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The third deadbolt always stuck. Rory had to lift the door on its hinges with her hip while she turned it, a trick Eva had taught her the first night she'd arrived in London with a duffel bag and a split lip, and she was thinking about that — about how strange it was that a flat could teach you things — when the door came open and the smell of rain and cardamom rolled in off the landing, and Lucien Moreau was standing in it. She didn't slam the door. She wanted it on record, later, in whatever ledger the universe kept, that she had not slammed the door. "No," she said. "Bonsoir to you as well." He was soaked. That was the first thing that registered, because Lucien Moreau did not get soaked; he arrived from weather the way other men arrived from a car, untouched, faintly amused by the elements. Now his platinum hair had come loose from its slick and hung over one eyebrow, and the shoulders of his charcoal suit had gone black with water, and the ivory handle of his cane was slippery in a hand that — she noticed, because she always noticed, that was the trouble — was not quite steady. "It's ten past one," she said. "Is it." He glanced at nothing, as though a clock might have been hovering politely at his elbow. "Then I am early. I told myself I would not come before two." "Lucien." "May I come in?" "Give me one reason." His mouth did something complicated. Not a smile. The ghost of one, a smile's older, sadder brother. "I could give you four," he said. "In four languages. But you would only believe the ugly one, so: someone followed me from Whitechapel, and if I stand in this doorway much longer he will decide the doorway is where it happens." Rory looked past him at the stairwell — narrow, yellow-lit, the runner worn through to the boards, the smell of the curry house downstairs baked permanently into the plaster. Nothing on the stairs. That meant nothing. She had learned, over eleven months, that nothing on the stairs meant nothing. She stepped back. He came in the way he did everything: economically. Cane first, then a scan of the room that took maybe a second and a half and would have told him where the exits were, where the knives were, and probably what Eva had eaten for dinner. Rory shut the door. First deadbolt. Second. Third, with the hip. "Eva is away," he said. "How do you know that?" "Because you did not tell her I was at the door, and you tell her everything." He set the cane against the wall of paperbacks, then reconsidered and kept it. "Yorkshire, no? The archive at Ripon." "You are a genuinely appalling person." "I am an accurate one. It is often mistaken for the other thing." Ptolemy came out from under the table then, all eleven pounds of tabby indignation, and made straight for Lucien's wet trouser leg, and began to butter himself against it. Rory watched this betrayal in silence. "Traitor," she said. "Cats have excellent judgment." "Cats love anything that smells like blood." She said it lightly and then heard herself say it, and the room got very quiet, and Lucien looked at her with that face he had — one eye amber, warm as whisky held to a lamp, the other black all the way through, no iris, no shine, a hole punched in a man — and she saw him decide not to lie. "It is not mine," he said. "Most of it." "Sit down." "I am dripping on the—" "Lucien. Sit down before I make you." He sat. That was how she knew it was bad. He took the armchair, the one with the broken spring, and let his head go back against the doily Eva's grandmother had crocheted in 1974, and closed both eyes, and for a moment he looked thirty-two instead of ageless, and Rory hated the way her chest went tight. She got the first-aid tin from under the sink, and the whisky Silas had given her for her birthday, and a tea towel, and she knelt on the floorboards in front of him amid the drifts of Eva's research — photocopied grimoires, sticky notes in three alphabets, a ring-bound thesis on binding sigils with a coffee cup standing on it — and she said, "Where." "Left side. Below the ribs. It is closing." "Jacket off." He opened the amber eye. "Aurora." "Don't." "You told me," he said, "very clearly, in a car park in Deptford, in the rain, that you did not want to see me again." "I did." "You were quite eloquent. I have thought about it often. Your phrasing was—" "I remember my phrasing." "—economical." "Take off the jacket." He took off the jacket. Under it the shirt was ruined, gone stiff and dark from the seam of the trouser to the third button, and when he peeled it back she saw the wound, four inches, ragged, already knitting itself in that obscene inhuman way, pink new flesh crawling over red, and she made herself breathe out slowly through her mouth. "That's not a knife." "No." "What was it?" "Something with an opinion about me." He watched her hands. "You are not squeamish. You never were. It is one of the six or seven things about you that I find—" He stopped. "Find what?" "Inconvenient," he said. She swabbed the edges of it. He didn't flinch, which was worse than flinching. Rain worked at the window. Somewhere under the floor, the curry house's extractor fan turned over in its sleep. "You could have gone to Yu-Fei," Rory said. "She has a back room and a better cabinet than this." "Yes." "You could have gone to Silas. Silas keeps actual medical supplies. Silas would have poured you a drink first." "Yes." "You could have gone to literally anyone in this city who owes you a favour, which is, by my count, everyone." "Aurora." "So why are you bleeding on Eva's grandmother's doily?" He was silent for long enough that she looked up, and that was the mistake, because he was already looking at her, and there was nothing brokered or amused or four-languages about his face at all. "Because I did not want to die," he said, "somewhere you would hear about it secondhand." The tea towel was very red. Rory looked at it because it was easier than looking at him. "That's not fair," she said. "No." "You don't get to say a thing like that. You don't get to be gone for four months and then—" Her voice did something and she stopped it. "You didn't call." "I know." "You had my number. You had my number written on the inside of your cigarette case, I *saw* it—" "I know what I had." "Then why—" "Because you asked me for one true thing." He said it quietly. "In the car park. You said: tell me one true thing, Lucien, and I will stay. And I stood there and I could not think of a single one that would not frighten you away, and so I said nothing, and you walked to your bike, and I let you. That is the whole of it. That is the entire crime." His hand moved, and stopped, hovering an inch from her wrist — from the small crescent scar there, the one she'd got at seven falling off a wall in Cardiff, the one he'd asked about once and never forgotten. "I have been composing the true thing since October. I am not finished." Rory did not move her wrist away. "Take a run at it," she said. "Now?" "You've had four months. And you're bleeding on my flatmate's chair, so my patience is—" "Economical," he said. "Careful." And he laughed — one soft breath of it, and then winced, and the wince made her hand flatten instinctively against his side, over the closing wound, warm and terrible, and neither of them moved. "Very well," Lucien said. His voice had gone low and rough at the edges, all the polish off it. "One true thing. When I came through the door tonight I was not afraid of the man on the stairs. I was afraid you would not open it." The rain came harder. Ptolemy jumped up onto the arm of the chair and began, loudly, to purr. "You're still bleeding," Rory said, which was not what she meant, and he knew it, and she saw him know it, and that was the worst and best thing that had happened to her in four months. "Yes," he agreed. "Take your time."