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Rain combed Soho in silver strokes, turning the pavement beneath the Raven’s green neon into a trembling pool of colour. Aurora watched it through the front window while she dried a whisky tumbler. Outside, umbrellas collided and separated. Inside, the Nest held its usual amber hush, all old maps, black-and-white faces and wood darkened by years of elbows. Silas limped behind the bar with a crate of glasses braced against his hip. “You’ve polished that one enough to remove its past.” Aurora held the tumbler towards the light. A thumbprint clouded the rim. “Past’s still there.” “Stubborn thing.” He set the crate down and adjusted one cuff. His silver signet ring clicked against the wood. “You could serve it a drink.” “It would ask for credit.” “Then it already knows the house rules.” The door opened. Rain and traffic noise shoved their way inside before a woman pulled it closed behind her. Aurora looked down at the till. The woman shook water from a black umbrella and stood beneath the framed map of post-war Berlin. Her camel coat reached her knees. Gold glinted at her ears. She wore her dark hair in a blunt cut at her jaw, without the purple streak that had once stained half the bathroom towels in Aurora’s parents’ house. A man followed her in, glanced at his phone and pointed towards the rear tables. “I’ll get us something.” “White wine. Whatever won’t strip paint.” Her voice caught Aurora under the ribs. The tumbler slipped in her hand. Glass knocked wood without breaking. The woman turned. For a moment, neither of them moved. The years did their arithmetic between them. Nia Morgan had lost the roundness in her cheeks. Fine lines bracketed her mouth, and something pale crossed one eyebrow, a thin scar hidden beneath careful make-up. Her old silver nose ring had vanished. So had the chipped black varnish, the army surplus coat, the laddered tights and boots painted with white correction fluid. Her nails now shone the soft pink of seashells. A leather briefcase hung from one hand. Aurora found the towel clenched inside her fist. Nia’s gaze travelled over Aurora’s straight black hair, the plain black T-shirt, the scar on her left wrist. It stopped there. “Rory?” Silas took the tumbler from Aurora and placed it on the shelf. “I’ll check the stockroom.” “The stockroom’s behind you.” His hazel eyes settled on her. “Is it?” He crossed to the bookshelf at the far wall, pressed one shelf and slipped through the opening. The wood closed behind him. Nia stared. Aurora reached for a bottle of wine. “Temperamental shelving.” “You work in a bar with secret furniture.” “I live upstairs as well.” Nia gave a short breath that did not become a laugh. “Of course you do.” Her companion had taken a seat at the back. He lifted two fingers, then returned to his phone. Aurora placed a glass on the bar. “What won’t strip paint?” “Anything dry.” “You used to drink cider with blackcurrant in it.” “You used to pour vodka into shampoo bottles.” “Conditioner. Shampoo leaked.” Nia’s mouth pulled to one side. The expression belonged to a seventeen-year-old girl sitting on the sea wall at Penarth with her school tie around her forehead. Aurora poured the wine. “Eight pounds.” “London has ruined you.” “London pays rent.” Nia tapped her card against the reader. A wedding ring flashed on her left hand. Aurora looked at it for half a second too long. Nia curled her fingers round the stem of the glass. “Seven years.” “Eight.” “No. I saw you at Carys Thomas’s birthday.” “You saw the back of my head. Evan wanted to leave.” “He always wanted to leave when I arrived.” The till spat out a receipt. Aurora tore it free and dropped it beside the card reader. Nia picked it up, folded it once and pressed the crease with her thumbnail. “Eight, then.” Her companion waved again. Nia ignored him. “What are you doing here?” “Serving you wine.” “I meant London.” “I came for the affordable housing.” “That sounds like you.” “No, it doesn’t.” Nia’s gaze moved across the old photographs on the walls. Men in narrow suits stood beside aeroplanes and embassy gates, their faces bleached by camera flashes from another century. “I heard you’d left Cardiff. Eva mentioned it to Lowri, who told Carys, who announced it in a group chat as if you’d escaped a prison transport.” “She hasn’t changed.” “She has three children and sells hand-poured candles.” “That’s worse.” This time Nia laughed, though she smothered it against the rim of her glass. Aurora felt the sound enter a place she had kept locked through two flats, one restraining order and an endless procession of takeaway cartons strapped to the back of a moped. Nia drank and studied her. “You look well.” “No one means anything good after that sentence.” “I meant you look like yourself.” Aurora turned the card reader back into place. “You haven’t seen me since I was twenty-one.” “I knew what you looked like before him.” The rain ticked against the window. At a corner table, two men bent over a chessboard without touching the pieces. Aurora picked up the towel again. “You’ve got a client waiting.” “He’s not a client.” “Date?” “Colleague.” “Does he know?” “Know what?” “That this is a meeting now.” Nia glanced over her shoulder. The man had begun typing with both thumbs. “He’ll survive.” “That confidence came with the coat?” “It came with billing in six-minute units.” Aurora looked at the briefcase. “You became a solicitor.” “Barrister.” “God help the innocent.” “I don’t deal with the innocent. Commercial property.” Aurora let the towel fall. “You spent sixth form chaining yourself to railings because they wanted to build flats on the wetlands.” “They didn’t build those flats.” “And now?” “Now I make sure the contracts for the flats contain workable indemnities.” The humour left Nia’s face. She turned the wine glass by its stem, one measured rotation after another. “Go on, then.” “I didn’t say anything.” “You did. You used your eyebrows.” “Barristers fear eyebrows?” “Only yours. Your father had the same pair in court.” The mention of Brendan tightened Aurora’s hand around the edge of the sink. “You’ve seen Dad?” “At chambers. Two years ago. He pretended not to recognise me.” “He recognised you.” “I know.” “He pretends not to recognise anyone who’s seen him dance.” “That Christmas party should have ended his career.” “It came close.” Nia’s companion rose from the rear table and approached, phone still in hand. “Nia, we need to get to Dean Street in twenty minutes.” She did not turn. “Then go.” “We came together.” “And now we’re embracing independent travel.” His eyes moved between them. “Everything all right?” Aurora reached beneath the bar and produced an unopened bottle of mineral water. “She’s renewing an old argument.” Nia took the bottle and passed it to him. “Put that on expenses, Gareth.” He looked at the label, then at Nia. “I’ll meet you there.” When the door shut behind him, the green light washed across Nia’s coat and vanished. Aurora lined up three beer mats. “You’ve become frightening.” “I used to be frightening.” “You used to cry when bus drivers drove past you.” “That was rage.” “You wrote a complaint in purple gel pen.” “They gave me six free journeys.” “You didn’t use the bus for a month.” “Principle.” Aurora arranged the beer mats into a neater stack. Nia took another sip. “Did he come with you?” The question sat without a name. “No.” “Where is he?” “I don’t know.” “Rory.” “I don’t.” Nia searched her face. Her own had gone still, barrister’s stillness, every reaction held behind the teeth. “Good.” Aurora lifted one shoulder. “Is that all?” “What do you want me to do? Cheer?” “You could ask.” “I asked for four years.” Aurora’s fingers stopped on the beer mats. Nia reached into her handbag and removed a packet of cigarettes. She turned it over, remembered where she stood, and put it on the bar unopened. “You stopped answering.” “He checked my phone.” “I know.” “You didn’t know then.” “I knew something.” “That isn’t the same.” “No. It isn’t.” Silas appeared from the end of the bar, though the bookshelf had made no sound. He carried no stock. He placed a small dish of almonds beside Nia and looked at Aurora. “Ten minutes.” “I’m working.” “I’ve owned this place long enough to recognise when I’m not required in it.” He picked up his coat from a hook. Nia watched his limp as he crossed the room. “Who is he?” “My landlord.” Silas opened the front door. “I heard that.” Aurora raised her voice. “My intrusive landlord.” “Better.” The door closed behind him. Nia touched one almond but left it in the dish. “I came to your flat.” Aurora’s mouth dried. “When?” “March. The year you vanished. It rained for three days and the gutter above your door had split, so it poured down the back of my coat while I stood there ringing the bell.” “I was home.” “I know.” Aurora stared at her. Nia pressed both palms against the bar. “I saw the curtain move.” “He told me you’d gone.” “I heard him.” The bar seemed to narrow. The photographs watched from their frames, mouths fixed in old smiles. “What did he tell you?” “That you didn’t want me there. That you were sick of me interfering. His word.” Aurora pushed the beer mats apart. “He told me you called me pathetic.” Nia’s face changed, not much, but enough. Her nostrils flared. Her tongue pressed against the inside of her cheek. “And you believed him.” “He had a recording.” “Of me?” “Your voice. You said, ‘She’s become pathetic.’” Nia looked towards the rain-streaked window. “I was talking about Carys.” “I know that now.” “Carys had joined that juice cleanse and carried celery in her handbag.” “I know.” “He cut the recording.” “I know.” “You know.” Aurora gripped the counter until the crescent scar on her wrist blanched. “I found the rest on his laptop.” Nia leaned back. Her coat creased across her shoulders. “When?” “After I left.” “And you didn’t call.” The words landed without force. That made them worse. Aurora picked up Nia’s emptying glass and turned it, though there was no mark to clean. “I had your number.” “Yes.” “I wrote it down.” “Where?” “On the back of a delivery receipt. Kept it in my purse for months.” Nia blinked once. “What happened to it?” “It went soft at the folds. The ink rubbed away.” “Phones exist, Rory.” “I know.” “Eva had my number.” “I know.” “My mother died.” Aurora’s hand closed around the wine glass. The chess players in the corner rose together. One placed cash beneath the queen. Their coats whispered as they left. “When?” “Three years ago.” “No one told me.” “I asked them not to.” Aurora set the glass down with care. Nia rubbed the scar through her eyebrow. “She used to ask about you. Right until the morphine made everything slide around, she kept calling the nurse Rory because the nurse had black hair.” Aurora saw Nia’s mother in a Cardiff kitchen dusted with flour, smacking Aurora’s hand away from cooling Welsh cakes. Put butter on them if you must ruin my work. Her voice came back whole. Not a memory worn smooth, but a door opening into heat and cinnamon. “I’m sorry.” “I know.” “You could have told me.” “I could have done a lot of things.” Nia took the cigarette packet out again and tapped one loose. Aurora found an old ceramic ashtray beneath the till and placed it between them, though smoking had been banned in the bar for years. Nia looked at it. “I gave up.” “When?” “The funeral.” “Bad day to start making sensible decisions.” “Mum would have hated it.” “She liked hating your smoking.” “She liked hating most of my decisions.” “She’d approve of the coat.” “She’d ask how much it cost, then phone every aunt in Wales.” Aurora smiled, but Nia watched her with wet, unyielding eyes. “I knocked for forty minutes.” “I was sitting on the kitchen floor.” “I know that now.” “He stood over me while you rang.” Nia pushed the cigarette back into the packet. “What did you think would happen if you opened the door?” Aurora looked at the small pale moon on her wrist. Beyond it, the tendons shifted beneath her skin. “I thought you’d see me.” “I’d seen you before.” “Not like that.” Nia drew the dish of almonds towards herself, then pushed it away. “You think I left because I didn’t care.” “You did leave.” “He came downstairs.” Aurora raised her head. Nia’s jaw locked. “He followed me to the corner. Asked if I wanted to keep making your life difficult.” “What did you do?” “I told him I’d call the police.” “And?” “He laughed.” Nia’s fingers flattened against the receipt she had folded. “I went home. I made tea. I sat beside my phone and told myself I’d ring you in the morning when he’d gone to work.” Aurora waited. “I didn’t ring.” “Why?” “Because I was tired of losing to him.” The answer opened between them, ugly and clean. Aurora took the wine bottle from the cooler. Nia covered her glass. “I have to argue about a hotel lease in twelve minutes.” “You’ll improve it drunk.” “I’d improve it unconscious.” Aurora poured one finger anyway. Nia let her. “I hated you for believing him.” “I hated you for saying it.” “I didn’t.” “I know.” “You keep saying that as if knowing repaired anything.” Aurora replaced the bottle. “It doesn’t.” Nia picked up her glass but did not drink. “What do you do here, apart from serve overpriced wine and live above a bookshelf?” “Deliveries in the day. Golden Empress, near Wardour Street.” “You deliver food.” “People order it. I take it to them. The economic model holds up.” “You were top of our year.” “Second.” “Evan came first because he stole your notes.” “He didn’t steal them. I gave them to him.” “That sentence appears to cover most of it.” Aurora met her eyes. Nia’s face tightened. “Sorry.” “No. Keep it.” “Keep what?” “That version of you. The one who bites before checking where the blood came from.” Nia lifted the glass and swallowed the wine. “You liked that version once.” “I loved that version.” The word remained on the bar between the ashtray and the folded receipt. Neither reached for it. Nia took off her wedding ring and rolled it beneath one fingertip. The gold made a faint, uneven circle on the wood. Aurora nodded towards it. “Who?” “Bethan Price.” “From school?” “From the wetlands protest.” “The girl who glued her hand to the council doors?” “Both hands. She misread the instructions.” “She called you a bourgeois tourist.” “It was our first proper conversation.” “How long?” “Five years married. Seven together.” Aurora looked at the ring turning under Nia’s finger. “Is she happy?” Nia stopped it with her palm. “She asks me that.” “And what do you tell her?” “That I’m late for work.” “That wasn’t the question.” “No.” Nia slid the ring back onto her finger. “Your turn.” “There isn’t anyone.” “Because of him?” “Because I enjoy sleeping diagonally.” “Rory.” Aurora traced the damp circle left by the base of Nia’s glass. “I spent years making myself smaller for someone. I’m not sharing the wardrobe yet.” Nia nodded and glanced towards the clock over the gantry. “You’ve got four minutes.” “So do you.” Nia reached for the briefcase but rested her hand on its clasp. “I kept one of your voicemails.” Aurora looked up. “The one where you rang from your father’s office and whispered that you’d found his judge’s wig. You put it on and did that voice.” “I don’t remember.” “You called me a menace to public decency and sentenced me to transportation.” “That sounds like Dad.” “Your accent slipped halfway through.” “It always did.” “I played it at Mum’s wake.” Aurora’s laugh caught against something sharp. She covered her mouth. Nia watched her, one hand still on the briefcase. “You sounded so young.” “We were young.” “No. We thought we were finished products.” Aurora lowered her hand. “Are we not?” Nia looked down at her tailored coat, her wedding ring and the cigarette packet she carried without opening. Then she looked behind the bar at Aurora’s delivery helmet tucked beneath the sink, its surface scratched white at one edge. “No.” Aurora pulled a fresh glass from the shelf and poured water into it. Nia checked the clock again. “Gareth will be furious.” “He bought mineral water. He’ll recover.” “He’ll tell everyone I ran into an old friend.” “You did.” Nia wrapped both hands around her wine. “I don’t know what to call you.” “Rory still works.” “I meant to me.” Aurora placed the water beside her. “Start with Rory.” Nia held her gaze, then drew the glass closer. “Sit down, Rory.” Aurora came round from behind the bar and took the stool beside her.