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The knock came just after midnight, three measured raps that cut through the thin walls of the flat like a summons. Aurora was curled on the window seat with a chipped mug of chamomile gone cold in her hands, the yellowed glow of the streetlamp below drawing a crooked line across her knee. She had been listening to the muffled bass of the bar downstairs — Silas always kept late hours on Fridays — and for a moment she thought the sound was in her head, some trick of exhaustion. But then the second knock came, and her stomach dropped straight through the floor. She knew that rhythm. Two brisk taps, a pause, one firm. She had not heard it in seven months. She had told herself she had imagined the cadence, reshaped it in memory, given it a formality it had never possessed. But the body remembers what the mind tries to edit out, and hers remembered well enough to send her pulse skittering before she had even risen from the seat. She set the mug down on the sill, careful not to let the porcelain clink. The cat — Ptolemy, Eva's tabby, currently in Rory's keeping for the weekend — lifted his head from the arm of the sofa, considered her with round green eyes, and went back to sleep. Traitor, she thought, and liked him for it. The hallway was narrow and smelled of old wood and the ghost of whatever curry had been cooked downstairs. She passed the kitchenette, the row of mismatched mugs hung from hooks, the small table covered in unopened post. Her reflection ghosted in the dark window of the bathroom door — black hair mussed, a threadbare jumper that had been her father's, the pale crescent of the scar on her left wrist catching the light as she reached for the deadbolts. She tugged each one back, one at a time, and told herself she was not holding her breath. She opened the door no more than a hand's width. Lucien Moreau stood on the worn carpet of the landing as though he had stepped out of a different century, or a different country, or a different life. The charcoal suit was immaculate despite the hour, the cut of it so precise it looked tailored rather than merely bought. His cane — that ridiculous, beautiful cane with its ivory handle — hung at his side like an afterthought. The amber eye found her first, warm and almost honeyed in the dim light; the black eye gave nothing away. The platinum of his hair was slightly disordered, sheened back from his brow, and she hated herself for noticing that, for cataloguing it, for the small treacherous lift in her chest at the sight of him. "Laila," he said. The name was a key to a door she had nailed shut. She had not been Laila in seven months. She had not been Laila to him, specifically, in all that time. The sound of it in his mouth — that low, accented murmur — traveled the length of her spine and settled somewhere behind her ribs. "Luc." Her voice came out steadier than she felt. She leaned her shoulder against the frame, not opening the door any wider, not closing it either. A fortification built of nothing. "It's the middle of the night." "It is half past twelve, which in Marseille would not yet qualify as late." He offered the correction lightly, the way he offered everything — as though the world were a stage and he merely the best-mannered player on it. But his gaze was not light. His gaze was doing the thing she had never been able to defend against: it was seeing her, the whole of her, the unwashed hair and the borrowed jumper and the chipped mug she had abandoned and the fact that she had not been sleeping, and it was not flinching. "You look tired," he said. "Brilliant observation. Did you come all the way to Brick Lane to tell me that, or is there a parcel?" He did not smile. That was how she knew it was serious. Lucien smiled the way other people blinked — automatically, charmingly, as a kind of social grease. When the smile went absent, what remained was the man himself, and the man himself was harder to look at. "I came to ask for your help," he said. The sentence did something to the air. It rearranged the geometry of the landing, tipped it slightly off balance. Rory had imagined a great many versions of this meeting over the past seven months — in the early hours when she could not sleep, on the bus to a delivery, once, unforgivably, in the middle of a perfectly nice date with a perfectly nice man whose name she had already forgotten. In none of those imagined scenes had Lucien come to ask for help. In the ones that made her blush, he had come to tell her he was wrong. In the ones that made her sick, he had simply come to bed. But this — this was new. This was a man who fixed things standing at her door asking her to fix something in return. "You could have telephoned," she said. "I could have." "But you didn't." "No." A beat. The black eye did something complicated; the amber one did not move at all. "I did not want you to have time to say no." She exhaled a laugh that was not entirely a laugh. "That's honest, at least." "I have tried to be honest with you, Rory. It is a quality I have been told I lack. I have been working on it." She did not want to feel the tenderness that rose in her chest at the admission, did not want to acknowledge the way the words softened something that had been clenched for months. She thought of the last time she had seen him, the row in the back of the black cab, the rain streaking the windows, his hand half-extended across the seat and her own hand pressed flat against her thigh to keep it there, to keep from reaching back. The things she had said. The worse things he had not said in return. The way he had let her out on the corner of her street without a word, and how she had walked the last twenty yards with her jaw locked so tight her teeth ached for hours. "Come in," she said, and stepped aside, and did not examine why. He passed her in the doorway. She was struck, as she always was, by how he inhabited a space — not filling it but flavoring it, the way a single drop of bergamot could change a whole glass of water. He moved with the cane, but the cane was theatre; the limp he affected was slight, ornamental, and she had once seen him cross a rain-slicked alley at a pace that would have left her running. He had explained, that night, half-drunk on whatever liquor he favored, that demons did not limp, but men sometimes did, and the cane served the latter. She had laughed. She remembered laughing. She closed the door and turned the locks. The sound of the bolts was louder than it needed to be, or perhaps that was the hour, or perhaps it was the way the room had suddenly contracted with the two of them in it. "Sit if you want," she said, and gestured vaguely at the sofa, at the chair by the window, at any of the surfaces that were not covered in her own small evidence of a life lived without him. "I can put the kettle on." "Please." He did not sit. He stood in the middle of the small room, one hand resting on the cane's head, and looked at the books stacked along the floor, the half-finished crossword on the side table, the row of her mother's cards pinned to the edge of the bookshelf. He looked at her life as though he were trying to learn it by heart, and she felt suddenly, savagely, like crying. "Don't," she said, sharper than she meant to. "Don't stand there cataloguing me." "I was not—" He stopped. Recalibrated. "Forgive me. It is a habit. I do not know how to be in a room without assessing it." "Is that what I am? A room?" The question came out more wounded than she had intended. She heard it land between them and could not take it back. Lucien's expression did not change, but something behind it shifted, a ratchet turning somewhere deep, and he crossed to her in two unhurried strides, close enough that she could smell the cold night on his coat and the faint, dry-paper scent of whatever cologne he wore — vetiver, she thought, though she had never been certain. He did not touch her. That was the cruelty of it. He stood close enough that he could have, and did not. "You are not a room," he said. "You are the only door I have not been able to close." The words sat in the air. Ptolemy yawned on the sofa and resettled. The bar downstairs thudded with the muffled percussion of someone moving a crate. Aurora thought of the scar on her wrist, childhood and long healed, and of the other scars, the newer ones, the ones no one could see, the ones she had allowed him to see anyway, the ones he had handled with such careful, awful grace that she had not known whether to kiss him or run. She did neither. She reached up and adjusted the collar of his coat, a small domestic gesture that meant nothing and everything, and felt his breath catch beneath her fingers. "Tell me what you need," she said. "And then we can decide if I'm going to say no."