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The green neon sign over the door threw a narrow stripe across the window. Rain had turned the Soho pavement black, and each time the door opened, the street came in with it: wet wool, exhaust, the hiss of tyres. Rory set her empty delivery bag beneath the bar and peeled off one glove. A crescent scar showed on her left wrist when she pushed back her sleeve. The skin there pulled tight in the cold. “Yu-Fei’s sent you out in that weather again,” Silas said, polishing a glass. “She pays me in dumplings when the weather’s worse.” “An exploitative arrangement.” “She calls it staff welfare.” Silas’s mouth bent at one corner. He leaned on his left leg, sparing the bad knee, and glanced towards the door as it opened. A woman stepped inside, shook rain from the shoulders of her coat, then stopped beneath the old black-and-white photograph of a boxer with one eye closed. She had cropped her hair close to the jaw, with a pale slash of grey above one ear. Her coat fit as if someone had taught it to stand at attention. She scanned the bar, then found Rory. For a moment, neither of them moved. “Eva?” The woman’s hand stayed on the strap of her bag. “Rory.” Rory’s glove slipped from her fingers and landed beside the delivery bag. Eva came nearer. The heels of her boots clicked against the floorboards. She had lost the roundness of her face; the bones beneath her eyes had sharpened. Even her smile seemed pared down, held in place by practice. “You cut your hair,” Rory said. “So did you.” Rory touched the ends of her black hair, which brushed her shoulders. “Not since you last saw me.” “I know.” Silas set the glass aside. “You know each other?” “From Cardiff,” Rory said. “From before Cardiff,” Eva added. “From before we knew what a student loan was.” Silas gave Eva a look that measured the room around her as much as her face. “Drink?” “Whisky, please. Neat.” “You still hate whisky,” Rory said. “I used to hate the taste.” Silas reached for a bottle. “People change.” Eva’s eyes flicked to him. “That’s the theory.” He poured and set the glass down without asking a second question. Rory watched Eva lift it. She held the glass by its base, careful not to leave fingerprints on the bowl. “You’re here,” Rory said. “I am.” “In London.” “I got that far.” Rory let out a breath that might have been a laugh. It caught at the edge. “I didn’t know you were here.” “I’ve been here six months.” “Six months.” Eva tasted the whisky. Her face stayed composed, but her fingers tightened around the glass. “Do you want to tell me why you didn’t call?” “I thought you’d be angry.” “Good start.” Eva looked down at the amber in her glass. “I was going to call.” “When?” “I don’t know. When I had a better reason.” “You had my number.” “I had three numbers for you.” “And an address.” “Your parents’ address.” “My parents were still there.” “I know.” Rory leaned against the bar. Silas resumed polishing, though the same spot on the glass had gone clear. The room’s other customers kept to their own tables, their voices sinking beneath the low music and the rain at the windows. “You told me to come here,” Rory said. “You said you’d make room. You said I could sleep on your floor until I found work.” “I did.” “I got to London with two bags and forty pounds. I called you from the station.” Eva’s jaw tightened. “I remember.” “You didn’t answer.” “I saw the call.” “Then you texted me the name of a hostel.” “It was close to the station.” “It was full.” “I didn’t know.” “You could’ve come.” Eva set the glass down. “Yes.” The word sat between them without shelter. Rory looked at the neat part in Eva’s hair, the grey bright under the bar’s low lamps. “What happened to you?” Eva picked up the whisky again, then put it down without drinking. “My mother got sick.” Rory’s shoulders lowered a fraction. “When?” “Two weeks before you called.” “You never told me.” “You’d already left Evan. I thought you needed to get out. I didn’t want to call and make you responsible for something else.” “That wasn’t your choice to make.” “No.” “You were the one who said I should stop making myself smaller to keep other people comfortable.” “I remember saying that.” “You were good at saying it.” Eva’s thumb travelled around the rim of the glass. “I was better at it when it wasn’t my own life.” Rory turned her bare wrist beneath the bar light. The old crescent scar caught a thin line of gold from the shelf behind Silas. “Your mother,” she said. “Is she all right?” “She died last winter.” The rain tapped at the window. Silas’s hand paused on the glass, then moved again. “I’m sorry.” “Thank you.” “Were you with her?” “Every day for the last year.” Eva looked at Rory. “I cut my hair because she used to hate it short. She said it made me look like a boy, and she didn’t raise a boy.” Rory gave a short, involuntary laugh. “She told me once you’d look like a boy in a sack.” “She was fond of you.” “She gave me a lecture about my hemline.” “She was fond of you in a complicated way.” “Most people are.” That drew a real smile from Eva, brief and tired. “You still do that.” “Do what?” “Turn a complaint into a joke before anyone can answer it.” Rory folded the fallen glove in half, then half again. “And you still notice things nobody asked you to notice.” “I got paid for it.” “What do you do?” “Planning permission. Heritage buildings. A lot of people who want to knock down things their grandparents built.” “You’re an architect?” “Surveyor. Less glamorous. More damp.” “You hated buildings.” “I hated the idea that buildings mattered more than people.” “And now?” “Now I know damp can kill people.” Rory studied her. “That’s a bleak career pivot.” “London’s full of them.” Silas placed a clean glass beside Rory’s hand. “You’ve both had a long evening.” “Have we?” Eva asked. “You walked in with rain on your coat and a story you’ve carried for months.” “Six months,” Rory said. “Then I’ve saved you from counting it wrong.” Silas left them with the bottle and moved to the far end of the bar. His slight limp marked each step, steady as a quiet clock. Eva shifted onto the stool beside Rory. “I didn’t come here to ask you to forgive me.” “Good.” “I came because I saw your name on a delivery receipt at Golden Empress. The owner mentioned you’d been working the Soho route.” “You’ve been asking after me?” “I asked one question.” “You could’ve asked another.” “I know.” “You could’ve come here.” “I know.” Rory looked across the room at Silas. He watched the entrance in the reflection of a framed map, his face turned towards a customer who had called for another pint. The Raven’s Nest had never been a place where a person could hide from being seen. “Did you follow me?” Rory asked. “No. I had a meeting nearby. I saw the green sign and remembered you said you liked the place with the maps.” “I said I liked the photographs.” “You said the maps were more honest.” “I was seventeen. I thought every object had to confess something.” “You still think that.” “Do I?” “You chose a bar covered in old wars.” “Silas chose the wallpaper.” “Convenient.” “Very.” Eva turned towards her, and the sharpness in her face eased. “I was afraid you’d look at me and see the person who left you outside the station.” “I did.” Eva nodded once. “Fair.” “I also saw the person who got me here in the first place.” “I didn’t get you here. You got yourself here.” “You sent the train fare.” “Half of it.” “The rest came from selling my law books.” “You hated those books.” “I hated law.” “You hated being told it was the sensible choice.” Rory pressed her thumb against the scar on her wrist. “You remember a lot for someone who didn’t call.” “I remember all of it. That was the problem.” Eva’s glass stood untouched between them. The whisky caught the light from the green sign outside, a thin colour at its edge. “What did you want to say tonight?” Rory asked. Eva drew in a breath, then let it go through her nose. “That when you called from the station, I was sitting beside my mother’s bed. She’d had a seizure. I saw your name on the screen and thought, I’ll call back once I know she’s safe.” “And she wasn’t.” “No.” “And then?” “Then there was another hospital. Then a diagnosis. Then months of forms and appointments, and my brother stopped answering his phone. I made a list of things I’d call you about. I kept moving your name down it.” Rory’s folded glove creased in her fist. “You could’ve said that later.” “I know.” “You could’ve said it the next week. The next month. Any time before I stopped waiting.” Eva met her eyes. “I know.” Rory waited for the explanation to improve. It didn’t. “I’m not asking you to make it all right,” Eva said. “I just didn’t want the last thing between us to be a missed call.” “It wasn’t the last thing,” Rory said. “You kept sending me birthday messages.” “Two.” “Three.” “One was a card.” “It had a message inside.” “It said ‘hope you’re well.’” “That counts.” “It doesn’t count as talking.” “No,” Rory said. “It doesn’t.” Eva lowered her gaze. Her hand rested near Rory’s on the bar, close enough that either of them could have moved. Neither did. “What did you write in the card?” Rory asked. Eva’s mouth opened, then closed. She looked towards the door, where the rain blurred the green sign into the glass. “I wrote that I missed you,” she said. “Then I crossed it out because it sounded like I was asking you to do something with it.” Rory turned the folded glove over in her palm. “You could’ve let me decide what to do with it.” “I know.” A customer called for Silas. He answered without looking away from them, and the bar kept moving around their silence: glass against wood, a chair dragged back, rain finding the window frame. Rory slid the glove across the counter until it touched Eva’s hand. “Tell me what you would’ve said if you’d left it in.”