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The deadbolts took time. Three of them, top to bottom, and Rory worked them slow on purpose, because whoever stood on the other side had knocked in a rhythm she recognised and hated — two short, one long, the same knock he used to give the service door at the Golden Empress when he wanted noodles at two in the morning. She opened the door six inches and left her foot behind it. Lucien Moreau filled the gap in charcoal wool, rain sitting in beads across his shoulders, the ivory handle of his cane cupped in one gloved palm. Someone downstairs was frying cumin and the whole stairwell smelled of it and he stood in the middle of that smell like a man who'd wandered out of a different postcode entirely. "You've added a lock," he said. "I've added three." "Two of them were already—" "Then I've added one and I'm counting generously." She didn't move. "Eva's out." "I know. She's in Norwich until Thursday. She told me on the phone." "She what?" "She likes me." His mouth tipped. "I have never understood it either." Ptolemy shoved his skull against Rory's ankle, purring like a badly tuned engine, and then squeezed through the gap and wound a figure of eight around Lucien's trouser leg, shedding tabby fur into the wool. Lucien looked down at the cat. The cat looked up at him. Traitor, Rory thought. "Three months," she said. "Ninety-four days." "You counted." "I count everything. It's how I stay alive." Rain slid off the end of his nose and he didn't wipe it. "May I come in, Aurora." "That's not a question when you say it like that." "It is entirely a question. You are welcome to answer it badly." She stood there long enough for the timer light in the stairwell to click off and leave him in shadow, one amber eye catching the yellow spill from the flat, the black one taking nothing at all. Then she stepped back and let the door swing. "Wipe your feet. She's got seventeenth-century paper on that rug." "She has seventeenth-century paper on everything. It's a fire hazard and a scandal." He came in, ducked a hanging bundle of dried something, and set his cane against the bookcase with a click that Rory felt in her teeth. "You've been staying here." "Observant." "Your flat above Silas' bar has been dark for two weeks. Silas says you've been sleeping on a sofa in Whitechapel and eating cold chow mein for breakfast." "Silas talks too much." "Silas talks exactly as much as he's paid to." Lucien peeled off his gloves, one finger at a time, and folded them into his coat pocket. "Are you going to ask me why I'm here or shall we do this dance where you don't ask and I tell you anyway?" "I'm making tea." She went to the kitchen corner — two feet of counter, a kettle, a stack of Eva's mugs with the glaze crazed. "You can talk while I do it. Doesn't mean I'm listening." He didn't talk. That was the trouble with him; he never did the thing you set up for him. She heard the coat come off, the soft complaint of the sofa springs taking his weight, the rustle of a book being lifted and set down again. When she turned round with two mugs he was sitting forward with his elbows on his knees, and he had that look — the one that had been on his face in the corridor under the Bank of England when he'd told her to run and then hadn't followed. "Don't," she said. "You don't know what I was going to say." "You were going to lead with something charming so you didn't have to lead with sorry." "That's unkind." "It's accurate." She held out the mug. He took it and their fingers touched, and neither of them made anything of it, and both of them noticed. "You left me in that room, Lucien. With a woman who had my mother's name written on the inside of her wrist and a lot of questions I couldn't answer. And you walked out and shut the door behind you like you were leaving a restaurant." "Yes." "That's it? Yes?" "You want me to argue. I'm not going to." He set the mug down on a stack of Eva's notes and she moved it onto a coaster without breaking eye contact. "I left because if I had stayed she would have read what was on my face and killed you where you stood. That is the entire reason. It's not a good story. It doesn't make me a better man than you thought. It only means I was correct." "You could have said something." "There was no time to—" "You could have said something afterwards. Three months, Lucien. Ninety-four days you were apparently counting. My phone works. My door has a letterbox. You know eleven people who could have found me in an afternoon." "Twenty-three," he said quietly. "Then why?" The rain worked at the window. Somewhere below, the curry house door banged and a man laughed at something in Bengali, and Lucien Moreau — who had once talked a customs officer out of opening a case containing a live thing with too many joints — sat on Eva's sagging sofa and said nothing for the length of eight heartbeats. Rory counted those. She counted everything too, apparently. It was catching. "Because of the roof," he said. Her stomach dropped through the floorboards and into the fryers. "Don't." "You brought me here. I'm answering." "I asked why you didn't call. I didn't ask about—" "The roof of the Barbican car park, February, four degrees, and you had my scarf and you were laughing at me because I couldn't say your name properly." He picked the mug up again just to have something in his hands. "And you stopped laughing. And I did not go home that night. Do you want me to keep going or is this the part where you tell me to wipe my feet again?" "You went to Marseille the next week." "Yes." "You didn't tell me you were going." "No." "So which is it?" Her voice came out rougher than she'd planned and she hated that, hated the way he heard it and didn't look away. "You left me in that room to keep me alive, or you left because you'd rather run to another country than say one true thing out loud?" "Both." He set the mug down again. This time she let it sit on the notes. "Both, Aurora. I am a coward in one very specific direction and it happens to be the direction you're standing in." Ptolemy jumped up between them and sat there, enormous, purring, entirely unhelpful. "That's not fair," she said. "It's not meant to be fair. It's meant to be true." He reached over the cat, slow enough that she could have moved, and turned her left hand palm-up in his. His thumb found the small crescent scar at her wrist the way it had before, like it was a thing he'd memorised and been quietly testing himself on ever since. "You were seven. A greenhouse door." "A cold frame. There's a difference." "There is no difference and you told me the story twice, which means you wanted me to have it." Her pulse was going hard enough that he had to feel it under his thumb. She didn't pull away. That was the part she'd think about later, in the dark, on Eva's sofa with the springs in her ribs: that she had every lock on that door and she'd opened all three of them, and now she was letting him hold her wrist in a room full of somebody else's books. "You can't do this," she said. "Turn up in the rain and be honest at me and expect—" "I expect nothing." His eyes came up, amber and black, and there was no charm in either of them, which frightened her far more than the alternative. "I came because a woman in Camden said your name in a room where your name should not have been said. And because I have spent ninety-four days composing an apology I cannot say. And because I could not do the first thing without standing in front of you, and I would rather do it badly in person than well over a telephone." "Which do you want to start with?" "The apology," he said. "The Camden woman can wait until you've finished your tea."