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The fourth knock rattled the deadbolts. Ptolemy shot under the armchair with a yowl. Aurora set her book face-down on a tower of Eva's research notes and rose from the threadbare sofa. Her shoulder blades went tight. Nobody knocked like that at this hour, not above a curry house with Brick Lane five storeys down and the rain turning the windows into smeared glass. She pressed her eye to the spyhole. The fisheye lens bent him into something almost grotesque — platinum hair plastered to his temples, a charcoal suit darkened to black at the shoulders, the ivory head of his cane aligned neatly beside his scuffed shoes. Lucien Moreau, fished out of the Thames and pressed anyway. A year. She had told herself a year was enough distance to let the sting go blunt. She had been wrong. "Go away, Lucien." She did not raise her voice; the hall carried it for her. "Rory." His voice came through the wood, low and wet. "I've come a long way." "You came of your own choosing. That's the longest way of all." Silence. The rain needled the windows. Somewhere down below, a taxi hissed past on the wet street. "Eva gave me the address. I've been standing in this stairwell for forty minutes. The occupant below keeps shouting at me in Bengali — I understand only half of it, but I gather I'm a nuisance." She dropped her forehead against the door. Forty minutes. Lucien did not wait. He paid people to endure waiting on his behalf. He definitely did not linger in a stairwell while his shoes took on water. "Why are you here?" "To apologise in person." "Mail exists. Email exists. A strongly worded pigeon exists." But her hand was already on the top deadbolt, because his voice still did that thing to her ribs, that low velvet drag, and she hated him for it. She worked through the locks. One. Two. Three. The chain rattled free. She opened the door a few inches and filled the gap with her body. He looked smaller than she remembered, which made no sense. Lucien Moreau stood five-eleven in rain-damp shoes, but he had always occupied rooms like a monument. Now he leaned on his cane, water beading on his jaw and lashes, and carried some new weight he hadn't had before — something bowed in the line of his shoulders. His eyes found hers. The amber one caught the buzzing hall light. The black one swallowed it. "Hello, Rory." "Don't." She held the door firm. "You said once that if we were ever in the same room again, we both knew how it would end. So say what you came to say and go." "Let me inside and I'll say it." "No." "Then I'll say it here." He straightened, taking his full weight off the cane. "The night at the restaurant. The loading dock, the rain, the way you kissed me back. That was real. I've spent every day since convincing myself it wasn't, and I've failed." She remembered it like a bruise she kept pressing. Half-past closing at the Golden Empress, crates of lychee and ginger stacked along the wall, steam curling from the drains. He had come to collect an order for one of his ridiculous association dinners and found her in the back alley. He had kissed her like a man who had forgotten air existed in his lungs, and she had kissed him back, and then he had said "this was a mistake" and gone. "Nice speech." Her knuckles went white on the doorframe. "You rehearse it in the car?" "I rehearsed it for three months. It sounded better in my head." "Then the delivery's done. Go." Lucien's jaw worked. Slowly, he reached out and set his palm flat against the door — not pushing, just touching, as if he needed the contact to prove she was there. Rain ran off his sleeve and dripped onto Eva's welcome mat. "Men track my movements. My father's kind, from Avaros. They watch my flat, my club, the routes I walk. I severed you from my life because every person I keep close becomes a weakness they will exploit." His fingers curled against the wood. "I didn't sever you from anything else. It came as a surprise to me too." Aurora stared at the split in the varnish where her weight always landed. His words settled in her chest like stones dropping into a riverbed. "Three months," she said. "And that's the truth? You were protecting me?" "Yes." "You couldn't have told me that?" "If I'd told you, I'd have kept seeing you. And if I'd kept seeing you, they would have found you." She laughed, a short broken sound. "So I got to decide you were a fraud and a coward, and I got to grieve you like something that never existed. That was the kinder option?" "No. It was the worst thing I've ever done." He dropped his hand from the door and held himself with an unnatural stillness, the way a man does when he is bleeding and does not want you to look. "Je suis désolé. I don't apologise, Rory. I've never had to. But I'm asking for your forgiveness all the same. For the leaving, and for the silence." She had meant to tell him no. She had the shape of the word ready in her mouth. But her hand moved on its own, shedding the door, and she stepped back into the flat. "Ptolemy," she said. "That's the cat. He'll hiss at you from under the armchair, and if you tread on his tail, Eva will hear about it from three counties away." Lucien blinked. "Am I being invited in?" "You're being offered a trial. Don't confuse it with forgiveness." She stepped aside anyway, and the hall's cold draft followed him inside. The flat swallowed him whole — the low ceiling, the stacked scrolls, the smell of cardamom from the curry house below and old paper from Eva's notes. He dripped on the floorboards and did not seem to notice. His gaze swept the shelves, the crammed walls, the single armchair with its worn arm. At the window he paused. "You've been living here?" "Visiting. Eva's away. Ptolemy needs feeding." "You haven't been back to the restaurant?" She turned to the kettle, anything not to watch him stand in her space with rain-soaked shoulders and that careful, careful voice. "I quit. Couldn't pass the loading dock without a hole opening in my chest, and that's not a condition I can put on an order of sweet-and-sour." Silence. The kettle clicked and rumbled. "Rory." She kept her back to him. "What." "Aren't you going to ask why I came back? Why now?" "I assumed the apology was the whole of it." "The apology is the front half." His cane tapped once, twice, three times across the floorboards. "Eva told me you were still alone. That there was no one else." The kettle boiled, clicked off, and left a heavy quiet behind. Aurora turned, holding the rise of her chest still. "What are you telling me for, Lucien?" He had set his cane against the armchair. In the three years she had known him, she had never once seen him without it — knew, in some half-conscious ledger of his habits, that it held a blade the width of a finger. He stood bare-handed now, unarmed and unarmoured, and his mismatched eyes burned at her with a hunger that made her breath snag. "Because the men who tracked me are dead. Because the threat is gone. Because I've spent every night of these three months replaying that kiss and deciding it was worth more than my safety." He stepped forward. "And because I have never, in thirty-two years, been so terrified by my own heartbeat as I was the moment you opened this door." She should have stopped him. She could have. But her palm, raised to hold him off, landed flat on his chest instead — wet wool, and solid heat beneath it. "D'you know what it was like," she managed. "Having you vanish without a word? Having everyone who knew us say I told you so, aim too high, fall further?" "Now you know what it was like for me. Choosing between your death and your hatred. With no third option." "Suppose I give you a third option now." Something cracked in his face. His breath left him in a thin, unsteady rush. "I'm listening," he said. She looked at her hand on his chest, at the small crescent scar on her wrist where his thumb had once traced the story of it. Then she went up on her toes and kissed him. It was not the loading-dock kiss. No rain, no panic, no taste of old mistakes. Just the two of them, in the gap three months had grown, in a flat that smelled of cardamom and old paper, with Eva's tabby glaring at them from beneath the armchair. When she pulled back, his eyes were still closed. His hands stayed at his sides, fisted, like he was afraid that touching her would end the dream. "Three months of waiting," he said, voice frayed. "And you waited well." His eyes opened. The amber one was bright; the black one held a gleam she had no name for. "Now," she said, stepping back, her breath gone shallow, "you're going to tell me everything. The men, the father, the job. All of it. And I'll decide if the sincerity holds." "One condition." "There are no conditions." "Then a request." He caught her wrist — the one with the scar — and turned it over, brushing his thumb across the pale crescent. Something soft moved behind his eyes. "When you decide, whichever way it falls... let me say the things you've been waiting to hear. The ones we both know I've been too much of a coward to say."