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The rain had turned Soho into a wash of smeared neon and dark puddles, and Aurora pushed through the door of The Raven's Nest with a delivery bag still slung over one shoulder. The warmth hit her face like a wall. She blinked, letting her eyes adjust to the amber gloom, and slid the bag off onto a hook behind the bar where Silas kept her gear. "Yu-Fei wants me to tell you the chilli oil shipment's late again." Silas glanced up from polishing a glass, his hazel eyes catching the low light. He set the glass down and reached beneath the counter. "Tell her it's the same supplier who's been late since Thatcher was in office." "Very reassuring." She pulled her phone out to fire off a text to Yu-Fei, then pocketed it and leaned against the bar. The Raven's Nest was quiet for a Wednesday. A couple in the corner nursing matching pints of Guinness, a man in a damp trench coat reading a paperback near the window, the hum of the old refrigerator blending with Tom Waits on the speakers. The green glow from the sign outside painted faint stripes across the floor whenever someone passed on the street. Rory reached for the bowl of salted nuts near the register. Her fingers had barely closed around one when the door opened and a gust of wet air swept through. She didn't turn. London was full of people walking into bars. Then someone said her name. Not Rory. Not Aurora. Not Carter. "Laila." Her stomach dropped. The nut fell from her fingers and rolled across the bartop. Nobody had called her Laila in five years. That name belonged to Cardiff. To the flat she'd shared with Eva. To late nights spent hunched over case files while Evan slept in the next room, to the version of herself who still believed she'd become a barrister, who still believed a lot of things. She turned. The woman standing in the doorway was someone Rory almost didn't recognize. Eva's dark hair was gone, cropped to a buzz cut that showed the shape of her skull, the sharp angles of her jaw. She'd lost weight, or maybe redistributed it, her frame lean and ropy in a way it hadn't been. A scar ran from below her left ear and disappeared into the collar of her leather jacket. Her eyes were the same though, dark brown, searching, quick. "Jesus Christ." Eva stood in the doorway, rain dripping from her jacket, her expression caught between disbelief and something harder. Something guarded. She looked like she'd been through a war and come out the other side speaking a different language. "Eva." They stared at each other. The couple in the corner glanced over, then returned to their Guinness. Tom Waits growled about a broken heart. "You work here?" Eva stepped forward. The door swung shut behind her. She moved differently too, less float, more precision, each footfall deliberate. "Above it. I deliver for the restaurant next door." Rory could hear how thin her own voice sounded. She cleared her throat. "What are you doing in London?" "Could ask you the same thing. Except I already know." Eva approached the bar but didn't sit. She rested her knuckles on the counter, her hands scarred across the knuckles, the nails bitten to the quick. "Took me two years to find out where you went. Then I stopped looking." Silas appeared at the other end of the bar, reading the room with the quiet calculus of a man who'd spent decades assessing volatile situations. He picked up a glass, began polishing it with excruciating slowness. "You want a drink?" Rory asked. "I want an explanation." "Which one? The one where I left without saying goodbye, or the one where I left at all?" Eva's jaw tightened. She pulled out the barstool next to Rory and sat, the leather jacket creaking. Up close, the changes were starker. The softness that had lived in Eva's face, the roundness at her cheeks, the way she used to smile with her whole mouth, all of it had been carved away. What remained was pared down. Essential. Like someone had taken a chisel to her and removed everything that wasn't load-bearing. "You could have called." "I know." "Once. You could have called once." Rory signaled to Silas. He brought two glasses and a bottle of Jameson without being asked. She poured for both of them. Eva wrapped her hand around the glass but didn't drink. "I heard about Evan," Eva said. "After. I heard what he did." Rory's left hand drifted to her wrist, her thumb pressing against the crescent scar. She caught herself and pulled the hand into her lap. "What exactly did you hear?" "That he put you in hospital. That you'd been hiding it for months. That when you finally left, you left with nothing." Eva's voice was flat, clinical, as though she were reciting facts from a case file. "Katie Morris told me. She said you'd been staying at a women's shelter in Bristol before you came down here." Rory picked up her whiskey. The rim of the glass was cold despite the warmth of the bar. She took a sip and let the burn settle. "Katie Morris had a big mouth." "She was worried about you." "Everyone was worried about me. Nobody did anything about it." The words landed harder than Rory intended. Eva flinched, a micro-movement, barely perceptible, but Rory caught it. She'd always been good at reading Eva's face. The scar tissue hadn't changed that. "That's not fair." "Isn't it?" "You told me you were fine. Every time I asked, every time I came round, you told me you were fine." Eva's grip tightened on her glass. "I believed you. That's on me. But don't stand there and tell me nobody did anything. I didn't know, Laila." "Don't call me that." "What?" "Laila. I don't go by that anymore." Eva leaned back. She studied Rory's face with an intensity that bordered on clinical, her brown eyes tracking across features she'd once known as well as her own. Whatever she found there, it didn't seem to comfort her. "So who are you now then?" "Aurora. Rory. Carter. Take your pick." "You changed your name." "I changed everything." Rory took another sip. The whiskey was warming her chest, loosening something she kept cinched tight. "Had to. Couldn't be her anymore. She was the one who stayed." Eva finally drank. She tipped her head back and swallowed the whole glass in one motion, then set it down on the bartop with a sharp clack. "I looked for you." "You said." "I mean after. After I found out. I called every hospital, every shelter between Cardiff and London. I drove to your parents' house in Penarth. Your dad answered the door. Do you know what he said to me?" Rory closed her eyes. "He said you were dead to him. Those words. 'She's dead to this family.' He said it like he was reading a weather report." "That sounds like Brendan." "Rory." She opened her eyes. Eva was looking at her with an expression she hadn't seen in years, not since their university days, not since the nights they'd spent sprawled on Eva's bed talking about the future like it was something they could shape with their bare hands. It was the look Eva used to give her when she was about to say something that mattered. "I'm sorry I didn't see it." Rory stared at her. The bar hummed around them. Tom Waits had given way to something instrumental, a piano picking out a slow melody. Silas had moved to the far end of the bar, giving them space, his grey-streaked auburn hair catching the light as he rearranged bottles on the top shelf. "You couldn't have." "Maybe not. But I should have tried harder." Rory refilled Eva's glass. Their fingers brushed as the bottle changed hands, and Eva's knuckles were rough, calloused in a way that spoke of years of physical work. Not the hands of the girl who'd played cello in the National Youth Orchestra. "What happened to you?" Rory asked. "You look like you joined the French Foreign Legion." Eva laughed. It was a short, broken sound, nothing like the laugh Rory remembered, the one that used to fill rooms and make strangers smile. This laugh had edges. "Close. Private security. Spent three years in Johannesburg, two in Beirut. Came back eight months ago." "Beirut." "Don't. Whatever you're imagining, it was worse." "I wasn't imagining anything." "You were. You always did that thing where you'd go quiet and your eyes would get this faraway look, like you were constructing the whole scene in your head. You haven't changed that much." Rory conceded the point with a tilt of her glass. They sat in silence for a moment. The rain had picked up outside, drumming against the windows, and the green neon sign threw shifting patterns across the glass. The man with the paperback had left, and the couple in the corner were gathering their coats. "Why now?" Rory asked. "Why are you in London?" Eva turned her glass on the bartop, rotating it in slow circles. Her scar caught the light. "I came to find you. Properly this time. Not the panicked searching I did after I found out about Evan. I've been in London for three months. I've been to every bar in Soho. Every restaurant. Every delivery service." She stopped rotating the glass. "A woman at the Golden Empress told me where to find you. Said you were small, black hair, blue eyes, and you always smelled like chilli oil." "Yu-Fei." "She was very thorough. Also very suspicious. I think she thought I was a debt collector." Rory almost smiled. Almost. "Three months." "Three months." "You didn't just ask her for my number?" "She wouldn't give it. And I..." Eva paused. She seemed to weigh something, turning it over, deciding whether to set it down or carry it further. "I wasn't sure you'd want to see me. I thought maybe I'd just sit here one night and you'd walk in. And then I'd know. By your face. Whether there was anything left." "And is there?" Eva looked at her. The hardness in her expression cracked, just for a second, and underneath it Rory saw something she recognized. The girl from Cardiff. The one who used to steal her chips and fall asleep on her shoulder during bad films. The one who held her hand at her grandmother's funeral and never said a word, just held on. "That depends on you." Rory traced the rim of her glass with one finger. The whiskey was half-gone and her chest felt warm and strange, the way it always did when something she'd buried started clawing its way to the surface. "You look different," she said. "I am different." "I know the feeling." Eva reached into her jacket and pulled out a creased photograph. She laid it on the bartop between them. Two girls, maybe nineteen, standing outside the Cardiff University Students' Union. One had long dark hair and bright blue eyes and was laughing at something off-camera. The other had a cello case strapped to her back and was mid-speech, her hands animated, her face open and full of a certainty that time had long since stripped away. Rory stared at it. "Where did you get that?" "I've carried it with me everywhere. Johannesburg. Beirut. Every shithole briefing room and every airport lounge." Eva tapped the photo with one scarred finger. "That's who we were. I need to know if she's still in there. If either of us is still in there." The bar was empty now save for the two of them. Silas had retreated to the back, his slight limp audible in the uneven tread fading through the hallway. The piano music had stopped. All that remained was the rain and the hum of the refrigerator and the weight of five years pressing down on the space between them. Rory picked up the photograph. The paper was soft at the edges, worn to a velvet finish from years inside a pocket. She ran her thumb across the surface, across the face of the girl she'd been, the one who smiled like the world owed her something good. "I don't know." "That's honest." "It's all I've got." Eva nodded. She reached for the bottle and poured them both another measure. The whiskey caught the light, amber and deep, and for a moment neither of them drank. They just sat with the glasses between them, the photograph face-up on the bar, the rain coming down hard outside, and the green sign flickering like a pulse.