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The door opened on Lucien Moreau, and for one brief, stupid second Rory forgot how to breathe. Rain shone on the shoulders of his charcoal coat. His platinum hair was slicked back as neatly as ever, though a dark strand had come loose at his temple. The ivory handle of his cane rested in one gloved hand. His other hand was pressed hard against his ribs. Rory’s gaze found the blood between his fingers. “Shut the door,” he said. She gripped the edge of it. “That’s a lovely way to say hello.” “Rory.” He said her name softly. That was worse than if he’d barked it. Behind her, Ptolemy leapt down from the arm of the sofa and stalked toward the hall, tail high. The flat smelled of curry drifting up from the restaurant below and old paper warming near the radiator. Books and scrolls covered every available surface. Eva’s research notes crowded the kitchen table, where Rory had been trying to make sense of a page written in a hand that appeared to hate vowels. Lucien’s eyes moved past her, taking in the room, the cat, the three deadbolts. Then came the sound of footsteps climbing the stairs. Rory looked at his bloodied hand again. “You have five seconds to tell me why I should let you in.” “Because the man behind me has a knife.” She pulled him through by his lapel and shut the door. The deadbolts went home one by one. Ptolemy complained at her ankles. Lucien stood with his back to the door, breathing carefully, his jaw locked against pain. Rory watched him without touching him. She had learned not to mistake a polished exterior for an invitation. She’d learned it from him. “Is he still there?” she whispered. Lucien tilted his head, listening. His amber eye caught the weak light in the hall; the other was black as a pinhole. “Yes.” “Someone you know?” “Not personally.” “That’s reassuring.” “I thought so.” A footstep paused outside. Ptolemy’s ears angled forward. Rory took one of the heavy books off the nearest shelf and held it by the spine. Lucien glanced at it. “Planning to bludgeon him with Aristotle?” “Eva’s copy of a medieval bestiary. It’s heavier.” The almost-smile that touched his mouth vanished before it fully arrived. The footsteps continued up the stairs, slow and deliberate. Rory counted them until they stopped on the floor above. Only then did she let out the breath she’d been holding. Lucien eased away from the door. The movement cost him; his fingers tightened around the cane. “Sit down,” she said. “I’m fine.” “You’re bleeding on Eva’s floor.” His gaze dropped to the dark mark beneath him. “Then I’ll try to be less fine over the sink.” Rory led him to the kitchen, keeping a careful distance. He moved with the practiced restraint of a man who’d trained himself not to limp. She knew the signs now. She had seen him hurt before, though not like this. Not in her doorway after months of silence. The memory of the last time she’d stood that close to him came back with such force she almost turned away. His hand at the small of her back, steadying her on a slick pavement. His voice in her ear. Then the same hand withdrawing; the same voice telling her he’d handled it, that she didn’t need to know. She set the bestiary down on the table. “Coat off.” “Still issuing orders?” “Still bleeding on furniture?” He removed the coat. Beneath it, his white shirt was torn along the side and soaked through. Rory found the first-aid kit in the drawer without looking. Eva kept it beside the scissors and the takeaway menus, a sensible arrangement in a flat where the books occasionally toppled over without warning. “Lift your shirt.” “Must we?” “If you’d prefer to faint on the kitchen tiles, I can make room.” He looked at her then. For a moment, something warm and rueful passed through his expression. “I missed this.” “Don’t.” The word landed between them. Lucien’s face shuttered, and Rory hated that she could still tell when he’d been struck. He raised his shirt. A shallow cut ran across his ribs, angry and wet but not deep. Rory cleaned it with antiseptic while he braced one hand on the counter. His skin was cold beneath her fingers. She worked briskly, refusing to notice the hard line of his stomach or the steady rise and fall of his chest. “Who was he?” she asked. “I don’t know.” “Why was he following you?” “He may have been following you.” Her hand stopped. “Why?” “Someone has been asking questions at the restaurant. About your deliveries. Your hours. Whether you still work there.” She pressed the gauze down harder than necessary. Lucien hissed. “Sorry,” she said, without meaning it. “You’re not.” “No. I’m not.” She taped the dressing in place. “And you came here because?” “I knew you were with Eva.” “How?” “Your bike was outside.” “You walked all the way from Brick Lane to check on me?” “I had reason to be in the area.” “Of course you did.” He lowered his shirt. “Rory—” “No, I’m trying to picture the reason. Was it a charming little coincidence? Or did one of your many discreet contacts happen to tell you where I was?” “I came because I heard someone was looking for you.” “And you thought you’d arrive without warning, bleeding, and expect me to open the door?” “I hoped you would.” She put the antiseptic away. “You always hope I’ll make it easy for you.” His eyes held hers. That was the trouble with Lucien: he could make silence feel like a confession, even when it wasn’t. “I didn’t come to ask anything of you,” he said. “Then what did you come for?” “To make sure you knew.” “You could’ve sent a message.” “I didn’t know if your phone was safe.” “You could’ve called Eva.” “I didn’t know if she was here.” “You could’ve tried literally any other option before showing up on her doorstep.” “I could have.” “Did you?” “No.” The bluntness of it stole the next answer from her. Rory folded her arms, then immediately unfolded them; she didn’t want to look defensive in front of him. Not again. Not ever. From somewhere upstairs came a muffled thump. The man on the landing shifted his weight. Lucien’s head turned toward the ceiling. “You think he’ll come back?” she asked. “I think he’s waiting to see whether I leave.” “Then we wait.” His brows lifted slightly. “Together?” “Don’t make it sound like a proposal. Eva has a lock on her bedroom door and a very unpleasant opinion of people who scuff her floorboards.” “You’re staying here tonight?” “She’s out. I’m minding the cat.” “And the research?” “Also the cat. He gets bored.” Ptolemy had climbed onto the kitchen table and planted himself squarely on a sheaf of notes. Lucien regarded him with cautious respect. “He has the air of a magistrate,” he said. “He’s deciding whether you’re worth the bother.” “An exacting judge.” Rory leaned against the counter. Between them sat three feet of worn tile, the first-aid kit, and every sentence they’d left unsaid. The flat seemed to shrink around it all. “You could have told me,” she said at last. His expression went still. “About what?” he asked, though they both knew. “That you thought I was in danger. That you’d decided to cut me loose. Anything.” She rubbed her thumb over the small crescent scar on her left wrist. “Instead, you vanished and left me to work out what I’d done wrong.” “You had done nothing wrong.” “You made that very hard to believe.” “I thought distance would protect you.” “Distance is what people call it when they want to make abandonment sound noble.” He looked down at his hands. “You asked me to trust you.” “I did.” “And I didn’t.” “No.” She swallowed. “You didn’t.” For a while, neither of them spoke. Rain ticked at the window. Beneath them, someone laughed in the curry house, a bright, ordinary sound from another life. Lucien’s cane rested against the table, its ivory handle turned toward her. She could see his hand beside it, long fingers marked with a faint smear of blood. She remembered those fingers at her cheek, once, when he’d thought she was asleep. She remembered waking and pretending not to, because she hadn’t known what to do with the gentleness. “I’m sorry,” he said. The apology was quiet. No flourish, no defense tucked inside it. It didn’t mend anything. It made the hurt feel newly shaped. Rory’s throat tightened. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with that.” “Nothing. I don’t expect forgiveness.” “Good.” “I only wanted you to hear it from me.” She looked at him, searching his face for the familiar escape hatch: the clever line, the graceful retreat. He offered neither. “You don’t get to decide what I can handle,” she said. “I know.” “And you don’t get to show up only when you’ve decided I need you.” “I know that too.” “Do you?” “Yes.” The answer was too immediate to trust. Too honest to dismiss. A faint scrape sounded outside the flat. Rory’s body tightened. Lucien moved before she could, stepping between her and the door. His injured side pulled; she saw it in the brief compression of his mouth. “Don’t,” she whispered. He glanced back at her. “Don’t what?” “Stand in front of me like I’m something you have to protect.” His face softened, almost painfully. “I’m not trying to.” The scrape came again. Then silence. Rory crossed to the door and listened. Lucien stayed where he was, hands open at his sides. She could feel him holding himself still for her. After a long minute, she backed away. “He’s gone.” “Probably.” “Not a very comforting word.” “I’m a fixer, not a comforter.” “You used to be better at pretending.” Something flickered in his eyes. “You used to let me.” “I was less clever then.” “No,” he said. “You were simply more generous.” She nearly laughed. It caught in her chest, turned into something else. Lucien came no closer. That, more than the apology, made her look at him again. He was letting her choose the distance. The choice had always been the point. Her hand found the edge of the counter. “You can stay until the street’s clear.” “Thank you.” “On the sofa. Ptolemy gets the armchair.” “I wouldn’t challenge his authority.” “And when Eva comes back, you explain yourself to her.” “I will.” “And tomorrow you tell me everything you know about the person asking questions.” “If you want me to.” “I want the truth. You can decide whether you want to give it.” He bowed his head once. “All right.” The words should have ended it there. Instead, Rory found herself looking at his mouth. She hated the pull of it, the memory of how he’d kissed her the night they’d stopped pretending they were only friends. Hated that the thought could survive every careful reason she had to bury it. Lucien followed her gaze, then looked away. That small restraint undid her more than any boldness could have. “Lucien.” He turned back. “Don’t make me regret this.” “I won’t ask you to trust me tonight.” “Good.” “I’ll try to earn it.” Rory stepped closer before she could talk herself out of it. She stopped just beyond his reach. His eyes searched hers, amber and black, and he did not move. She lifted a hand and touched the side of his face. His skin was cool beneath her palm. For a heartbeat he closed his eyes, leaning into her touch with such careful hunger that she felt the answering ache low in her ribs. Then she let her hand fall. “Tonight,” she said, “you stay because someone might be waiting outside.” “Of course.” “Not because this fixes anything.” “No.” “And if you kiss me, I’ll throw you back into the rain.” His gaze dropped to her mouth. “Understood.” The corners of her own mouth betrayed her. “You’re supposed to say you wouldn’t dare.” “I’d rather not test your aim with that book.” “Good instinct.” Ptolemy jumped down from the table and wound once around Lucien’s ankle, as if passing judgment. Lucien looked startled, then carefully reached down to scratch behind his ears. Rory watched his hand disappear into the tabby’s fur. The man in her kitchen still looked like someone she had lost. He also looked, for the first time in months, like someone who might stay if she asked. She didn’t ask. Not yet. Instead, she pulled out the chair across from him and sat. “Tell me what happened.” Lucien took the seat opposite. His cane leaned between them, blade hidden, handle turned away. He met her eyes and began.