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The green neon sign above the Raven’s Nest had turned the rain on the pavement the colour of a bruise. Rory stood beneath it, shaking water from her sleeves, while the restaurant’s delivery bag pressed a warm rectangle against her hip. She had two minutes before Yu-Fei called to ask where she was. The bag smelled of ginger, sesame oil, and the paper napkins she kept forgetting to remove from her pockets. Inside, the bar held its usual low murmur. A map of Europe watched from behind the bottles; black-and-white photographs climbed the walls in frames that had gone dark at the corners. Silas stood at the far end, polishing a glass with a cloth that had already polished it clean. Rory lifted two fingers in greeting. He tipped the glass towards her. “You’re dripping on my floor.” “Then charge me rent.” “I do.” “You charge me a very reasonable rent.” “I charge you exactly what we agreed.” “Which is reasonable.” Silas set the glass down. The silver signet on his right hand caught a thin line of light. Before he could answer, the door opened behind her and admitted a gust of rain and a man in a charcoal coat. The man stopped with one hand still on the door. Rory knew the shape of his face before she knew what it had become. The jaw was narrower. A pale seam crossed one eyebrow. His hair, once dark and always falling into his eyes, had thinned at the temples and gone the colour of wet ash. He held himself as if his shoulders had spent years waiting for someone to strike them. His gaze landed on her left wrist. “Rory?” The name crossed the room with the old Cardiff vowels intact. She gripped the strap of the delivery bag. Her crescent scar pressed against her palm. “Gareth.” Silas stopped polishing. The man shut the door. Rain tapped the glass behind him. “I didn’t know you were here.” “Neither did I know you were.” A laugh rose in him and stalled before it reached his mouth. “That sounds about right.” Silas took a step from behind the bar, his left leg catching slightly. “Friend of yours?” “Once,” Rory said. Gareth’s eyes moved to Silas, then to the room. “That’s a generous definition.” “Depends who’s asking.” He gave her a careful look, as if trying to fit her face over an old photograph. Rory had cut her hair at the shoulders, straight and black, and the blue of her eyes had always looked more certain than she felt. She wondered what he saw now. A woman with a delivery bag, wet cuffs, and a small scar on her wrist. Someone who had left without telling him why. “You still work at the Nest?” he asked. “I live upstairs. Silas owns the place.” “Of course he does.” Silas lifted an eyebrow. “You sound disappointed.” “I thought you’d be in Whitehall.” “I thought you’d have learned not to make assumptions.” Gareth’s attention returned to Rory. “Can we talk?” Her phone buzzed in her coat pocket. She drew it out. Yu-Fei’s name filled the screen, followed by a message: Where are you? Table six is waiting. “Not long,” Rory said. “I won’t keep you.” The promise hung between them, worn smooth by years of use. Rory slipped the phone away and set the bag on a stool. “Sit down.” Gareth chose the stool beside her but left a narrow gap. Silas came over with a glass of water and placed it within Rory’s reach. “Anything for him?” Silas asked. “Water,” Gareth said. “You’ve become a water man?” Rory asked. “I’ve become a man with a liver.” “Congratulations.” He glanced at her. “You used to drink cider.” “I used to be nineteen.” “You were twenty-two the last time I saw you.” “And you were still stealing my chips.” “I never stole them. You left them.” “You took them while I was looking at you.” “That was a different form of leaving them.” A smile touched her mouth before she could stop it. Gareth saw it and seemed to take heart. The gap between their stools did not close. Silas returned to the bar. “Shout if you need anything.” “We won’t,” Rory said. Gareth watched Silas walk away. “He’s protective.” “He owns the floor beneath my feet.” “That’s not what I meant.” “I know.” They had met in the first year at Cardiff University, in a seminar neither of them wanted to attend. Gareth had written jokes in the margin of the handout; Rory had corrected his footnotes. They became friends over cheap coffee, missed trains, and the certainty that the two of them would leave Cardiff before it could keep them. They had planned London with the casual confidence of people who thought wanting a thing was nearly the same as having it. Then her life narrowed to the flat she shared with Evan, the careful footsteps in the hall, the apologies she prepared before she knew what she had done. Gareth had stood in the kitchen one night while Evan smiled at him and asked whether Rory had always been so difficult. Rory had watched Gareth believe the smile. “You look different,” he said. “So do you.” “I know. I saw myself in a mirror this morning.” “You’ve got a scar.” “Work.” “Still doing law?” He looked down at the water. “Not exactly.” “What does ‘not exactly’ mean?” “I left the firm.” Rory waited. He traced a damp ring on the bar with one finger. “I spent ten years helping people turn bad decisions into paperwork. Then I got tired of hearing myself explain why a clean signature made everything acceptable.” “Did you quit, or did they ask you to?” “Does it matter?” “It usually matters to the person who quit.” He looked up. The old quickness was there for a second, the answer ready, then gone. “I quit.” “What do you do now?” “Legal aid. Housing cases. Mostly people who’ve got a week to leave a place they’ve lived in for years.” “Sounds like you found something worth doing.” “Some days.” He shifted on the stool. “I should have done it sooner.” “That applies to most things.” His mouth tightened. “I know.” From the bar came the clink of glass. Silas had found something to do with his hands. Gareth lowered his voice. “I heard about Evan.” Rory’s gaze stayed on him. “From who?” “Your mother. A few years ago. I called her about your number.” “You called my mother?” “She said you were safe. She wouldn’t give me the number.” “Good.” “Yes.” He rubbed his thumb over the side of the glass. “I deserved that.” “She didn’t say you deserved anything. She said I was safe.” “I’m glad she knew.” Rory pulled her sleeve over her wrist. The fabric caught briefly on the scar. “You could have asked me yourself.” “I did.” “Once.” “Three times.” “Three calls in a week while I was still living with him. You left messages on the flat phone.” Gareth’s face changed. Not enough to hide the memory; enough to show it had arrived intact. “I didn’t know he listened to them.” “You didn’t ask.” “I should have.” “He answered the phone once. You spoke to him for five minutes.” Gareth stared at the counter. “I thought he sounded reasonable.” “He was good at that.” “I thought you’d tell me if it was bad.” “I thought you’d see it.” The words landed between them without force. That made them worse. Gareth took a breath, then let it out through his nose. “I was twenty-four. I thought if I named the thing, you’d get angry with me. So I waited for you to name it.” “I was angry anyway.” “I know.” “No. You know now.” He turned towards her. “You’re right.” Rory watched his hands. They had once been restless, quick to tap a rhythm on lecture desks. Now the knuckles looked thickened, the nails bitten short. She remembered him carrying her books when she twisted her ankle on the steps outside the library. She remembered his laugh in a bus shelter at midnight. She also remembered the last message he sent, three lines long, ending with: You can’t keep asking me to rescue you if you won’t let me. “I didn’t ask you to rescue me,” she said. “No. You asked me to come over.” “And you said you had an exam.” “I did.” “You also said I was making a mistake.” “I thought I could make you see it.” “You thought the right words would do the work.” He did not argue. The rain thickened against the front window, softening the green glow outside. “I was scared,” Gareth said. “So was I.” “I know that now.” “You keep saying that.” “Because I keep knowing things late.” Rory’s phone buzzed again. She looked at the screen but didn’t open the message. “I have to finish this delivery.” “Of course.” “Don’t turn that into an apology.” “I wasn’t.” “You were about to.” A small crease appeared between his brows. “You still do that.” “Do what?” “Tell me what I’m about to say.” “Someone has to.” The smile came and went. “There’s the girl who used to correct my essays.” “She was right most of the time.” “She was unbearable all of the time.” Rory picked up the delivery bag. Its warmth had faded. “You haven’t seen that girl in years.” “No.” He looked at her, and his voice lost its easy edge. “I haven’t.” Silas came from behind the bar and set a paper-wrapped parcel beside the bag. “Your extra order. Yu-Fei called. She said table six had waited long enough and that you’d better stop talking and move.” Rory glanced at him. “She called you?” “She knows my number.” “She knows everyone’s number.” “She knows yours, too.” Gareth stood as she did. “I can walk with you.” “No.” “All right.” The quick acceptance made her pause. He picked up his coat from the stool and folded it over one arm. “I’m not asking you to forgive me,” he said. “I wanted to see you. I didn’t expect—” “What did you expect?” He looked at the floor, then back at her. “A version of you I could still talk to.” Rory tightened her grip on the bag strap. “That’s not a person. That’s a memory.” “I know.” “Do you?” He swallowed. “I’m beginning to.” She slid the parcel into the side pocket. Outside, a bus passed, its windows shining with blurred faces. “I’ve got work,” she said. “You can sit here if you want. Silas won’t throw you out unless you deserve it.” Silas’s mouth tilted. “I reserve the right to decide that later.” “I’ll be here,” Gareth said. “Don’t promise me things.” “I’ll sit here,” he corrected. “That’s all.” Rory turned towards the door. Her phone buzzed once more. She pushed it deeper into her pocket and kept walking, leaving the space beside Gareth’s stool empty.