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The green neon raven above the door had lost a letter. At a glance, it still announced The Raven’s Nest to Soho, its light bleeding over the wet pavement, but the second E flickered in and out. Rory noticed it when she came back from a delivery with rain darkening the shoulders of her jacket. She stood beneath the sign and looked up. “Still refusing to die,” Silas called from the doorway. He held a tea towel over one shoulder. His auburn hair had gone grey at the temples since she had first met him, though she had known that already. The bar’s windows had reflected his face each night for nearly a year. Tonight, the rain and the broken neon cut him into pieces. Rory folded the delivery receipt into her pocket. “It’s not the sign I’m worried about.” “Good. I’ve been meaning to replace it.” “You’ve been meaning to replace it since I moved in upstairs.” “That long?” “You tell me.” Silas glanced at the missing glow, then at her. His slight limp showed as he crossed the threshold. He still moved with care, but not caution. Years ago, he had carried pain like a private accusation. Now he seemed to have reached an arrangement with it. “Get inside,” he said. “You’re dripping on my pavement.” “Your pavement?” “My bar. My pavement. My neon bird.” “London’s going to be disappointed when it hears.” He stepped aside. Warmth met her first: beer, old wood, citrus peel, and the peppery smoke from the kitchen. The Nest looked much as it always had. Maps covered the walls in overlapping rectangles. Black-and-white photographs watched from crooked frames. At the far end, a brass lamp cast a low pool of light over the shelves behind the bar. A man in a linen suit raised two fingers for another drink. Silas nodded and reached for a bottle. Rory took off her jacket. Water ran from her hair onto the floor. “Did you eat?” Silas asked. “I delivered noodles.” “That wasn’t the question.” “Then yes. I ate two prawn crackers while waiting for the lift.” “Gluttony will ruin you.” “Your concern keeps me alive.” He poured her ginger ale without asking. She took the glass and leaned against the bar. The bell over the door rang. A woman stepped in, shaking rain from a black umbrella. She wore a camel coat belted at the waist, polished boots, and a narrow silver watch. Her hair, once a wild brown cloud, had become a sleek bob cut just below her ears. She paused beneath the photographs, scanning the room with a stranger’s blank attention. Then she saw Rory. The umbrella slipped from her hand. “Laila?” The name struck harder than the rain. Rory’s fingers tightened around the glass. She felt the crescent scar on her left wrist catch against the rim. A small, pale moon beneath her sleeve. She had got it at eight years old, climbing the wall behind her parents’ house. Eva had been there. Eva had laughed while Rory bled, then cried when Rory’s mother came running. Rory looked at the woman in the doorway. “Eva.” Silas stopped polishing the glass in his hand. Eva bent to retrieve the umbrella. Her gaze never left Rory. “You’re here.” “I work here.” “You work here?” “Part-time.” “That wasn’t what I meant.” “I know.” The room carried on around them. Glasses clinked. Someone laughed near the fireplace. A record turned beneath the noise, its trumpet line warped by a scratch. Eva closed the umbrella and set it beside the door. Silas placed the glass on the counter. “Friend of yours?” Rory kept her eyes on Eva. “Once.” Eva flinched. It lasted less than a second, but Rory saw it. Silas saw everything. He had spent a life making a profession of it. “You can use the table by the window,” he told Eva. “I didn’t come for a drink.” “Most people say that before ordering one.” Eva crossed the room. Her boots made no sound on the dark floorboards. She stopped in front of Rory, close enough for Rory to notice the faint scar beside her mouth, the one that had not been there when they were twenty-one. “You look well,” Eva said. Rory raised her glass. “That’s a strange thing to say to someone who’s wet, exhausted, and smells of chow mein.” “You look alive.” “That’s worse.” Eva’s mouth shifted. Not a smile. The memory of one. Silas set a whisky in front of her. “I didn’t ask for this.” “You looked like you needed it.” “I don’t drink.” “You used to.” “I used to do plenty of things.” Silas moved away to serve the man in linen. Rory watched Eva pick up the whisky. Her hand had changed too. The knuckles looked sharper, the fingers leaner. She wore no rings. “You cut your hair,” Rory said. “Three years ago.” “I wasn’t there.” “No.” The word sat between them. Rory looked towards the back of the bar. A bookshelf stood beside the old maps, crowded with cracked novels and obsolete guidebooks. Beyond it lay Silas’s hidden room, though no one who had not been invited would know. She wondered how many times Eva had stood in this room while Rory lived above it, how many evenings she had crossed Soho without climbing the stairs. “Why are you here?” Rory asked. Eva took a small sip of whisky. Her face tightened. “Silas knows my brother.” “Silas knows half of London.” “Not like that.” Silas returned with a clean glass for the man in linen, then leaned his hip against the counter. “Eva has a problem,” he said. “I don’t need you to explain me.” “You came in here expecting him to be open.” “You told me he would be.” “I told you he opened at six.” “Both statements can be true.” Rory set down her glass. “What problem?” Eva stared at the whisky. “Your father called me.” Rory’s shoulders went still. “When?” “Last week.” “Why?” “He asked if I knew where you were.” Rory laughed once. The sound held no amusement. “He knows where I am.” “He asked whether you were safe.” “He always liked asking questions he already knew the answer to.” Eva looked at her. “Were you?” The bar seemed to shrink around them. Rory heard the rain ticking against the windows. She heard the refrigerator hum behind the bar, the faint scrape of Silas’s signet ring against the wood as he rested his hand there. “I left Cardiff,” Rory said. “That was the answer.” “That wasn’t the question.” “No. It wasn’t.” Eva lowered her gaze. “He said Evan had been seen near your old flat.” Rory felt the glass cool her palm. “Evan doesn’t know this address.” “Your father said he might.” “My father says many things when he wants people to obey him.” “Brendan never liked me.” “Brendan never liked anyone who couldn’t be cross-examined.” “He liked you.” “He liked the version of me who wore sensible shoes and read law textbooks.” “You wore those shoes because he bought them.” “I wore them because my feet were bleeding.” Eva pressed her lips together. Rory remembered the last time they had stood together in Cardiff. The pavement outside the student union shone with rain. Eva had held a takeaway coffee in one hand and Rory’s suitcase handle in the other. Rory had not told her about the bruise under her sleeve. She had not needed to. Eva had seen it when Rory reached for the door. “You should come with me,” Eva had said. Rory had stared at the taxi. “Where?” “Anywhere.” “You’re leaving tomorrow.” “I can change the ticket.” “Don’t.” “Why?” “Because you’ll hate me for making you choose.” Eva had let go of the suitcase. “You’ve already chosen.” Rory had climbed into the taxi. Now Eva rubbed her thumb over the whisky glass. “I waited outside your house for two hours after you left.” Rory looked at her. “You never told me.” “You never called.” “You changed your number.” “Because I needed to disappear.” “You disappeared from me.” “I disappeared from everyone.” “Your mother heard from you.” “Once.” “Your father heard from you.” “Through her.” “Silas heard from you.” Rory’s eyes shifted towards him. Silas lifted one brow. “I keep excellent records.” “You gave him my address,” Eva said. “He found it himself.” “Of course he did.” Rory turned back to Eva. “Why did you come here?” Eva set the whisky down. The amber liquid trembled in the glass. “Because I didn’t know what else to do.” “That’s not an answer.” “It’s the only one I have.” “You always had answers.” “I had stories. I mistook them for answers.” Silas took the empty glass from the man in linen and replaced it with another. His hand moved with steady precision. He did not interrupt. Eva pulled a folded envelope from her coat. Rory saw her name on it. The handwriting belonged to her father. She did not reach for it. “What is that?” “He gave it to me.” “Why would he give it to you?” “Because he knew I’d find you.” “You haven’t seen me in six years.” “He knew that too.” Rory stared at the envelope. Her name looked formal in Brendan’s hand, each letter upright, contained, disciplined. Eva pushed it across the bar. “It’s not sealed.” “That makes it worse.” “You don’t have to read it.” “Then why bring it?” Eva’s face tightened. Beneath the careful haircut and expensive coat, Rory glimpsed the girl who had climbed through her bedroom window at sixteen, soaked through and furious because Rory had kissed the wrong boy at a party. “You asked me to come,” Eva said. Rory blinked. “I did not.” “Not tonight.” The rain struck harder against the glass. Eva looked at Rory’s wrist. The sleeve had ridden up. The crescent scar showed white against her skin. “You asked me once,” she said. “You stood outside my house and told me if I loved you, I would make you leave.” Rory remembered. The memory arrived whole: Eva’s mother shouting upstairs, the smell of burnt toast, Rory’s own voice breaking from the effort of keeping it calm. “I was seventeen.” “You knew what you meant.” “I didn’t.” “You did.” “I wanted you to stop seeing what was happening.” “I saw enough.” “Then why didn’t you say anything?” Eva’s eyes shone, but no tears fell. “Because you would have defended him.” Rory opened her mouth. Nothing came. Silas placed both hands on the bar. The silver signet ring caught the low light. Eva looked away first. “I told myself you had survived because you left,” she said. “I told myself that was enough. Then your father called, and I heard you were still running, and I realised I had turned your escape into a story where I didn’t have to feel guilty.” Rory touched the envelope with one finger. “You weren’t the one who hurt me.” “No. I was the one who watched.” The words settled with the weight of something long carried. Rory picked up the envelope. She turned it over. The flap hung open. Silas reached beneath the counter and placed a small plate of chips beside her ginger ale. She glanced at him. “I’m not hungry.” “Eat while you decide.” Eva gave a tired breath that almost became a laugh. “He hasn’t changed.” Silas looked between them. “Neither have either of you.” Rory unfolded the letter. The first line waited beneath her father’s precise handwriting. She read it once. Then again. Eva watched her face. “What does it say?” Rory folded the page along its existing crease. Her thumb pressed the paper flat. “It says he wants me to come home.” “And will you?” Rory looked through the rain-streaked window at the broken green raven above the street. “No.” Eva’s gaze dropped to the letter. “Then what will you do?” Rory slid the page back into the envelope and held it between them. “I’ll ask you why you brought it.”