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The Raven's Nest smelled the way it always had—stale hops and candle wax, with something older underneath, like the building itself had absorbed a hundred years of secrets. Rory shrugged off her jacket and settled onto her usual stool at the far end of the bar, the one closest to the bookshelf that wasn't really a bookshelf. Silas was polishing a glass that didn't need polishing, watching the door the way he always watched doors, like he expected trouble to walk through it wearing a nice coat. "Quiet tonight," she said. "Give it an hour." The door opened, and a man walked in shaking rain off his shoulders. Rory almost didn't recognise him. Almost. Something in the way he scanned the room first—habit, not curiosity—snagged on a memory she hadn't touched in years. "Tom?" He turned, and for a second his face did nothing at all, just held there, blank as a held breath. Then it cracked into something that used to be a smile. "Rory bloody Carter." He'd put on weight in the shoulders, lost it everywhere else. His hair, once a mess of sandy curls he used to complain about, was cropped close and going grey at the temples though he couldn't have been more than twenty-eight. There was a tremor in his hand when he lifted it to push wet hair off his forehead, small, but there. "I didn't know you drank here," she said. "I didn't know you did either." "I practically live upstairs." "Course you do." He said it like it made sense, like everything about her landing in a Soho bar with a hidden room behind the bookshelf was exactly the sort of thing Rory Carter would end up doing. He took the stool beside her without asking, the way he used to at university, back when neither of them thought twice about proximity. Silas set a glass down in front of him without being asked. Whisky, neat. Tom nodded his thanks and didn't touch it for a long moment, just turned it slowly on the bar top, watching the light bend through it. "Cardiff," Rory said. "God, how long's it been?" "Six years. Seven, maybe. You left before I did." "I left because I had to." "Yeah." He looked at her properly then, and something behind his eyes flickered, a door opening on a room he didn't want her to see into. "I heard about Evan. Bits of it. People talk." "People always talk." "You look good, Ror. Really good." "You look—" She stopped herself, tried to find a kinder word than the one that came first. "Tired." He laughed, short and without much air behind it. "That's one word for it." "What happened to the pub quiz champion? The bloke who could recite the entire starting eleven of every World Cup since '66?" "He got a job in insurance." "That'll do it." "It's not the job." He finally drank, tipped the whisky back like medicine. "My dad died. Two years back now. Cancer, the quick kind, not the kind that gives you time to say the things you should've said." "Tom, I'm sorry." "Everyone's sorry. Sorry doesn't unsay the last thing I ever said to him, which was about a car, if you want to know. A bloody car he wouldn't lend me for a weekend in Bristol." He turned the empty glass in slow circles. "Then Sarah left. Around the same time, funny how it all bunches up like that, isn't it. Like the universe gets bored and just tips everything over at once." "I didn't know you'd married." "Didn't get that far. We were together four years. Bought a flat. She said I'd gone somewhere she couldn't follow." He glanced at her sideways. "You remember what I was like. Big plans. Going to write, going to travel, going to be somebody who mattered in a room." "I remember." "I sell fire insurance to landlords in Maidenhead now." Silas refilled the glass without comment, the way he did for men who needed the refill more than they needed the conversation to stop. Rory watched Tom's hand close around it, steadier this time. "You still writing?" he asked. "Not really." "You had that whole notebook. The green one. You never let anyone read it." "I remember that notebook." "What happened to it?" "I don't know. Lost in a move, probably. Or Evan burned it, I genuinely couldn't tell you which and it wouldn't surprise me either way." Tom's jaw tightened at the name, some old instinct surfacing, the one that used to make him walk her home even when it was three streets in the wrong direction. "If I'd known—" "You didn't know. Nobody knew. That was rather the point of him." "I could've—" "Tom." She put a hand briefly over his, felt the tremor again under her palm. "You couldn't have. Nobody fixes that from a distance, and you were three hundred miles away building a life. That's not a failure on your part." "Feels like one. Feels like most things do, lately." "You're still you." "Am I?" He looked at her, and there was something raw in it, something that hadn't been there when they were twenty and thought the worst thing that could happen to either of them was failing an exam. "Because most days I don't recognise the bloke in the mirror. He's got my face. Talks like me, sort of. But he spends his Tuesdays explaining fire exclusion clauses to men who own eleven buy-to-lets and don't know the address of a single one." "That's not who you are. That's just where you landed." "Feels the same from inside it." Silas moved off down the bar, giving them the kind of distance that wasn't really distance in a room this size, but was a courtesy all the same. The green neon outside buzzed faintly through the window, throwing a thin wash of colour across the old maps on the wall, the black-and-white photographs of a London that didn't exist anymore. "I think about Cardiff sometimes," Tom said. "That flat on Cathays. Do you remember the boiler that only worked if you hit it in exactly the right spot?" "I remember you hitting it wrong for a solid month before you found the spot." "I remember thinking that was going to be the worst thing that ever happened to me. A broken boiler." He almost laughed. "God, we were idiots." "We were young." "Same thing, half the time." He finished the second whisky slower than the first, and neither of them reached for a third round of conversation right away, just sat there in the noise of a bar filling up around them, two people who used to know exactly what the other was thinking and now had to ask, and weren't sure they wanted the answer.