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The third deadbolt slid back with a stubborn scrape. Rory pulled the door open, already forming the words for whoever had managed to climb three flights above the curry house and knock through Eva’s increasingly elaborate defenses. The words died. Lucien Moreau stood on the landing in a charcoal suit, his ivory-handled cane angled against the worn floorboards. Rain stippled his shoulders. His slicked-back blond hair had begun to loosen at the temples, and the amber eye fixed on her with the same unnerving precision she remembered. The other, black as spilled ink, seemed to take in everything else: her bare feet, the sleeve pushed up past the crescent scar on her wrist, the book still open in her hand. For one useless beat, Rory could only look at him. Then she said, “No.” Lucien’s mouth twitched. “Good evening to you, too.” “You don’t get to arrive unannounced and act as if we’re exchanging pleasantries.” “I had hoped you might be pleased to see me.” “You should try hoping less.” Behind her, Ptolemy sprang from a stack of research notes and vanished beneath the sofa. The cat’s panic was answer enough for both of them. Lucien glanced toward the sound. “I see I’m not the only one who remembers me.” Rory started to shut the door. He caught it with one gloved hand—not forcing it, only stopping the wood a few inches from the frame. His touch stayed careful. It had always been the carefulness that made it difficult to hate him properly. “Rory,” he said. Her name in his voice reached for the softest place in her and found it guarded. “Let go.” He did at once. The door hung between them. She could close it. She could slide the deadbolts back into place and listen to his cane descend the stairs. She could pretend the sight of him hadn’t dragged up the last night they’d stood this close: his hand against her cheek, her fingers curled into his lapel, the kiss they’d both stepped away from too late. His promise to explain. His absence afterward. Rory gripped the edge of the door until the small scar on her wrist went white. “What are you doing here?” “Looking for you.” “You’ve had months to do that.” “I know.” “Then you must have been very busy.” “I was.” The answer was so plain it made her angrier. “That’s all you have?” “No.” He shifted his weight onto the cane. A flicker crossed his face, there and gone. “But the landing is hardly a place for it.” “Then it’s fortunate you’re on it.” The books and scrolls crowded every surface behind her, Eva’s research spilling in drifts over the table and floor. Rory glanced at the open pages in her hand. “You’re helping Eva.” “That’s none of your business.” “Not yet,” he said. “But it may become so.” “How charming. You turn up to deliver a warning, then?” “I turned up because I owe you an explanation.” “You owed me one before you disappeared.” His gaze held hers. “Yes.” The word had no defense in it. No excuse. Rory hated that, too. She had rehearsed this moment in the shower, on the night bus, lying awake above Silas’s bar. In every version, Lucien made some elegant speech and she cut it to ribbons. She hadn’t planned for him to simply admit the wound was his. She opened the door wider, though not by much. “Five minutes.” “Thank you.” “That wasn’t an invitation to make yourself comfortable.” “I would never presume.” He stepped inside. The narrow hall barely accommodated his shoulders and his cane. Rain and the faint scent of cold air followed him in. Rory shut the door and turned all three deadbolts, one after another. The heavy clicks sealed them together in the cluttered flat. Lucien removed his gloves. “You look well.” “You look exactly the same.” “That’s not true.” “No?” She glanced at his hair. “You’ve let it get wet.” His smile faded. “I didn’t want to send word ahead.” “You didn’t want to give me the chance to refuse.” “I didn’t want you to refuse before you heard why I came.” “Still confusing persistence with charm.” “Only with you.” Her pulse made an unhelpful little leap. Rory crossed the room to the table and set down her book. The gesture gave her something to do with her hands. “Five minutes.” Lucien remained by the door, as if he understood that the room belonged to her only so long as he didn’t take up too much of it. “When we last spoke,” he said, “I told you that staying near me would put you in danger.” “You told me a lot of things. Then you left before I could ask what any of them meant.” “I thought distance would protect you.” “You thought you knew better than I did.” “Yes.” She looked at him sharply. “You’re not going to argue?” “I’ve had time to discover that being right about the danger doesn’t make me right about the decision.” A book slipped from the leaning pile beside her elbow. Rory caught it before it hit the floor. She set it back carefully, making sure the spine faced outward, because the alternative was letting her hands shake. “Who’s coming?” she asked. “Not tonight, I hope.” “Try again.” “Someone has been asking after you. Someone who shouldn’t know your name.” “I have a very common name.” “Not the one they used.” The air seemed to thin around them. “What name?” “Malphora.” Rory went still. Lucien’s eyes sharpened. He’d seen the change. Of course he had. “You’ve heard it before.” “No.” She pushed the book into line with the others. “I’ve never heard it.” “Rory.” “Don’t use that voice.” “What voice?” “The one that says you’ve already decided what I know.” His jaw tightened. “I don’t know what you know. That’s why I came.” She turned on him. “You came because someone asked about me, or because you finally got lonely?” The question struck home. For a moment the only sound was the distant muffled clatter from the curry house below. “Both,” he said. The bluntness stole her next breath. Lucien lowered his cane until its tip rested against the boards. “I missed you. I tried not to. It was ineffective.” Rory laughed once, without humor. “You can’t just say that and expect me to forget what you did.” “I don’t expect you to forget.” “What do you expect?” He looked at her as though she were the one holding the blade. “A chance to tell you the truth. After that, whatever you decide.” “And if I decide I don’t want you near me?” “Then I’ll go.” “You left before.” “Yes.” “You don’t get credit for promising to do it again.” “I’m not asking for credit.” She should have been relieved by his restraint. Instead, it felt like another careful way of keeping his distance—one more decision made on her behalf, even if this time he’d dressed it up as respect. Rory stepped closer. “You kissed me.” “I remember.” “You told me you wanted me.” “I did.” “And the next morning you were gone.” “I thought I was saving you from being used against me.” “You could have let me make that choice.” “I should have.” The space between them had narrowed to the reach of her hand. She could see the rain caught on his lashes, the fine crease between his brows. His black eye reflected no light at all. The amber one, at least, looked tired. “Do you still think you’re dangerous?” she asked. “I know I am.” “That’s not what I asked.” His lips parted, then closed. At last he said, “I think you deserve the truth about me, even if it costs me the chance to stand here.” “Then tell me.” “I will. Not all of it tonight. The name you heard—” “I didn’t hear anything.” A pause. “Of course.” She hated the faint relief in his voice. She hated that he knew her well enough to hear the lie and loved her, or missed her, enough not to force it. “Whoever is asking after you,” he continued, “may be connected to my father’s people. I don’t know what they want. I won’t pretend I do.” “Your father’s people,” she repeated. “That’s a tidy phrase for demons.” “I find it encourages people to keep listening.” “I’m listening. I’m not promising to obey.” “I know.” “Good.” For the first time, the corner of his mouth lifted. It wasn’t his polished smile. It was smaller, more uncertain, and it pulled at something in her that had never learned caution quickly enough. Rory crossed her arms. “If you show up here again without warning—” “I’ll knock.” “You’ll call first.” “I’ll call first.” “And you’ll tell me the truth, even when it makes you look bad.” “Especially then.” She studied him, searching for the practiced turn of phrase, the neat little escape hatch. She found only a man soaked through at the shoulders, standing under Eva’s coat hooks with his gloves folded in one hand, waiting to be judged. “You have four minutes left,” she said. “I had hoped to use one of them to ask if I may see you again.” “You’re asking now?” “I thought I’d risk it.” “Risky.” “I’m told I’m improving.” She nearly smiled. It rose before she could stop it and vanished just as fast. “Don’t mistake one conversation for forgiveness.” “I won’t.” “Or for an invitation to kiss me.” His gaze dropped to her mouth, then returned to her eyes. “I wouldn’t presume.” There it was again: the carefulness. Rory could have closed the distance. Could have found out whether the old ache still answered his touch. Instead, she reached for the deadbolt nearest her and turned it once, not opening the door, only loosening the lock. “Call me tomorrow,” she said. “I will.” “If you don’t, I’ll assume you’ve decided for me again.” “I won’t.” “Good.” Lucien leaned slightly on his cane. “May I stay until the rain eases?” She looked past him to the narrow window, where water crawled down the glass in trembling lines. “That’s not a yes.” “No,” he said. “But it isn’t a no.” Ptolemy crept out from beneath the sofa and rubbed against Lucien’s trouser leg. The cat looked up at him with flat, golden contempt. Lucien glanced down. “Your companion seems less cautious than you.” “Ptolemy has terrible judgment.” “Then we have something in common.” Rory let out a breath that might, under kinder circumstances, have been a laugh. She moved to the table and picked up her book again. The page blurred for a moment before settling. Behind her, Lucien stayed where he was. For tonight, that was enough: his presence in the room, the rain keeping the door shut, and the truth still waiting between them—not forgiven, not forgotten, but no longer left entirely unsaid.