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The green neon sign of The Raven's Nest hummed against the wet pavement as Rory slipped through the door, delivery bag slung over one shoulder and rain still jewelling her black hair. Friday crowd. Too loud for a drop-off, but Yu-Fei's husband owed Silas money, and Silas only collected in person, with a pint in hand and that silver signet ring glinting under the bar lights. "Upstairs is empty if you want to dry off," Silas called from behind the taps, not looking up. "Just here to collect." "He knows that." Silas nodded toward a corner booth. "He also knows you don't take bribes. Sit. Someone's been nursing that table for an hour." Rory turned. The woman in the booth had gone blonde. That was the first wrong thing. Eva Brennan had worn black hair to her waist all through Cardiff, black as Rory's own, the two of them mirror images in every graduation photo. Now it sat cropped and platinum above a tailored coat that cost more than Rory's rent. The second wrong thing was the stillness. Eva used to vibrate—hands, feet, laugh. This Eva sat with her spine against the booth's back like she'd been bolted there. "Rory." "Eva." The bag slid off Rory's shoulder onto the bench. "You cut your hair." "Seven years ago. You left before I could show you." Eva's smile held for two seconds, then dropped. "Silas told me you'd come through tonight. I asked him not to warn you. I thought you wouldn't come if you knew." "He's meant to be on my side." "He's on nobody's side. That's why I trust him." Eva pushed the second glass across the table. Whisky, Rory's pour, two fingers, no ice. Seven years and she still remembered. "Sit down, Carter. Please." Rory sat. The leather creaked. Somewhere behind her a fruit machine paid out in a clatter of coins and nobody cheered. "You look tired," Eva said. "You look expensive." "Both can be true." Rory drank. The whisky burned and she let it. "So this is what it is now? Ambushes? You could have rung." "You changed your number." "You could have written." "To the flat above the bar you moved into and never told me about?" Eva's fingers found the stem of her glass and turned it, slow, a full revolution. "I found you through Silas. Silas found you through—what, a delivery job? You were going to be a barrister, Rory. You were going to be terrifying in a courtroom. I used to practise losing arguments just so I could watch you win the real ones." "People change." "That's what I'm afraid of." A couple at the next table laughed too hard at something on a phone. Rory watched Eva not-flinch at the noise, and that was the third wrong thing. Eva used to flinch at everything, used to feel the whole room like weather. Now she sat sealed inside herself, lacquered, a woman in a photograph of a bar. "What happened to you?" Rory asked. "I married a man with a boat." Eva's mouth twisted. "That's the funny version. The true version is I stayed in Cardiff and became everyone I swore I wouldn't, and it was easy, Rory. It was so easy it scared me. His parents liked me. The firm liked me. Sunday lunch liked me. I woke up last year and couldn't remember the last time I'd said no to anything." "You rang me at three in the morning and told me to run," Rory said quietly. "Evan had just put a hole in my bedroom door with a cricket bat. You drove from Cardiff to fetch me in your pyjamas. You said, get out, go to London, I'll follow in a month." "I remember." "You never came." Eva's fingers stopped turning the glass. The bar noise pressed in around the silence between them—glasses, low music, Silas coughing once behind the bar, deliberately, the way he coughed when he was listening. "I packed a bag," Eva said. "Twice. The first time, my mother cried. The second time, Daniel proposed. He'd noticed I'd gone strange, and his answer to strange was a ring. And I thought—Rory's brave enough for both of us. She always was. She'll do the running, and I'll do the staying, and one of us will be fine, and that'll be enough." "It wasn't enough." "No." Rory rubbed the crescent scar on her wrist, an old habit, childhood glass under childhood fingers. "I waited at Paddington that first month. Every Sunday. I told myself I was just getting lunch, but I watched the arrivals board from Cardiff like it was a clock." "You never said." "You never asked." Eva pulled off her coat then, folded it with terrible precision, and Rory saw what the tailoring had hidden: she was thin in the wrong way, collarbones like coathangers, the kind of thin that money can't explain away. "I left him," Eva said. "Six weeks ago. No boat, no firm, no Sunday lunch. I've got a bedsit in Elephant and Castle and a sister who isn't speaking to me and a mother who keeps posting Bible verses about wives. And I walked past this bar three nights running before I went in, because Silas's name was in that old email you sent me in case of emergencies." "You kept the emergency email." "It's the only thing I kept." Silas appeared at the table without being called. He set down two fresh whiskies with the care of a man laying flowers, limped back to the bar without a word. "He likes you," Eva said. "He tolerates me. I live above him and I pay rent late." "He told me you once talked a drunk out of a knife fight with a story about a dog." Rory huffed, almost a laugh. "He shouldn't tell you things." "He shouldn't. He's old and his loyalty's gone soft." Eva picked up her glass but didn't drink. She looked at Rory the way she used to look at exam papers, hunting for the trick. "I'm not asking to undo seven years. I know I can't. I just needed to sit across from you and see if the person who left was still in there. Because I finally did the thing you did, and I'm a month in, and I am so frightened, Rory. I'm frightened all the time." Rory looked at her oldest friend—platinum hair, hollow cheeks, hands that no longer shook because she'd taught them not to—and thought about doors and cricket bats and arrivals boards, about all the Sundays she'd spent watching a clock that never struck Eva. "The frightened part doesn't stop," she said. "You just get better at carrying it." "That's a terrible answer." "It's the only true one I've got." Eva nodded slowly. Outside, rain needled the window, and the green neon buzzed on, patient as ever.