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The rain had the city in a grey fist, drumming against The Raven's Nest's window until the green neon sign outside smeared into a watercolour bruise on the floor. Rory sat at the bar with a glass of soda she hadn't touched. The Golden Empress polo clung to her back where the rain had found the gap between her jacket and her jeans. Two more deliveries waited in the pannier of her bicycle, but the storm had slowed her down, and Silas had poured her something cold without asking, and she hadn't had the heart to refuse. Silas stood at the far end of the bar with a newspaper older than she was, polishing glasses with the absent rhythm of a man who had done it for decades. His silver signet ring caught the light on every turn of his wrist. He didn't hover. That was one of the things she appreciated about the Nest. The door swung open and a gust of wet city air swept in. A woman shook a collapsed umbrella onto the mat, laughing at something she had just heard on her phone, her voice bright and clipped and vaguely familiar. She was tall, blonde, in a cobalt suit with the kind of shoulders only good tailoring could give a woman. She scanned the room for a bathroom or a friend, and her gaze snagged on Rory. Paused. Came back. "Rory?" Rory's mouth went dry. Three years. Nearly four. "Megan." Megan crossed the floor in heels that clicked like a clock counting the distance. She stopped a pace away, head tilted, taking in the black polo, the gold dragon over the breast, the streak of rain still drying on Rory's cheek. "Jesus. It is you. I thought it was you, but I thought—" She laughed, a startled little sound. "You look. God. You look exactly the same." Rory lifted her glass, a gesture that was neither a toast nor a shield. "You don't." It came out truer than she meant. The Megan she remembered had worn her hair scraped back and bitten her nails to the quick before every moot. She had been all sharp angles and nervous energy, a girl who apologised for entering a room. The woman standing over her carried the settled stillness of someone accustomed to being heard. "Thank you," Megan said, and she sounded as though she meant it. "God, Rory. I've looked for you. I mean that. I have a client in Soho quarterly, and I always wondered if I'd walk into some place and see you. And here you are." She settled onto the stool beside Rory, her handbag swinging onto the bar with a soft, deliberate thump. She tapped the gold dragon on Rory's collar. "Golden Empress. You're delivering?" Rory set down her glass. "I work there, Megan." "For how long?" It was a hammer. Rory heard the weight behind it. "Long enough." The silence stretched until Silas materialised at Megan's elbow with a clean glass and a bottle of something amber. "What can I get you?" Megan did not take her eyes off Rory. "Bourbon. Neat. Whatever's good." Silas poured, nodded, and withdrew to his newspaper. Megan swirled the glass, ice clicking. "You never came back," she said, quieter now. "Not to uni, not to Cardiff. You changed your number. You changed your name online. Eva said you'd gone to London, but not where. I thought—we all thought—you'd got somewhere and left us behind." "Eva knew where I was." "Eva's a vault. You know that. She wouldn't tell me anything except that you were safe." Megan's voice cracked on the last word, barely, the way glass cracks before it breaks. "Safe. You were 'safe.' Do you know what that did to me, Rory? Hearing your best friend described as safe, and knowing something had gone wrong, and no one would say the word for it." Rory remembered the night she'd left. The taxi idling at the end of the street, Evan's voice on the phone telling her she'd never make it on her own, the suitcase with the broken wheel bucking over the curb. She hadn't called anyone. The shame had been a physical coat, wet cement stiffening down to her boots. "I was ashamed," she said, and the words came out flat and small. "He told me for two years that everything was my fault. That I was the one who made him—" She stopped. Started again. "After a while, you believe it. And you don't want your friends to see the person you've become. So you go somewhere no one knows you, and you become someone else." Megan went very still. The bourbon sat in front of her untouched. "Evan," she said. It wasn't a question. Rory nodded. "I saw his engagement announcement. Two months ago, in the Law Society newsletter." Megan's jaw worked, a muscle ticking beneath smooth skin. "He's marrying a girl from the litigation society. She's a trainee. Twenty-two." She picked up the bourbon and drank half of it in one long swallow. "I thought about calling you then. I wanted to tell you—" She set the glass down hard. "I wanted to say I was sorry I never saw it. We were all around him for three years. We laughed at his jokes. I thought he was intense. Ambitious. I thought that was what you wanted." "It isn't your fault," Rory said. "It was never anyone's fault. It was his. And mine, for staying." "And then it was ours." Megan's eyes were bright and wet, but her voice held level. "Because no one went and found you. We just let you go." She reached out and laid her hand on Rory's arm, over the red polyester of the uniform, her fingers cold from the glass. "I'm sorry, Rory. I didn't know you needed finding." Something in Rory's chest unspooled. She had told Eva eventually, all of it, in a kitchen at two in the morning with tea going cold between them. But she had never told anyone else. She had built a life in London out of quiet and distance, out of being the delivery girl who smiled politely and went upstairs to a small flat above a bar. She had made herself small on purpose. Easy to overlook. Impossible to hurt. "I didn't want to be found," Rory said, and her voice was raw and she let it be. "I wanted to disappear. And I did. I'm good at it." She gestured at the maps on the walls, at the photographs of men who had also been good at disappearing. "I live upstairs. I deliver noodles. I have a routine. It isn't a life anyone would write down, but it's mine." Megan took that in. She looked at the bar, at her whiskey, at the rain crawling down the window. The green neon painted the side of her face, made her look younger, like the girl who had bitten her nails. "You were the best of us," she said. "You know that, don't you? In mooting. In torts. In every mock trial we ever sat through. You were going to be a barrister, Rory. The kind who wins cases before thirty and has judges listening because she's the smartest person in the room." She turned her head, and her eyes were wet but steady. "I've spent four years thinking you didn't want us anymore. That you'd outgrown Cardiff and shed us like an old coat. It's better to know the truth. It hurts, but it's better." Rory's eyes burned. She blinked hard and looked down at her hands. The scar on her left wrist caught the light, that old crescent from a childhood fall, from a time when the worst thing that had ever happened to her was a grazed wrist and a bicycle that needed new brakes. "He told me I was nothing without him," she said. "He said I'd fail out of law. He said I was smart but not smart enough, and everyone would work it out eventually." She looked up. "So I made sure no one could work it out. I made sure there was nothing left to work out." Megan held her gaze. Then she slid her glass across the bar, a slow and deliberate push, until it rested in front of Rory. The bourbon glowed amber in the low light. "Fuck him," Megan said, soft, without heat. "Fuck his engagement. Fuck his trainee. Drink." Rory looked at the glass. She hadn't touched whiskey in three years, not since Evan, not since the night he had used it to prove a point about her. She wrapped her fingers around it and felt the cool weight of it, the way it pulled her into the moment. "To disappearing," Rory said. Megan shook her head. "To being found again." She lifted her own glass and clinked it against Rory's, a small clear note, a coin dropped into a well. Rory drank. The whiskey burned going down, warm and clean and hers. Beside her, Megan was crying without a sound, tears tracking through the careful makeup, and she wasn't trying to hide it, and Rory thought that might be the bravest thing she had witnessed in years. They sat together in the amber light while the rain came down. Silas, from the far end of the bar, refilled Rory's glass without being asked. The door swung open and shut with other lives, and neither of them moved.