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The green neon sign above The Raven’s Nest flickered in the rain, turning the pavement outside into a strip of bruised light. Aurora pushed through the door with a paper bag tucked under one arm and water darkening the shoulders of her jacket. The bar had settled into its late-evening hush. Two men played chess beneath a framed map of Berlin. A woman in a red coat read a paperback at the far end, her wine untouched. Behind the counter, Silas polished a glass with the concentration of a surgeon. “You were due back twenty minutes ago,” he called. “The restaurant had three orders leave at once.” “You were carrying one bag.” “The other two went with people who owned cars.” Silas glanced at the bag. “And that?” “Your dinner.” “I didn’t order dinner.” “You also didn’t order the rain, but it arrived.” She placed the bag on the counter and pulled off her helmet. Her straight black hair clung to her cheeks. Under the yellow bar lights, her eyes looked almost electric. Silas reached for the bag. His silver signet ring caught the light. “You’re bleeding.” Aurora looked down at her wrist. A thin red line crossed the small crescent-shaped scar there. “Door handle,” she said. “Door handles are gaining ground.” “It’s nothing.” “Everything is nothing until it needs stitches.” He came around the bar with his slight left-legged limp and took her wrist before she could object. His fingers were warm and dry. He examined the cut, then released her. “Wash it.” “I’ll add it to the list.” “You have a list?” “I’m considering one.” The door opened behind her. Cold air crossed the room. Aurora stepped aside, expecting another customer, and saw the woman standing beneath the green glow. For a moment, neither of them moved. Eva had once possessed a face that made strangers trust her before she spoke. Time had sharpened it. Her cheekbones stood clear beneath pale skin, and a faint vertical line cut through one eyebrow. She wore a charcoal coat buttoned to the throat, black trousers, and polished shoes that had never touched the puddled pavement outside. Her hair, once a wild brown mass she tied with ribbons, fell in a blunt blonde bob just below her jaw. Aurora’s hand tightened around the helmet. Eva’s gaze travelled over her wet jacket, her scuffed boots, the delivery bag, then returned to her face. “Rory.” The name crossed the room and landed between them. Silas stopped beside the bar. His expression did not change, though his hazel eyes moved from one woman to the other. Aurora put the helmet on the counter. “Eva.” Eva smiled. It was the smile Aurora remembered from school photographs and crowded kitchens, from the summer they stole peaches from a neighbour’s garden and ran until they vomited with laughter. The shape remained. The warmth had gone. “I heard you were here,” Eva said. “You heard?” “London is smaller than people think.” “It’s four hundred square miles.” “You always did enjoy arguing with numbers.” “Only when numbers were wrong.” Eva took off her gloves finger by finger. A narrow gold band circled her left thumb. Aurora watched the ritual, the care she gave each glove, and remembered Eva stuffing wet socks beneath a radiator in the Cardiff flat they had shared for one reckless summer. Silas pointed towards a table near the photographs of old intelligence officers. “Sit down before the two of you turn the doorway into a courtroom.” “I’m only here for a drink,” Eva said. “Then you’ve chosen a bar.” Eva moved to the table. Aurora remained by the counter. Silas lifted the paper bag. “You brought enough for two.” “I brought enough for a person who eats.” He opened the bag, inspected the containers, and carried one to the table. Aurora followed after a pause, still wearing her jacket. Eva watched her sit. “You look well.” “That’s a dangerous opening.” “I meant it.” “Then you could have said, ‘You look well.’ Without the pause.” Eva lowered her eyes to the table. “You look tired.” “There it is.” Silas placed a plate between them, then set down two glasses of water. “Food first,” he said. “Hostilities after.” “We’re not hostile,” Eva replied. Aurora reached for a container. “You drove across London to prove that?” Eva’s fingers pressed against the stem of her water glass. “I didn’t know where else to find you.” “You knew where I lived.” “I went there.” Aurora looked up. Eva held her gaze. “The flat above the bar. I saw the sign. I didn’t come in.” “How brave of you.” “I stood outside for ten minutes.” “And then?” “I left.” “Your courage failed at the door?” Eva flinched. Small. Almost invisible. Aurora saw it anyway. Silas returned behind the counter, leaving them with the food and the silence. He did not turn on the radio. The chess pieces clicked at the other table. Eva opened one of the containers. Steam rose between them, carrying ginger, soy, and chilli. “You still hate coriander,” she said. “I grew up.” “That wasn’t an answer.” “It was. My tastes changed.” Eva took a fork and prodded the noodles. “You used to say coriander tasted like soap.” “It still does.” “Then you haven’t grown up.” Aurora looked at her hands. The nails were short, unpainted. There was a faint white scar across the knuckle of her right index finger. “What happened?” Eva glanced down. “That?” “You used to pick the skin around your nails until they bled.” “People change.” “Apparently.” Eva leaned back. The leather seat gave a low creak. “I heard about Evan.” Aurora’s jaw tightened. Outside, a bus dragged a wash of water along the road. “Who told you?” “No one had to.” “People always tell themselves that.” “I saw the photographs.” “You saw photographs?” “His solicitor posted them. The hearing.” Aurora set down her fork. “You went.” Eva’s mouth tightened. “I was in the public gallery.” “You were there.” “Yes.” “You didn’t speak to me.” “You didn’t look at me.” “I looked for you.” “You looked at the judge.” “I was trying not to fall apart in front of a room full of strangers.” “I know.” “No, you don’t.” Eva’s composure cracked. The water in her glass shivered as her thumb struck the rim. “I knew enough to stay.” The bar seemed to contract around them. Aurora heard the refrigerator motor behind the counter, the scrape of a chair, the rain tapping the windows in uneven bursts. “You stayed in Cardiff,” Aurora said. “I stayed nearby.” “You changed your number.” “You changed yours.” “I changed mine because he kept calling.” “I changed mine because you kept calling.” Aurora stared at her. Eva looked away first. “I called you twice,” she said. “Twenty-three times.” “That’s not true.” “I kept the voicemail.” The colour drained from Eva’s face. Aurora opened the lid on the noodles. She had lost her appetite, but she lifted a fork and ate anyway. The chilli burned the cut on her wrist when she touched it. Eva watched her. “You could have called my mother.” “She told me to stop asking questions.” Aurora’s fork paused. “She said you needed space.” “She said that?” “She said you had enough to deal with.” “And you believed her?” “You had left without telling anyone where you were going.” “I told you.” “You told me you were getting on a train.” “I told you I was going to London.” “You didn’t tell me where you’d stay.” “I thought you’d understand.” “I was nineteen, Rory.” “So was I.” “That doesn’t make us capable of saving each other.” “No. It made us old enough to know when someone needed help.” Eva’s shoulders drew in beneath the charcoal coat. Aurora looked at the woman she had once known by every habit: the left shoulder that rose before a lie, the way she hummed when nervous, the blue thread she wrapped around her finger while revising. None of those things remained. Even her silence had changed. The old Eva had filled silence with movement. This one held it like a weapon. “You cut your hair,” Aurora said. Eva touched the blunt edge near her jaw. “Three years ago.” “Why?” “Because I wanted to.” “That’s a disappointing reason.” “I have many disappointing reasons now.” Silas placed a bottle of whisky on the table without asking. Eva looked at it, then at him. “I’m not drinking.” “Then it will sit there and judge you.” “You remember him?” Aurora asked. “I remember that he once threw a man out for insulting your shoes.” “He insulted the shoes?” “He called them tragic.” “They were tragic,” Eva said. “You bought them at a charity shop.” “You said they made me look dangerous.” “They made you look haunted.” A laugh escaped Aurora before she could stop it. It came out thin, startled. Eva smiled in response, and for one breath the old warmth returned. Then it vanished. Aurora picked up the whisky bottle and turned it so the label faced Eva. “What do you want?” Eva looked at the bottle, then at Aurora’s wrist. “I wanted to see you.” “You’ve seen me.” “I wanted to know if you hated me.” “I don’t have time to hate you.” “That’s worse.” “It’s more efficient.” Eva’s eyes shone, but she did not blink. “I thought you’d hate me.” “I did.” The words sat cleanly between them. “When?” “The first year.” Eva nodded once. “And after that?” “After that I was busy.” “Running?” “Working.” “From what?” Aurora glanced towards Silas. He had his back turned, but the polishing cloth had stopped moving. “From everything that thought it owned me.” Eva folded her gloves and placed them beside her plate. “I was afraid of him.” “So was I.” “I thought if I talked to you, he’d find me.” “He found me anyway.” “I know.” “You keep saying that.” “Because I do.” Aurora pushed the food away. “Then say something I don’t know.” Eva’s face tightened. She took a breath, held it, and let it go. “I went to the police after you left.” Aurora did not move. “I gave them the messages. The ones he sent me. The ones where he asked where you were.” “You told them I was in London.” “No.” “Then what did you tell them?” “That I didn’t know.” Aurora studied her. Eva’s voice dropped. “I lied.” A glass broke behind the bar. One of the chess players swore. Silas bent to gather the pieces, and the room filled with the small, sharp sounds of fragments meeting his palm. Aurora looked at the woman across from her—the changed hair, the careful coat, the gold ring, the scar across the knuckle—and saw, beneath all of it, the girl who had once sat on a bathroom floor with her knees drawn to her chest, whispering, Don’t tell anyone, Rory. Please don’t tell anyone. Eva reached across the table, but stopped before touching her. “I should have come after you,” she said. Aurora looked at the hand suspended between them. “Yes,” she replied. “You should have.”