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The first deadbolt always stuck. Rory had learned to lift the door slightly by the handle while she turned it, a trick Eva had never bothered to teach her and which she'd worked out herself on the third night of sleeping on this sofa. Second bolt, smooth. Third, a chain she left on out of habit even though the wood around the plate had gone soft as bread. Through the four inches of gap, she saw charcoal wool, and a hand resting on ivory, and she nearly shut the door on both. "You could at least look surprised," Lucien said. "I'm working on my face. Give it a moment." The stairwell light behind him had been broken for two weeks, so he stood in a wash of amber from the curry house sign below, and it did unfair things to him. It caught the platinum of his hair, slicked back and immaculate as always, and it turned the amber eye to melted honey and left the black one unreadable as a hole in the world. The smell of frying onion and cardamom came up the stairs with him. It clashed magnificently with whatever he wore — something dry and expensive, cedar and cold smoke. "Eva's not here," Rory said. "I know. She's in Deptford until Thursday, arguing with a man about a book he doesn't own." "Then you know she's not here, and you came anyway." "I did." Ptolemy chose that moment to press his stripes against her ankle and yowl at the gap in the door as though he'd been personally starved for a month. Rory looked down at him. She looked at the chain. Behind her, on the coffee table, were nine open books, a mug of tea gone the colour of wet cardboard, and a page of her own handwriting getting steadily more unhinged towards the bottom margin. She unhooked the chain. "Don't take that as forgiveness," she said, stepping back. "Take it as the fact that Mrs Bhatt downstairs can hear everything and I'd rather she didn't." "I would never mistake you for forgiving." He stepped in, ducking slightly under the low frame, and the flat shrank around him the way it always did. It wasn't his size — he was only five-eleven, and she'd stood eye to collarbone with taller men. It was that the flat was built for two people who lived in books, and Lucien lived in rooms with mirrors in them. He surveyed it. The stacked paperbacks holding up one end of the shelf. The scroll pinned open with a butter knife and a jar of Marmite. The sofa with her blanket on it, folded, because she'd folded it that morning out of a stubborn refusal to look like someone who was falling apart. "You're sleeping here," he said. "I'm staying here." "Above your own flat there is a perfectly good bar and a perfectly good bed." "There is." She crossed to the kettle, mostly so she'd have something to do with her hands. "Silas' place got a visit last Tuesday from someone with too many teeth asking about a delivery girl. So I'm staying here. Do you want tea or are you going to keep standing in the doorway like a Jehovah's Witness with a knife cane?" A pause. Then, quietly amused: "Tea." She filled the kettle. Water hammered the metal. It gave her four good seconds of noise to breathe through, and she used every one. The last time she'd seen him had been in the loading bay behind the Golden Empress at three in the morning, both of them bleeding, her hands shaking so badly she couldn't work the buttons of her own coat, and he had done them for her. One at a time, from the bottom up, not looking at her face. And then he had said, *You should not know me, Aurora*, in that flat broker's voice he used for pricing information, and walked out into the rain without his umbrella, which had been so out of character that she had stood there for ten minutes holding it and hating him. She had not called. Neither had he. Eleven weeks. "You've cut your hair," he said. "Two inches. In a bathroom. With kitchen scissors." "It suits you." "It doesn't, and you know it doesn't, and you're being nice to me, which means you want something." She turned around, arms folded, hip against the counter. The scar on her left wrist showed, the little crescent, and she saw him see it, the way he always did, the way she'd once found flattering and now found unbearable. "So let's do this properly, Lucien. You don't make house calls. You send notes. You send *boys* with notes. What is it?" He set the cane against the arm of the sofa, which she noted, because he never did that. He always kept it in his hand. Then he took off his gloves, one finger at a time, and laid them across his knee as he sat, and she realised he was buying seconds too. "There's a name," he said, "moving through certain rooms. A name attached to you. Not Rory. Not Carter." The kettle began to mutter. "Malphora," she said. His head came up. Both eyes on her, and for once neither of them was performing. "Who told you." "Nobody told me. It was in a book. There are, as you may have noticed, several." She nodded at the room. "Eleven weeks, Lucien. What did you think I'd be doing? Baking?" "I thought you would be safe." "You thought I'd be *ignorant.* Those aren't the same and you're too clever to pretend otherwise." Her voice had gone up. She hated that. She pulled it back down, deliberate, cool, the way she did when a delivery went wrong or a man got too close in a stairwell. "You decided for me. In a car park. At three in the morning. You buttoned up my coat like I was six years old and you *decided*, and then you left, and I let you, because I was tired and because — " She stopped. "Because," he said. "Because if you'd stayed I'd have asked you not to go, and I wasn't going to give you that." The kettle screamed. She switched it off and it died into silence and she didn't turn around to pour. "So. There. That's mine. That's the thing I didn't say. You can have it, since you came all this way." For a long moment the flat was only the fridge humming and Ptolemy grooming himself on a pile of eighteenth-century sermons. Then the sofa shifted, and she heard him stand, and she heard the two steps he took across the terrible carpet, and she still didn't turn. "Aurora." He said it properly. All four syllables, the *r* softened, the way no one else on this island said it. "I have spent eleven weeks not writing to you." "That's a very small achievement." "It is the single hardest thing I have done in thirty-two years." A breath. "I told myself it was mercy. I know what happens to people who stand near me. My father's realm has a long memory and a longer arm, and you — " he made a small sound, not quite a laugh — "you are so *easy* to love, and you have no idea, and that makes it worse." Her hands were flat on the counter. Under her right palm was a ring of old tea stain, and she was looking at it very hard. "Then I heard the name," he said. "Malphora. In a room in Clerkenwell, out of a mouth I did not like. And I found that all my careful reasoning had precisely no weight at all. I came here on foot. I did not stop for a car." She turned. He was closer than she'd thought — a foot, less — and he had not reached for her, which was somehow the thing that undid her. His hands stayed at his sides. He was waiting. "You don't get to be forgiven," she said. Her voice came out low and unsteady. "Not tonight. Not in one conversation, in Eva's kitchen, with a cat on a book of sermons." "No." "But you can stay for the tea." Something moved through his face — relief, badly hidden, which for Lucien Moreau was practically a confession under oath. "And then," she said, reaching past him for the mugs, her wrist brushing the wool of his sleeve and neither of them acknowledging the small electric fact of it, "you're going to sit down, and you're going to tell me every single thing you know about that name. All of it. Including the parts you were planning to keep." "That may take some hours." "Good." She poured. "I've got nine books and nowhere to be."