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The door opened on Lucien Moreau. For one suspended second, Rory saw only the rain beaded on his charcoal shoulders and the pale, elegant hand curled around the ivory head of his cane. Then her gaze lifted to his face. Platinum hair slicked back from his brow, not a strand out of place. One amber eye, one black, both fixed on her with an intensity that made the narrow landing feel smaller. She tightened her fingers on the door’s edge. “You’ve got some nerve.” “I know.” His eyes flicked over her shoulder, into the flat. “May I come in?” “No.” “Rory—” “Don’t.” She began to close the door. He caught it with his cane. Not forcefully. Just enough to stop it, ivory pressing against the wood. The sight of it sent a sharp memory through her: that same cane braced between them in a dim room, his hand close to hers, his mouth almost touching hers before he’d stepped away and left her to make sense of the silence. She’d spent weeks convincing herself the almost had meant nothing. “You can’t come here,” she said. “I’m aware.” “Then we’re done.” “Not yet.” His gaze shifted again, past her. This time, she followed it. At the far end of the corridor, the stairwell door eased shut. Rory’s pulse quickened. The landing was otherwise empty, but she’d heard no footsteps, no voices—only the low rain hiss beyond the building and Ptolemy’s impatient chirp from somewhere among Eva’s books. She looked back at Lucien. “Did someone follow you?” “Yes.” “And you brought them here?” “I didn’t know they were behind me until I reached the street.” “Comforting.” She glanced down the corridor again. “Who?” “I don’t know.” “You don’t know, or you won’t tell me?” “Both are true.” She hated that he could still make her want to laugh, even now. The laugh stuck in her throat. “You have ten seconds to explain why I shouldn’t shut this door in your face.” “Because whoever is downstairs has been asking after you.” The words sank into her like cold water. Lucien watched her absorb them. He did not reach for her. He did not soften his voice. He knew better than to mistake gentleness for honesty. “Who’s asking?” “A man. He came to the restaurant this evening. He had your name.” Rory’s fingers went numb on the door. Golden Empress. She pictured the kitchen’s red lanterns swinging in the warmth, Yu-Fei’s sharp eyes, the delivery bags lined up behind the counter. “What did he look like?” “Tall. Dark coat. A ring on his right hand, silver, set with a red stone.” She knew no one who wore a ring like that. No one except— No. Evan had no reason to know Lucien. No reason to ask after her at work. Unless he’d found a way. The realization hollowed her out. Lucien’s expression changed by a fraction, his black eye going flat and watchful. “Is it Evan?” she asked. “I don’t know. I was told he gave a different name.” The corridor seemed to tilt. She forced herself to keep hold of the door. “You could have called.” “I tried.” “My number hasn’t changed.” “It went straight to voicemail.” “Then you could have left a message.” “I thought you’d want to hear this from me.” “Why? So you could watch my face while I realized you’d decided to be useful again?” A flicker of pain passed through his expression. It was gone almost before she could be sure she’d seen it. “Let me in,” he said. “Please.” The please did what the warning had not. It made her remember his voice against her ear, low and rough with restraint. The warmth of his hand at the small of her back. The kiss they had never quite managed to finish. Rory stepped away from the door. “If you bring trouble into Eva’s flat, you’re cleaning up after it.” “I’ll do my best.” “That’s not a promise.” “It’s the one I can make.” She let him in and locked all three deadbolts behind him. The clicks sounded too small. Lucien stood in the cramped entryway, dripping rain onto Eva’s scuffed floorboards, his cane angled beside his leg. Ptolemy appeared on the narrow shelf beneath the window, tail high, and sniffed the air. “Evening,” Lucien said to the cat. Ptolemy blinked at him, then rubbed against Rory’s calf. “Good judge of character,” she said. “Clearly.” She moved past him into the main room. Eva’s flat was as cluttered as ever: books and scrolls covered the table, notes fanned over the floor, a teacup balanced on a stack of old journals. Rory had been trying to make sense of a page Eva had left open, but the words had blurred together an hour ago. Now the page looked like nonsense. Lucien stopped by the window, keeping back from the glass. “Don’t stand near it.” “I know how windows work.” “I’m relieved.” She crossed her arms, hiding the small crescent scar on her left wrist beneath her sleeve. “What did the man ask?” “Whether you still worked at the restaurant. Where you lived. Whether you were alone.” The last question tightened around her ribs. “And you told him?” “No.” “Did he see you?” “Yes.” “Then what good was following him here?” “I wanted to be certain he hadn’t reached you first.” “Very noble.” “Not noble.” His voice sharpened. “Necessary.” She stared at him. “You don’t get to decide what’s necessary for me.” “I know.” “You keep saying that.” “Because it keeps being true.” That was the trouble with Lucien. He could admit a thing without giving her anything to do with the admission. He could leave the hurt sitting between them, named and untouched. She turned away before she could give in to the old habit of studying his face for clues. “I’m calling Eva.” “Do that.” She found her phone among the research notes and called. Eva didn’t answer. Rory tried again, then sent a message: Call me. Someone’s asking about me at Golden Empress. I’m at yours. The familiar clutter of the flat made her feel less alone, but not safe. She glanced at the three locks. “Could he get through those?” she asked. “Not without making a great deal of noise.” “Not reassuring.” “It wasn’t meant to be.” She set the phone down. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” “I only learned who he was asking about tonight.” “No, I mean why didn’t you tell me what was happening the last time?” His gaze held hers. The room seemed to pull tight around the question. “Because I thought keeping you out of it would keep you safe.” “And instead you kept me in the dark.” “Yes.” “You said you trusted me.” “I did.” “Then why did you treat me like I couldn’t handle the truth?” His jaw flexed. “Because I was afraid.” The answer caught her off guard. She’d expected a polished explanation, something smooth enough to slide past the point. Not this. “Of what?” “Of what would happen if I let you choose.” She stared at him. “That makes no sense.” “It does to me.” “Then you should get a better sense.” His mouth tightened, almost a smile, though there was nothing amused in it. “You’re right.” She felt the anger falter, and hated that too. It would have been easier if he were a liar. Easier if the attraction had been a trick she could dissect and throw away. Instead, he stood in Eva’s crowded living room with rain darkening his shoulders, giving her every reason to send him back into the night and one maddening reason to let him stay. A scrape sounded outside the front door. Rory went still. Lucien lifted his cane. The ivory handle turned slightly beneath his palm, and she heard the faint whisper of metal sliding free. “Don’t,” she breathed. “I’m not going out.” “Good.” The scrape came again, followed by a pause. Someone tested the first deadbolt. The small, mechanical rattle seemed to fill the entire flat. Ptolemy vanished beneath the sofa. Rory’s hand found Lucien’s sleeve. She didn’t mean to touch him. She did not let go. The handle stopped moving. A shadow passed beneath the door, then withdrew. They waited. The rain tapped steadily at the window. Somewhere below them, a door slammed. Lucien kept his body between Rory and the entrance, though she had not asked him to. His sleeve was cool beneath her fingers. At last she released him. He lowered the cane. “You should leave the flat tomorrow with someone.” “Eva, perhaps. Or I could walk around London with you at my elbow, like a particularly elegant bodyguard.” “I’d prefer you with Eva.” “Of course you would.” “I don’t want you to think this is about control.” “It always seems to be about control.” He flinched, barely. “I’m sorry.” Rory looked at him. The apology was quiet, plain, and not enough. It was more than she’d expected, which was worse. “You don’t get to vanish, then turn up at my door and say sorry because the timing’s convenient.” “I know.” “Stop agreeing with me.” “I’m trying not to argue.” “Try telling the truth.” He lowered his gaze to the cane, thumb tracing the ivory handle. “When I left, I thought if I stayed near you, you’d become a target. I told myself distance was protection. The truth is, I didn’t trust myself to keep you safe without making you hate me. So I chose for you.” “And you thought I’d thank you?” “No.” He looked up again. “I hoped you’d forget me.” Rory swallowed. “That was never going to happen.” The words came out before she could stop them. Lucien’s face changed. Not much, but enough: the guardedness eased, leaving something exposed beneath it. “I know that now,” he said. “Do you?” She took a step closer. “Because I didn’t forget the night you kissed me and then acted as if it was a mistake.” “It wasn’t.” “You walked away.” “Yes.” “You left me thinking I’d imagined the whole thing.” “You didn’t.” “Then what was it?” His eyes dropped to her mouth and returned to her eyes. “The only thing I’ve wanted that I was frightened to touch.” The flat seemed suddenly too warm. Rory could smell wet wool and rain and the sharp, clean note of his cologne. She could also remember exactly how his hand had felt at her waist, how careful he’d been, how his restraint had made the kiss feel more dangerous than it was. “You could have said that,” she whispered. “I should have.” “You could have said a lot of things.” “I know.” This time she let him say it. A message chimed on her phone. Eva: On my way. Don’t open the door for anyone but me. Rory showed him the screen. “Good,” he said. “You’ll stay until she gets here.” “If you want me to.” “I don’t.” He inclined his head, accepting the blow. “Then I’ll go.” “No.” She caught his sleeve again, more deliberately now. “Not out there. Not while someone might be waiting on the stairs.” His gaze dropped to her hand. “Then I’ll stay.” The space between them closed by an inch. Rory knew she could retreat. She also knew she would remember the moment if she did. “I’m still angry with you,” she said. “You should be.” “I don’t trust you.” “I understand.” “I haven’t forgiven you.” “I’m not asking you to.” “Good.” He stood very still, letting her set the terms. It was the first thing he’d done since arriving that made her feel she might be able to breathe. She released his sleeve, but her fingers brushed his wrist on the way down. His pulse beat beneath the cuff, steady and human. She had expected something else from him, she realized. A coldness. A mystery. Instead, there was warmth. Rory stepped back. “You can sit. Not by the window.” “Understood.” “And don’t touch Eva’s notes.” “I wouldn’t dare.” “You’d be surprised what I’ve seen you dare.” His mouth finally tilted into a genuine, fleeting smile. “I’ll try to behave.” “See that you do.” She turned to the kettle. Behind her, Lucien lowered himself carefully into the chair by the bookcase, cane resting within easy reach. He did not ask whether she wanted tea. He did not try to fill the silence. The restraint was new, and so was the ache it brought with it. Rory set two mugs on the cluttered table. “I’m not making you one because I missed you,” she said. “Of course not.” “I’m making it because you’re dripping on the floor.” “Then I’m grateful for the floor’s sake.” She glanced back at him. His amber eye held hers; the black one seemed to absorb the lamplight. For a moment, the months between them thinned, and the words they’d left unsaid pressed close enough to touch. She poured the water. “We’re going to talk.” “Yes.” “Not tonight.” “Whenever you’re ready.” Rory carried a mug over and set it down beside his hand. Their fingers nearly met. Neither of them moved away quickly enough. “Don’t make me regret this,” she said. Lucien looked at her as if the answer mattered more than anything he could say. “I’ll try not to.” She sat opposite him, with Eva’s books and the locked door at her back. The rain kept falling. For now, Lucien stayed.