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Rain ran off Rory’s jacket and gathered at the cuffs while she set her delivery bag beside the bar. The green neon sign outside cast a thin stain through the front window. Across the room, old maps climbed the walls between black-and-white photographs of streets that no longer looked quite like themselves. Silas polished a glass with a cloth. His silver ring flashed each time he turned it. “You’re dripping on the floor.” “I’ve brought the weather in. Thought it could use a drink.” “Tell it we’re closed.” Rory glanced towards the door. A woman stood beneath the photograph of a bombed-out London street, her coat buttoned to the throat. She had taken off her gloves and was turning them over in her hands. Her hair, once a bright copper braid that had swung against her back, was cut close to her head. A pale line crossed one eyebrow. She wore a dark suit with the clean, hard shape of something chosen for meetings where nobody wanted to be surprised. Rory’s hand stopped on the strap of her bag. The woman looked up. For a breath, neither of them moved. Rory saw the old face beneath the new lines: the sharp chin, the dimple that appeared on one side when a smile got away from her. She saw, too, how little the eyes had changed. Eva’s still held the room as if she expected it to give up a secret. “Rory.” The name came out quiet. It didn’t sound like a greeting. It sounded like someone opening a drawer and finding what she’d left inside. Rory pulled her wet jacket from her shoulders. “Eva.” Silas set the glass down. His gaze moved from one woman to the other, then settled on Rory’s soaked sleeves. “Your tea’s on the house,” he said. “I’ll put it somewhere dry.” “I can get my own tea.” “You can. I can also put it somewhere dry.” He collected her jacket before she could argue and disappeared through the door behind the bar. Eva watched the door swing shut. Her gloves had stopped turning in her hands. “I didn’t know you worked here.” “I don’t. I live upstairs. The deliveries are for the Golden Empress.” “You still take every job that keeps you moving?” Rory hooked her bag beneath the bar. “You still ask questions as if they’re not questions?” Eva’s mouth tightened. The dimple stayed hidden. A draught stirred the edge of the curtain by the entrance. Somewhere behind the bar, Silas set a kettle on. Rory could hear the small clink of a spoon against a cup. Eva looked towards the window, where rain tracked the green sign in crooked lines. “I came in because my phone died,” she said. “I was waiting for a cab.” “There’s a charger by the till.” “I’ve found it.” “Then your cab must be late.” “It is.” “London cabbies have a gift for that.” Rory had meant to sound dry. The words came out close to kind, and that unsettled her more than anger would have. She pulled out a stool and sat. Eva stayed on her feet for another moment, weighing the distance between them, then took the seat opposite. Up close, the changes gathered. A small notch in Eva’s left earlobe. A faint crease between her brows that had not been there at twenty. Her hands were still fine-boned, but her nails were short and bare. Rory remembered those hands stealing cigarettes from her father’s coat, then tapping ash from the ends onto the blue stone wall by the river. “What happened to your hair?” Rory asked. Eva touched the close-cropped edge above her ear. “I got tired of catching it in doors.” “That was your reason?” “No. It was the one I gave my mother.” Rory waited. Eva glanced down at her gloves. “The real reason was that I wanted to look in the mirror and see somebody who didn’t owe anybody an explanation.” Rory rolled her wrist against the bar. The crescent scar on its inside caught the light. At sixteen, Eva had pressed a kitchen towel to it while Rory cried over a broken jam jar and insisted the cut would leave her hand ugly. “You look like a barrister,” Rory said. “I am one.” “Of course you are.” “I thought you’d be pleased.” “Why?” “You used to tell everyone you were going to law school.” “I went.” “You left.” “I know. I was there.” Eva looked down. A small sound escaped her, almost a laugh, almost not. The kettle started to hiss behind the bar. “I’m not keeping score,” she said. “Good. I’d hate to lose.” Silas returned with a mug and placed it in front of Rory. The steam lifted between them. “Your friend needs anything?” Eva’s eyes flicked to him. “No, thank you.” “Let me know if that changes.” He leaned one elbow on the bar. “Rory, the soup’s in the kitchen. Don’t leave it till midnight again.” “I didn’t leave it till midnight.” “You left it till eleven fifty-three.” “That’s not midnight.” Silas gave Eva a brief nod and moved away to answer the phone. For a few seconds, the bar held only rain and the low scrape of Rory’s spoon against the mug. “Your own place?” Eva asked. “Flat upstairs.” “Above a bar.” “Cheaper than below one.” “Still quick.” Rory looked at her. “You used to like that about me.” “I did.” The admission lay between them without a cushion. Eva rubbed her thumb over the seam of one glove. She had worn it smooth. Rory tried to picture the girl she’d known: copper braid, chipped black nail polish, a laugh that could outrun a teacher’s reprimand. That girl had stood on Rory’s doorstep in Cardiff with a packed holdall and said, “You can’t stay here another night,” while Evan’s car idled at the kerb. Rory had left before dawn. Eva had put her on the train. “You told me to go,” Rory said. “I know.” “You said London would give me room.” “I remember.” “You said you’d call.” Eva’s eyes lifted. “I did call.” “Once.” “More than once.” “Not enough to reach me.” Rory set the spoon down. The tea shook in the mug but didn’t spill. Eva leaned back, then caught herself and folded her hands on the table. “Your number changed.” “I wrote you from the hostel.” “I got the letter.” “And?” “And I read it.” Rory watched the crease between Eva’s brows deepen. “That’s not an answer.” “No.” Eva’s gaze stayed on her hands. “It isn’t.” Silas carried a tray past them. He didn’t look over. Rory heard the front door open, then close on a gust of cold air. A couple came in shaking rain from their hair and chose a table by the window. “You wrote that you were safe,” Eva said. “You wrote that you’d found work. You said you didn’t want anyone coming to London to rescue you.” “I meant Evan.” “I know.” “You could have written back.” “I could have.” Rory waited. The old impatience rose, familiar and sour. Eva used to fill silence as if it were a room she couldn’t leave untidy. Now she sat inside it. “Why didn’t you?” Rory asked. Eva drew one breath through her nose. “Because I had done the easy part. I got you on a train. I told myself that meant I’d done enough.” “The easy part.” “No part of it felt easy then.” “You got to stay.” Eva’s face changed. Not much. Her fingers pressed into each other until the knuckles paled. “I did.” “I had to leave everything I knew. You stayed in the house, on the street, with people who knew him.” “I know.” “Do you?” “Yes.” The answer came without defence. Rory looked away first. Beyond the window, the neon sign blurred into a green slash on the wet pavement. Eva’s voice dropped. “I was scared he’d come after me. I was scared my parents would ask why I’d helped you. I was scared you’d come back and I’d have to admit I’d let you go alone.” “You let me go alone.” “Yes.” Rory took a drink. The tea had gone too hot to taste of anything. At the far end of the bar, Silas asked the new couple what they wanted. His voice carried no strain, no urgency. The Nest went on around them, as if the room had learnt how to make space without asking what it contained. Eva turned her gloves over again, slower this time. “I’m sorry.” Rory watched her hands. She wanted to hear something larger. She wanted a list of the years Eva had spent not writing, and a reason for each one that would prove those years had mattered to her. Instead there was only the apology, plain and late. “You’ve changed,” Rory said. “I hope so.” “You used to say sorry like you were daring me to reject it.” “I was a child.” “We were both children.” “Not in the ways that mattered.” Rory’s thumb found the scar on her wrist. The skin had grown smooth around it. “You don’t laugh much now.” Eva gave her a small, unpractised smile. “You always said I laughed too loud.” “I said it bothered the neighbours.” “You said it made you feel less alone.” Rory’s hand left her wrist. Eva watched the movement. “I remember more than you think.” “That’s the trouble, isn’t it?” “Yes.” The couple at the window clinked their glasses. Silas called for another bottle. Rory could smell the damp wool of her jacket hanging somewhere behind the bar, the faint scent of fried garlic from the kitchen clinging to her delivery bag. Eva glanced towards the front door. Her phone sat charging beside the till, its dark screen lit by a small white icon. “My cab’s here,” she said. Rory looked at her. “Then go.” Eva stayed seated. “You’re still good at that,” she said. “At what?” “Making a door sound like a verdict.” “Maybe it’s just a door.” “Maybe.” Eva reached for her gloves, then stopped before touching them. “I don’t want to make you forgive me because we ran into each other in a bar.” “Good.” “I wanted to say the thing I should’ve said years ago.” “You just did.” “No. I gave you the reason. That’s not the same.” Rory’s tea had stopped steaming. She curled both hands around the mug. Eva held her gaze. “I was ashamed that I’d been brave for one morning and a coward for every morning after.” Rory breathed through her nose. The words struck somewhere below the ribs, where she had kept the memory of Eva’s hand on the train window, fingers spread against the glass as the platform slid away. “You could’ve said that in a letter.” “I could have.” “You could’ve said it over the phone.” “I could have.” “You could’ve said it before now.” “I know.” Rory looked at the gloves beneath Eva’s hands. The left one had a split along the seam. “Do you still live in Cardiff?” “Yes.” “Same street?” “Same house.” “Your mother still has the blue kitchen?” “She painted it yellow.” “Why?” “She said the blue made winter feel longer.” Rory’s mouth shifted despite her. “She always did hate winter.” “She still asks after you.” “Does she?” “Every Christmas.” “Tell her I’m alive.” “I will.” “Don’t tell her I’m happy. She’ll hear the lie.” Eva nodded once. She did not argue or soften the answer. Rory set the mug down. “What do you want from me now?” Eva’s fingers closed around the torn glove. “Nothing you don’t choose to give.” Outside, a cab stopped at the kerb. Its headlights slid across the old photographs, turning the figures in them white for a second. Eva looked towards the door, then back at Rory. “Could I sit here a little longer?” she asked. “Before I go?”