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The knock came again—three measured raps, unhurried, patient in a way that said the person on the other side knew exactly how long it would take her to answer and was prepared to wait longer. Rory froze over the sink, a chipped mug halfway to the drying rack. Ptolemy lifted his head from the stack of annotated grimoires he'd claimed as a bed and fixed his yellow eyes on the door. It was nearly midnight. Eva was in Edinburgh until Sunday, and nobody else knew Rory was housesitting. Nobody was supposed to know. "Rory." The voice came muffled through three deadbolts and a decade of cheap council refurbishment, and still it landed in her chest like a hand closing around her heart. "I can hear you breathing. You always did hold your breath when you were deciding whether to run." She set the mug down very carefully. Counted to five. Failed to talk herself out of it, and crossed the cramped flat, stepping over a drift of scrolls and a tower of Eva's research notes, and worked the deadbolts one, two, three. Lucien Moreau stood in the corridor under the buzzing fluorescent light, and the eight months since she'd last seen him collapsed into nothing. He was exactly as her memory had kept him, which was infuriating—she'd hoped time would have blurred him, made him ordinary. It hadn't. Charcoal suit, impeccably cut, not a wrinkle despite the hour. Platinum hair slicked back. The ivory-handled cane resting against his thigh with casual elegance, its concealed blade a secret she'd learned the night she'd watched him draw it on something with too many teeth in a Bermondsey alley. And the eyes. One amber, one black, both of them moving over her face with an attention that felt like being read aloud. "You look well," he said. "You look like a man who's about to be told to leave." The corner of his mouth moved. Not quite a smile. "Then I'll enjoy the next few seconds enormously." "What are you doing here, Lucien?" "May I come in?" "No." He glanced past her shoulder, into the flat—at the books, the scrolls, the tabby cat now watching him from the arm of the sofa with flat, judgmental interest. "You've got curry on your sleeve," he said. "And you're staying in Eva's flat, which means you didn't want to be found at yours. Which means something happened." His gaze came back to hers, and the lightness drained out of it. "Let me in, Rory." That was the thing about Lucien. The charm was real, but it was also a costume, and every so often he let it slip and you saw the thing underneath—the fixer, the broker, the half-demon who dealt in secrets and never gave one away free. She'd fallen for the costume once. She'd made the mistake of believing the thing underneath cared about her too, right up until the night he'd proven otherwise. She should close the door. She knew she should close the door. She stepped aside. He moved past her with that unhurried grace, and the flat seemed to shrink around him. Ptolemy, traitor that he was, hopped down from the sofa and wound himself around Lucien's ankles, purring like an engine. Lucien bent and scratched the cat under the chin with two fingers. "You remember him," Rory said. "Cats are excellent judges of character." A pause. "Present company excepted, apparently." She shut the door and leaned against it, arms folded, because she needed the deadbolts at her back and three feet of distance in front of her. "How did you find me?" "Yu-Fei tells me nothing. Eva's landlady, however, has a weakness for good cognac." He straightened up, and for the first time she noticed it—the careful way he held his left arm, the stiffness at his shoulder that the tailoring almost disguised. "You're hurt." "I'm tired." "That's not the same thing." "No," he agreed. "It isn't." The fluorescent light from the hallway was gone now, and in the warm dim of Eva's lamps his face had shadows it hadn't had eight months ago. New lines at the corners of his eyes. Something older in them. She hated that she noticed. She hated more that some stupid, unkillable part of her wanted to cross the room and put her hand against his face and ask who'd done it. "Say what you came to say," she said. He was quiet for a moment. His thumb moved over the ivory handle of the cane, a tell she'd learned long ago—he did it when he was deciding how much truth to spend. "The night you left," he said at last, "you asked me if I'd known. About the bargain. About what Osei was using you for." "Don't." "You asked if I'd known that delivering for the Golden Empress meant carrying his marks across the river, that half the parcels you'd run for Yu-Fei had sigils sewn into the lining. And I said yes." His voice stayed level, almost gentle. "And you asked me how long, and I said from the beginning. And then you looked at me like I'd put a knife in you, and you walked out, and I let you." "Because you'd been lying to me for six months—" "Because telling you the truth meant telling you the rest of it, and I couldn't." He took a step toward her. She held her ground against the door, but it cost her. "The rest of it was that Osei had a claim on Eva's flat. On Eva. An old debt her mother owed, inherited, the kind that doesn't care about fairness. The sigils you were carrying were the ransom being assembled under her own roof, and the only reason you were carrying them instead of something worse was that I made myself the middleman. I kept the arrangement exactly where I could see it. Where I could see you." Rory's arms had come unfolded without her noticing. Her hands hung loose at her sides. "You could have told me," she said, and it came out raw. "You let me think you were using me. You let me walk out of your life thinking I was a—a convenience. I would have fought beside you. I would have—" Her voice cracked, and she hated it, and pushed on anyway. "You decided for me. You decided I'd be safer hating you, and you never even asked." "No," Lucien said quietly. "I didn't ask. I was a coward about the only thing I've ever been a coward about." The cane came up and he set it aside, leaning it against the arm of the sofa, and the gesture was so unlike him—the man was never without it, the blade was never out of reach—that she understood he was disarming himself deliberately. On purpose. For her. "Osei's claim is broken," he said. "As of eleven o'clock tonight. It cost me my holdings south of the river and a portion of my left shoulder and nearly my life, and I would pay all of it again." The mismatched eyes held hers, amber and black, and there was nothing of the costume left in them at all. "I came here because for eight months I've rehearsed a dozen elegant speeches, and standing in your hallway I found I couldn't remember a single one of them. So here is the inelegant truth. I love you. I have loved you since the night you threw a pint glass at a barghest and missed and hit me instead, and I have missed you every hour of every day since you left, and if you tell me to go, I will go, and I will not come back, and it will be the hardest thing I've ever done." The flat was very quiet. Somewhere below, the curry house's extractor fan hummed. Ptolemy had gone still between them, as though even the cat knew better. Rory looked at him—at the stiff shoulder, the new lines, the ivory cane leaning abandoned against the sofa—and felt the last eight months rearranging themselves inside her, every cold memory of him warming at the edges, revealing what had been underneath all along. "You're an idiot," she said. "Yes." "A complete, calculating, self-sacrificing idiot." "I've heard worse summaries." She crossed the room before she'd decided to, stopped a foot from him, close enough to smell cedar and cold night air and the faint copper note of a half-healed wound. "If you ever decide what's best for me without asking me again," she said, "I will find that blade in your cane and I will use it." "Noted." "I mean it, Lucien." "I know you do." His voice had gone rough. "Rory—may I?" She answered by closing the distance, fisting her hands in the lapels of that immaculate charcoal suit, and kissing him. He made a sound low in his throat—surprise, relief, eight months of held breath all releasing at once—and his good arm came around her and pulled her in like she was something he'd been drowning without. His mouth was warm and certain and unhurried, the way he did everything, and she kissed him back with all the fury and grief and want she'd been carrying, kissed him until the past stopped aching quite so sharply, until the only thing in the world was the flat on Brick Lane and the books and the cat and the two of them. When they finally broke apart, he rested his forehead against hers, and she felt him smiling. "The cat is judging us," he murmured. "The cat has opinions about everything." "I missed that too." A pause. "I missed everything. You, most of all." She thought of the crescent scar on her left wrist, of all the scars people carried that no one ever saw. She thought of doors and deadbolts and how some things you locked out because you were afraid, and some things you locked out because you were afraid of how much you wanted them. "You're staying," she said. "At least until that shoulder's seen to. Eva's got a first-aid kit buried under the Aramaic translations somewhere." "Bossy," he said fondly. "You love it." "Yes," Lucien said, and kissed her again, softer this time, like a promise being made carefully. "I really do."