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The rain had driven off the tourists, so the Nest held only its regulars: two men arguing over a chess board they'd never finish, and a woman by the window reading the same page of a paperback for forty minutes. Rory worked the glasses through the sink, hands in water gone lukewarm, while Silas counted the float with the slow patience of a man who'd once counted other things. The door let in noise from Frith Street and a woman in a grey suit, shoulders dark with wet. "Do you serve food?" "Crisps," Rory said. "Nuts, if you like disappointment." The woman folded her umbrella, and the green neon caught her face through the glass, and Rory's hands stopped in the water. "Nia." Nia Prosser looked up. Her hair was short now, dark, cut close at the sides like something official. She'd lost the softness under her jaw and gained a line between her brows, and the coat over her arm cost more than Rory's month of rent. "Christ," Nia said. "Rory Carter." Neither of them moved. The chess men swore at each other about a bishop. "You've had your hair done," Rory said. "You're behind a bar in Soho." "I'm not behind it. I'm helping. I deliver noodles, mostly." She wiped her hands on the towel and came round the counter and they did an awkward thing that started as a handshake and ended, badly, as a hug. Nia smelled of dry cleaning. She used to smell of Marlboro Lights and coconut shampoo and the damp of that flat on Cathays Terrace with the mould behind the wardrobe. "Sit down," Rory said. "What are you drinking?" "Lime and soda." "Very funny." "Lime and soda," Nia repeated, and pulled out a stool. Rory filled a glass. Ice, lime wedge, the gun. She set it down and Nia turned it a quarter-circle on the bar and left it there. "Two years in March," Nia said. "Right." "You can say something." "I'm working out how many nights I carried you up three flights of stairs." "Eleven, I've counted." Nia's mouth moved, not quite a smile. "You used to take my shoes off and put them by the door, toes pointing out. So I'd find them." "You'd lose them anyway." "I lost a lot of things." She drank then, a long swallow, and set the glass down harder than she meant to. "I'm here for a hearing. Employment tribunal, Victoria Street. My hotel's got a bar with a water feature in it and a man playing bossa nova on a keyboard, so I walked until I saw a sign that looked like it wouldn't cost eighteen pounds to be sad in." "You found the right sign." Silas closed the till drawer with his hip and carried the float towards the back, and on the way he touched two fingers to the bar in front of Rory. Not a word. She heard the bookshelf swing and settle behind her. "Who's that?" "Silas. He owns it. I live upstairs." "Above a bar." Nia laughed and it came out thin. "Your mother must be thrilled." "My mother sends me articles about conversion courses. Every Sunday. Like a woman putting out seed for a bird that flew off years ago." "You'd have been good." "I'd have been miserable." "Those aren't opposites." Nia said it flatly, and turned her glass again, and the ice knocked. "I finished. Pupillage in Cardiff, then I got taken on. I do employment, some housing. I stand up in rooms with strip lighting and argue about whether a man was constructively dismissed or just an arse." "You dropped out." "I went back." "You said the law was a machine for making poor people apologise." "I was twenty-one and I'd had four cans of Strongbow on the steps of the Temple of Peace." Nia rubbed her thumb along the edge of the bar. "It is a machine. I just decided I'd rather have my hands on it than be under it." Rory leaned against the back counter, arms folded. Rain ran down the window in the neon, green over green. "You look well," Rory said. "I look like a solicitor's idea of a barrister. You look like you sleep four hours." "Six. On a good week." "Are you all right?" Nia asked. "That's the question, isn't it. That's the one nobody asked." The chess men gathered their pieces. The woman by the window turned her page at last. "I'm all right," Rory said. "You went to London on a Tuesday and I found out from Bethan Rees on Facebook." "You'd have talked me out of it." "I'd have driven you." "You'd have talked me out of it first," Rory said, "and then you'd have driven me, and I'd have spent the whole M4 defending myself, and by Reading I'd have been apologising for him. That's what I did then. That's who I was." Nia's jaw shifted. She looked at the maps on the wall, the black-and-white photographs of men in overcoats standing on bridges. "I saw your wrist," she said. Rory said nothing. "That August. The barbecue at Owain's, and you had a cardigan on in twenty-six degrees, and when you reached for the tongs the sleeve rode up and I saw it, and I looked away, and then I got you another drink." Nia's voice stayed level, the way a voice does when it's been practised in the car. "I've cross-examined a hundred men who looked away. I'm very good at it. I make them say the word." "Nia—" "I said he was intense. Do you remember? I said, he's intense, but he adores you. In the kitchen. You were washing up somebody else's plates and I said that to the back of your head." The pump dripped into the drip tray. Rory unfolded her arms and picked up the towel again because her hands wanted something. "You were twenty-two," she said. "So were you." "He was clever," Rory said. "That's the thing nobody puts in the leaflets. He was clever and he was funny with your mates and he'd hold your bag outside the changing rooms. If you'd said it straight I'd have hated you. I'd have chosen him and hated you and told him what you said, and he'd have used it for a year." "Then I'd have been the villain and you'd have been alive." "I am alive." "You know what I mean." Rory hung the towel on the rail. She reached under the counter and came up with a bottle of soda and topped Nia's glass without being asked, the way she used to top up glasses at three in the morning in a kitchen full of other people's plates. "Eva made me a bed on her floor for eleven weeks," she said. "I sat on the Circle line for whole afternoons because it was warm and nobody knew me. I gave a fake name to a landlord. Laila. First thing that came into my head." She pushed the glass across. "And there wasn't one day of it I'd trade for staying." Nia took the glass. Her ring caught the light — plain, silver, on the wrong hand for a wedding. "I looked you up," she said. "Once a year, like a dentist. Aurora Carter. Nothing. Not a thing. Like you'd walked into the sea."