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Rain dragged silver threads down the front window of the Raven’s Nest. Outside, Soho shuffled beneath umbrellas and hoods, taxis smearing yellow across wet cobbles. The green neon raven above the door blinked through the weather, one wing lit, the other dead. Aurora set three empty pint glasses into the rack beneath the bar and rubbed the crescent scar on her left wrist with her thumb. “You’re polishing that glass for the fourth time,” Silas called from the far end. He sat on a stool beneath a framed photograph of a man in a naval uniform, one trouser leg angled around his bad knee. His silver signet ring caught the low amber light as he turned a page in the Evening Standard. “It’s still got fingerprints on it.” “It’s a pub glass, Rory. Fingerprints give it character.” “Your character standard has dropped.” “My standards got me shot at in Prague. I’ve adjusted.” Aurora looked towards the window. A man stood under the awning, head lowered against the rain. He pushed through the door when the wind gave him a shove. The bell above it gave a thin, irritated clang. He entered with water darkening the shoulders of his coat. He had once been narrow at the waist and restless in every limb, always moving as if someone had wound a spring in his back. Now he filled the doorway. A navy wool overcoat hung neatly from square shoulders. His hair, once blond enough to look white beneath Cardiff sun, had darkened to brown and receded at the temples. Aurora did not recognise him until he took off his glasses. He saw her at the same moment. The rain had left beads on his lashes. His mouth opened, then closed. “Rory?” The glass slipped from her hand and struck the rubber mat, not breaking. “Tom.” Silas lowered his newspaper. Tom Harcourt’s gaze moved over her face, the black hair brushing her shoulders, the black shirt tucked into faded jeans, the thin gold hoop in her left ear. It stayed on her a second too long, as if he had walked into a room where the furniture stood in the wrong places. “You work here,” he said. “You got observant in your old age.” A flicker passed through him. He smiled, but the smile did not land. “I was looking for somewhere dry.” “You found a bar. London still had miracles.” He came closer. His shoes were expensive, dark leather without a spot of mud despite the rain. Aurora watched him take in the old maps on the walls, the bottles stacked behind her, the row of black-and-white faces in crooked frames. “This place used to be a butcher’s,” he said. “No, it didn’t.” “It did. On Dean Street.” “This is Greek Street.” Tom glanced at the frosted window, then back at her. “Right.” Silas folded the newspaper along its crease. “What’ll you have?” Tom looked towards him. “Whisky, please.” “Which one?” “Whatever’s decent.” Silas’s hazel eyes settled on him. “That narrows it down less than you’d think.” “A Talisker, then.” Silas reached for a bottle. Aurora kept both hands on the counter. “You lived in Cardiff last I heard.” Tom took off his coat. A wedding ring flashed on his left hand before he folded the coat over one arm. The sight of it struck her harder than it should have. Not because she wanted him. That had never been the shape of it. Because she had once known every scrape on his hands, every lie he told when he skipped lectures, the exact way he rolled cigarettes beneath the library fire escape. A ring belonged to a stranger. “I’m in London now,” he said. “Have been for a while.” “How long?” His jaw tightened. “Four years.” Aurora let out a short breath through her nose. “That qualifies as a while.” Silas placed the whisky before him. Tom paid with a crisp note, then left the change on the bar without looking at it. “Keep it,” he said. Silas slid the coins towards the till. “We don’t do charity for staff.” “It wasn’t—” “It’s your whisky. Your money stays your money.” Tom nodded once. Aurora poured herself a small glass of tonic water and lifted it. “Four years in London. You never thought to mention it?” “I didn’t know where you were.” “Eva knew.” “Eva stopped answering.” “She didn’t stop answering. You stopped being worth the effort.” Tom stared at the whisky. The room held three other customers: a couple muttering over a crossword by the radiator, a man asleep over a half-finished stout, and a woman in a red scarf typing furiously at a laptop. Nobody turned around. The bar had learned long ago how to keep its eyes on its own drink. “I deserved that,” Tom said. “You came in for a whisky. Don’t act like you bought a confession with it.” His fingers tightened around the glass. “I came in because I saw the sign. I thought it looked familiar.” “The raven?” “The colour.” “What colour?” He looked up. “Green.” Aurora’s mouth flattened. “You remembered that.” Tom touched the rim of his glass. “You had that green coat. The horrible one with the ripped lining.” “It wasn’t horrible.” “It had a button shaped like a fox.” “You tore that off.” “You told everyone I did.” “You did.” “I did, yes.” Silas picked up his paper again, though he did not read it. Tom gave a small laugh. It cracked in the middle. “God. That coat.” Aurora remembered the coat. Her mother had bought it second-hand from a woman near Roath Park. It smelled of cedar blocks and somebody else’s perfume. Tom had stolen it from the back of her chair during a sixth-form party, then worn it around the garden while pretending to interview hedgehogs for a wildlife programme. She had been furious until he bowed before her, fox button held between his teeth. The memory arrived whole, bright as a shard of glass. She hated it for still fitting. “You look different,” he said. “People do that.” “No. I mean—” “You mean I don’t look like the girl who used to help you cheat in chemistry.” “You never helped me cheat.” “I gave you my notes.” “You put wrong answers in them.” “Only twice.” “You nearly made me fail.” “You passed.” “Barely.” Aurora lifted her tonic. “A triumph.” Tom did not drink. “You were going to be a barrister.” “There are lots of things I was going to be.” “What happened?” She looked at him then. Properly. “What happened to you?” The question took the colour from his face. He glanced down at his coat, the tailored shirt beneath it, the pale line of a watch beneath his cuff. “I work in finance.” “Of course you do.” “That sounded crueler than I expected.” “It sounded exactly how you expected.” “I didn’t choose it because I loved it.” “Nobody held a gun to your head.” “No,” Tom said. “They used tuition fees.” Aurora’s laugh came out sharp. “You always had a family who could have paid them.” “My father could have. He didn’t.” “Your father bought you a car at nineteen.” “He bought it because he crashed mine.” “You had a mine.” Tom’s eyes went flat. “There she is.” Aurora set down her glass. “Don’t do that.” “Do what?” “Turn me into a story you can tell yourself. Rory, the furious girl behind the bar. Rory, who never let anyone off the hook.” “You were never just that.” “You don’t know what I am.” His ring tapped once against the glass. “No. I don’t.” The woman in the red scarf shut her laptop, tucked it into her bag, and left without a glance. The door opened. Rain smell washed through the room, cold and mineral. The bell complained again. Tom watched the door close. “I looked for you,” he said. Aurora leaned against the back counter. “When?” “After university.” “You mean when you left Cardiff without saying goodbye?” “I didn’t leave without saying goodbye.” “You left me a voicemail.” “I was twenty-two.” “That was old enough to know better.” “I knew I was being a coward.” “Then why did you do it?” He pressed his lips together. For a moment she thought he would give her something polished, something that belonged in a boardroom or a marriage photograph. Then his shoulders dropped. “Because you asked me to come with you.” The bar seemed to pull away from her. “I asked you to come to London for a weekend.” “You asked if I wanted to see what else was out there.” “That wasn’t a proposal.” “It felt like one.” Aurora blinked. “Tom.” “You were packed.” He stared into the whisky. “You had that bag with the broken zip. You had a train ticket in your coat pocket. You kept saying Cardiff was too small, that your dad had already picked out the life he wanted you to live. I thought you wanted me to choose you over everything.” “I wanted my best friend to get on a train with me.” “I was scared.” “So you vanished.” “My dad had offered me a job.” “At his firm.” “Yes.” “And you took it.” “Yes.” “You could have told me.” “I thought you’d laugh at me.” “I would have.” “I know.” “Then I would have stopped.” Tom’s expression shifted. “Would you?” Aurora looked past him at the map of Europe behind the bar. Its corners had curled away from the wall. Thin red pins marked cities Silas never discussed. At twenty-two, she had stood on Cardiff Central platform with a cheap ticket in her pocket and an overnight bag at her feet. Tom had promised to meet her beneath the departure board. She had waited until the board changed twice. When his voicemail came, she had listened to it once. He had sounded breathless. Sorry. Something came up. I can’t do this. You’ll understand one day. She had not understood. Not then. “I waited for you,” she said. “I know.” The words hung there. “You know?” “I went to the station.” Her hand curled around the edge of the counter. “You what?” “I got there after the train left.” His voice stayed low. “I saw you from the street. You were sitting on the bench.” Aurora felt heat climb her throat. “You watched me?” “I couldn’t walk in.” “You couldn’t walk in.” “I know what it sounds like.” “It sounds like you stood there while I thought you were dead in a ditch.” “I wanted to go to you.” “But you didn’t.” “No.” Silas set the newspaper aside. “Mr Harcourt,” he said, “there’s a limit to how much self-pity one man can pour into a whisky before it spoils the place.” Tom nodded, accepting the blow. “Fair.” Aurora looked at Silas. His face had not changed, but his signet ring rested against the bar as if he had put a weight there. Tom reached for his coat. “I should go.” “That’s your speciality,” Aurora said. He stopped. The sentence tasted bitter the moment it left her. She had wanted it to cut. It did. Not only him. Tom put the coat back down. “You’re right,” he said. “I left. I left Cardiff, and I left you there, and I spent years making it sound like the sensible thing. I got good at explaining it. To my wife. To people at work. To myself.” Aurora’s gaze dropped to the ring. “Your wife knows about me?” “She knows there was someone I failed.” “That must make dinner parties exciting.” “She left six months ago.” The ring had already told her enough, yet she watched him twist it once around his finger. “I’m sorry,” she said before she could stop herself. Tom gave a tired nod. “Don’t be. I didn’t lose her because of you. I lost her because I treated every difficult thing like a train I could miss and catch later.” Aurora’s chest tightened. He took the ring off. The pale groove beneath it looked raw in the bar’s low light. He placed it beside his empty whisky glass. “I kept it on because people asked fewer questions,” he said. Silas looked at the ring, then at Tom. “People ask questions. That’s their hobby.” Tom almost smiled. Aurora picked up the ring between finger and thumb. It was heavier than it looked. A small inscription ran along the inner band. She did not read it. She held it out. “You should put this away.” Tom looked at her hand. The scar on her wrist showed pale against her skin. “You still have that,” he said. “It’s a scar, Tom. They don’t leave because you ignore them.” His breath caught. He took the ring, but did not put it back on. “No,” he said. “They don’t.” The sleeping man at the end of the bar woke with a snort, fumbled for his coat, and stumbled towards the door. Silas watched until he left, then took a clean glass from the rack. “Another?” he asked Tom. Tom looked at Aurora. She moved aside from the till and reached for the Talisker. “One,” she said.