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The green neon buzzed overhead, casting a sickly wash across the rain-slicked pavement, and when Aurora pushed through the door of The Raven's Nest she shook the wet from her shoulders and didn't see him at first. The bar was nearly empty. A Tuesday in February did that, scared off the tourists and left only the regulars and the ghosts. She unzipped her delivery jacket, balanced the insulated bag against her hip, and waited at the counter for Silas to surface from the cellar with the night's stock. That was when the man at the far end lifted his head. "Rory?" She knew the voice before she placed the face. It came up through years of sediment, surfaced whole and intact, and she found her hand tightening on the strap of the bag. "It's me." He half-rose from the stool, then thought better of it and settled back down. "Tom. Tom Brennan. Cardiff. God, you don't recognise me." She recognised him. That was the trouble. Underneath the weight he'd put on, beneath the receding line of his hair and the beard that hadn't been there when they were nineteen, she found the boy who'd shared her cigarettes outside the law library at two in the morning, who'd quoted contract precedent at her like it was poetry and meant it. "Tom." The name came out flat. "What are you doing in London?" "Conference. Insolvency law, if you can believe anyone sits through that." He laughed, and the laugh was the same, that quick nervous bark she'd forgotten she'd known. "Came in for a drink and I've been the only one here for an hour. What about you? You live round here?" She set the bag down on the stool beside her. "Upstairs." "You live above a bar." He took this in. "That's—that's very you, actually. I'd have guessed something like that." "Would you." Silas came up from the cellar then, a crate of bottles balanced against his bad leg, and he read the room the way he read everything, in one slow pass. He set the crate down and slid two glasses across without being asked. "On the house," he murmured to her, and to Tom he said nothing, just poured and withdrew to the other end of the bar where the maps curled at their edges and the dead men in the photographs kept their counsel. Tom watched him go. "Friend of yours?" "My landlord." "You collect interesting people. You always did." He turned the glass in his hands without drinking. "I looked for you, you know. After. Nobody knew where you'd gone. Eva wouldn't say. Your mum just—she went quiet whenever I rang." "My mum had her reasons." "I'm not saying she didn't." He held up a hand. "I'm just saying it was strange. One term you were there, top of the seminar, arguing the examiner into the ground, and the next you'd vanished. People said all sorts." "People always do." She picked up the whisky, smelled the peat of it, set it down again. "What did people say, Tom?" He had the grace to look at the bar top. "That you'd had a breakdown. That you'd run off with someone. That you'd—" He stopped. "It doesn't matter what they said. I didn't believe most of it." "But you believed some." "I didn't know what to believe. You didn't give me anything to work with." There it was, the old grievance, polished smooth by however many years he'd carried it. Six. Seven. She did the arithmetic and it frightened her how it added up. They had been children when they last sat like this. They had thought they understood the shape of their own lives. "I left because I had to leave," she said. "That's the whole of it." "Because of Evan." The name landed in the quiet between them and she felt her jaw set. So he knew that much. Of course he did. There was no version of the past that stayed buried where you'd put it. "You knew Evan was bad news," Tom went on, quieter now, leaning in. "We all knew. I should've—I think about it, Rory. I think about how I sat there and watched him put you down in front of everyone and I made jokes to smooth it over because that was easier than saying something. I was a coward about it. I've been a coward about it for years." "You were twenty." "That's not an excuse." "No," she agreed. "But it's a reason." She finally drank, a small swallow that burned a clean line down through her chest. "You think you could've saved me a few bruises if you'd been braver. You couldn't. I'd have stayed regardless. That's how it works. You don't leave when your clever friend tells you to. You leave when there's nothing left of you to lose." He stared at her. The man he'd become wanted to argue the point, she could see it, the lawyer in him reaching for the rebuttal. The boy he'd been just sat there gutted. "You talk about it like it happened to someone else," he said. "It did, in a way." She turned the glass. "I'm not her anymore. The girl you knew. She wanted to be a barrister like her dad and she folded herself smaller every year to fit the shape someone else cut for her. She's gone. You're mourning a stranger." "You're not a stranger to me." "I am, though." She said it gently, which was worse than if she'd said it hard. "Look at you. You finished. You've got a practice, a conference badge in your pocket, a wedding ring—" she nodded at his hand, "—a whole life that ran on without me in it. And here I am delivering noodles in the rain. We're not the people who sat outside that library, Tom. Those two thought they had all the time in the world to become whatever they wanted. They were wrong." He looked down at the ring, twisting it. "Sarah," he offered, as if the name might bridge something. "We've a little girl. Maeve. She's two." "That's good. That's really good." And she meant it, which surprised her, the meaning of it rising up clean past all the rest. "You did the thing. You built something." "And you?" He searched her face. "Are you happy, Rory? I'm not asking to be cruel. I'm asking because I spent years not knowing if you were even alive, and now you're here and you won't tell me anything." Down the bar, Silas wiped a glass that was already clean and pretended not to listen, which was its own kind of listening. Aurora considered the question. The honest weight of it. "I'm here," she said at last. "Some days that's the whole answer. Some days it's enough."