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The green neon of The Raven’s Nest bled through the Soho drizzle, smearing across the wet pavement like a promise nobody asked for. Rory shook the rain from her hair as she pushed through the heavy oak door. The smell of old wood, spilled whiskey, and something faintly metallic greeted her—Silas’ domain, unchanged as ever. She’d only meant to drop off the takeaway containers Yu-Fei had insisted she bring over. A peace offering for some dispute she hadn’t bothered to understand. The bar was nearly empty. A Tuesday. Three regulars hunched over their pints at the far end, and Silas behind the counter, polishing a glass with the methodical precision of a man who’d spent decades turning mundane tasks into meditation. “Rory.” He didn’t look up. “You’re dripping on my floor.” “It’s raining outside. That’s what happens.” “There’s a mat.” She set the plastic bag of containers on the bar. “From Yu-Fei. She says you’re still a stubborn bastard.” “Tell her I said thank you.” Silas finally lifted his gaze, and something flickered behind his hazel eyes—a tightening at the corners. “You’ve got company.” Rory frowned. “What?” But Silas had already turned away, busying himself with a bottle of something amber. The stool at the bar’s elbow creaked. Rory turned. The woman sitting there hadn’t been visible from the door, tucked into the shadow where the bar curved toward the back wall. She was thin—too thin—with a sharpness to her cheekbones that hadn’t been there before. Her hair, once a wild tangle of copper curls, was cropped short and dyed a flat, exhausted blonde. A silver stud pierced her nose. Dark circles bruised the skin beneath eyes that had once been the color of sea glass. Those eyes were on her now. Recognition hit Rory like a shove to the sternum. “Eva.” The name came out wrong—breathless, fractured. Eva’s lips curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “Hello, Rory. Long time.” Five years. It had been five years since Eva had stood on the platform at Cardiff Central, waving Rory off with both hands and a grin that promised they’d talk every week. Five years since the calls had dwindled to texts, then to nothing. Rory slid onto the stool beside her. The leather cracked under her weight. “I didn’t—” The words jammed in her throat. “What are you doing in London?” “Passing through.” Eva’s fingers traced the rim of her glass. Water, no ice. Condensation ringed the bar beneath it. “Thought I’d see if the city swallowed you whole.” “It didn’t.” “No. You look good.” The words landed flat. Not a compliment. An observation, delivered with the clinical detachment of someone reading a weather report. Rory studied her friend’s face—the hollows beneath her cheekbones, the new angles, the way her collarbones jutted against the fabric of a faded denim jacket. “Eva, what happened?” Eva laughed. It was a dry, brittle sound. “Life, I suppose. You know how it is.” “I don’t. Not if you don’t tell me.” Silas materialized in Rory’s peripheral vision, setting a glass of something dark in front of her before retreating without a word. She didn’t touch it. Eva traced a bead of condensation with her finger. “Remember that summer before you left? When we drove to the Gower in your dad’s shitty Peugeot and you got sunburned so badly you couldn’t wear a shirt for three days?” Rory remembered. She remembered the way Eva had laughed, the salt-sticky wind tangling her hair, the taste of cheap cider and the way the world had felt enormous and manageable all at once. “You kept slathering aloe on my shoulders,” Rory said. “You said I looked like a lobster.” “You did. You looked like a very sad, very pink lobster.” Eva’s eyes went distant. “You were going to be a barrister. Change the world. Fight the good fight.” “I was going to pass the bar first. Which I didn’t.” “No. You ran.” The words weren’t cruel. They were too flat for that. But they landed somewhere tender all the same. “You told me to,” Rory said. “You bought the train ticket.” “I know.” The silence that followed wasn’t comfortable. It was the kind of silence that carried weight—years of unmade phone calls, birthdays missed, a friendship allowed to atrophy through mutual neglect. Rory picked up her glass. Whiskey. Silas knew her too well. She took a sip, let the burn settle. “You used to call me every Sunday,” she said. “You used to answer.” Rory flinched. “I was—there was a lot. There was Evan. Then there was after Evan. And London was harder than I thought it would be.” “I know about Evan.” That stopped her. “What?” Eva didn’t meet her eyes. “Your mother mentioned it. I ran into her at the Tesco on Cowbridge Road a few years back. She said you’d gotten yourself out. That you were seeing someone new.” “My mother has a big mouth.” “She was proud of you.” Rory stared at the amber liquid in her glass. “I didn’t know you still talked to her.” “I don’t. It was once. A coincidence.” Eva pushed her water glass aside. “I wanted to call you. After I heard. I wanted to say—something. But I didn’t know what I’d say.” “You could’ve tried.” “Yeah.” Eva’s jaw tightened. “I could’ve.” The regulars at the end of the bar erupted into laughter over something—a joke Rory hadn’t heard. The sound jarred against the hush that had settled between the two women. “When did you stop playing?” Rory asked. Eva’s fingers stilled. “The cello,” Rory pressed. “You were going to do the conservatoire. Audition in London. That was the whole reason you were so excited when I said I was coming here. We were going to share a flat. You’d play, and I’d—what did you say? I’d ‘lawyer things.’” The ghost of that old promise hung between them. “I didn’t audition,” Eva said. “Why not?” “My father got sick. Really sick. Mum couldn’t handle it on her own, so I stayed.” She delivered the information without inflection, as if reciting someone else’s history. “And then he died. And by then I’d lost my spot, and I’d lost the habit, and I’d lost—I don’t know. The feeling that it mattered.” “Eva.” “Don’t.” Her voice cracked, the first fissure in the armor. “Don’t do that. Don’t look at me like I’m something tragic. I made choices. I’m fine.” Rory reached out and caught Eva’s wrist. The bones beneath the skin were too close to the surface. Eva flinched but didn’t pull away. “You’re not fine,” Rory said. “And you don’t have to pretend you are. Not with me.” For a long moment, Eva said nothing. Her pulse beat against Rory’s thumb, quick and bird-like. Then she withdrew her hand, slowly, deliberately. “I’m working at a call center,” she said. “In Newport. Selling insurance to people who don’t want it. I live in a one-bedroom flat above a chippy. I haven’t touched a cello in four years.” She met Rory’s eyes. “There. Now you know. Is that what you wanted?” Rory shook her head. “I wanted to know what happened to my best friend.” “She grew up.” Eva slid off the stool, pulling a worn canvas bag over her shoulder. “Or down. Depends on your perspective.” “Don’t go.” Eva paused, one hand on the strap of her bag. “Why not?” The question hung in the air. Rory thought about all the things she could say—the apologies, the excuses, the years of silence that had calcified between them. She thought about the girl on the train platform, waving with both hands, and the woman standing before her now, hollowed out and defensive. “Because I missed you,” she said. “And I didn’t even realize how much until right now.” Eva’s expression flickered—something raw and unguarded passing across her features before she shuttered it away. “I can’t,” she said. “I can’t pick up where we left off, Rory. I’m not that person anymore.” “Neither am I.” “Then who are you?” Eva asked. “Really. Not the version you’ve been telling yourself. Who are you, right now?” Rory opened her mouth. Closed it. She thought about her flat above the bar, her delivery job, the way she’d arrived in London with nothing and built something small but solid from the wreckage. She thought about Evan’s hands and the crescent scar on her wrist from a childhood accident that had nothing to do with him and everything to do with the kind of person she’d always been—the kind who climbed trees she wasn’t supposed to climb, who ran toward things she should’ve run from. “I’m still figuring it out,” she said. Eva stared at her for a long moment. Then she laughed—that same dry, fractured sound from before, but this time something warmer crept in at the edges. “Fair enough,” she said. And then, quieter: “Fair enough.” She didn’t sit back down. But she didn’t leave, either.