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The green neon raven above the door bled colour into the rain-polished pavement. Aurora ducked beneath it with the empty Golden Empress delivery bag slung over one shoulder, her black hair damp at the ends and stuck across one cheek. The Raven’s Nest smelled of old wood, lemon polish, and the bitter edge of stout. Maps climbed the walls under low amber lamps. A black-and-white photograph of Silas in a younger man’s suit hung beside a faded chart of the English Channel. Silas stood behind the bar, drying a glass with a white cloth. His silver signet ring caught the light as he turned it over the rim. “You looked like you’d lost a fight with a gutter,” he said. “The gutter fought dirty.” “You won?” Aurora dropped the delivery bag beneath the nearest stool. “I brought the noodles home. That counted.” Silas glanced towards the bag. “Yu-Fei trusted you with the chilli oil?” “She trusted me with a paper sack. Don’t build a legend around it.” The front door opened behind her. A gust of wet air swept through the room, bringing cigarette smoke from the pavement and the sharp mineral smell of the Underground. Aurora reached for the stool, then stopped. The woman in the doorway held the door shut with one hand. She wore a camel coat soaked dark at the shoulders, heels too narrow for the rain, and an expression Aurora knew before she placed the face. Time had laid fine lines around the woman’s mouth, but it had not touched the small notch in her left eyebrow or the habit of pressing her tongue against one front tooth when she had no words ready. Nia Morgan stared at her. “Rory?” The old name hit the room like a dropped glass. Silas set his tumbler down without a sound. Aurora kept one hand on the back of the stool. “Nia.” Nia’s mouth opened. Closed. Her gaze moved over Aurora’s black jacket, the wet trainers, the faded scar at her wrist where her sleeve had ridden up. “You’re here.” “London had a vacancy.” “God.” Nia gave a short laugh that did not reach her eyes. “I thought I’d got it wrong. You cut your hair.” “It grew back since school.” “You know what I mean.” Aurora looked at the bar behind Nia. Three men occupied the table by the window, arguing over a football score. A couple sat under the old maps with their heads bent close together. Rain ticked at the glass. “Come in or stand there until someone mistakes you for the coat rack.” Nia stepped forward. She did not remove her coat. Silas pulled a menu from beneath the counter. “What’ll it be?” “Gin and tonic.” “Lime?” “Please.” Aurora lifted two fingers. “Tea.” Nia looked at her. “Tea?” “Some of us had work.” “You used to drink everyone under the table.” “I used to be nineteen.” Silas poured gin over ice, sliced a lime, and set the glass before Nia. He placed Aurora’s tea beside it in a thick white mug chipped at the handle. Nia took the stool beside Aurora’s. Not close enough for their knees to touch. Her gaze settled on the delivery bag. “You work here?” “Above here.” “That answered none of it.” “I deliver food for Golden Empress. I live upstairs. Silas lets me pay rent in money and sarcasm.” Silas rested both palms on the bar. “She fell behind on the sarcasm last month.” “You raised it.” “Inflation.” Nia looked between them. Something tightened at the corners of her mouth. “You own this place?” Silas gave her a small nod. “Silas Blackwood.” “Nia Morgan.” “Old friend?” Nia’s fingers closed around her glass. “Something like that.” Silas picked up a crate of empty bottles and carried it towards the back, his left leg dragging a fraction behind him. Before he disappeared through the door, he looked at Aurora once. Not a question. A check. Aurora lowered her eyes to the tea. Nia took a sip of gin. “I was meeting someone from work at that restaurant over the road. The one with the blue awning. They cancelled, thank Christ. I walked past this place and saw you through the window.” She rubbed a thumb over the lime wedge. “You vanished.” “I moved.” “You vanished.” Aurora tasted the tea. It had gone too hot to drink. “I sent a message.” “One message. ‘I’m safe. Don’t tell anyone where I am.’ Then nothing for four years.” “I had nothing to say.” Nia’s laugh broke harsher this time. “You always had something to say. You had opinions about every lecturer, every government minister, every bloke who wore boat shoes.” “Boat shoes remained a public menace.” “That’s not what I meant.” Aurora turned towards her. Nia had always had a broad, open face, the sort that made strangers confess things beside bus stops. At university, she had worn denim jackets with marker pen slogans across the back and stolen chips from Aurora’s plate while explaining why they should both drop out and buy a van. Now a thin gold watch hugged her wrist. Her nails shone dark red. A white card from some conference hung half out of her handbag. “You became corporate,” Aurora said. “I became employed.” “You made it sound dirty when I did pre-law.” “You hated pre-law.” “I hated my father being pleased with me for five minutes.” Nia’s chin dipped. “Brendan still writes columns?” “Still finds enough criminals to defend. Society remains a useful mess.” “And your mum?” “Teaching Year Eight. Braver than most soldiers.” “You speak to them?” “Sometimes.” Nia looked at the bar’s far wall, at a photograph of Soho in the seventies. Her reflection floated faintly in the glass frame. “I saw your mum in Cardiff last summer.” Aurora set the mug down. “What?” “At the market. I was home for Mam’s birthday. Jennifer had a bag full of apples and one of those horrible canvas totes with a Welsh dragon on it.” “She hated that bag.” “She still carried it.” Nia shifted on the stool. “She told me you were working in London. She didn’t know where.” “She knew where.” “She asked if I’d heard from you.” Aurora’s fingers found the crescent scar on her wrist. The pale mark had gone flat years ago, but the skin around it remembered. “And?” “I told her no.” “Good.” Nia faced her. “That was all I got? Good?” “What did you want? A plaque?” “I wanted you to tell me why you trusted a stranger in a bar with your address and not me.” The noise of the room thinned. Aurora heard the fridge compressor kick behind the counter. Somewhere upstairs, a pipe groaned in the walls. “You don’t know my address.” “I know you live above a bar in Soho. I could have found you if I wanted.” “But you didn’t.” Nia gripped her glass hard enough for the ice to click. “I thought you wanted to be left alone.” “I did.” “No, you wanted someone to drag you out of that flat by the hair.” Aurora’s face went still. “Don’t rewrite it.” “I was there, Rory.” “You were there once.” “I was there when he smashed that plate.” “You were in the kitchen.” “I heard it.” “You heard a plate.” “I heard him call you useless. I heard you go quiet.” Aurora looked at Nia’s hands. The red polish had chipped at the tip of her right index finger. “You left with Rhys.” Nia swallowed. “You told me to go.” “I told you everything was fine.” “You had blood on your lip.” “I told you I walked into a cupboard.” “You had a bruise on your arm shaped like a hand.” Aurora’s mouth pulled sideways, a movement with no humour in it. “And you believed me.” Nia turned her gin glass in a slow circle. “I had known you since we were eight. You lied badly when we were children. You told Mrs Pritchard the dog ate your maths homework, and you didn’t even own a dog.” Her eyes shone under the bar lights. “Then Evan stood in that hallway, smiling at me, with one hand on your shoulder. You looked at me like I was the person making trouble.” “I was afraid.” “I know.” “No, you knew enough to leave.” The words landed between them. Nia looked away first. A man by the window shouted at the football on the television. Nobody watched it. Nia reached into her handbag and pulled out her phone. The case had a crack along one corner. She set it on the bar, unlocked it, then slid it towards Aurora. An old photograph filled the screen. Two girls sat on the sea wall at Penarth, knees muddy, hair whipped across their faces. Aurora, seventeen and sunburnt across the nose, held a bag of chips over her head. Nia leaned into her, laughing at something outside the frame. Aurora stared at the girl she had been. Her own bright blue eyes looked reckless, almost cruel in their certainty that the world would always give her another afternoon. “I found that last week,” Nia said. “I kept thinking I should delete it.” “Why?” “Because I hated her.” Aurora looked up. “Me?” “No.” Nia tapped the screen. “Her. Me. Both of us. We acted like being loud meant we’d be safe.” Aurora slid the phone back. “We were children.” “We were twenty-one.” “Still children, just with overdrafts.” Nia’s smile flickered and collapsed. “I should have called the police.” “And told them what? That I had walked into a cupboard?” “I should have called your mum.” “You think Mum didn’t notice? She noticed everything. She noticed my weight, the way I stopped wearing sleeveless tops, why I jumped when the kettle boiled. She asked. I lied. That was the whole trick.” Nia’s shoulders bent under the camel coat. “I wrote you letters.” Aurora blinked. “What?” “After you left. Proper letters, like some idiot from 1984. I had your old Cardiff address. Your dad sent one back unopened. Then I found your email through Eva, but she wouldn’t give me your number.” Nia reached into the handbag again and pulled out a folded envelope, soft at the corners. “I brought this with me by accident. It lives in my work bag. Don’t ask why.” She placed it on the bar. Aurora did not touch it. “What’s in it?” “The first one. I never sent it.” “Why carry it around?” Nia’s jaw worked. “Because if I leave it at home, I forget what I did.” “You didn’t do anything.” “That was it.” Aurora looked towards the back room door. Silas had returned to the counter, though he kept his attention on a row of clean glasses. He moved one an inch to the left. The envelope waited between Aurora and Nia. Her name covered the front in blue ink. Rory Carter. The handwriting belonged to a version of Nia who still wrote her sevens with a line through them. Aurora picked it up. The paper weighed almost nothing. “I wasn’t good to you either,” she said. Nia’s eyes snapped to hers. “You were surviving.” “I used that word until it turned into a hiding place.” “You don’t owe me an apology.” “I left you with Evan at that party.” Nia went quiet. Aurora remembered the kitchen in Cathays: warm beer drying on the floor, a broken cupboard door, Evan’s hand closed around her elbow beneath the table where nobody could see. Nia had arrived late with Rhys. Evan had smiled at her, poured her a drink, told everyone Aurora had a headache. “I told you he hated you because you embarrassed me,” Aurora continued. “That wasn’t true. I told him things about you because I knew he would use them. I wanted him looking at someone else for five minutes.” Nia’s face drained. “You told him about Rhys?” “I told him Rhys had cheated.” “He sent me messages for weeks.” “I know.” “You knew?” “I saw them on his phone.” Nia stood so fast the stool legs scraped against the floorboards. Her gin sloshed over the rim and ran across the bar. Silas took one step forward. Aurora remained seated. “I didn’t know how to stop anything,” she said. “That doesn’t make it less vile.” Nia pressed both hands flat against the bar. Her breathing came through her nose, tight and measured. “You watched him do that.” “Yes.” “You watched me think I was losing my mind.” “Yes.” The word left no room to move. Nia looked at the green reflection from the sign trembling on the window. She wiped the spill with the heel of her hand, then picked up her coat from where it had slid off her shoulder. “I spent years thinking you’d forgotten.” “I remembered every bit of it.” “That wasn’t better.” “No.” Silas placed a clean bar towel near Nia’s hand. She took it and rubbed the wet patch until the wood shone darker than the rest. Aurora unfolded the envelope but did not read it. The first line sat beneath the crease in Nia’s old handwriting. Rory, I should have stayed. Nia saw it open. “Don’t read it here.” Aurora folded it again. “Do you want it back?” Nia looked at the envelope, then at Aurora’s scarred wrist resting beside it. “No.” Aurora slipped the letter into the inside pocket of her jacket. Nia drew in a breath that shook at the end. “Did he find you?” “No.” “Did you report him?” “No.” “Is he—” “Not here.” Aurora lifted her tea. The surface had gone still. “Not in this room.” Nia nodded once. Her hand remained on the bar towel. Silas set a fresh gin and tonic in front of her, though she had not asked for another. “On the house,” he said. Nia looked at him. “I don’t deserve—” “None of us did. Drink it before the ice drowned.” She gave a small, startled laugh. Aurora heard the old Nia inside it, scraped thin but present. Nia sat again. This time she set her stool closer, the wood making a low complaint across the floor. “You still hate boat shoes?” she asked. Aurora looked at her over the steam of the tea. “With discipline and purpose.”