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The green neon over the door buzzed like a trapped wasp, and Aurora had stopped hearing it three months ago. Which was how she knew she lived here now. Not the flat upstairs with its cold radiator and its window that whistled. The buzz. You stopped hearing a place and it became yours. Tuesday. Rain coming down in that London way that wasn't weather so much as atmosphere, the pavement outside slick and orange under the streetlamps. Silas had gone to the cellar for the good gin, which meant he'd be twenty minutes because the good gin lived behind six crates of tonic and he liked to take his time with the stairs. So the bar was Aurora's, four punters deep, and she was reading the label on a bottle of Fernet like it might contain instructions for her life. The door went. Cold air, wet wool, the smell of a bus. "God. It's exactly like he described it." Aurora looked up. She knew the voice before she placed the face, and she placed the face before she believed it, and the believing took a full second longer than it should have because Naomi Okonkwo had been a girl with a shaved head and paint under her fingernails who once climbed the fire escape of the Cardiff Students' Union to shout Yeats at a car park. Now there was a woman in the doorway shaking out an umbrella. Camel coat. Hair straightened, pulled back, expensive. A leather folio under one arm like she'd come from something with an agenda. "Naomi." "Rory." Naomi stopped. Her face did something complicated. "You work here?" "I pour things." "You pour things." Naomi laughed, and the laugh was the same, thank Christ, the laugh hadn't been renovated. She crossed the room and hugged her over the bar, awkward, a hand catching a beer mat and sending it spinning. She smelled of a perfume Aurora didn't recognise. Something with a name in French, probably. "Six years." "Seven." "Seven." Naomi sat. She looked at the stool first, checked it, and Aurora clocked that and filed it. "Seven years and you're in Soho pulling pints and I've come here because a colleague said the whisky selection was — Rory, what the hell." "Whisky's decent. Silas overpays for it on purpose." "Who's Silas?" "He owns it. He's downstairs, arguing with a crate." Naomi set her folio on the bar, then moved it to her lap, then put it back. "Right. Okay. I'm going to need a drink before I can be normal about this." "What are you having?" "Whatever you'd drink." "I'd drink the cheap red because I'm paying rent to my boss." "Then something better than that. Surprise me." Aurora poured her a Talisker. Neat, no ice, because Naomi had once spent an entire evening explaining to a boy from Bristol that ice was a crime against distillation, and Aurora had never got round to forgetting it. She watched Naomi's face when the glass landed. Watched her notice. "You remembered." "I remember everything. It's a curse and a party trick." Naomi drank. Her shoulders came down an inch. Under the light her jaw looked sharper than it used to, or maybe that was just what thirty did to a person. There was a thin gold chain at her throat and a ring on her right hand that hadn't been there in Cardiff, and Aurora noticed she was cataloguing again, the way she did now, the way she hadn't before London. "So," Naomi said. "Law. Where'd you land?" "Nowhere." "Nowhere as in a small firm or nowhere as in—" "Nowhere as in I didn't sit the exams." The glass paused. "You didn't sit them." "No." "Rory. You were the one who—" Naomi stopped. Started again, softer. "You annotated the Human Rights Act. For fun. In the summer." "I was a deeply unwell young woman." "You were the best of us." "I was the loudest of us." Aurora wiped the bar with a cloth that didn't need it. "There's a difference. Took me a while." Naomi looked at her the way people looked at a building where a building used to be. Aurora had seen it a few times now, on the phone with her mother mostly, that particular silence that meant someone was rearranging their idea of you and finding the new version wouldn't fit on the shelf. "What do you do?" Aurora said, to move it along. "Policy. Home Office, four years, then I went private. Consultancy." Naomi turned the glass on its coaster. "It's very boring and it pays absurdly." "You wanted to make films." "I did want that." "You had that camera. The one you nicked from your cousin." "Borrowed." "Nicked. You made that thing about the docks. The old men and the crane." Naomi's mouth flattened. "Twenty-two minutes. It got into one festival, in Bristol, and eleven people came, and four of them were my family." She drank. "I put it on a hard drive. The hard drive's in a box. The box is in a flat in Bethnal Green that I own, which is — you know. That's not nothing. Owning a flat." "It's not nothing." "You say that like it's nothing." "I didn't say anything." "You said it like it," Naomi said, and there it was, the first hard edge, quick as a paper cut, and both of them heard it land. Aurora let it sit. Out on Frith Street a taxi hissed past and somebody laughed, high and drunk and too early in the evening for it. "You look well," Aurora said. "Don't do that." "You do." "I look *expensive*. It's not the same thing and you always knew the difference, which is why I hated you a bit." Naomi rubbed her thumb across her eyebrow, an old gesture, the one that meant she was about to be honest and resented having to be. "I've got a health thing with my back. From sitting. Can you imagine? An injury from sitting." "That's why you checked the stool." "You saw that." "I see everything. Same curse." "God, you've got worse." Naomi tilted her head. "You've got — Rory, you've got a *watching* thing now. You didn't have that. You used to talk over people until they surrendered." "I got quieter." "Why?" Aurora took a glass off the drainer and started polishing it. The cloth went round. Behind the bar there was a photograph of a woman in a headscarf on a bridge in some city that no longer existed under that name, and Aurora had asked Silas about it twice and got two different answers. "There was somebody," she said. "In Cardiff. After you went to London." "Evan," Naomi said. Aurora's hands stopped. "Eva told me. Two years ago, at a thing." Naomi's voice had gone very level. "A wedding. We got drunk and she cried and I didn't know what to do with it." "Then you knew." "I knew for two years and I didn't call you." "No." "I had your number. I've had your number since 2016 and I got a new phone twice and I *transferred* it, Rory, I made sure it came across, and then I didn't ring it." Naomi laughed, but it came out wrong, snagged on something. "I told myself you'd hate being pitied. I told myself that with a straight face for two years." "That's true, though. I would have." "That's not why I didn't call." "No." "I didn't call because I'd have had to explain the seven years. And I couldn't do it." Naomi lifted the whisky and put it down without drinking. "I could explain the job. The flat. I've got the whole thing down, I do it at dinner parties, it's very smooth. I just couldn't do it to *you*, because you'd have listened to all of it and then asked me one question and the whole thing would have come apart in my hands." "What question?" "I don't know. That's the terrifying part. You'd have found it." Aurora set the glass down on the shelf, upside down, in its row. She thought about the girl on the fire escape with paint on her hands, roaring Yeats over a car park at eleven at night, and how Aurora had stood below with a can of cider and thought: she'll do something. She'll actually do something. "You climbed the Union," she said. "Don't." "You shouted at a car park." "Rory." "*Things fall apart.*" "I'm going to cry in a bar in Soho," Naomi said, "and I've got a seven-thirty tomorrow." "Everybody cries in this bar. Silas has a system. There's a box of tissues under the till and he pretends he's looking for a bottle opener." "Where is he?" "Cellar. He'll be up in a minute. He likes to arrive after the interesting part." Naomi wiped under her eye with the side of her thumb, carefully, professionally, no smudge. "I've thought about you constantly. Which is an insane thing to say to someone you've ignored for seven years." "It's not insane." "It's a bit insane." "I've thought about you," Aurora said. "There's a bus stop on Charing Cross Road with an advert for some film festival on it and every single time I go past it I think, Naomi should be in that. Every time. For a year." She shrugged. "So." Naomi looked at her, and for a moment the camel coat and the folio and the gold chain didn't quite adhere, and there she was underneath it, twenty-two and furious and full of intent. "Pour yourself one," she said. "I'll cover it. I've got absurd money." "Silas doesn't let me drink on shift." "Is Silas here?" Aurora reached for a second glass.