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The green neon raven above the door stuttered in the rain, brightening the puddles outside the Nest and then losing them again. Aurora pushed through the entrance with a paper bag tucked beneath one arm and a helmet dangling from the other. The smell of wet pavement clung to her coat. Beneath it, the kitchen’s ginger, sesame oil, and charred spring onion had soaked into her shirt. Yu-Fei had sent her across Soho with three steaming cartons of noodles and a lecture about traffic lights. Aurora had delivered two. The third had vanished into her stomach on Greek Street. Silas stood behind the bar, polishing a glass with the patient severity of a man inspecting evidence. His grey-streaked auburn hair caught the amber light. The silver signet ring on his right hand flashed each time he turned the glass. “You’re late,” he called. “I’m alive.” “That wasn’t the question.” “It was the better answer.” He glanced at the empty paper bag. “Delivery?” “An unavoidable casualty.” “Food theft from a paying customer. I’ll add it to your list.” “You already have a list?” “I own a bar. Everyone has a list.” Aurora hung her coat beside the door and ran a hand through her straight black hair. Rain had darkened the ends, leaving them cold against her neck. She crossed towards the counter, rubbing the small crescent scar on her left wrist with her thumb. Three men occupied the far end beneath a black-and-white photograph of wartime London. A woman in a red scarf sat alone by the window, turning the stem of an empty wineglass between her fingers. The usual music murmured from somewhere above the shelves. Maps covered the walls: borders, coastlines, cities marked with pins and pencil lines. The place held its shadows close. Then the woman by the window looked up. Aurora stopped. The woman stood too quickly, catching the table with one hand. Her wineglass tipped. It spun across the wood and struck the edge without breaking. “Rory?” The name crossed the room in a voice Aurora knew before she recognised the face. Eva. For a second, the years folded in on themselves. Cardiff rain rattled against the windows of their student flat. Eva’s boots lay in the bath because she had lost a bet. They were seventeen, sitting on a seawall with their shoes beside them, daring one another to name the first place they would escape to. London had sounded like a dare and a punishment. Aurora looked at the woman in front of her. Eva had cut her hair into a severe dark bob. Silver threaded the black at her temples, though she could not have been more than twenty-six. Her face had narrowed. The old chipped tooth had been repaired. A pale line ran from the corner of her mouth to her jaw. She wore a charcoal suit with no tie, a white shirt buttoned to the throat, and a ring on her left hand that looked too tight. “You’re here,” Eva murmured. Aurora put her helmet on the bar. “That’s how bars work.” Eva’s mouth shifted, almost a smile and not close enough. Silas set the glass down. His eyes moved between them, measuring the distance neither woman crossed. “Friend of yours?” he asked. “Once,” Aurora replied. Eva flinched at the word. She had always been easy to read when they were younger. Her eyebrows rose before she lied. Her left shoulder lifted when she wanted to leave. Aurora had known every signal. She knew them still. Silas drew a bottle from beneath the counter. “Rory, take your coat upstairs. You look frozen.” “I’m not frozen.” “You’ve got rain dripping off your nose.” “That’s different.” He placed a towel beside her hand, then nodded towards the empty stool. “Sit down before you fall down.” Aurora took the stool. Eva remained by the window. Silas looked at Eva. “You drinking?” “Water.” He filled a glass and carried it over. Eva watched his limp as he crossed the room, the slight drag of his left leg concealed beneath years of practice. “I remember you,” she told him. “You remember a lot?” “I remember people who kept doors open.” Silas put the water down. “Then you’ve had an unusual life.” He returned to the bar, leaving them with the old maps and the rain. Eva lowered herself into the chair. She kept both hands around the glass. Her nails were short, unpainted, and bitten raw around the edges. “You look well,” she said. Aurora laughed once. “That’s a dangerous opening.” “You look different.” “So do you.” “I know.” The answer landed without resistance. Eva glanced towards the shelf behind the bar, where bottles stood in rows beneath a photograph of a fogbound bridge. “I thought you’d be taller,” she added. “I was five foot six when you last saw me.” “You wore those enormous boots.” “They added height.” “They added noise. I could hear you coming down the corridor from three rooms away.” “You were usually hiding in one of those rooms.” Eva’s eyes lifted to hers. “I wasn’t hiding.” “You were smoking out the window.” “That wasn’t hiding.” “You fell off the fire escape.” “You pushed me.” “You climbed down drunk.” “You gave me the bottle.” Aurora felt the old rhythm surface between them, quick and bright. It rose like a match flame, then guttered. Eva took a drink of water. “I heard about Evan.” Aurora’s hand stopped on the towel. “From whom?” “Your mother.” “Of course.” “She called me.” “When?” “After you left.” Aurora looked towards the green glow staining the window. Outside, a bus rolled through the rain and smeared the street with red light. “What did she say?” “That you’d gone to London. That you were safe.” “Was I?” Eva’s grip tightened around the glass. “She said you didn’t want anyone to know where you were.” “She made that part up.” “I know.” The bar’s door opened behind them. Two customers entered, shedding rain and talking about football. Silas greeted them by name, offered them the table near the radiator, and poured without asking what they wanted. Aurora watched Eva watch him. Eva kept looking towards the entrance as if expecting someone else to come through it. “You told me to leave,” Aurora said. “I did.” “You sent me the train times.” “I did.” “You told me London would swallow me whole and nobody would care what happened to me.” Eva stared at the table. “I was seventeen.” “So was I.” “I thought fear made you move.” “It did.” “I thought movement would save you.” “It didn’t.” Eva’s face tightened. The repaired tooth showed when she pressed her lips together. “No,” she replied. “It didn’t.” Aurora reached for the glass Silas had left near her and found it empty. She lifted two fingers. Silas saw and poured whisky without asking. She took one sip. The spirit burned a clean line down her throat. Eva looked at the drink. “You don’t drink.” “I do now.” “Since when?” “Since I stopped being seventeen.” “That’s not an answer.” “It’s the one you get.” Eva rubbed her thumb over the ring on her left hand. A shallow indentation circled the finger beneath it. “I came to apologise.” Aurora placed the glass down. “That’s a long way to travel for one word.” “I wasn’t in Cardiff.” “Where were you?” “Manchester.” “Why?” “I live there.” “You live in Manchester now?” “I lived there for three years.” Aurora waited. Eva looked at her. “I’ve lived in six places since Cardiff.” “You always hated moving.” “I hated being left.” The red-scarfed woman at the window rose, leaving a folded note beneath her glass. Silas collected it without looking at the writing. The woman passed Eva, touched two fingers to the table, and left. Eva tracked her to the door. “You know everyone here?” she asked. “No. Silas does.” “Is that why you stay?” Aurora looked at the walls, at the photographs of faces long dead or vanished, at the narrow staircase leading to the flat above the bar. “I stay because the rent’s cheap.” “Still practical.” “Still broke.” “You used to say you’d be a barrister.” “My father said that.” “You said it too.” “I said I’d be a barrister in Cardiff, wear blue suits, and make old men cry in court.” “You would have.” “I make old men cry here. They ask for extra chilli and regret it.” Eva smiled properly then. The expression transformed her, pulling the young woman back through the stern haircut and the hard clothes. Aurora saw the girl who used to steal cherries from the market and leave the stones on the windowsill. Then Eva’s smile fell. “I should have come,” she said. Aurora’s fingers closed around the scar on her wrist. “Come where?” “To the station.” “You knew I was leaving?” “I knew you were going.” “Who told you?” “Your mother.” “And you stayed home.” Eva lowered her head. “You want me to say I was scared?” “Were you?” “Yes.” “Of Evan?” “Of you.” Aurora did not move. Eva’s voice dropped beneath the music. “You were going to ask me to come with you. I knew you were. You kept looking at the second seat on the train ticket.” “I never bought a second ticket.” “You didn’t need to. You looked at it.” “And you stayed.” “I stayed because I thought you’d turn back if I didn’t go. I thought you’d come back after a week, furious with me, and we’d fix it.” “You thought I’d return to Cardiff because you didn’t show up?” “I thought you’d return because you always returned.” Aurora pushed the whisky away. “You knew what he was doing.” Eva shut her eyes. “Not all of it.” “Enough.” “Enough to tell you to leave. Not enough to understand why you couldn’t.” “You called him charming.” “I was nineteen.” “You told me I was jealous.” “I was nineteen.” “You said he only shouted when he cared.” Eva opened her eyes. They had gone wet, but she held the tears in place. “I said that because he told me that.” “And you believed him.” “Yes.” The room seemed to contract around the answer. A bottle clinked somewhere behind the bar. Rain ticked against the glass. Eva reached into her coat pocket and took out a folded envelope. She placed it on the table between them. Aurora stared at it. “What is that?” “Your letters.” “My what?” “The ones you sent after you left.” Aurora looked up. “I sent two.” “I know.” “I sent them to your house.” “I received them.” “You never answered.” “No.” “Why?” Eva kept one hand on the envelope. “Because the first one said you were safe, and I wanted to believe it. The second one said you were working in a restaurant and living above a bar. You wrote that the man downstairs had a gun under the counter.” “He did not.” “I know that now.” “You didn’t answer because I mentioned Silas?” “I didn’t answer because I had begun seeing Evan.” Aurora went still. Eva pulled the envelope back against her chest. “After you left, he came to my house. He knew you’d written. He wanted to know where you were. I told him I didn’t know.” “You did know.” “I knew the city. Not the address.” “You could have warned me.” “I was ashamed.” “You could have called.” “I changed my number.” “You could have found a way.” “I was ashamed,” Eva repeated, and the words broke apart in her mouth. “He frightened me. Then he stopped frightening me, which was worse, because I started thinking I had imagined what he was capable of. I married him six months later.” Aurora’s gaze dropped to the ring. Eva twisted it once. “We stayed married for four years.” “Where is he?” “Dead.” The answer had no drama in it. It sat between them with the weight of a closed door. Aurora’s eyes lifted. “How?” “His car went through a barrier outside Leeds.” “Accident?” “His blood had enough alcohol in it to kill someone twice.” “Were you with him?” “No.” “Did you push him?” Eva looked towards the bar, towards Silas, who had stopped polishing the same glass. “No.” Aurora let out a breath she had not felt herself hold. Eva touched the envelope again. “I kept your letters because they were the only proof I had that you existed before him.” “I existed.” “I know.” “You could have written.” “I wrote hundreds.” “You sent none.” “No.” “You kept them?” “Not the letters. The words.” Aurora looked down at the envelope. The paper had softened at the corners, as if Eva had handled it for years. Silas approached with a fresh glass of water and set it beside Aurora’s whisky. “Kitchen’s closing,” he told her. “I’m not hungry.” “That’s not what I said.” Eva stood. Her knees struck the table, and the envelope slid towards Aurora. “I’ll go.” Aurora put her hand on the paper. “You came here to apologise.” “I did.” “That wasn’t one.” Eva waited. Aurora looked at the woman she had loved like a sister, then at the ring biting into her finger, then at the rain moving down the window in crooked lines. “Say it properly.” Eva’s face tightened. She stood beneath the black-and-white photograph, wearing a suit that looked borrowed from a life she had outgrown. “I’m sorry I left you there,” she said. “I’m sorry I believed him. I’m sorry I made your escape carry the weight of my fear. I’m sorry I never answered because silence felt safer than admitting what I’d done.” Aurora kept her hand on the envelope. Eva’s voice thinned. “I’m sorry I let you become a stranger.” Silas moved away. The two football supporters laughed at something near the radiator. Glass struck glass. The Nest carried on around them. Aurora opened the envelope. Inside, the pages had yellowed. Her own handwriting stared up at her, cramped and slanting, full of details she no longer remembered choosing to share. Eva reached for her coat. Aurora placed the first letter on the table. “Sit down.” Eva paused. Aurora unfolded the page. “Start with this one.”