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The green neon of The Raven's Nest flickered against the rain-slicked pavement, casting the Soho street in a sickly glow. Rory pushed through the door, shaking water from her shoulders. The bar was quiet for a Thursday—just low jazz bleeding from speakers near the ceiling, and the clink of a glass being set down too hard. Silas stood behind the mahogany, a tea towel slung over his shoulder. He nodded at her once, a gesture of recognition so subtle anyone else would have missed it. She settled onto a stool near the end of the bar, pulled a damp strand of black hair from her cheek, and ordered a pint. Then the door swung open again, and a woman walked in. Rory didn't recognise the face. Not at first. The woman was sharp-edged—a sleek black coat, heels that meant business, hair cropped short above her ears and dyed a platinum so pale it almost glowed in the gloom. She carried herself like someone who had learned to stand tall by force of will. The woman scanned the room, her eyes passing over Rory, then snapping back. Her mouth opened slightly. Closed. “Laila?” The name cracked through the bar’s quiet hum like a stone through glass. Rory’s fingers tightened around the base of her glass. No one had called her that in six years. The woman stepped closer, and the familiarity clicked into place. The curve of her jaw. The way she tilted her head when she was uncertain. “Lydia.” Lydia let out a breath, half-laugh, half-wince. “God. It is you.” Rory’s throat tightened. The last time she’d seen Lydia, they were seventeen, sitting on the steps of Cardiff University’s Llandaff building, sharing a cheap cigarette and plotting futures that had never come to pass. “You look different,” Lydia said. She pulled off her coat, draping it over the stool beside Rory. She ordered a whiskey—neat, no hesitation. The Lydia Rory remembered had ordered apple cider and complained it was too dry. “You cut your hair,” Rory said. It was a stupid thing to say. The words felt hollow. Lydia touched the back of her head, where the platinum ended in a sharp line. “Chopped it off two years ago. Got tired of hiding behind it.” The whiskey arrived. Lydia took a sip, her eyes fixed on Rory over the rim of the glass. Rory stared into her pint like it held answers. “I thought you were still in Cardiff,” Lydia said. “Left. Three years ago.” “Left for what?” Rory shrugged. “A better version of myself.” Lydia’s laugh was brittle. “Is there such a thing?” Silas drifted to the other end of the bar, giving them space. The rain drummed against the window, filling the silence. “I heard about Evan,” Lydia said quietly. Rory’s spine stiffened. “Who told you?” “Megan. She saw the bruise on your collarbone at your mum’s funeral. Didn’t have to say anything else.” Rory’s jaw worked. The funeral. That day was a blur of black fabric, heavy perfume, and her father’s hand gripping hers so hard it left marks. She had worn a high-necked blouse. She hadn’t thought it showed. “I should have called,” Lydia said. “After. I should have—I don’t know. Done something.” “You did what you could.” “I didn’t do anything, Laila. I was too busy with my own life. My own problems.” Lydia’s fingers drummed against the bar. “I got married.” Rory looked up. “Married.” “Divorced, too. It lasted eighteen months. He was an arsehole. Not the hitting kind, just the other kind. The kind who makes you feel small in ways that don’t leave marks.” Rory took a long drink. The beer was bitter on her tongue. “I’m sorry,” she said. “Don’t be. It taught me something.” Lydia finished her whiskey, gestured for another. “It taught me that you can spend years pretending you’re the same person, and then one day you wake up and you don’t recognise the face in the mirror. So you cut off all your hair. You move cities. You start over.” “Did it work?” Rory asked. Lydia’s laugh was softer this time. Sad. “Ask me again in five years.” The second whiskey arrived. Lydia swirled it, watching the amber liquid coat the glass. She looked older than twenty-five. There were fine lines at the corners of her eyes that hadn’t been there at seventeen. Her hands were steady, but the knuckles were white. “You look good,” Lydia said. “Calmer. Like you’ve found something.” “A job. A flat. A life that doesn’t make me want to run.” Rory paused. “It’s small. But it’s mine.” “That’s more than most people have.” The jazz track ended, and for a moment the bar was silent except for the hum of the cooler. Then a saxophone started, slow and blue. “Remember the night we tried to break into the law library?” Lydia said, a ghost of a smile on her lips. Rory snorted. “You fell into the hedge.” “The hedge was misalocated. I was aiming for the lawn.” “You smelled like leaves for a week.” “And you—you laughed so hard you couldn’t breathe. I thought you were going to pass out.” Rory remembered. She remembered the cold air, the way the moon had sliced through the clouds, the feeling of her ribs aching from laughter. She had not laughed like that since. “We were so sure of everything,” Rory said. “We had it all mapped out.” “Turns out maps don’t account for cliffs.” Lydia set her glass down. She turned on her stool, facing Rory fully. Her eyes were the same grey-green Rory remembered, but there was something harder in them now. A vigilance that hadn’t been there before. “Do you ever think about who we were?” Lydia asked. “Every day.” “It hurts. To think about it.” “Yes.” Lydia nodded slowly, as if she’d expected that answer. “I found an old photo last week. From Freshers’ Week. You and me and Eva, all of us wearing those stupid Welcome to Cardiff sashes. Your hair was longer. You had that ridiculous rainbow bracelet.” “Eva made me wear it. Said it brought good luck.” “Did it?” Rory looked down at her wrist. The small crescent-shaped scar was still there, faded now, almost invisible in the dim light. “Not the way she meant.” Lydia’s voice dropped. “I think about the person I was in that photo. She was brave. Maybe stupidly brave. She believed things would work out because that was the only option she could imagine.” She paused. “I miss her.” “She’s still in there,” Rory said. “Somewhere.” “Is she? Because sometimes I look in the mirror and I see a stranger. And I don’t know if the stranger is someone I became, or someone I always was underneath, and the bravery was just a mask.” Rory reached out. Her hand hovered over Lydia’s, not quite touching. “The stranger is still you,” she said. “Just a version that learned to survive. That’s not a bad thing.” Lydia’s eyes glistened. She blinked, once, twice, and the moment passed. She pulled her hand back, wrapped it around her glass. “I didn’t come here looking for you,” she said. “I came for a drink. To get out of my head for an hour. And then I walked through that door and there you were.” “The universe has a sick sense of humour.” “Or a kind one. I haven’t decided.” The saxophone player took a long, breathy solo, and Rory let it fill the space between them. The rain had stopped. The street outside was quiet. “I’m glad I saw you,” Lydia said. “Even if it hurts.” “Me too.” Lydia finished her second whiskey, set the glass down, and left a crumpled tenner on the bar. She stood, slung her coat over her arm. “Will you be here?” she asked. “Tomorrow?” “I’ll be delivering food. But I’ll be back.” Lydia nodded. “Maybe I’ll see you then.” “Maybe.” They looked at each other for a long moment—two women who had once been girls, standing in the gap between who they were and who they’d become. Then Lydia turned and walked out into the night. The door swung shut. The neon hummed. Rory sat there for a long time, her pint untouched, watching the rain start again.