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The neon green sign of The Raven's Nest hummed its electric complaint against the damp Soho evening. Aurora ducked inside, shucking off her rain-speckled jacket. The bar smelled of lemon oil and the sweet rot of spilled lager. She’d clocked forty-two deliveries for Golden Empress since noon. Her calves burned. Silas stood behind the counter, polishing glasses with the mechanical patience of a man who’d once dismantled triggers blindfolded. He lifted his chin—the usual silent greeting—and she slid onto her usual stool. “Fu Yung was stiffing me on the Charing Cross runs again,” she said. “You’ll negotiate.” “I’ll grumble.” Silas set a glass of soda water before her. The door swung open on a gust of traffic fumes. A man’s voice cut through the ambient jazz. “God above—Rory?” She turned. For a heartbeat the name hung between them, a misshapen key trying a lock it no longer fit. The man at the door wore a well-cut overcoat, damp at the shoulders, and carried a leather messenger bag slung cross-body. Clean-shaven. Confident posture. A face she’d last seen across a seminar table in Cardiff, arguing tort principles. “James.” He crossed the room in three strides, hands out as if measuring a fish. “James Prentice. I don’t believe this. What are the bloody odds?” He stopped short, scanning her face, her worn sweater, the glass of soda water. “You look—” He paused too long. “I look what?” she asked, smiling but not inviting. “Different. I don’t know. Cheekbones. Something.” She’d lost eight kilos in the year she fled Evan. The weight had never returned. The face in her morning mirror was all planes and shadows now, the baby fat of her early twenties carved away by adrenaline and late-night escape plans. James gestured at the stool beside her. “May I?” Aurora tilted her head toward Silas, who was already pouring a Guinness without being asked. He’d catalogued the man in the first two seconds: forty pounds overweight from desk lunches, no calluses, left-handed watch wear, uneven sole on his left shoe from a hip imbalance. Silas could strip you to your bones without ever opening his mouth. James settled, draping his coat over the back of the stool. “It’s been—what—three years? Four?” “Closer to five.” “Five. Christ.” He took the stout from Silas, barely glancing up. “You just vanished.” She rolled the glass between her palms. “I moved.” “So I gathered. Eva said you were in London, but she wouldn’t say where. Shot down every question like a bloody bodyguard.” Eva had instructions. No forwarding details. No photos online. A complete cauterisation from Cardiff and everything in it. “Still with the Chinese place?” James asked, nodding at her jacket, which bore the Golden Empress logo now crumpled on the bar. “Something like that.” “I thought you’d be at the Bar by now. You were top of our year in Criminology. Professor Harwell still mentions your paper on diminished responsibility. ‘Aurora Carter’s analysis of automatism’—like holy writ in his lectures.” The praise hit her ribs like a sharp stone. She remembered that paper. The all-nighters in the library, the black coffee that stained her teeth, the sense of her mind clicking into a future she’d mapped with precision. Then Evan would call, his voice cloying, needing to know where she was, who she was with. The maps had burned up in the flat she didn’t pack when she left. “Plans changed,” she said. James leaned in. The scent of his eau de toilette, sandalwood and bergamot, reminded her of the student bar, of late-night debates they’d had about justice and equity. She’d been loud then. She’d had opinions she wasn’t afraid to swing like hammers. “I’m at 4 King’s Bench Walk now,” he said. “Pupillage finished last spring. Commercial law, mostly. Soul-destroying, but the rent pays itself.” He laughed at a joke she’d missed while he was telling it. “What about you? You still writing? You had those essays for that online magazine—sharp stuff.” She hadn’t written a sentence since the last message Evan sent her, a photo of her parents’ house taken from the street. She’d been too busy memorising bus routes and the weight of jasmine rice. “Not much time for that.” “What do you do with your time, then?” Aurora lifted her chin toward the kitchen door. “Delivery. Sometimes I help Silas here restock the cellar.” James’s expression flickered—a micro-grimace of confusion, pity, or the effort of hiding both. He covered it with a sip of Guinness. “Right. Well. London’s expensive, isn’t it? Smart to have multiple streams.” The condescension landed with the softness of a blade. “James,” Aurora said, her voice level, “I’m not between anything. This is what I do.” The jazz track on the hi-fi switched to something with a mournful trumpet. Silas moved down the counter to serve a couple near the window, his limp only perceptible to those who watched for it. Aurora had watched for months. She knew every creak of his brace, the way he shifted weight before a storm. James set down his glass. “Look, I’m arse at this. I didn’t mean—” He rubbed the back of his neck. “I just remember you, Rory. The way you were. That energy. You’d argue with a lamppost if it meant winning a point.” “Maybe lampposts won’t argue back.” He tried to laugh, but it expired in his throat. “Does your family know you’re here?” The question landed in the space between heartbeats. She’d sent her mother a postcard eight months after fleeing. A generic London skyline. “I’m safe,” it said. Nothing more. Her father’s unsent letters lived in a drawer at the flat upstairs, her guilt fossilising into inaction. “Some things are better left clean,” she said. James’s eyes drifted to her left wrist. The crescent-shaped scar peeked from beneath her sleeve. Not from Evan—she’d got it falling from her bike at age eight—but he didn’t know that. She saw him file it away, rearrange his memories, craft a narrative in which she was damaged goods. “Don’t,” she said. “Don’t what?” “Don’t build a theory. It’s just a scar.” He held up both hands. A courtroom gesture. “I’m not building anything.” Silas returned, moving a rag across the counter with the economy of a man who knew all exits. His hazel eyes met Aurora’s for a split second—a question, an offer. She gave a minute shake of her head. “How’s your mum?” James asked, retreating to safer ground. “Alive, I assume.” “And Evan? You two still—?” The name detonated in the room. Aurora felt her spine fuse into something older than bone. She saw the flat in Roath, the broken lock, the way he’d stand in the doorway and inventory her phone, her pockets, her excuses. The night she crawled through the kitchen window into Eva’s car, shoes still inside. “We are not,” she said, “still.” James’s face performed a slow collapse. “Right. Sorry. I didn’t keep up, obviously. I should have—I mean, someone said you’d split, but that was ages ago.” “Someone was right.” He drained the last of his stout. The glass left a wet ring on the bar top like a watermark in reverse. “I should go. I’m late for a dinner with chambers.” He didn’t move. Outside, a siren rose and faded. The green neon threw a sickly pallor onto the wet pavement. “It’s good to see you, James,” Aurora said, and meant it more than she expected. The five years between them were a chasm, but standing at its edge, she could still make out the girl on the other side—oxford shoes, library lanyard, revolutionary fervour about criminal justice. That girl had believed in order. In arguments that could be won. She hadn’t yet learned that some prisons don’t have bars. James stood and pulled on his coat. “Give me your number, at least. We’ll get a proper drink sometime.” She recited a number she’d memorised for emergencies. Not hers. An old pay-as-you-go that forwarded to a service she never checked. He tapped it into his phone. “I’ll ring you.” Already the suggestion was thinning into air, a promise that wouldn’t survive the Tube ride home. He paused at the door, silhouetted against the wet neon. “You know, it’s strange. I’ve won cases. Real ones. Quarter-of-a-million-pound settlements. And somehow I always felt like I was still catching up to you.” He didn’t wait for a reply. The door swung shut, and his shadow unspooled across the window and was gone. Silas refilled her soda water. The ice crackled in the sudden quiet. “Old colleague?” he asked. “Old life.” He placed his right hand on the bar, the signet ring clicking against the wood. “Those don’t usually walk into bars on a Tuesday.” She traced a finger through the condensation ring James had left behind. “This one did.” The trumpet on the hi-fi hit a final, lingering note. Upstairs, her flat waited with its single kettle, its stack of vinyls she’d bought secondhand, its view of nothing but a brick wall. She’d built it from scraps of silence and safety. James had seen her before the scrapheap, back when she was all blueprint and no foundation. His visit had shaken something loose—a dull ache in the shape of who she might have been. Silas said nothing more. He simply stood there, a man who understood that some interrogations were best left to memory.