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The last deadbolt slid back with a clack that echoed down the stairwell. Aurora pulled the door open, and cold air rolled over her bare feet. Lucien Moreau stood on the landing with one fist raised, rain caught in his platinum hair like threads of glass. His eyes—one amber, one black—moved from her face to the dangling chain lock. He lowered his hand. “You opened it.” “Force of habit.” His mouth curved. “You never had habits. You had strategies.” She braced a shoulder against the doorframe. “What are you doing here, Lucien?” “I was in the neighborhood.” “Brick Lane? You can’t stand Brick Lane.” “I can stand a great many things for a good reason.” The smell of curry and wet pavement climbed the stairs. Ptolemy appeared from a shelf of scrolls and wound between her ankles, tail high. Lucien looked down at the cat, then back at her. “May I come in?” “No.” He tilted his head. The amber eye caught the weak light. The black one swallowed it. “Your hand is holding the door open.” She glanced down. Her knuckles had gone pale around the edge, but she hadn’t shut it. “That’s not an invitation.” “It isn’t a refusal.” He shifted the cane. “Rory. I would not have come without cause.” The sound of her name in his mouth left a trail of heat down her spine. She stepped aside. He moved into the flat with that same unhurried grace she remembered, ducking under the low lintel. The cane tapped once on the floorboards. He smelled of rain and something sharper—ozone, or the charged air before a storm. She closed the door and slid all three deadbolts home before she could think better of it. “You can take your coat off, but don’t sit. Eva’s research is all over the place.” He unbuttoned his jacket but left it on. His gaze swept the room—the leaning towers of books, the scrolls spilling from the sofa cushions, the takeaway containers stacked near the sink. “She still lives like a scholar on the run.” “Some of us don’t get to choose.” His gaze found hers. “No. Some of us don’t.” Aurora crossed to the narrow kitchen counter and filled the kettle, the water crashing into the metal basin. She could feel him watching the back of her neck. “You’ve been working for Yu-Fei.” She set the kettle down with a clank. “You keeping tabs on me now?” “I keep tabs on everyone. You know this.” “Then you know I’m fine.” “I know you’re delivering food to places that would eat you alive if they knew what you were.” She turned. “I’m not what I was.” “Neither am I.” The words came without heat, but his voice thinned the air between them. “That has never been the problem.” “Then what is the problem, Lucien? You vanish for four months. No call. No word. Then you turn up on Eva’s landing like a ghost with a rain-soaked suit.” “I left a note.” “A note. Three words on a receipt. ‘Don’t look for me.’” His jaw tightened. “It was safer.” “Safer for who?” Ptolemy jumped onto the table and knocked a stack of papers to the floor. Neither of them moved to pick them up. “For you.” Lucien crossed to the window, putting the small table between them. Outside, the Brick Lane signs buzzed and flickered. “I told myself I would not come back until I had control of it.” “Control of what?” He didn’t answer. His knuckles went white on the ivory handle of the cane. The stillness of him was too deliberate. She recognized it—the way he held himself when something inside him ran wild. “You’re afraid of yourself.” The words came out flat, certain. His laugh was a single dry note. “You always could see me. It was maddening.” “Then why did you run?” “Because I could not see you without wanting to stay. And staying was not a thing I could do.” The kettle began to hiss. She ignored it. “You don’t get to do that.” Her voice shook, but she kept her chin up. “You don’t get to leave because you wanted me and then come back because you still do.” “I know.” “Then why are you here?” He took a step toward her. Then another. The cane stayed at his side, but his free hand opened and closed. “I have been to four countries and six cities, and not one of them had the decency to be the place you were.” She pressed her back against the counter. “That’s not an answer.” “It is the only one I have.” His gaze dropped to her mouth. The room felt smaller, warmer, thick with the scents of rain and curry and old paper. Her pulse beat in her throat. “Lucien.” His name came out as a warning. He stopped just short of touching her. “Tell me to leave. I will leave.” She couldn’t. Her chest rose and fell too fast. The hiss of the kettle climbed to a shriek behind her. “I didn’t come here to upset you.” “Then why did you come?” His hand lifted and brushed a strand of black hair from her cheek, the touch so light she might have imagined it. “Because I have not stopped thinking about you since the night I walked out of this flat. And I have run out of places to put that.” Aurora flinched but didn’t pull away. “You left a note on a receipt, Lucien. You don’t get to say things like that.” “I know.” “Stop saying ‘I know.’” “Then what would you have me say?” She turned to the stove and yanked the kettle off the flame. The shriek died. She poured hot water into two mismatched mugs, more to busy her hands than because she wanted tea. “I thought you were dead. I went to your flat. I called your number until it stopped ringing.” He stayed silent. “Do you have any idea what that was like?” She set the kettle down harder than she meant to. “I thought your father finally came for you. Or one of your clients. I thought maybe I’d find you in a morgue.” “I was not in a morgue.” “No, you were in Brussels. Or Prague. Or wherever the hell you go.” “Brussels first. Then Prague.” “Good for you.” She thrust a mug toward him. The water wasn’t steeped, just hot. “I don’t have anything stronger.” He took the mug, and his fingers brushed hers for half a second. She pulled back and busied herself with the kettle. He turned the mug in his hands. “You stayed at Eva’s flat.” “It’s safe.” “Nothing is safe.” His voice softened. “I didn’t leave because I stopped caring.” “Then why didn’t you come back?” He set the mug on the table and moved closer. “I have spent thirty-two years learning that the things I want are the things I ruin. And you were the first thing I wanted that I could not bear to lose.” She laughed, short and bitter. “That is the worst excuse I’ve ever heard.” “It is not an excuse. It is a reason.” “Same thing.” “No. An excuse asks for forgiveness.” His eyes locked on hers. “I am not asking for forgiveness.” “Then what are you asking for?” “Nothing.” He reached past her to set the mug down on the counter, and his sleeve brushed the wrist with the crescent scar. She shivered. “I am not asking. I am telling you. I have run as far as I can run from this, and it has followed me.” “This?” “You. Us. Whatever we were becoming before I ended it.” She opened her mouth, but no words came. Ptolemy leapt onto the counter and meowed, but neither of them looked at him. “You ended it. I didn’t get a say.” Her voice cracked. “I know. That was the cruelest part.” “Lucien—” He lifted his hand again, not quite touching her face. “I left because I believed it would keep you safe. It did not. You were safer when I was here.” A tear slid down her cheek before she could catch it. She swiped it away with the back of her hand. “Don’t.” “Don’t what?” “Don’t stand there and say everything I waited to hear. Not like this.” “Then how?” She grabbed the front of his damp jacket. The wool was cold and rough under her fingers. “Like you mean it.” He caught her wrist. His thumb pressed over her pulse. “I have never meant anything more.” The kettle had gone quiet. The cat purred somewhere near her hip. Neither of them moved.