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The rain-slicked pavement of Soho gleamed under the streetlights as Rory pushed through the door of The Raven’s Nest, shaking water from her shoulders. The warmth hit her first, then the familiar smell of old wood, spilled ale, and the faint ghost of Silas’ pipe tobacco. The bar was three-quarters full, a low murmur of conversation threading through the dim space. She waved at Silas, who stood behind the counter polishing a glass with methodical precision. He gave her a nod, the silver signet ring catching the amber light. She was halfway to her usual stool when she saw him. A man sat in the corner booth, the one partially hidden by a massive ficus plant. He was hunched over a whiskey, the glass looking small in his large hands. His hair was cropped short, grey at the temples, and his face was carved with lines that hadn’t been there six years ago. But the set of his shoulders, the way he held his head slightly tilted when he lifted his glass—she knew that gesture. Her feet stopped moving. The name caught in her throat. He must have felt her stare because he looked up. His eyes were the same deep brown she remembered, but they held a wariness that hadn’t been there when they were nineteen and drinking cheap cider on the beach at Barry Island. “Aurora?” His voice had dropped an octave, roughened at the edges. She forced a smile that felt like a crack in dry earth. “Evan.” He rose slowly, setting the whiskey down. He was broader than she remembered, shoulders filling out his jacket in a way that suggested hours in a gym, but there was a stiffness to his movements. He extended a hand. She stared at it. His hand. The one that had slammed against the wall beside her head, the one that had gripped her arm hard enough to leave bruises shaped like fingers. The crescent scar on her wrist seemed to pulse. She took his hand. His grip was brief, careful. “You look…” He trailed off, searching for a word. “Different.” “So do you.” A pause stretched between them, thick and uncomfortable. The bar’s ambient noise seemed to recede, leaving them in a bubble of strained silence. “Can I buy you a drink?” he asked. Every instinct told her to say no. To turn around, walk to the bar, and let Silas’ presence act as a shield. But she was twenty-five now, not nineteen. And this was her territory. “I’ll have what you’re having.” His eyebrows lifted, but he said nothing. He slid back into the booth and she sat across from him, the scarred wooden table between them like a demilitarised zone. He signalled the bartender, a young woman with a nose ring who Rory knew from Wednesday night shifts. “Two Johnnie Walker Blacks. Neat.” The bartender glanced at Rory, who gave a small nod. She disappeared and returned with two glasses, setting them down with a clink. Evan picked his up and swirled the liquid. “I didn’t think I’d ever see you in a place like this. You always said pubs were too loud.” “People change.” “Do they?” She took a sip. The whiskey burned, a clean fire down her throat. “Some do. Some don’t.” He winced. Not visibly—Rory would have missed it a few years ago—but his jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, and he dropped his gaze to his glass. “I heard you moved to London,” he said. “Word gets around. Cardiff’s a small place.” “It is.” “Why London?” She laughed, but there was no humour in it. “Why not?” He leaned back, studying her. She could feel his gaze tracing the new lines of her face, the way she held herself differently now, spine straight, chin up. She wasn’t the girl who had flinched when he raised his voice. She was someone else. Someone built from the wreckage. “You cut your hair,” he said. “I did.” “It suits you.” She didn’t thank him. “You got married.” His fingers tightened around the glass. “Divorced. Eighteen months ago.” “I’m sorry.” He shook his head. “Don’t be. It wasn’t… it wasn’t right. We weren’t right.” He took a long drink, draining half the glass in one swallow. “I wasn’t right.” She said nothing. The words hung in the air, unfinished, unpaid accounts. “I went to therapy,” he said, and his voice was quieter now. A confession, forced out through gritted teeth. “After you left. After I realised what I’d done. I went. I stayed for three years.” Rory’s drink paused halfway to her lips. She set it down carefully, watching him with eyes that had learned to read people in the two-second window between a door opening and a face appearing. “And?” “And I’m different.” He met her eyes, and for a moment, the wariness cracked. Beneath it, something raw and exposed. “Not fixed. Not perfect. But different. I’m not the man who…” He stopped, swallowed. “Not anymore.” The silence that followed was heavy with ghosts. She thought of the night she had left, the way she had stuffed clothes into a bin bag while he was at work, the way Eva had picked her up in a battered Fiat with a full tank of petrol and a spare key to her London flat. She thought of the crescent scar on her wrist, the one from a childhood accident, and the other marks, invisible, that had taken years to fade. “I’m glad,” she said, and she meant it. The words came out steady, without bitterness. “For you. Not for us. There never was an us worth saving.” He flinched again, but he didn’t argue. “I know,” he said. “I know that now.” He finished his drink and signalled for another. “I didn’t come here looking for you. I didn’t even know this place existed. I’m in London for a conference. I walked in because it was raining and the sign looked…” He gestured vaguely. “Inviting.” “The green one,” she said. “Everyone notices the green one.” “It’s a good sign.” She almost smiled. “It is.” His second drink arrived. He didn’t touch it immediately. “Can I ask you something?” “You can ask.” “Are you happy?” The question sat between them, a simple thing made complicated by history. She thought about her flat above the bar, the way the morning light slanted through the thin curtains. She thought about Silas, gruff and watchful, who never asked questions but always had a kettle on when she came home late. She thought about the delivery routes through London, the way the city had become familiar, a map of small kindnesses and ordinary victories. “I’m learning,” she said. “It’s not like flipping a switch. You don’t just become happy. You build it. Brick by brick. Day by day.” He nodded slowly. “That sounds about right.” They sat in the quiet for a moment, the bar’s hum filling the space between them. A group of tourists laughed near the dartboard, and the jukebox shifted from a mournful blues number to something faster, brassier. “I should go,” she said. “Early shift tomorrow.” He stood as she slid out of the booth. “Aurora.” She turned, one hand on the back of the chair. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I know it doesn’t change anything. But I needed to say it. To your face. Not in a letter or through a mutual friend. Here. Now.” She held his gaze. The brown eyes that had once filled her with a cold, creeping dread were now just tired, human, full of a sorrow that wasn’t hers to carry. “I know,” she said. “Goodbye, Evan.” She walked to the bar without looking back. Silas watched her approach, his expression unreadable. “Everything alright, Rory?” She hopped onto a stool. “Fine, Si. Just ran into an old friend.” He raised one eyebrow but said nothing. He picked up a clean glass and poured her a measure of the good whiskey, the one he kept under the counter for late nights and hard conversations. She took it, and she didn’t look at the corner booth again. At some point, she heard the door open and close, felt a draft of cold air from the street. But she kept her eyes on the amber liquid in her glass, watching the light play through it, and she thought about building. Brick by brick. Day by day.