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The green raven above the door flickered through the rain, turning the pavement outside the Nest the colour of old glass. Aurora shoved the door with her shoulder and carried in a cardboard crate of rice wine. Water ran from the ends of her black hair onto the collar of her delivery jacket. The bar smelled of wet wool, orange peel, and the sharp smoke from the kitchen extractor. Silas stood behind the counter, polishing a tumbler beneath the photographs of dead-looking men in dead-looking places. “You’re late,” he called. “Yu-Fei packed the wrong order.” “Yu-Fei packed the order you brought.” Aurora set the crate beside the till. “Then the wrong order survived the journey.” Silas’s hazel eyes moved over her face, checking for damage. He had done that since she first came to London, though he never asked the question aloud. His silver signet ring caught the low amber light as he took the bottle from her hand. “You’ve got ten minutes before the next run.” “I’ve got seven.” “Then drink faster.” He poured whisky into a small glass and pushed it across the counter. Aurora took it, but the front door opened before she could lift it. A woman entered beneath a black umbrella. She folded the umbrella with care, tapped its brass ferrule against the mat, and glanced around the room. Her coat fell to her ankles, cream cashmere against the Nest’s dark wood. A thin gold chain rested at her throat. Her hair, once a thick brown braid she had worn down her back at university, now brushed her jaw in a blunt, silver-edged cut. Aurora’s fingers closed around the whisky. The woman saw her. For a moment, neither moved. “Rory?” The name struck with the force of a hand against glass. Aurora put the tumbler down. “Eva.” Eva smiled, but the expression stopped at her mouth. “I thought that was you.” “You thought wrong.” Silas lowered the bottle. “Friend of yours?” Eva looked at him, taking in the grey-streaked auburn hair, the trimmed beard, the slight drag in his left leg as he moved away from the shelves. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to intrude.” “You walked into a bar,” Silas replied. “That’s usually the intended activity.” Aurora kept her eyes on Eva. Rainwater darkened the shoulders of the expensive coat. A fine scar crossed Eva’s right eyebrow, pale against her skin. Aurora remembered that brow split open on a school gate, remembered holding a packet of frozen peas against it while Eva cursed the headmaster and stole his cigarettes. Now Eva wore a diamond on her left hand. Aurora noticed before she meant to. Eva followed her gaze and tucked the hand into her coat pocket. “You look well,” Eva said. “You look different.” “I cut my hair.” “That’s not what I meant.” Silas picked up a cloth and wiped a clean patch of counter. “Eva, was it?” “Eva Hughes.” “Silas Blackwood.” “I know.” His hand stopped. “Do you?” “Rory mentioned the bar.” Aurora turned towards him. “Did I?” “Not in so many words.” Eva’s eyes moved between them. “You live here?” “Above it.” “Of course you do.” The words carried an old shape. Once, Eva had said them with affection whenever Aurora made a reckless choice. Of course you did. Of course you slept through lectures. Of course you kissed the drummer. Of course you’d left the rent cheque on the bus. Now the phrase landed without warmth. Aurora lifted the whisky and swallowed. It burned down to her stomach. Eva took off her coat. Beneath it, she wore a navy silk blouse and trousers cut sharp enough to belong in a courtroom. She draped the coat over the back of a chair but did not sit. “I didn’t know you worked here,” she said. “I don’t.” “Silas just said—” “I deliver for the restaurant across the road. This is where I live.” Eva studied the room: the maps pinned to the walls, the black-and-white photographs, the narrow staircase leading up to Aurora’s flat. “You live above a bar.” “So you’ve established.” “I meant—” “I know what you meant.” A group of three men near the fireplace burst into laughter. Silas looked over, and the laughter died under his gaze. He returned to the counter without comment. Eva lowered herself into the chair. Aurora remained standing. “You could sit down.” “I could.” “Rory.” “No one’s called me that in years.” “I always called you Rory.” “You stopped calling me anything.” Eva looked at the table. Its surface carried hundreds of knife marks, each one catching the light. “I know.” Aurora felt the old answer rise in her throat: I waited. She had said it too often in her head. In the shower. On buses. In the tiny bedroom she had rented after Cardiff, when the walls sweated and the upstairs neighbours fought until dawn. Instead, she reached for the glass. “What are you doing in Soho?” “I have a meeting.” “At the Nest?” “Not here. Around the corner.” “Then you came in for the atmosphere.” Eva almost laughed. “I saw the sign.” “The sign’s hard to miss.” “I wanted to see if it was you.” “You didn’t know I worked here.” “I knew you lived in London.” Aurora’s hand tightened against the counter. “How?” “I asked your mother.” The glass touched the wood with a small, exact click. Silas glanced towards her. His expression stayed blank, but his shoulders settled into stillness. “You spoke to Mam?” “Once.” “When?” “Last year.” “And you thought you’d leave that out?” “I didn’t know how to tell you.” “You had my number.” “I changed mine.” “I noticed.” Eva rubbed her thumb over the diamond. “You blocked me.” “After three years of silence.” “I didn’t know you wanted me to call.” “You knew I wanted you to call.” The bar seemed to shrink around them. The bottles behind Silas caught the light in coloured fragments, green and red and amber. Aurora could hear the compressor beneath the counter, the scrape of a chair, rain ticking against the front window. Eva’s mouth tightened. “I thought you’d gone back to him.” Aurora stared at her. “Evan,” Eva added. “I know who you meant.” “You disappeared from Cardiff. Your parents said you’d come to London, but no one knew where. Your phone went dead. You didn’t answer emails.” “I answered yours.” “Once.” “I answered every email you sent.” Eva looked up. “I sent one.” “You sent one after six months.” “I thought you didn’t want to hear from me.” “You wrote, ‘Let me know if you need anything.’” The words sat between them, thin and useless. Eva looked away first. “What should I have written?” “The truth.” “I didn’t know the truth.” “You knew he was hurting me.” “I knew you were fighting.” “He broke my wrist.” Silas’s hand tightened around the cloth. Aurora pulled back her sleeve without thinking. The small crescent scar on her left wrist showed pale against her skin, a childhood mark, not the one Eva meant. She covered it again. “He told me you’d fallen down the stairs,” Eva said. “He told everyone that.” “I didn’t believe him.” “You believed him enough to stay away.” Eva’s face changed. The polished surface cracked at the eyes. “I was twenty-two,” she said. “I was in Cardiff, and you were in that house with him, and every time I came over you defended him. You told me I was jealous. You told me I wanted your life to fall apart because mine had stalled.” “I was repeating what he said.” “I know that now.” “You knew it then.” Eva stood so quickly the chair legs scraped. “Don’t make me into the only coward in the room.” Aurora felt heat climb her neck. “You weren’t the only coward.” “Good.” “I was one.” That stopped them. Silas set the cloth down. “Anyone want food?” Neither answered. He opened the small refrigerator beneath the counter and took out a plate covered in foil. The smell of ginger and chilli filled the space. “You’re both staring at each other like you’ve paid for a private show,” he said. “Either sit or leave.” Eva sat. Aurora took the chair opposite her. The old habit returned before she could prevent it: Eva chose the seat with her back to the wall; Aurora sat facing the door. They had done that in cafés, lecture halls, airport lounges. Eva had always watched people. Aurora had always watched exits. Eva noticed. “You still sit like that.” “Like what?” “Ready to run.” Aurora leaned back. “You still notice everything except the important parts.” Eva flinched. “That one was cruel.” “It was accurate.” “I deserved it.” “Don’t do that.” “Do what?” “Hand me the knife and call it honesty.” Eva’s hand went to the chain at her throat. A wedding ring glinted beside the diamond, plain platinum, worn smooth at the edges. “Are you married?” Aurora asked. “Yes.” “Does he know you come into strangers’ bars to find women you abandoned?” “He knows I’m meeting a client.” “That wasn’t my question.” Eva’s fingers fell from the chain. “His name is Marcus.” “Is he kind?” The question escaped before Aurora could stop it. Eva’s face softened with surprise. “Yes.” “Good.” “He is.” “Then why are you here?” Eva breathed in through her nose. The scent of ginger sharpened the air. “Because I saw your name.” “Where?” “On an old university page. Someone posted a photograph from the law society dinner. You were standing behind me, making bunny ears.” “I remember.” “I looked for you.” “And found nothing?” “I found your mother’s school website. I found an article about your father. I found a delivery company listing your name.” Aurora’s pulse moved into her hands. “You searched for me.” “I did.” “When?” “Three weeks ago.” “And it took you three weeks to knock on a door?” “I didn’t know what door to knock on.” “You found the company.” “I found a phone number. I called. A man answered and said you’d left.” “Because I had.” “I came to the restaurant twice.” “Yu-Fei would have remembered you.” “I didn’t go inside.” “Why?” Eva looked at the green neon trembling in the window. “I was afraid you’d look at me exactly as you are now.” Aurora held her gaze. “You were right.” Silas placed the foil-covered plate between them. “Eat.” Eva glanced at the food. “I’m not hungry.” “Then use it as an object to stare at.” Aurora almost smiled. The expression faded before it reached her mouth. Eva lifted the foil. Steam rose between them, carrying garlic and pepper. She picked up a fork, but her hand shook once before she steadied it. “I should have come,” she said. Aurora watched the fork break the surface of the rice. “Yes.” “I should have taken you away.” “Yes.” “I should have called your parents.” “Yes.” “I should have told you what I saw.” Aurora’s voice dropped. “What did you see?” Eva put the fork down. “The night before you left, I went to your house. I heard him shouting. I heard glass break. I stood outside the door for twenty minutes.” Aurora’s breath caught. “Why didn’t you come in?” “Because he opened the door.” “And?” “He had blood on his shirt.” “His?” “I don’t know.” The bar noise thinned around them. Aurora looked at Eva’s altered face, the cropped hair, the fine scar at her brow, the woman who had carried a frozen packet of peas through Cardiff rain and now wore a wedding ring she had never heard about. “What did he say?” Eva’s fingers curled around the fork. “He told me you were asleep.”