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The third deadbolt always stuck. Rory worked it with her thumb, the metal cold and stubborn, and thought about how many times she'd told Eva they should oil the thing. Then the bolt gave, the chain slid, and she pulled the door open with the specific irritation of someone expecting a courier and finding, instead, the last man in London she wanted on her doorstep. Lucien Moreau stood in the narrow stairwell with rain in his hair. That was the first thing she noticed, absurdly — not the suit, not the cane, not the fact that he was here at all, but that the rain had ruined the slicked-back platinum and left a few strands hanging loose over his forehead. It made him look younger. It made him look like the version of him she'd seen at four in the morning in a Whitechapel alley eight weeks ago, bleeding through his shirt cuff and laughing at something that wasn't funny. "Aurora," he said. The stairwell smelled of the curry house below — cumin and hot oil and the sweet ghost of onion bhaji — and Lucien stood in it like a man standing in a cathedral, entirely at ease and entirely out of place. "No," she said, and closed the door. She got two of the deadbolts turned before he spoke through the wood, unhurried. "You have not asked what I want." "I don't need to." She slid the third bolt home. It went easily this time, which felt like a betrayal. "You want something. That's the whole of you, Lucien. You're a wanting-shaped hole in a very good suit." A pause. Then, quietly, in French: "*Tu me manques aussi.*" Rory pressed her forehead against the door. She had two years of secondary school French and one very bad ex-boyfriend's worth of romantic vocabulary, and she understood that sentence perfectly, and she hated that he knew she would. "That's cheating," she said. "Yes." Ptolemy chose that moment to wind around her ankles, tail up, mrrping at the door like he recognised the voice on the other side. Traitor. Lucien had fed him prawn crackers exactly once, from her own delivery bag, sitting cross-legged on Eva's floor at two in the morning with his tie loose and his shoes off, and the cat had loved him ever since with the shameless devotion of the easily bought. She opened the door. "Ten minutes." "You are generous." He came in past her, and she caught the smell of him under the rain — cedar and something faintly scorched, the way the air smelled after lightning. He stopped in the middle of the room, taking in the chaos: the towers of books, the scrolls unspooled across the sofa arm, the wall of Eva's research notes pinned in a spiral pattern that made sense to precisely one person on earth. "She has been busy." "She's always busy. She's in Prague." Rory folded her arms. "Which you knew, or you wouldn't have come." He glanced back at her, and there it was — the eyes. Amber and black. One warm as whisky held up to a lamp, the other absolute, a hole punched through his face into somewhere else. She'd stopped flinching from it weeks ago. She'd started, at some point, looking for it. That was the problem with Lucien Moreau. He got in under your defences by simply standing very still and letting you decide to come closer. "I knew," he admitted. "Coward." "Strategist." He set the ivory handle of his cane against the arm of the sofa, and Ptolemy leapt up to investigate it. "Eva would have thrown something at me. You will only say cruel things, and I can survive those." "Don't be so sure." Rory moved past him to the kettle, because her hands needed a job. The kitchen was three feet of counter and a hob that only worked on the back-left ring, and she filled the kettle and set it down and stared at the wall until the roar of it filled the flat and gave her somewhere to put the silence. "You left," she said, to the wall. "You didn't say goodbye. You put a note in my delivery bag, Lucien. I found it in Bethnal Green with a bag of sweet-and-sour going cold in my other hand. Do you know what it said?" "I remember what it said." "*Don't look for me.*" She turned round. "Four words. You speak four languages and you managed four words." "It was the kindest sentence I have ever written." "It was a *coward's* sentence—" "It was *true*." Something moved through his voice, the smooth surface of it breaking. "Aurora. There were men looking for me. There are men looking for me still. If they had found you with me, they would not have asked whether you knew anything. Do you understand? They would not have asked." "So you decided for me." She was gripping the counter edge. "That's my favourite thing about men. The deciding." That landed. She watched it land, watched his jaw tighten, and knew he was thinking about Evan — about the night she'd told him, three drinks in, why she'd left Cardiff, why she checked all three deadbolts twice, why she never let anyone stand between her and a door. He'd listened to that with his hands perfectly still on his knees and said nothing for a long time, and then he'd said, *He is alive because you are merciful, not because he is lucky*, and she had wanted very badly to kiss him and hadn't. "That was unfair of me," Lucien said. "Yes." "Don't agree with me. It's unnerving." "I have been unfair to you in three separate ways and I intend to apologise for all of them, but the kettle is very loud and I would like you to hear it." The kettle clicked off. The silence dropped like a curtain. Rory didn't move. Neither did he. The rain hushed against the window, and a car went by on Brick Lane trailing bass through the floorboards, and somewhere below them a pan hit a burner and someone shouted something cheerful in Bengali. "Go on then," she said. He crossed the room. Not fast. He never did anything fast; it was one of the ways he made you feel like the only urgent thing in the world was whatever he was walking towards. He stopped close enough that she had to tilt her chin up, and he did not touch her. "I am sorry that I left the way I left." A beat. "I am sorry that I made you believe it was easy for me. And I am sorry —" his voice went low, almost annoyed with itself — "that I am here now, because I have nothing to offer you except more of the same. That is the third one. That is the worst one." "Then why come?" "Because I sat in a car outside this building for forty minutes." He said it like a confession under torture. "And I could not make myself drive away, and I have never in my life been unable to make myself do a thing." Rory breathed out. Then she reached up — and her sleeve slid back, and the small crescent scar on her left wrist caught the lamplight, the one he'd once traced with his thumb and asked about and then never mentioned again — and she took hold of his damp lapel and did not pull him closer, only held him there, the way you hold a door that could go either way. "Eight weeks," she said. "You owe me eight weeks." "I am aware." "And a proper goodbye. When it happens. Out loud, to my face, with my name said properly and not that thing you do where you make it sound French." "It is a beautiful name in French." "Lucien." "Yes." His hand came up and covered hers on his lapel, warm, careful, like she was something that might spook. "Yes. Out loud. I promise." "Good." Her voice had gone unsteady and she despised it. "Now tell me what you actually want, because you've never once come to this flat without wanting something, and if you say *nothing* I'll know you're lying." His mouth curved. That slow, wretched, unfair curve. "I want," Lucien said, "to be told to stay." The kettle ticked as it cooled. Ptolemy purred on the arm of the sofa, enormously pleased with himself. Rory closed her eyes, and let go of his lapel, and did not step back. "Take your shoes off," she said. "You're dripping on Eva's notes."