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The green neon raven above the door flickered through the rain, turning the pavement outside the Nest the colour of deep water. Aurora Carter shouldered through the entrance with a delivery bag tucked beneath one arm. Her black hair clung to her cheeks. A paper receipt had stuck to the sole of her boot, and every step dragged it across the floor with a faint, papery scrape. Silas looked up from polishing a glass. “You’re late.” “Yu-Fei sent me to the wrong address.” “Yu-Fei sent you to Soho.” “She sent me to the wrong Soho.” Silas glanced at the takeaway cartons stacked in the bag. “The customer will have eaten the furniture by now.” “Then he’ll have something to complain about besides the noodles.” She crossed the bar and placed the bag beside the till. The Nest held its usual low murmur: glasses touching, a radio muttering beneath the music, rain ticking against the black windows. Old maps covered the walls between framed photographs of men and women who had stared into cameras with the strained stillness of people carrying secrets. Aurora peeled off her wet jacket. A woman at the far end of the bar turned on her stool. The movement stopped Aurora cold. The woman wore a charcoal coat buttoned to the throat, though the bar was warm. Her hair, once a thick brown braid that had reached the middle of her back, now fell in a sharp blond cut around her jaw. A pale line ran from the corner of her left eye towards her temple. She held a glass of whisky without drinking it. For a moment, Aurora saw the girl she had known at nineteen: bare feet on Cardiff pavement, stolen chips wrapped in newspaper, laughter spilling out of her as if the world had made a private joke. Then the woman lifted her eyes. “Aurora?” The receipt beneath Aurora’s boot tore in half. Silas set down the glass. His gaze moved from one woman to the other, weighing the silence between them. “Eva.” Eva stood. The stool legs scraped the floor. They looked at each other across six years, a bar full of strangers between them. Eva’s mouth curved, but the expression failed before it became a smile. “You cut your hair.” Aurora touched the ends of it. “It grew back.” “That wasn’t what I meant.” “No. It rarely was.” Eva’s hand tightened around the whisky glass. She had always possessed a talent for stepping around the centre of a thing, circling it until everyone forgot what they had come to discuss. Silas reached beneath the counter and placed a clean glass in front of Aurora. “Tea,” he offered. “Whisky.” His hazel eyes sharpened. “You’ve had a wet evening.” “I’ve had a long one.” “Tea.” Aurora took the glass when he filled it. Steam rose between her fingers. Silas limped towards the other end of the bar, giving them the shape of privacy without leaving them alone. Eva watched him go. “You own this place?” “I live upstairs. I deliver food for the woman who owns the restaurant next door. Silas owns the bar. He tolerates me because I pay rent.” “You live above a pub.” “I live above this pub.” “Of course you do.” Aurora lowered herself onto the stool beside Eva. Rain streaked the window behind the shelves of bottles. The green light outside washed Eva’s face, giving the scar near her eye a faint metallic gleam. “When did you get back?” Aurora asked. “I never left.” “You left Cardiff.” “I left Cardiff. I didn’t leave Britain.” “You stopped answering.” Eva looked into her whisky. “You stopped calling.” “I called for three months.” “You called my old number.” “You gave me your old number.” “I gave you the number I had.” “That’s not how numbers work.” The corner of Eva’s mouth moved. There she was again, for half a second, the girl who had laughed at every broken thing. Aurora held the tea beneath her nose. It smelled of black leaves and cloves. “I came to London because you asked me to.” “I remember.” “You told me I could stay in your flat until I found somewhere.” “I remember that too.” “You didn’t mention the flat belonged to a man who had access to the front door.” Eva turned towards her. “I didn’t know.” “You knew enough.” The bar noise pressed around them. Someone near the fireplace burst into laughter. A bottle struck the counter. Silas’s limp marked his passage across the room with a soft, uneven rhythm. Eva placed her glass down with care. “I knew he frightened you,” she said. Aurora watched the tea darken. “You knew he frightened everyone.” “He never frightened me.” “He didn’t need to. You loved him.” Eva flinched as if Aurora had reached across the bar and touched the scar beside her eye. The rain strengthened. It ran down the window in crooked threads, bending the neon sign until the raven outside seemed to shiver. “He wasn’t like that at first,” Eva said. “Neither was I.” Eva turned her head. Aurora stared at the old photograph behind the bottles: a woman in a cloche hat standing beside a motorcar, one hand raised against the sun. She had no idea who the woman was. She envied the certainty of the pose. “I thought you’d come to London and become someone else,” Eva said. “I did.” “You became harder.” “I became quieter.” “You used to cry in public.” “You used to steal my cigarettes.” “You didn’t smoke.” “I smoked when you stole them.” Eva’s fingers moved towards the whisky, then stopped. “You used to tell me everything.” “You used to listen.” The words landed between them. Neither reached for them. Silas appeared at Aurora’s shoulder and placed a small plate of chips on the bar. He looked at Eva. “Another drink?” “No.” “Then don’t leave that one unattended. London has become terribly ambitious.” Eva glanced at him. “You own a bar and give security briefings over whisky.” “I own a bar because people talk over whisky.” His silver signet ring caught the light as he lifted the plate and nudged it towards Aurora. “Eat.” Aurora picked up a chip. Silas moved away again. Eva watched him. “He always like that?” “Worse when he’s concerned.” “Are you safe here?” Aurora stopped with the chip halfway to her mouth. “I’m safe above a pub.” “That wasn’t the question.” “No. It wasn’t.” Eva looked down at her hands. The nails were short and unpainted. Aurora remembered those hands covered in blue ink, waving through the air while Eva argued about politics, poetry, or whether the university’s entire faculty had been assembled from men who hated women’s shoes. “What happened to your face?” Aurora asked. Eva took a sip. “A door.” “Doors don’t leave bruises shaped like fingers.” “Not that one.” The answer had a dull edge. Aurora looked at the scar again. It had healed badly, pale against the skin, pulling slightly when Eva frowned. “Was it him?” Eva held the glass against her lower lip. “No.” Aurora waited. “He was dead by then.” The pub seemed to contract around the words. Aurora set the chip down. “Evan?” Eva nodded. “I didn’t know he was dead.” “You weren’t meant to.” “Who told you?” “I attended the funeral.” “You attended his funeral?” “He had no one else.” Aurora’s breath caught. The old instinct rose first: defend, deny, make the room smaller until she could fit inside it. She pressed her thumb against the crescent scar on her left wrist, the little mark left by a childhood accident with a kitchen knife. Eva noticed. “You still do that.” “Do what?” “Touch the scar when you’re angry.” Aurora dropped her hand. “I’m not angry.” “You’ve always been bad at lying when you’re angry.” “You’ve always been good at lying.” Eva’s face tightened. “I didn’t lie about him.” “You lied about everything around him.” “I was nineteen.” “So was I.” “You had somewhere to go.” “I had Cardiff.” “You had parents.” “I had a father who wanted me to become him and a mother who wanted me to become someone kinder. That wasn’t the same as having somewhere to go.” Eva turned the glass between her palms. “I thought you’d come back.” “I thought you’d come after me.” “I couldn’t.” “You didn’t.” “I couldn’t.” Aurora looked at her. “There’s a difference?” Eva met her eyes. The scar beside her eye pulled white. “I was afraid,” she said. Aurora had expected excuses, perhaps anger. The admission left no handle to seize. “Of him?” “Of what happened when you left.” “You mean what happened to you.” Eva’s gaze dropped. The music changed. A slow piano piece filled the bar, all clean notes and empty spaces. “I told him you’d gone,” Eva said. “He asked where. I told him I didn’t know. He didn’t believe me.” Aurora waited, her fingers curled around the warm glass. “He came to my flat every night for two weeks. He sat in the car outside. He rang the bell until the neighbours complained. I stopped going to lectures. I stopped sleeping.” “And you didn’t call me.” “I didn’t know where you were.” “You knew my parents’ address.” “I knew what he’d do if I found you.” Aurora laughed once. The sound held no amusement. “He had already done what he was going to do.” Eva’s face lost its colour. “He put you in hospital,” she said. “He put me in hospital after I told him I was leaving.” “You told me you’d fallen down the stairs.” “I was embarrassed.” “You told me it was an accident.” “I was embarrassed.” Eva pressed her knuckles to her mouth. “I believed you.” “No, you didn’t.” “I did.” “You looked at my wrist and asked whether I wanted you to get my mother.” “I didn’t know what else to do.” “You could have called the police.” “He said he’d kill you.” “He said he’d kill everyone.” “I believed him.” The confession came out raw. Eva placed both hands flat on the bar as if she needed the wood to hold her upright. Aurora looked towards Silas. He stood near the shelves, polishing the same glass he had polished when she entered. His eyes remained on the room, but his attention had settled on them. “I’m not him,” Aurora said. Eva nodded. “I know.” “Then stop speaking as if I might break.” “I’m not.” “You keep watching my hands.” Eva glanced at them. “You still wear no rings.” “Neither do you.” “I lost mine.” “To him?” Eva shook her head. “To the sea.” Aurora waited for an explanation, but Eva offered none. She lifted the whisky and drank. The bar light caught the hollow beneath her cheek. “You look different,” Aurora said. “I am different.” “I meant your hair.” “I know what you meant.” “You used to hate blond.” “I used to hate a great many things.” “Such as?” “People who stayed.” Aurora let the words pass through her. Outside, a bus rolled along the wet street, its windows bright with faces. For an instant, the passengers moved together like a single creature, then the bus vanished beyond the steamed glass. Eva reached into her coat and withdrew a folded envelope. She placed it on the bar between them. Aurora did not touch it. “What’s that?” “Something I should have given you years ago.” “An apology?” “No.” “A letter?” “Yes.” “From him?” Eva’s hand remained on the envelope. “From me.” Aurora looked at the crease running through the paper. The envelope had been opened and sealed again, opened and sealed until its edge softened. “You wrote to me.” “I wrote several times.” “You never sent them.” “I sent one.” “I never received it.” “I know.” Silas’s voice cut across the bar. “Rory.” She looked over. His hand rested on the counter beside the till. The signet ring glinted beneath the green light. “The kitchen’s closing.” Aurora returned her gaze to Eva. Eva slid the envelope closer. “I’m not asking you to forgive me.” “Good.” “I’m not asking you to come back.” “Back to what?” Eva swallowed. “To Cardiff. To me. To any version of us that still exists.” Aurora placed two fingers on the envelope. The paper shifted beneath her touch. “Why now?” Eva looked towards the rain-blurred window. “Because I saw your name on the delivery receipt.” “You ordered noodles?” “I ordered soup.” “That’s not an answer.” “No.” Eva pulled her coat tighter around her throat, though the room stayed warm. “I saw your name,” she repeated. “I came in.” Aurora held the envelope without opening it. Silas began stacking glasses. One by one, they clicked together, neat and final. Eva stood from the stool. “Will you read it?” Aurora looked at the old friend beside her, at the blond hair and the scar and the coat fastened like armour. She looked at the girl still caught beneath all of it, waiting in the wrong city with a stolen cigarette between her fingers. “I don’t know.” Eva nodded as if Aurora had given her something solid. “I know.” She walked towards the door. Aurora remained at the bar, the envelope beneath her palm, while the green raven flickered across the wet glass and Eva reached for the handle.