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The first deadbolt scraped open before she remembered she'd left the second two undone. Rory froze with her hand on the latch, the chain still on, and looked down at Ptolemy, who sat at her feet with his tail wrapped around his paws, utterly unbothered. That should have been her first clue. The cat had opinions about everyone. He'd once bitten Eva's thesis supervisor for breathing too loudly. Whoever stood on the other side of the door was someone Ptolemy approved of. Rory opened the door as far as the chain would allow, and Lucien Moreau stood in the stairwell of a Brick Lane curry house looking like he'd stepped out of the pages of a magazine that cost more than the flat. Charcoal suit, no tie, platinum blond hair slicked back with a precision that seemed almost violent in its neatness. The ivory handle of his cane caught the yellow light from the hallway bulb. And his eyes — God, those eyes. One amber, one black, and both of them fixed on her with an expression she couldn't read, which was unusual, because she could usually read Lucien like a lease agreement. "Hello, Aurora." Four months. Four months since she'd told him, in the alley behind Silas' bar, that whatever this was between them was over before it could become something worse. Four months, and he still said her name like it was the only word he'd ever learned in French. "You've got the wrong flat," she said. "Eva's at a conference in Edinburgh." "I know." He shifted his weight, and she noticed the fine sheen of rain on his shoulders, the way the drizzle outside had silvered his hair. "I'm not looking for Eva." Her heart did something stupid and biological. She ignored it. "The restaurant's closed. If you want dumplings, come back at eleven." "I want to talk to you." "There's a phone number for that. I know you have it. You've called it so many times I had to change the voicemail." A muscle moved in his jaw. Behind him, the stairwell window rattled with October wind, and somewhere below, the curry house extractor fan hummed its eternal drone, carrying up the smell of cumin and burnt onions. It was, she thought distantly, possibly the least romantic setting in London, which was fitting, because she was not going to be romantic about this. She had decided. She had decided four months ago, in an alley, with rain soaking through her delivery jacket. "You changed the voicemail," Lucien said. "I know. The new one says, and I quote, 'If this is the Frenchman, the answer is still no.'" "Then why are you here?" "Because no is not an answer I accept from you when I can see your pulse from here." She glanced down. Her wrist, the one with the small crescent scar, was braced against the door frame, and yes, damn him, her pulse was visible, jumping under the skin like something trying to get out. She pulled her arm back. Ptolemy chose that moment to push his head through the gap in the door and rub his chin against Lucien's trouser leg, purring like a motorbike. Traitor. Absolute traitor. She made a mental note to cut his treats. "Five minutes," she said. "And if Eva's wards go off, you're explaining yourself to her." "Eva's wards know me." He glanced up at the door frame, where Rory had never been able to see anything at all, and nodded once, politely, the way a man might greet a doorman. "They remember me." Of course they did. Everyone remembered Lucien. That was the whole problem. She unhooked the chain and stepped back, and he came in out of the rain carrying the cold air with him, along with the smell of his cologne, something dark and expensive that she had once — in a moment of catastrophic weakness, on a night she did not think about, ever — pressed her face into. He filled the flat the way he filled every room, not by size but by gravity. Eva's books seemed to lean toward him. The scrolls on the kitchen table practically sighed. He looked around at the chaos with the faintest softening at the corner of his mouth. "You've been staying here." "Since Tuesday. Eva asked me to feed the cat." "The cat," Lucien said, as Ptolemy wound between his ankles, "is being fed." "He has needs." "He has three dinners a day and a window seat. He has a better life than half the fixers in London." Lucien set his cane against the wall — carefully, precisely, the way he did everything, the way he'd once set his hands on her shoulders in the dark and asked, actually asked, like what she wanted mattered more than what he did. She shut that thought down hard. "You didn't come back to the flat above the bar." "No." "Silas says you left a note. On a napkin." "It was a good note." "It said, and again I quote, 'Gone to Eva's, don't let anyone interesting follow me.'" He turned to face her fully then, and the lamplight caught the amber eye and left the black one in shadow, and she hated, hated that her body remembered him before her mind could organize a defense. "Aurora. I have been — restrained. Four months of restraint. I didn't come to the restaurant. I didn't come here. I sent no messages that weren't strictly business, and there were exactly two of those, and you answered neither." "You sent a bottle of Bordeaux to the flat. That's not business." "That was an apology." "For what?" She folded her arms. "Because that's the thing, Lucien. I've had four months to figure out what you'd even be apologizing for, and I genuinely can't decide. For lying about what you are for eight months? For letting me fall for a man in a suit when the man was a costume? Or for the part where you told me the truth on a Tuesday night, over wine, like you were telling me you preferred red over white?" The silence after that had weight. Outside, a siren wailed somewhere toward Whitechapel and faded. Ptolemy jumped onto the table and sat on a scroll, directly on the one Eva had marked DO NOT TOUCH in three colors of pen, which Rory chose to interpret as solidarity. "All of it," Lucien said quietly. "If I have to choose. All of it." "That's not how apologies work. You don't get a bulk discount." Something flickered across his face — not quite a smile, but the ghost of the thing he'd had instead of a smile, back when she used to make him laugh, which had been often, which had been one of the worst parts of all of it. She'd loved making him laugh. He laughed like a man who'd been told he wasn't allowed to and did it anyway. "I didn't tell you what I was," he said, "because for eight months I had something that was not a transaction. Do you understand what that is, for me? Everything in my world is a transaction. My father owns people the way other men own property. I have spent my whole life being an item on a ledger. And then a delivery girl with a scar on her wrist insulted my taste in wine at Silas' bar, and I thought—" He stopped. Drew a breath. When he continued, his voice had gone rougher, the French underneath it rising like water through stone. "I thought, I will keep this separate. I will keep her clean. And every day I didn't tell you, I told myself it was for you. It was not for you. It was for me. I was a coward, and I have had four months to sit with that, and I am finished sitting with it." Rory's arms had come unfolded at some point. She hadn't noticed. Her hands hung at her sides and one of them — the left one, the scarred one — ached in the cold air from the door she'd left cracked open, and she had the sudden, insane urge to offer him tea, which was her mother's Welsh instinct surfacing at exactly the wrong moment, because you did not offer tea to a man you were supposed to be finished with. "Why now?" she asked. "Four months of restraint, and now you're standing in my best friend's flat dripping on her research. What changed?" He was quiet for a moment. The rain picked up against the windows, ticking like fingernails. "A man came to me yesterday," he said. "Asking about you. By your full name. He knew about the restaurant, about Silas', about this flat." His mismatched eyes held hers, and there was something in them now that she hadn't seen since the night in the alley — not the danger, not the polished fixer menace, but the thing underneath it, raw and bare. "I will handle it. That is not why I came. I came because I stood outside this building for forty minutes in the rain, and I realized that if something happened to you and the last thing you ever heard from me was a voicemail you changed to tell me no—" His voice broke, just slightly, on the last word, and he hated it, she could see him hate it, this man who spoke four languages and was failing in all of them at once. "Aurora. Je t'en prie. Let me say the unsaid things." The flat was very small. It had been small all evening, but now it was tiny, the books closing in, the lamp throwing their two shadows long across the floorboards until they touched at the feet. She could hear Ptolemy purring. She could hear her own heart. She could hear, faintly, the curry house extractor fan, rumbling on, indifferent to everything. "You have five minutes," she said. "Starting now." And then, because she was her mother's daughter and a coward in her own way too, she turned and put the kettle on.