Rory knew the way she tilted her head when she scanned a room—that birdlike pivot from left to right, cataloguing exits and faces. She knew the freckles that still bridged her nose, though they'd faded, like pencil marks left in sun. Nia. Nia Griffith. Seven years. Maybe eight. The number felt wrong either way, too small for what had grown between them and too large for what remained. Nia hadn't seen her yet. She moved to the bar with the easy confidence of someone who walked into rooms and expected them to rearrange themselves. She set her phone on the counter, screen-down, and caught Silas' attention with a raised finger. "Vodka tonic, please. Double." Her voice had changed. The old Nia spoke like she was always mid-story, breathless and tumbling over her own words. This Nia spoke the way people spoke in boardrooms—measured, clipped, each syllable a deliberate placement. Silas poured without comment. Rory stared at the foam dissolving in her pint. She could leave. The back staircase to her flat was fifteen steps away. She could slip off her stool and disappear up the narrow hallway behind the bookshelf-side door, and Nia would never know she'd been here. Would never know that the woman she'd once shared a cramped university flat with—the one who'd held her hair back during freshers' week and taught her to cook risotto at three in the morning—lived above a Soho bar and delivered noodles for a living. Rory stayed on her stool. Nia turned, drink in hand, and her gaze swept past Rory, then snapped back. The recognition landed like a stone dropped in still water. Ripples moved across her face—surprise, then something harder to name, something that tightened the corners of her mouth before she smoothed it away. "Rory?" "Hello, Nia." Nia crossed the distance between them. Three steps, four. She stopped at the empty stool beside Rory and didn't sit. Her gloved hand rested on its back. "I don't—" Nia started. She pulled off one glove, then the other, folding them with precision and tucking them into her coat pocket. "Cardiff? You're still here? I mean—I thought you'd be in London by now. Or somewhere. Ireland, maybe." "I am in London." Rory tapped the bar. "Have been for four years." "Four years." Nia lowered herself onto the stool. Her coat fell open to reveal a silk blouse, cream-coloured, tucked into high-waisted trousers. The kind of outfit Rory had once seen only in shop windows and on the solicitors who passed through her father's study. "Four years and I never—" She stopped herself. Took a sip of her vodka tonic. "You look the same." "I don't." "No." Nia studied her. Those grey-green eyes—the same ones that had once scanned Rory's face for lies and found none—moved over her features with clinical attention. "No, you don't. You've cut your hair." "Last year." "It suits you." Silence pooled between them. The couple at the other end of the bar laughed about something. Rory could feel Silas watching from behind the rows of bottles, though she didn't look. He had a gift for observing without appearing to observe. "What brings you to Soho on a Tuesday?" Rory asked. "Work thing. Client dinner in Mayfair. I ducked out early." Nia turned her glass in slow rotations, the ice shifting and crackling. "I needed air. Saw the sign." She glanced up at the green glow bleeding through the frosted windows. "Thought it looked like the kind of place that wouldn't ask questions." "Silas doesn't." "Silas." Nia glanced toward the barman, who was arranging glasses with the focused indifference of a man who heard everything and repeated nothing. "He yours?" "I live upstairs." Nia's eyebrows rose. "Above a bar?" "It's a good bar." "It's Soho." "And you're wearing Italian leather in it, so I'd say we're both where we shouldn't be." Something flickered across Nia's face—the ghost of a smile. It vanished before it could settle, replaced by the careful composure she wore like her coat. "Eva told me you'd left Cardiff," Nia said. "She didn't say where." "You talked to Eva?" "At our five-year reunion. She was vague. Said you needed a change of scene." Nia paused. "I asked her to give you my number. She said she would." Rory felt the weight of that sentence settle in her chest. Eva had never mentioned it. Whether she'd forgotten or decided Rory didn't need Nia's version of reconnection—another voice from the life she'd fled—it didn't matter now. The number had never arrived, and neither had the call. "I didn't know," Rory said. "I figured." Rory finished her pint and set it down. Silas appeared almost immediately, swapping it for a fresh one. He caught her eye—brief, questioning—and she gave a barely perceptible shake of her head. He retreated. "You've done well for yourself," Rory said, nodding at the coat, the watch on Nia's wrist, the invisible architecture of money that surrounded her like a second skin. "I'm at Whitmore & Hale. Corporate litigation. Partner track." Nia delivered the words without pride. They sat between them like facts on a CV—verified, lifeless. "You hated corporate law." "I hated being broke more." There it was. The crack in the veneer. Nia's jaw tightened, and she looked down at her drink as if the ice held answers she hadn't found anywhere else. Rory remembered the girl who'd filled their flat's walls with charcoal sketches of forests and rivers, who'd dropped out of a philosophy module because the professor "lacked imagination," who'd sworn on a stack of used Penguin Classics that she'd never sell her soul to a firm with a reception desk bigger than their kitchen. That girl wore blonde now and billed by the hour. "Your dad must be proud," Rory said, and immediately regretted it. The mention of parents—of fathers—landed wrong. She saw it in the way Nia's hand stopped rotating her glass. "My dad died. Three years ago. Heart attack." "Nia. I'm sorry." "Don't be. You didn't know." The words carried a sharpness that wasn't quite anger. "Nobody knew how to find you, Rory. You just—" She gestured with one hand, a sweeping motion that encompassed the bar, the city, the invisible radius of Rory's disappearance. "You vanished." "I didn't vanish. I moved." "You vanished." Nia's voice dropped. The careful composure cracked further, and underneath it Rory saw something raw. "You were my best friend. And then one day Eva says you're gone and your mum says you don't want to be contacted and I'm standing in your empty bedroom in Cathays wondering what I did wrong." "You didn't do anything wrong." "Then why didn't you tell me?" The question hung in the dim air between them, heavy and ancient. Rory wrapped both hands around her fresh pint. The crescent scar on her left wrist caught the light, a pale parenthesis against her skin. She'd told Nia once that she'd gotten it falling off a garden wall at age seven. The truth—Evan's grip, the kitchen counter, a glass shattering against tile—had lived in a place she hadn't been ready to share with anyone, not even the person closest to her. "I couldn't," Rory said. "I didn't know how to explain what was happening without—" She broke off. Swallowed. "I wasn't in a place where I could talk about it." "About Evan." The name landed like a slap. Rory kept her face still. "Eva told me," Nia said. "Not at first. Years later. After." She finished her vodka tonic in one long swallow. The ice clinked against her teeth. "I wanted to find him. I wanted to—" She set the glass down hard enough to make the bar ring. Silas looked over. Rory caught his eye again, and this time he understood. He moved to the other end of the bar and began rearranging a shelf that didn't need rearranging. "You were dealing with your dad," Rory said. "That's not an excuse." "It's a reason." "It's a rubbish one." They sat with that. The bar hummed with its low, amber warmth. Somewhere outside, a siren wailed toward Dean Street and faded. Nia pulled at the collar of her blouse, loosening it the way she used to loosen her old university hoodie when she was thinking. The gesture was so familiar it hurt. "I see your dad sometimes," Nia said quietly. "In the courts. He looks older." "He is older." "He looks like he misses you." Rory's throat tightened. She lifted her pint and drank, buying time, buying silence. Her father—Brendan Carter, silver-haired and sharp-tongued, the man who'd taught her to argue before she could spell the word—still stood in courtrooms in Cardiff while his daughter stood in kitchens across London, dropping off containers of kung pao chicken and cashew prawns. "I call him," Rory said. "Sundays." "He doesn't mention it." "He wouldn't." Nia nodded slowly. "No. He wouldn't." The silence returned, but it had changed shape. It wasn't the awkward silence of strangers or the heavy silence of accusation. It was the silence of two people sitting on opposite banks of a river they'd once crossed together, studying the water and wondering if the bridge still held. "I should go," Nia said. She didn't move. "My car's waiting." "You got a car service." "I got a car. It's parked on Frith Street. The driver's watching Netflix." Rory almost smiled. "That's very partner track of you." "Shut up." But Nia's mouth twitched. A real one this time, not the polished imitation she'd worn through the door. Rory reached into her jacket pocket and pulled out a pen—the cheap biro she kept for signing receipts and noting delivery addresses. She grabbed a cocktail napkin from the stack beside the till and wrote a number on it. "This one actually works," she said, sliding the napkin across the bar. "If you want it." Nia looked at the napkin. Her hand hovered over it. "Rory—" "You don't have to use it tonight. Or this week. Or ever." Rory kept her voice level. "But it's there. If you want to yell at me, or ask me why I disappeared, or tell me about your dad, or just—" She exhaled. "It's there." Nia picked up the napkin. Folded it once, precisely, and slipped it into her coat pocket beside the gloves. "I lost my number," Nia said. "The old one. I lost it in a phone change and I never memorised yours and Eva—" "I know." "I looked for you. Online. I couldn't find anything." "I don't use social media." "No. You never did." Nia stood. She buttoned her coat with quick, practiced fingers. "You know what the worst part is? I spent years being angry at you for leaving. And then I spent years being angry at myself for not chasing you. And now I'm standing in a bar in Soho and you're right here and I don't know which one I am." "Both," Rory said. "You can be both." Nia held her gaze for a long moment. The green neon from the sign outside painted one side of her face in sickly light while the amber from the bar warmed the other. Two halves. Two versions. The girl and the woman, stitched together at the freckles on her nose. "Goodnight, Rory." "Goodnight, Nia." She walked toward the door. Her shoes clicked against the floorboards—measured, authoritative. At the threshold she paused. Didn't turn around. "Your hair looks good short," she said. The door closed behind her. Cold air lingered for a moment, then dissolved into the warmth. Silas appeared at Rory's elbow. He set a fresh pint on the bar, unasked. "Old friend?" Rory watched the door. Through the frosted glass, she could see Nia's silhouette pause under the green neon sign, then move off toward Frith Street. "Something like that."