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The Raven’s Nest had filled its narrow ribs with Friday noise. Glasses knocked against brass. A couple at the end of the bar fought in low, venomous bursts beneath a photograph of Prague gone yellow at the corners. The green neon outside washed the front windows with the colour of pond water. Aurora carried a crate of bottled ale from the cellar, her shoulder tucked beneath one edge, when the woman by the door turned. The crate struck her thigh. “Nia?” The woman froze with one hand around the strap of a leather holdall. Her dark hair, once a wild nest of curls that arrived before her in every room at school, had been cut close to the skull. A pale seam ran from her left ear into the collar of her black shirt. She wore a charcoal coat with a police issue cut, though no badge showed. For a moment, neither of them moved. Then Nia’s mouth opened around a soundless laugh. “Rory Carter.” Aurora set the crate down beside the bar. The bottles clinked together. “Bloody hell.” “You still did that.” Nia pointed at Aurora’s face. “That little squint when you recognised someone.” “You used to have hair.” “You used to wear cardigans with buttons shaped like strawberries.” “I was fourteen.” “You had them at nineteen.” Aurora’s hand went to the bar rag tucked into her jeans. She pulled it free, folded it once, folded it again. “What are you doing here?” Nia looked past her at the room, the old maps, the candle stubs burning in chipped saucers. Her gaze snagged on Silas at the till. He counted notes with the patient dislike of a man forced to handle money. “Having a drink, if the establishment allowed it.” Silas looked up. His hazel eyes moved from Nia’s cropped hair to the holdall, then to Aurora. He rubbed his thumb over the silver ring on his right hand. “Friends of yours, Carter?” “From Cardiff.” “Ancient history, then.” Nia’s smile had no softness in it. “That depended who you asked.” Silas set two glasses on the bar. “You looked like you both needed something stronger than history.” “I worked here,” Aurora said. “I gathered.” Nia slid onto a stool. “You worked in a bar now?” “I delivered food, mostly. Yu-Fei’s, round the corner. I covered shifts here.” “Rory Carter, who colour-coded revision notes and cried when people used biro in her books, carried takeaway bags through Soho.” “I also used biro now. Growth.” “Or collapse.” The rag stopped between Aurora’s fingers. Silas poured whisky into both glasses. “You could pay for the first round later. Or never. I had survived worse business models.” Nia lifted her glass but did not drink. “You owned this place?” “He owned everything people noticed too late.” Silas’s eyebrow rose. Aurora took the other stool, though she remained half-turned towards the bar, ready to stand. Nia had changed in all the places that mattered. Her face still held the sharp Welsh angles Aurora remembered: high cheeks, narrow chin, a small break in the bridge of her nose from rugby. Yet the old Nia had occupied space like a firework. This woman kept her elbows tight and watched reflections in the back-bar mirror. “You vanished,” Aurora said. Nia thumbed the rim of her glass. “You left first.” “I told you I was going.” “You sent one message at half two in the morning. ‘I’m safe. Don’t tell Evan where I am.’ Then you changed your number.” “Because Evan kept finding mine.” “I know.” Aurora looked at her. “You knew?” Nia drank. The whisky touched her mouth, and her expression barely altered. “He came to the flat.” The bar noise thinned around Aurora. A laugh broke near the dartboard. Someone fed coins into the old jukebox, and a bass line began to pulse beneath the floorboards. “When?” “After you left. Two days, I think.” Nia pressed the glass to the side of her face. “He had flowers. Red roses. Half dead already.” “What did he do?” “Nothing worth calling the police over. That was his talent, wasn’t it? He knew exactly how hard to squeeze without leaving the right marks.” Aurora’s left wrist burned beneath her sleeve. She rubbed the crescent scar there with her thumb. “Nia.” “He asked whether you had gone home. He had your dad’s chambers address written on the back of his hand.” Nia’s gaze met hers. “I told him you’d taken the coach to London.” Aurora’s fingers closed around the glass. “Why?” “Because I was angry.” The answer landed cleanly. No excuse wrapped around it. Nia looked down at the amber liquid. “You’d spent two years telling me he was rubbish, then difficult, then under pressure. Every time I pushed, you shut the door in my face. Then you ran, and I had him in my kitchen asking questions with that calm little voice.” She swallowed. “I wanted him gone. I wanted the whole thing out of my flat.” “You gave him my location.” “I gave him a city. He already knew London. Eva was there.” “You knew Eva had asked me to come.” “I knew you were leaving with a suitcase and no plan.” “I had a plan.” “You had a train ticket and twenty pounds.” Aurora leaned closer. “You gave him London.” Nia’s jaw tightened. “Yes.” Silas moved along the bar without looking at them. He took a stack of clean glasses from the shelf and began polishing one with a white cloth. The small movements of his hands made a wall around them. “He found me,” Aurora said. Nia nodded once. “Outside the restaurant. Four months after I left.” “I heard.” “How?” “Eva rang me.” Aurora stared. “She was furious. She told me he’d cornered you by the bins, and you’d smashed a food container into his face.” “It was soup.” “Was it hot?” “Not hot enough.” A flicker crossed Nia’s mouth. It died at once. “You could have called me,” Aurora said. “I picked up the phone.” “And?” “And I didn’t know what I was entitled to say.” Aurora laughed once. It came out hard. “Entitled.” “You were right. I’d sold you out for a quiet afternoon and a clean kitchen.” “You made it sound small.” “It was small. That was the filthiest part.” The whisky sat untouched in Aurora’s hand. Across the room, a man in a red scarf kissed the knuckles of the woman he had been arguing with. She pulled away, then let him take her hand again. Aurora remembered Nia at sixteen, sitting cross-legged on the Carter family carpet, eating crisps straight from the multipack and declaring that every adult in Cardiff had chosen misery as a hobby. She remembered Nia slipping teachers’ chalk into her pockets, Nia on a borrowed bike with one foot on the pavement, Nia shouting Rory’s name through rain at the school gates. “You were the person I would’ve called,” Aurora said. Nia looked at her with a face stripped bare. “I know.” “No, you don’t.” “You’re right.” Aurora pushed her glass away. “What happened to you?” Nia touched the scar near her ear. “A car accident.” “That did that?” “A roadside bomb did that. The car came after.” Aurora’s eyes moved to the holdall, to the square set of Nia’s shoulders. “You joined the army.” “After university.” “You hated uniforms.” “I hated a lot of things. Turns out hatred wasn’t a career plan.” “What were you doing?” “Signals. Then intelligence work.” The word seemed to draw Silas’s attention. He set down the polished glass. Nia’s fingers curled around the base of her drink. “People heard intelligence and pictured glamorous lies in expensive hotels. Mostly, I listened to men breathe before they decided whether to tell me where they’d put something.” Aurora watched the change in her old friend’s face as she spoke. Nia had once confessed every thought before it grew teeth. Now each sentence came checked and measured, passed through locked doors. “Where had you been?” Aurora asked. “Cyprus. Iraq. A few places with names that got people quiet at dinner.” Nia gave the bar a quick sweep with her eyes. “Then I came home and got good at standing in supermarkets without calculating exits.” “You came home when?” “Eighteen months ago.” “And you didn’t call.” “No.” “Why come here now?” Nia reached into her coat. Aurora’s shoulders rose before she could stop them. Nia brought out a battered blue notebook, its elastic band cracked with age. “I found this in a box.” Aurora knew it before Nia placed it on the bar. The cover bore a black ink drawing of a crow wearing a judge’s wig. Aurora had drawn it during A-level law, while Nia had written bad poems in the margins and passed it back under the desk. “You kept that?” “Apparently I carried it through three postings, a divorce, and one evacuation where I left behind actual underwear.” “You got married?” “For eleven months.” Aurora touched the notebook but did not open it. “What happened?” Nia’s look held steady. “I didn’t know how to live with anyone who expected me at breakfast.” The answer made Aurora’s anger shift, not soften. It became heavier, like wet fabric. “You always wanted people to need you,” Aurora said. “I know.” “You’d fix everyone. You’d turn up with cigarettes and a stolen pack of plasters and act like that counted as saving a life.” “It felt useful.” “It was theatre.” Nia’s fingers stilled against the glass. “You watched me make excuses for Evan,” Aurora went on. “You watched him cut me off from everyone. Then, when I finally left, you punished me for not leaving in the way you wanted.” Nia took the blow without looking away. “Yes.” Silas placed a fresh bottle of water between them. “The tap in London had enough personality without asking whisky to do all the work.” Aurora took the bottle. Her palm had begun to sweat against the glass. Nia looked at the notebook. “I had rehearsed this on the train,” she said. “There were versions where I explained myself until I sounded less rotten. I had a whole speech about fear. About being young. About him standing in my kitchen.” She dragged a thumb over the old scar at her neck. “None of it changed what I did.” “No.” “I didn’t come for forgiveness.” “Then what did you come for?” Nia inhaled through her nose. For the first time since Aurora had seen her, something in her posture gave way. “I came because I wanted to see you alive.” Aurora’s throat closed around an answer. Nia looked at the green light bleeding through the front window. “Eva told me you were above a bar in Soho. She wouldn’t give me the name. I spent six months walking into places that smelled like old carpet and bad decisions.” “You could’ve asked Silas. Everyone asked Silas.” “I didn’t know who Silas was.” “That had been his plan.” Silas gave a faint grunt from behind the till. Nia touched the blue notebook again, then slid it across the bar. “I owed you this.” Aurora rested her hand over the cover. Under her fingers, the cardboard had softened at the corners from years of travel, rain, sweat, other hands. She opened it. Between notes on criminal law and a sketch of their old school bus, Nia had written in purple pen: Rory will leave this place. Rory will survive all of us. Aurora read the line twice. “That was awful poetry,” she said. “It was prophecy.” “It was purple pen.” “You loved purple pen.” “I had standards.” “You had a pencil case shaped like a coffin.” “It was a pencil case shaped like a book.” “It had a tiny skull clasp.” Aurora looked up. Nia’s smile appeared, thin but real enough to hurt. “You remembered that.” “I remembered everything. That was the problem.” Aurora closed the notebook. Her hands lay flat on it. “What did you want now, Nia?” Nia lifted her glass, considered it, and set it down untouched. “A drink with someone who knew me before I became unbearable.”