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The green neon above The Raven’s Nest threw a narrow stripe across the wet pavement. Rory came in with the cold still caught in her sleeves, set her delivery bag beneath the bar, and rubbed the red mark its strap had left on her shoulder. Silas glanced up from polishing a glass. His silver ring tapped once against the rim. “Long route?” “Two wrong turns and a customer who’d put the wrong postcode on the order.” Rory pulled off her gloves. “The noodles survived. The customer may not have.” Silas slid a glass of water towards her. “You’ve got a talent for making enemies sound edible.” She drank half of it. The room held its usual low murmur, all close voices and old wood. Maps crowded the walls between black-and-white photographs whose subjects had spent the last few decades watching the bar without blinking. Rory knew the loose floorboard near the door, the cloudy mirror behind the bottles, the place where Silas kept the spare matches. She knew the room as well as the flat above it. The woman at the far end of the counter turned at the sound of her laugh. For a moment Rory saw only the profile: a narrow chin, a small notch in one eyebrow, a hand curled around a glass. Then the woman looked straight at her. Eva’s hair had been cut close at the sides, longer on top and threaded with a pale streak that caught the bar light. She wore a charcoal coat over a white shirt buttoned to the throat. The old Eva had arrived at school in scuffed trainers, had once dyed her fringe blue with ink, and had never left a sentence alone if she could make it louder. This woman held her shoulders as if she’d learned to keep still in rooms where people waited for her to make a mistake. Rory’s hand stopped on the glass. “Rory?” Eva stood. Her chair scraped the floor. “Eva.” They crossed the few feet between them, then stalled at arm’s length. Eva’s smile appeared and vanished, leaving both of them with their hands half-raised. “Look at you,” Eva murmured. “You too.” “Not sure that’s a compliment.” “It wasn’t an insult.” “Good. I’ve got a low tolerance for those now.” Rory glanced at the silver streak in her hair. “When did that happen?” “Last year. I stopped paying someone to disguise the grey.” Eva touched the pale line above her temple. “It felt wasteful.” Silas set a clean glass on the counter. “You two need a table?” Eva looked past Rory at him, then back. “I don’t know yet.” “Fair enough.” Silas took his cloth and moved down the bar. Rory returned to her place. Eva settled onto the stool beside her, leaving one empty between them. For a while, neither spoke. Rory could hear the rain ticking against the front windows. A couple near the door argued over a crossword clue in whispers. “You’re in London,” Rory said at last. “I am.” “Since when?” “Three months.” “And you didn’t think to tell me?” Eva turned her glass between her palms. “I wasn’t sure you’d want to hear from me.” Rory watched the liquid shift against the sides. “You found the bar.” “I asked around. Someone at the Golden Empress knew you worked deliveries. Someone else knew Silas.” Eva’s gaze moved to the old photographs. “Your life has become easier to locate than you have.” “Funny. I thought I’d been doing a good job of disappearing.” “You were.” The words landed with a neatness Rory disliked. She placed her glass down. “You could have tried my number.” “I did.” “Not recently.” “No.” Eva traced the condensation on her glass. “Not recently.” Rory pulled her sleeve over the small crescent scar on her wrist. She’d done it without thinking. Eva’s eyes followed the movement. “I used to know every scar you had,” Eva said. “Most of them are still there.” “You used to show them off like medals.” “I was nine.” “You’d fallen off the wall behind the school and told everyone you’d fought a fox.” “It was a convincing story.” “It was a brick wall.” “It had sharp teeth.” Eva’s mouth twitched, then settled. “You still make a joke when the other thing’s too close.” “And you still diagnose me before asking how I am.” “I’m asking now.” Rory looked at her. “How are you?” Eva lifted her glass. “I’m all right.” “That sounded expensive.” “It took years to learn how to say it without listing evidence.” “What evidence?” “The job. The flat. My mother’s appointments. The fact that I can get through a week without calling anyone at midnight.” Eva’s fingers tightened around the glass. “You know. The usual.” Rory breathed out through her nose. “You look different.” “I am different.” “That wasn’t a criticism.” “I know.” Eva studied Rory’s face with the care of someone reading a document she had once memorised. “You look different too. Less like you’re waiting for permission.” “I don’t wait for permission.” “You did then.” Rory turned to the bar. “That’s a long time ago.” “Yes.” The quiet between them opened wide enough for the years to show through. Cardiff rain on a school bus window. Eva’s yellow coat thrown over the back of a chair. Rory at a kitchen table with law books open, hearing her father discuss a future she had never chosen. Then London: a borrowed room, a suitcase with a broken zip, Eva’s text appearing on her phone. Get out. Come here. We’ll sort the rest later. The rest had not been sorted. It had been endured, boxed up, and carried from one room to another. “You told me to come,” Rory said. “I know.” “You sent me the train money.” “I know.” “You met me at Paddington.” “I remember.” “You held my bag while I threw up in the station toilets.” Eva’s jaw moved. “I remember that too.” “And then you went home.” Eva looked down at her hands. A thin pale band circled her left ring finger. Rory had not noticed it before. “I had work,” Eva replied. “And my mother had started getting sick.” “You could have told me.” “I did. I told you she was ill.” “You said she had tests.” “She did.” “That’s not the same thing.” “No.” Eva lifted her eyes. “It wasn’t.” Rory’s throat felt dry. She reached for the water Silas had poured and found the glass empty. “You were the one person I thought would stay,” she said. Eva flinched as if Rory had touched a bruise. “I know.” “You keep saying that.” “Because I do know.” “You didn’t know what was happening with Evan.” “I knew enough.” “You knew I’d left him.” “I knew you’d gone quiet for months. I knew you changed the subject when I asked why you’d stopped coming round. I knew you started apologising for things you hadn’t done.” Eva swallowed. “I didn’t know he’d put his hands on you.” Rory’s gaze fixed on the bar top, where a nick in the wood split a dark knot. “I didn’t tell you.” “No.” “I thought if I said it out loud, it would become the whole story.” “It already was part of the story.” “Not the part I wanted you to see.” Eva turned on her stool. “I kept waiting for you to tell me what to do.” “You could’ve come to London.” “I had a job. My mother—” “I know.” “You say that as if knowing makes the choice simple.” “I didn’t say it was simple.” “No, you just kept the score.” Rory’s fingers curled under the edge of the bar. “You gave me a train ticket and left me to unpack the rest.” “I thought you wanted the rest to be yours.” “I wanted you to ask.” Eva’s eyes shone, though she did not look away. “I was scared you’d tell me to go.” “Maybe I would have.” “Then you’d have had what you wanted.” Rory drew in a breath, held it, let it go. A glass clinked behind the bar. Silas moved between shelves with his slight limp, giving them the space without pretending not to listen. “You used to say there was no point being friends if you couldn’t tell the truth,” Rory said. “I was sixteen. I also thought I’d be a singer.” “You were terrible.” “I had range.” “You had volume.” Eva’s laugh came out rough and brief. “There you are.” Rory faced her. “I’m not the person you left at Paddington.” “No. Neither of us is.” “Do you regret it?” Eva ran her thumb across the pale ring mark. “Leaving you there?” “Leaving me at all.” “I regret what I did. I regret that I let the worst thing you’d survived become something you had to survive without me.” She paused, then gripped the edge of the stool. “I don’t regret that you got out.” Rory let the answer sit between them. The empty stool no longer seemed like a courtesy. It looked like a place they had both kept open, each waiting for the other to cross the room. “Why now?” Rory asked. Eva’s face shifted. The composed lines held, but something behind them gave way. “My mother died in March.” “I’m sorry.” “She asked about you near the end. She wanted to know if you’d found your feet.” Eva looked at Rory’s delivery bag beneath the counter. “I told her you had.” Rory glanced down at the scuffed canvas, at the strap she had mended with black thread. “Did she believe you?” “She said you always had good balance.” “That sounds like her.” “It does.” Rory reached for the empty stool between them and pulled it closer, though there was nowhere for it to go. Eva watched the movement. “I don’t know what you want from me,” Rory said. “Neither do I.” “That’s honest.” “I’m out of practice at anything else.” Rory leaned her forearms on the bar. The crescent scar showed where her sleeve had slipped back. “Tell me about her,” she said. Eva blinked once. “My mother?” “Unless you’ve adopted a different one.” “She hated the hospital coffee. She said it tasted like wet envelopes.” Rory’s mouth pulled at one corner. “She always did have a gift for description.” “She asked for tea the day before she died. They brought her the same coffee.” Eva set her glass down, untouched now. “She made me drink it instead.” Rory listened as Eva began again, this time with the details she had not put in the message, the missed train, the nurse who knew how to braid her mother’s hair, the small white mug she had brought from home. Rory stayed turned towards her while the rain worked at the windows and the bar went on around them.