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The green neon buzzed like a trapped fly, and Rory noticed it that Tuesday for the first time in eight months of living above it. Rain had come in sideways off Wardour Street and she'd stopped under the awning to shake out her hair, and there it was — that sound, that faint electrical complaint she'd walked beneath hundreds of times. Inside, The Raven's Nest smelled of lemon oil and old wood. Silas had the maps down off the north wall and was wiping the glass on one of them with a cloth, holding it at arm's length the way men his age do when they won't admit they need reading glasses. "You're dripping on my floor." "Your floor's survived worse." "My floor has survived things you wouldn't put in a police report." He set the frame against the bar and reached for the towel he kept under the till. "There. Before you catch something." She was still drying her neck when the door went again, and the rain came in with a man in a wool coat that had cost somebody real money. He shook it off, looked around, and stopped. "Rory Carter." She knew the voice before she knew the face. That was the thing about voices — they didn't renovate. "Dylan." "Aurora Carter, in a bar in Soho, on a Tuesday." He came forward with his hand out, then thought better of it halfway and pulled her into something that wasn't quite a hug. He smelled of cedar and airports. "God. What is it, six years?" "Seven." "Seven." He said it like she'd corrected his grammar. "You look exactly the same." "I don't." "You do. You've got the — " He gestured at her, vaguely, the whole of her. "That thing. You always looked like you were deciding something." Silas moved down the bar without appearing to move at all, and set a glass in front of the empty stool beside her. Rory sat. Dylan hesitated, then took the stool, and hung his coat on the hook beneath the bar like a man who'd learned bars in a different city. "Whisky?" Silas said. "Do you have—" "I have whisky." Dylan laughed, and something in his face relaxed for the first time since the door. "Whisky's fine. Whisky's great." He drank half of it in one go, which told Rory more than the coat had. "You're in London," she said. "Three days. Conference at the Barbican. I fly Thursday." He turned the glass a quarter-circle on the bar. "I've been in Singapore. Four years. Before that Frankfurt for eighteen months, which I don't recommend to anyone." "Doing what?" "Compliance. Financial regulation. It's very dull and it pays obscenely." He glanced at her. "You're allowed to be unimpressed." "I'm not unimpressed." "You're being polite. It's worse." He finished the whisky. "What about you? Are you — did you finish? The pupillage thing, the—" "No." He waited. She let him wait, which she wouldn't have done at twenty-two. At twenty-two she'd have filled the silence with three explanations and an apology. "No," she said again. "I deliver food. For a woman called Yu-Fei who owns a restaurant on Gerrard Street. Mostly on a bicycle." Dylan's mouth did something small and complicated. "Right." "You can say it." "I wasn't going to say anything." "You were going to say *right* again, but slower." "That's not fair." But he smiled when he said it, and she remembered — with a suddenness that felt physical, like a stair missed in the dark — that she used to make him laugh in lecture halls until the tutor stopped and looked. That she'd been the funny one. That somewhere in the intervening seven years she'd stopped being anybody's funny one. Silas refilled the glass without being asked and went back to his maps. "Your dad," Dylan said. "Is he—" "Still practising. Still convinced I've made a catastrophic error. We do Christmas. It's very civil." She turned her own glass. "Mum sends me articles about mature students." "Do you read them?" "I read the headlines. It's a whole language, headlines. *It's never too late to*. *Why I went back at*." "And is it? Too late?" "That's not the question." "What's the question?" She looked at him properly then. He'd got heavier through the jaw, and there was grey coming in at the temples in that way that men are permitted to find distinguished. But it wasn't that. It was the way he sat — squared up to the bar, elbows in, like he was at a meeting. Dylan Reese had sprawled. He'd taken up whole sofas. He'd once fallen asleep across four seats on the last train to Cardiff Central and she'd had to lie to a guard about him being her brother. "The question is whether I want it," she said. "And do you?" "Some Tuesdays." He nodded slowly. "That's more honest than anything I've said in about a year." "You've been in compliance." "Ha." He set the glass down. "Ha, yes." The rain got heavier against the window. Somebody outside was arguing with a taxi. "I looked for you," Dylan said. "After. When you stopped answering. I rang your mum, actually, which was — I'm not proud of that. She said you'd gone to London and she'd rather not say more." "She wouldn't have known more." "No. I got that impression." He turned the glass again. "Was it him?" Rory watched the rain. "Evan," Dylan said. "Was it Evan? Because I want to tell you something and I've wanted to tell you for seven years and I've had two whiskies, so." He pressed his thumb into the wood of the bar. "I knew. Not — I didn't *know*. But I knew something. In the third year, when you stopped coming to the Thursday thing, and then you cut your hair, and then you kept saying you'd fallen, and I remember thinking, that's a lot of falling. I remember thinking that, Rory. And I said nothing, because you were an adult and he was my mate's flatmate and I didn't want to be — " He stopped. "Rude," she said. "Rude." He laughed, and it came out wrong. "I didn't want to be rude." Silas hung the map back on its hook, straightened it, and stepped away to look. He didn't glance at them once, and Rory understood that this was a skill and that she was benefiting from it. "I wouldn't have listened," she said. "You don't know that." "I do. I'd have told you to mind your own business and then I'd have told him you'd said it, because that's what he'd trained me to do, and then it would've been worse for a fortnight." She drank. "So. There you are. You get to keep the seven years." "That's not—" He rubbed the back of his neck. "That's very generous and I don't think I want it." "It's not generous. It's true. They just overlap sometimes." He was quiet. Then: "Eva got you out." "Eva got me out." "Good. Good. I always thought Eva was terrifying." "She is." "Thank God for terrifying women." He raised his glass an inch off the bar and set it back down without drinking. "I'm getting married." "Congratulations." "Her name's Priya. She's a structural engineer. She's better than me by a distance that's frankly embarrassing." He said it fast, the way people offload something they've been holding. "The wedding's in Melbourne because her family's there, and I'll probably move, and I'll probably stay, and I'm forty in two years and I live on the twenty-third floor of a building where I don't know a single neighbour's name." "Do you want to know them?" He thought about it. That was new too. The old Dylan had answered everything inside a second and a half. "No," he said. "That's the bit that frightens me." Outside, the taxi won the argument and pulled away. The green light through the window laid itself across the bar in a long, trembling stripe, and Rory looked at her old friend's hands around the glass and thought about all the versions of both of them that had been possible in a lecture hall in Cardiff, and how few of them had actually been permitted to happen.