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The green neon Raven above the door had turned the rain on the pavement the colour of bottle glass. Rory pushed inside with her delivery bag cutting into one shoulder and a damp fringe stuck to her cheek. The bar smelled of orange peel, old wood and the last hour of someone’s cigarette. Silas looked up from polishing a glass. “You’re dripping on my floor.” “Put it on my tab.” “You haven’t got a tab.” “Then I’ll start one.” He set the glass down. A silver signet ring flashed on his right hand as he reached for the towel beneath the counter. Rory took it from him and rubbed rain from her neck. The Raven’s Nest had quieted since she’d left for her last delivery. Two men leaned over a chessboard near the window. A woman in a red scarf sat beneath one of Silas’s black-and-white photographs, turning a glass between her palms. Rory had just shrugged out of her coat when a chair scraped behind her. “Rory?” The voice caught her between one breath and the next. She turned. Eva stood by the far end of the bar, one hand still on the chair she’d pushed back. For a moment Rory saw her at seventeen, hair in a dark braid, school jumper sleeves pulled over her knuckles, grinning across a library table as they planned their escape from Cardiff. Then the picture slipped. Eva wore a sharp grey coat with the collar turned up, and her hair had been cut close at the nape. A pale seam ran from her temple into the hairline. She carried herself with a stillness Rory didn’t remember. “Eva.” A small smile crossed Eva’s mouth and vanished. “You’re hard to catch.” “I live upstairs.” “I know.” Eva’s eyes moved over Rory’s wet sleeves, the bag, the crescent scar on her wrist. “I’ve been here twice.” Rory folded the towel. “Silas didn’t mention you.” “Maybe I asked him not to.” Silas lifted his glass again and bent over his work. His attention stayed on them. Rory took the seat opposite Eva. “How long have you been in London?” “Four years.” “And you waited four years to come upstairs?” “I did come upstairs. You weren’t there.” “I work.” “So did I.” The words landed with the old ease of a familiar quarrel. Rory felt herself reach for the next line, the one she would have used years ago to turn the sharpness into a joke. She let it pass. Eva sat. Her coat remained buttoned. “You look different.” “So do you.” “Mine’s the obvious one.” Rory glanced at the pale line near her hairline. “What happened?” “Glass door. Hospital corridor. I was carrying a stack of files and looking at my phone.” Eva drew a finger along the coat’s cuff. “A stupid accident. It healed.” “Did it hurt?” “Of course it hurt.” Rory lowered her eyes to the towel in her hands. “Sorry.” “For what?” “Making you tell me.” Eva looked at her. “You used to ask questions until people answered.” “I used to think that was the same as caring.” The woman beneath the photograph glanced over. Silas set the glass on the shelf with a soft click. Eva unbuttoned her coat. “Is that what London did to you?” “No. London gave me rent.” “Still making jokes.” “Still keeping score?” Eva’s mouth tightened, but she slid onto the stool. Rory leaned her delivery bag against the bar. The work had left a red groove across her shoulder. Silas appeared with a bottle and two glasses. He poured without asking. Eva watched the amber fill the glass in front of her. “Thought you’d stopped drinking,” Rory said. “I stopped drinking the way I used to.” Eva took the glass and held it without sipping. “You know, finishing the bottle because I didn’t want to think about the morning.” “I remember.” “You left before I got a chance to tell you that.” Rory’s fingers closed around her own glass. “I left before I could tell anyone anything.” “You told me.” “I told you I was coming to London.” “You sent me a message at two in the morning. ‘Can I stay with you?’ That isn’t the same.” “It was all I had.” Eva gave a short nod, as if the answer fit somewhere she’d kept waiting. “I’d have come to Cardiff.” “I know.” “You could’ve called.” “I know.” “You could’ve told me what he’d done.” Rory rubbed her thumb over the crescent scar. “I didn’t want to say it out loud.” Eva looked down at her untouched drink. “I should’ve understood that.” “You did understand.” “No. I understood enough to get you on a train. I didn’t understand enough to come get you.” “You had work. You had your mother.” “I had an excuse.” Rory looked at her across the narrow stretch of wood. “You were twenty-three.” “So were you.” “I don’t blame you.” “That doesn’t mean you don’t remember.” The chess players shifted pieces. A rook struck the board. Somewhere in the back, a tap ran, then stopped. Rory had imagined this meeting in scraps, never as a conversation, more as a sequence of images: Eva’s face at the door; her own hand on a phone; the message she had typed and deleted so many times she’d lost track of its exact words. “Why now?” Rory asked. Eva rolled the glass beneath her palm. “I saw your name on a delivery receipt.” “From the restaurant?” “Golden Empress. They sent food to my office.” Rory blinked. “You ordered from Golden Empress?” “Not me. The office manager. I signed for it.” Eva paused. “Your handwriting’s the same.” “It isn’t.” “It is. The R in Rory leans too far forward. You used to do it on every page of your notes.” “You remember my handwriting?” “I remember you writing my essays.” “You copied my outlines.” “I paid you in chips.” “You stole my chips.” “I was hungry.” “You were a menace.” Eva’s smile stayed this time, though it looked strained at the edges. “You were the only person who could make a bad week feel temporary.” Rory took a sip. The whisky burned a clean path down her throat. “You made a bad week feel like a story we’d tell later.” “Sometimes that helped.” “Sometimes it didn’t.” Eva’s fingers stopped on the glass. “Was I supposed to know the difference?” “No.” “Then why are we doing this?” Rory looked at the old maps on the wall, the coastlines browned by age and smoke. Silas had pinned a photograph of London beside one of Cardiff, the two cities separated by a crooked strip of plaster. “Because you’re here.” “That’s all?” “Would you rather I said I missed you?” “I would rather you meant it.” “I do.” Eva looked at her face for a long moment. “You never came back.” “I did.” “For Christmas, once. You stayed with your parents and left before I could see you.” “That was four years ago.” “I drove to your house.” Rory’s hand went still around the glass. “You did?” “Your father told me you’d gone out.” “He knew where I was?” “He didn’t tell me. He said you’d gone out.” Rory pictured her father at the kitchen door, tie loosened, one hand on the frame. She remembered the taxi idling outside, the cold pressing through her coat, her mother calling from upstairs that the kettle had boiled. She had called it a visit. She had let herself believe no one had tried. “I didn’t know,” she said. “I thought you saw me.” “I didn’t.” Eva leaned back from the bar. “So he kept you from me.” “He didn’t keep me from you. I went back to the station.” “Why?” Rory stared into the whisky. “I thought if I stayed, I’d have to explain why I’d let so much time pass.” “That’s a poor reason.” “I know.” “Still, it’s the one you used.” “Yes.” Eva shifted on the stool. Her hands looked older than Rory remembered. A thin white scar crossed one knuckle. “I used to think we’d always have the same version of each other.” “That would’ve been convenient.” “I thought you’d be the clever one, telling me when I’d gone too far.” “I did that.” “You’d tell me again.” “Probably.” “And I’d ignore you.” “You did that too.” “Then we’d get chips.” Rory’s smile came and went. “We can still get chips.” Eva looked at the glass between them. “I don’t know what we do now.” “Drink?” “That’s not an answer.” “It’s what we’re doing.” Silas moved down the bar to collect an empty glass. He didn’t look at them. Eva’s shoulders eased by a fraction. “When I first moved here,” Rory said, “I thought I’d call you once things got settled.” “You were hurt.” “I was ashamed.” “You had nothing to be ashamed of.” “I know that now.” “Did you know it then?” “No.” Eva’s eyes lifted. “And now?” Rory rubbed the edge of the towel between finger and thumb. The cloth had started to fray. “Now I know the difference between being scared and being wrong. I still don’t always know what to do with it.” Eva’s hand moved towards Rory’s, then stopped short of the towel. “I wish you’d let me be there.” “I wish I’d let you.” “You sound very calm.” “I’m not.” “Your face didn’t get the message.” Rory released the towel. “That’s new. It used to be the first thing to crack.” Eva studied the faint line beneath Rory’s left eye, the black hair still damp around her jaw. “You were always good at looking fine.” “Not as good as you were.” “I wasn’t fine.” “No.” “I got married.” Rory’s gaze flicked to Eva’s left hand. A narrow gold band sat on her finger. “I didn’t know.” “It lasted eighteen months.” “I’m sorry.” “Don’t be. I ended it.” “That’s not what I’m sorry for.” Eva pressed her lips together. The old habit returned: she tucked her left thumb under the band and twisted it once. “You missed the wedding.” “I wasn’t invited.” “I mailed you an invitation.” Rory stopped moving. “It came back,” Eva continued. “No forwarding address.” “My parents’ house?” “I sent it to the flat you shared with Evan. I didn’t know you’d left.” A faint sound came from the back of Rory’s throat. She looked towards the dark doorway that led to Silas’s hidden room, then back at Eva. “I didn’t get it.” “I know that now.” “When?” “Last year. I ran into your cousin at a station. He said you’d moved to London.” Rory glanced at her glass, at the amber line clinging to the sides. “And you didn’t come then.” “I wasn’t sure I wanted to.” “That’s fair.” “It didn’t feel fair.” “Why?” “Because you’d been gone so long that I had to decide whether I still had the right to be angry.” Rory rested both palms on the bar. The wood held the warmth of the room, worn smooth by hands that had left without goodbyes and returned for another drink. “You do.” Eva’s brows pulled together. “That simple?” “No. But you asked.” A pause stretched between them. Not empty. It carried all the small things they had never said: the train ticket, the returned envelope, the call neither had made. Eva picked up her glass and took a drink. “What happened after you left?” she asked. Rory turned the glass once, careful not to spill. “I found a room. Then a job. Then another room. I got better at sleeping.” “And now?” “Now I live above a bar.” “That sounds like a story you’d tell later.” “Maybe.” “Don’t make it sound easy.” “I’m not.” Eva watched her. “Then tell me what it cost.”