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The third deadbolt stuck the way it always did, and Rory swore under her breath as she wrestled with it, Ptolemy winding around her ankles like he thought the delay was some kind of game. "For God's sake," she muttered, and finally the bolt gave, and the door swung open, and every word she'd been about to say to whoever was interrupting her at eleven at night died in her throat. Lucien Moreau stood on the landing above the curry house, rain slicking his platinum hair flat against his skull, dark spots blooming across the shoulders of a charcoal suit that had clearly never been designed to survive London weather. He had his cane in one hand, the ivory handle catching what little light spilled from the stairwell bulb, and his mismatched eyes—one amber, one black as a well with no bottom—were fixed on her with an expression she couldn't read, which was, in itself, unusual. Lucien's face was normally a locked door. Tonight it looked more like one that had been kicked half open. "Rory." Just her name. Not Aurora, not Laila, not any of the other skins she wore depending on the room. Just Rory, the way he used to say it when it was only the two of them and nothing else in the world mattered enough to perform for. "You can't be here." Her voice came out steadier than she felt, which she counted as a small victory. "I'm aware." He glanced past her, into the cramped chaos of Eva's flat—the towers of books, the scrolls unrolled across every flat surface, the smell of ink and dust and the curry house exhaust drifting up through the floorboards. "May I come in regardless?" "That's not how this works, Lucien. You don't get to vanish for six weeks and then show up dripping on my doorstep at—" she checked the imaginary clock in her head "—whatever obscene hour this is, and just *come in.*" "Five past eleven," he said. "And I'm aware of that too. I've been aware of a great many things I couldn't do a damn thing about, which is rather the point I've come to make, if you'll let me make it somewhere that isn't a stairwell that smells of tikka masala." Something in his voice cracked, just slightly, right at the edge, and it was that crack more than anything else that made her step back from the door instead of shutting it in his face. Ptolemy took the opportunity to slip past both their ankles and vanish into the flat, entirely unbothered by the six weeks of silence, the unanswered calls, the last conversation that had ended with Rory throwing a very good bottle of Bordeaux at a wall because he wouldn't tell her where he was going or why or when—if ever—he'd be back. Lucien stepped inside, careful as always, folding himself into the small space like a man used to rooms that didn't quite fit him. He set the cane against the arm of the sofa. Water dripped off the hem of his jacket onto Eva's ancient rug, and neither of them mentioned it. "You look well," he said, which was such a spectacularly stupid thing to say that Rory almost laughed. "I look like I've been up until three every night for a month trying to translate a fifteenth-century grimoire that may or may not be actively cursed. Don't do that. Don't stand there dripping in my best friend's flat and make small talk like we're at a garden party." "What would you have me do instead?" "Explain yourself. That would be a start." She crossed her arms, aware of how close he was standing, aware in the old familiar way of the six inches of space between them that had once, for a handful of months, not existed at all. "You told me it was too dangerous for me to know where you were going. You told me that like I was something to be managed. And then you just—" she snapped her fingers "—gone. No word. Nothing. I thought—" She stopped herself. "You thought I was dead," he said quietly. "I thought a lot of things." Her jaw tightened. "None of them very charitable toward you, if I'm honest." "Good." His mouth curved, but there was no real humor in it. "You should think uncharitable things about me. I've earned every one of them." "That's not an apology." "No." He looked down at the cane, at the ivory handle worn smooth by his own hand over years she knew almost nothing about. "It's an admission. I went to Avaros. Through my father's line—there's a debt there, old and ugly, and it came due, and I could not pay it without disappearing to do so. I couldn't tell you because the moment I did, you'd have tried to come with me, and you would have died there, Rory, quickly and without ceremony, and I would rather live a hundred years with you hating me than one single day knowing I'd let that happen." The rain had stopped, or maybe she'd simply stopped hearing it, everything narrowing down to his voice and the water still dripping from his hair onto the floor. "You don't get to decide that for me," she said, but the anger had gone thin, stretched over something else entirely. "You don't get to decide what I can survive." "No," he agreed. "I don't. I know that. I knew it then too, and I did it anyway, because I am, in the end, a coward when it comes to the one thing I actually care about losing." His amber eye held hers; the black one gave nothing back, the way it never did, a door that simply had no other side. "I'm not asking you to forgive me tonight. I came because I couldn't stand another day of you not knowing why, and because I am selfish enough to want to see your face even if all it does is confirm how badly I've ruined this." Rory stood very still in the middle of Eva's cluttered flat, surrounded by books she didn't have the energy to translate and a cat who'd already made himself at home on the one chair not covered in paper, and looked at the man who had once made her laugh so hard she'd cried, who had once traced the crescent scar on her wrist like it was something precious rather than damage, who had also lied to her, left her, let her sit awake at 3 a.m. imagining every terrible ending. "You haven't ruined it," she said finally, quietly, hating how much she meant it. "You've just made it complicated. Again." "I seem to have a talent for that." "You do." She let out a breath that was almost a laugh, almost something else. "Take off your jacket, Lucien. You're ruining Eva's rug, and God knows I'm not explaining that to her." He almost smiled, and for the first time since she'd opened the door, something in his shoulders loosened, just slightly—not forgiveness, not yet, but perhaps the first uncertain step toward it.